“I don’t know if this is the kind of thing you can get over.”
He took my jaw in his hand and tilted my face up to his. His lips are soft as his mouth brushes against mine in a tender kiss. It was easy to lose myself in Brandon instead of thinking about everything else in our lives, so I did. I nipped his bottom lip, deepening the kiss. His tongue tangled with mine as I moved to straddle his lap. My arms drape over his shoulders, my fingers sinking into the soft hair at the nape of his neck. Brandon’s hands slid beneath my shirt, his fingers setting fire to my skin as he worked his way up to my breasts. He cupped them, his thumbs brushing over my nipples as I rolled my hips. My back arched as his hardened cock pressed up against my core. I rolled my hips again, trying to build the friction between us and relieve some of the tension building. Brandon groaned, his tongue sweeping through my mouth as he pulled my shirt over my head. His head dipped forward, and he sucked a nipple into his mouth. I moaned and continued to grind against him. He rolled one nipple between his fingers while licking and sucking the other. When he switched sides, I felt my inner walls shudder. I needed more of him. I weaved my fingers through his hair and returned his face to mine. Our mouths moved together as he grabbed me by the waist and flipped us over. Brandon dragged my shorts down my body before kissing back up my legs. I squeezed my thighs together as he traced patterns on my skin with his tongue. His large hands gripped my thighs, easing them apart until he could nestle between them. When his tongue swirled around my clit as his fingers entered, my inner walls started shuddering. Brandon groaned, his tongue flicking faster as his fingers thrust deeper. I clutched the sheets, my back arching off the bed. I tried to rock my hips and drive his fingers more profoundly, but he pressed a hand against my torso and kept me in place. I came hard and fast around his fingers, moaning as he continued to thrust. My legs clenched hard around his shoulders as I rode out my orgasm. When my thighs stopped shaking, he kissed his way up my body, shedding his shorts in the process. He lined the head of his cock up with my core as his mouth descended onto my neck. As he pushed into me, I raked my nails up and down his back. Brandon groaned, rolling his hips and driving himself deeper. I hooked my legs around his waist, locking my ankles behind his back. He kept thrusting harder and faster. His cock throbbed inside me, pushing me closer and closer to the edge. My nails dug into his back as he rolled his hips. He captured my mouth in a searing kiss as my inner walls pulsated around him. “Come for me,” he whispered as he looked down at me. He rolled his hips, and I fell over the edge, my inner walls squeezing him hard as I came. Brandon finished as my body tensed around him. We slumped together in a tangled heap in his bed for a few minutes. His arms wrapped around me as he rolled to the side. Brandon hauled me against his body, nestling his face into my hair. “I have to go back to the other room,” I said as I looked at him over my shoulder. Brandon sighed and held me a little tighter. “What if I set an alarm for early in the morning? You can sneak back to the other room, and Amalia will never even know you were gone.” “Don’t you feel bad about this?” I turned to face him. “Because I feel terrible running around and keeping secrets like this from her. What happens if she enters the sparring room and I’m not there?” “I don’t think she’s going to do that. Once Amalia is asleep, she tends to stay asleep.” Guilt clawed at me as I tried to push the worry from my mind. “I don’t know about that.” “Please, Gina, just stay in here for the night. We’ll set an alarm so you can be out before she wakes up.” I sighed and closed my eyes, focusing on the feeling of his fingertips tracing along the curve of my hip. “Alright. Set an alarm.” He chuckled and rolled over to set the alarm. When he turned back to me, he pulled me into his warm embrace. As I relaxed in his arms, I thought about how nice it would be if we didn’t have to sneak around anymore. I was getting tired of it. I wanted to tell Amalia everything.But even though I wanted to tell her everything, I knew I would keep my secrets for a little longer.
I couldn’t risk ruining our friendship before Brandon knew about the baby.Brandon
ThedoorclosedbehindGina as she slid back into the spare room before sunrise. I stood on the other side of the door momentarily, a small smile on my face.
Last night had been risky, but having her fall asleep in my arms had been worth it.
I sighed and ran my hand through my hair before heading downstairs. I didn’t bother to stop for a cup of coffee on my way through the kitchen. There was more than enough waiting in the break room at work. I didn’t want to have an awkward moment with Amalia and Gina.
