James.
I fixed my eyes on the glass of water before me and recited in my mind the new goals I've set for myself; engagement, engagement party, eliminate the evidence and a big break up. That was the way I wanted things to go with Amara and her manipulative parents.
Three days passed by at the speed of light and now, I found myself seated in a restaurant waiting to fit a ring around her finger. My knees bounced up and down under the table and though I wasn't nervous about anything, I wouldn't deny that Amara was getting on my nerves with her lateness. We agreed to meet by eight-thirty pm, it was eight-forty-five now, and I was yet to see her.
All I wanted to do was give her the damn ring and get on with my life. Gripping the cup, I tried to drown the whole content in one go but only ended up taking a sip. Damn, I was that impatient.
A small sigh escaped my lips as I reached into my coat pocket and took out the ring Cayden had gotten for me the previous day; a rose gold ring with a slim band and a little diamond on top sitting beautifully on a velvet gold lined box. Nothing extravagant but enough to catch the right amount of attention.
I closed the lid and slipped it in my pocket in time to see Amara walk into the room. She had on a sleeveless olive green dress that clung to her body and showed off her hourglass curve that I…failed to notice earlier?
She whispered a few words to the lady waiting by the entrance and in a few seconds, she began leading her to me. Her slender legs showed off through her high slit as she walked up to me, slowly, I dragged my eyes off her legs and fixed a glare at her. Couldn't she tell she was running late?
“Thank you,” she gave the lady a soft smile as she slid into her seat.
“You're late.” I said with a meaner glare to highlight the extent of her lateness but instead, she rolled her eyes, placed her palms on the table, propping herself forward and plastered her lips on my cheek. Stretching the kiss over a few seconds.
My head jerked to her as she took back her seat, my eyes threatening to bore holes in her face. What the fuck was that about?
“Since you couldn’t kiss your girlfriend formally, I decided to do it.” She said as if she read my mind. “Besides, I was being followed. We have an image to uphold for the public, remember?” she said when I continued glaring at her.
My shoulders relaxed a bit as my gaze softened. We did have an image to uphold and a really effective plan I had mapped out and I wasn't going to let any little stunt ruin it especially not when I was at the verge of losing everything I've worked hard to build.
“You're late,” I said still. I needed her to understand that I was a man of discipline and I kept to time.
A fraction of her smile fell and she lowered her gaze, “I was nervous, okay? I had to take a few minutes to remind myself that this wasn't real. And besides,” she looked up in time for me to see the spark return to her eyes, “i figured my walking in a few minutes, after you would excite the reporters. They have been keen on confirming the story of our engagement and this would give them enough reason to focus on us. Exhaust the spotlight, remember?” She winked.
I hated to admit it but she was right. After I left the club three nights ago, I had Cayden spread a rumor of the ‘Jamara’ engagement and the public, especially the media, has been on our necks to confirm the story.
I relaxed my back against my seat and crossed my arms, “ I have something I'd like to discuss with you.” I said in a low tone.
Her eyes narrowed down at me. “If you want to tell me that I should scream ‘yes’ then bro, forget it. It’s never happening. I am nowhe-
“I wanted to talk to you about moving into my place after the engagement party.” I chipped in, cutting her short.
Her brows furrowed as she leaned back in her seat, “We are having an engagement party? I'm starting to think you really love having me as