I am still waiting.
Sooner or later, I would have to tell my daughter the truth. I didn’t know how she would react when I told her that I was falling for her best friend.
If our roles were reversed, I know that I would be pissed.
I had to prepare for the likelihood that Amalia might not want to speak to me for a while after she learned the truth.
She would get over it eventually, though.
At least, that was what I told myself as I got in my car and drove to work.
As I drove, I kept the music up loud, trying to drown out the worry circling through my mind. When I was with Gina, it was easy to pretend it was just us.
However, when I was away from her, the reality of what we were doing sunk in.
I sighed and drummed my fingers on the wheel as I navigated the streets while the sun started peering over the horizon.
Mateo’s car was sitting in the parking lot when I got to work. I groaned and leaned back, tilting my head back against the seat as I tried to mentally prepare for whatever he wanted.
After a moment, I exited my car and walked into the building. Mateo stepped out of my office and nodded to me.
“You’re here a lot lately,” I said as I brushed by him and sat down behind my desk.
Mateo sighed and closed the door. “I wouldn’t have to be here if I could trust you not to ruin your business with whatever game you’re playing.”
“I’m not playing any game. You may be my friend, Mateo, but you’re also my employee. Whatever you came here to say, you better think carefully about how you will say it.”
His lips pressed together in a thin line. “I came here to grab some files early this morning and to let the cleaners in since one of the others couldn’t be here today. But, unfortunately, the cleaners found something in your washroom.”
My pulse pounded as I arched an eyebrow. I didn’t know what the cleaners would have found in my washroom, but it wasn’t good if Mateo had waited to talk to me about it.
“They found this,” he said, pulling a black lacey thong from his pocket. He tossed it across my desk at me before perching himself on the edge of the desk. “Want to tell me something?”
“You already know who this belongs to,” I said, taking the thong and stuffing it into my desk drawer. “I don’t know what more there is to talk about.”
“I think that the pair of you are being exceedingly stupid. Have you ever considered what happens to her career if it gets out that she is sleeping with her boss?”
“Of course. However, it is her choice to make.”
“You’re not encouraging her to choose differently, are you?”
I sighed and leaned back in my chair. “It isn’t as easy as that.”
“You wouldn’t encourage her to choose differently because you think that there is a world where all of this will turn out perfectly for the both of you.”
“I think we could both be happy with each other.”
Mateo shook his head. “There has to be more to it than happiness. Let’s pretend that the potential career damage isn’t a factor. Have you ever thought about what your daughter will think about this?”“Don’t drag Amalia into it.”“You need to weigh all the options and stop thinking with your dick.”My hands clenched into fists as I bit back the words on the tip of my tongue.“Consider what you’re doing,” Mateo said as he stood up. “The cleaners are only here once a week. You’re lucky that they found it before someone else did.”I crossed my arms and arched an eyebrow. “Do I need to worry about you?”“Me? Telling people about your little office affair? No. I may not support your actions, but you have been in a better mood since you started seeing Gina. And I like her. She’s got a backbone.”Mateo grinned and left the office, closing the door behind him. I sighed and ran my hands down my face when he was gone.Keeping my relationship with Gina a secret would be more complex than expected
“My dad asked me a while ago if it would be okay for him to start dating again,” Amalia said as she looked at me.A wave of panic raced through me. Does she know that I’m seeing her dad?“I think he’s ready to get out there and try again. It makes me feel better about maybe moving away from Silverlake. I didn’t want to leave him here alone, but if he’s ready to start seeing someone, maybe he won’t be as lonely as he has been.”“You’re okay with him dating again?” I swallowed the lump in my throat and hoped I didn’t look guilty.“It’s not the easiest shit I’ve ever thought about, but I know Mom would want him to move on again and be happy.”“What if you don’t like the woman he’s with?”Amalia shrugged before lifting her hands and swaying to the music. “I don’t think I get much of a choice in it. My dad isn’t the kind of man who would date a woman if he didn’t think it was serious.”I nodded. “That makes sense. He seems pretty rational.”“He is.” Amalia grinned and stopped dancing long
“And what did you do? You hurt me anyway.” Amalia’s eyes were glassy as she glanced away from me. “I want you to end it with her.”“Then I’ll do it.”The words hurt me to say. It felt like I was ramming a knife through my chest, but my daughter was the only family I had left. I wasn’t going to alienate her. If breaking up with Gina was what it took to keep my daughter in my life, then that is what I had to do.“You’re too old for her. What the hell happens when you get even older? Will she spend the last good years of her life changing your diaper?” Tears tracked down Amalia’s cheeks. “And what about you? Are you going to spend the next few years trying to keep up with someone as young and ambitious as Gina?”As much as I hated to admit it, Amalia was making all the points that had spent the last several weeks circling through my mind. I knew that there was no way I would be able to keep up with Gina forever.That was supposed to be a problem when we got older.“Break up with her, Dad
Gina“You’regoingtohaveto talk to me sooner or later,” I said as I stood beside Amalia in a coffee shop. It had been nearly a week since the breakup, and she had ignored every call.I tried going to her house when I knew Brandon wasn’t home to see her. During the first visit — when she didn’t think I was coming — she had answered the door.Talking to her since then had been nearly impossible.Amalia sighed as she approached the counter. She gave the barista a small smile. “Two large mochas, please.”I smiled, but my stomach was tossing and turning. I felt like I was going to be sick. This was the first chance that she had given me all week.“I don’t want to throw our friendship away over this,” Amalia said as she looked at me.“Then there’s something else you should know before we get into everything,” I said, knowing I couldn’t keep the baby a secret.Amalia needed the whole truth before deciding whether to forgive me.As soon as our drinks were made, Amalia led the way to a booth in
BrandonAmaliawatchedmeasI carried plates of food to the kitchen table. I sat in front of her before taking my own and sitting beside her. She sighed and picked up her fork, moving the roast potatoes around the plate.“You know, she loves you,” Amalia said.“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” So instead, I focused on slicing my chicken into small pieces. I didn’t want to be having this conversation right now.“And I know that you love her. What I’m struggling with right now is why you still haven’t told me I will have a sibling.”I nearly choked on the chicken I had just put into my mouth. I reached for my water glass and took a long sip before looking at Amalia. She leaned back in her chair and crossed her arms.“Where the hell did you hear about that?”“Gina told me. I’ve been talking to her a lot the last couple of days. Did you know that she’s thinking about leaving Silverlake? She might move back to the city.”I froze, my entire body stiffening as I looked at her. While I k
“That’s for me to decide.”I nodded and took a deep breath. “I do love you, Gina, and if you want me, I’m in this for the rest of our lives.”“I should be mad at you,” she said as she stood up and approached me. She reached up to cup my face with her hands. “But I love you for putting aside your happiness for your family.”“Does that mean that you’ll take me back?”Gina smiled and leaned into me as I wrapped my arms around her. “Of course.”I grinned and stood, picking her up and spinning her around in a tight hug. She laughed and wrapped her legs around my waist.“I love you, Gina.”“I love you too.”When I captured her mouth in a searing kiss, all felt right with the world. Her hands sank into my hair, holding me to her as I carried her across the beach and into the house.I nipped at her bottom lip, and our tongues tangled as I took her down the hall. She moaned as I spun and pinned her against the wall, rolling her hips and grinding her core against my hardened cock.With a groan,
PrologueSelena“Put down the knife, my love.”His deep voice used to excite me, igniting a fire within my soul. Just yesterday, I could lose myself in his eyes, surrendering to the darkness he brought with him.But not anymore.He was nothing but a cold-blooded killer, a monster dressed in designer clothes and expensive shoes. “Not a chance.”“Then you will die, and it won’t be by my hand. Do you understand?”“I’ll take my chances.”“I can’t let you do that, dear. It would haunt me.”I let out a bitter laugh, tears welling in my eyes. I knew he didn’t care—just like he had no soul.As he stepped closer, I brandished the knife, the blade glinting in the dim light. I could see the fear in his eyes as he jumped back, his anger clear on his handsome face.He looked down at his shirt, noticing the red mark from where the blade had grazed him. I chuckled softly at his surprise.“Then so be it.” I took a step forward, feeling the weight of the ancient knife in my hand. My grandfather had gi
A couple days earlier…JoshuaFear was more than just an emotion; it was a powerful tool I wielded with finesse. It had a way of spiraling out of control, turning dark and all-consuming. But when used skillfully, that paralyzing grip could achieve more than any act of violence before or after a confrontation. I had become a maestro of dread, a force so formidable that with a mere glance or the flash of my eyes, I could freeze a man in his tracks.At least, that’s what I had been told. If only I truly possessed such a gift—perhaps it would save me the trouble of replacing shirts stained with blood. I chuckled softly at the thought as I maneuvered through the rain-slicked streets of Montreal, my destination set for a reckoning.Some might label me a bloodthirsty villain, a thrill-seeker with an insatiable hunger for chaos. But to me, it was just another day at the office, a necessary step to maintain the fragile balance of power in the streets I loved.I never wavered from my mission, n
“That’s for me to decide.”I nodded and took a deep breath. “I do love you, Gina, and if you want me, I’m in this for the rest of our lives.”“I should be mad at you,” she said as she stood up and approached me. She reached up to cup my face with her hands. “But I love you for putting aside your happiness for your family.”“Does that mean that you’ll take me back?”Gina smiled and leaned into me as I wrapped my arms around her. “Of course.”I grinned and stood, picking her up and spinning her around in a tight hug. She laughed and wrapped her legs around my waist.“I love you, Gina.”“I love you too.”When I captured her mouth in a searing kiss, all felt right with the world. Her hands sank into my hair, holding me to her as I carried her across the beach and into the house.I nipped at her bottom lip, and our tongues tangled as I took her down the hall. She moaned as I spun and pinned her against the wall, rolling her hips and grinding her core against my hardened cock.With a groan,
BrandonAmaliawatchedmeasI carried plates of food to the kitchen table. I sat in front of her before taking my own and sitting beside her. She sighed and picked up her fork, moving the roast potatoes around the plate.“You know, she loves you,” Amalia said.“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” So instead, I focused on slicing my chicken into small pieces. I didn’t want to be having this conversation right now.“And I know that you love her. What I’m struggling with right now is why you still haven’t told me I will have a sibling.”I nearly choked on the chicken I had just put into my mouth. I reached for my water glass and took a long sip before looking at Amalia. She leaned back in her chair and crossed her arms.“Where the hell did you hear about that?”“Gina told me. I’ve been talking to her a lot the last couple of days. Did you know that she’s thinking about leaving Silverlake? She might move back to the city.”I froze, my entire body stiffening as I looked at her. While I k
Gina“You’regoingtohaveto talk to me sooner or later,” I said as I stood beside Amalia in a coffee shop. It had been nearly a week since the breakup, and she had ignored every call.I tried going to her house when I knew Brandon wasn’t home to see her. During the first visit — when she didn’t think I was coming — she had answered the door.Talking to her since then had been nearly impossible.Amalia sighed as she approached the counter. She gave the barista a small smile. “Two large mochas, please.”I smiled, but my stomach was tossing and turning. I felt like I was going to be sick. This was the first chance that she had given me all week.“I don’t want to throw our friendship away over this,” Amalia said as she looked at me.“Then there’s something else you should know before we get into everything,” I said, knowing I couldn’t keep the baby a secret.Amalia needed the whole truth before deciding whether to forgive me.As soon as our drinks were made, Amalia led the way to a booth in
“And what did you do? You hurt me anyway.” Amalia’s eyes were glassy as she glanced away from me. “I want you to end it with her.”“Then I’ll do it.”The words hurt me to say. It felt like I was ramming a knife through my chest, but my daughter was the only family I had left. I wasn’t going to alienate her. If breaking up with Gina was what it took to keep my daughter in my life, then that is what I had to do.“You’re too old for her. What the hell happens when you get even older? Will she spend the last good years of her life changing your diaper?” Tears tracked down Amalia’s cheeks. “And what about you? Are you going to spend the next few years trying to keep up with someone as young and ambitious as Gina?”As much as I hated to admit it, Amalia was making all the points that had spent the last several weeks circling through my mind. I knew that there was no way I would be able to keep up with Gina forever.That was supposed to be a problem when we got older.“Break up with her, Dad
“My dad asked me a while ago if it would be okay for him to start dating again,” Amalia said as she looked at me.A wave of panic raced through me. Does she know that I’m seeing her dad?“I think he’s ready to get out there and try again. It makes me feel better about maybe moving away from Silverlake. I didn’t want to leave him here alone, but if he’s ready to start seeing someone, maybe he won’t be as lonely as he has been.”“You’re okay with him dating again?” I swallowed the lump in my throat and hoped I didn’t look guilty.“It’s not the easiest shit I’ve ever thought about, but I know Mom would want him to move on again and be happy.”“What if you don’t like the woman he’s with?”Amalia shrugged before lifting her hands and swaying to the music. “I don’t think I get much of a choice in it. My dad isn’t the kind of man who would date a woman if he didn’t think it was serious.”I nodded. “That makes sense. He seems pretty rational.”“He is.” Amalia grinned and stopped dancing long
Mateo shook his head. “There has to be more to it than happiness. Let’s pretend that the potential career damage isn’t a factor. Have you ever thought about what your daughter will think about this?”“Don’t drag Amalia into it.”“You need to weigh all the options and stop thinking with your dick.”My hands clenched into fists as I bit back the words on the tip of my tongue.“Consider what you’re doing,” Mateo said as he stood up. “The cleaners are only here once a week. You’re lucky that they found it before someone else did.”I crossed my arms and arched an eyebrow. “Do I need to worry about you?”“Me? Telling people about your little office affair? No. I may not support your actions, but you have been in a better mood since you started seeing Gina. And I like her. She’s got a backbone.”Mateo grinned and left the office, closing the door behind him. I sighed and ran my hands down my face when he was gone.Keeping my relationship with Gina a secret would be more complex than expected
“I don’t know if this is the kind of thing you can get over.”He took my jaw in his hand and tilted my face up to his. His lips are soft as his mouth brushes against mine in a tender kiss.It was easy to lose myself in Brandon instead of thinking about everything else in our lives, so I did. I nipped his bottom lip, deepening the kiss. His tongue tangled with mine as I moved to straddle his lap.My arms drape over his shoulders, my fingers sinking into the soft hair at the nape of his neck. Brandon’s hands slid beneath my shirt, his fingers setting fire to my skin as he worked his way up to my breasts.He cupped them, his thumbs brushing over my nipples as I rolled my hips. My back arched as his hardened cock pressed up against my core. I rolled my hips again, trying to build the friction between us and relieve some of the tension building.Brandon groaned, his tongue sweeping through my mouth as he pulled my shirt over my head. His head dipped forward, and he sucked a nipple into his
GinaOver the last two months, hiding my relationship with Brandon has been getting harder and harder. Nevertheless, we do our best to keep our relationship a secret.However, Amalia has nearly caught us a few times.I snuck out Brandon’s window more than once and ran to my car parked down the street. The next day I would have to listen to Amalia telling me about her theories on her dad’s dating life.She was sure he was seeing someone, which made me feel worse. Amalia would lose her shit if she found out that I was the mystery woman sneaking out in the middle of the night.It was getting too stressful to hide it from her, but it was too late to turn back.I’m falling for Brandon.Hell, I’ve already fallen. He had me at hello, and I’ve been enamored by him every moment since, even though it would have been better for the both of us if I wasn’t.I sighed as I leaned over the sink in my bathroom, my stomach tossing and turning.I had been holed up in my apartment for the last week, feel
BrandonAmalialeanedbackinher chair, tilting her face and closing her eyes as she soaked up the sun and the salt air. It wasn’t often that I got to see her this relaxed as she lounged by the ocean.We tried to make time to get lunch together once every couple of weeks, but with both of us having careers, it could be hard to find the time. She had her career, and I had mine.Throw sneaking around with Gina into the mix, and I had even less time than I used to spend with Amalia.“Okay,” I said after our food was delivered. “How is work going? Do you have any shows coming up?”“I’ve signed on for New York Fashion Week next year.” Amalia took a bite out of her lobster roll and shrugged. “Other than that, there’s not a whole lot going on. I’m building a new line, but some designs aren’t coming together quite right yet.”“I’m sure you’ll figure it out. New York Fashion Week is huge, though. We’ll have to have a party to celebrate. Congratulations.”“I don’t think that I want to do anything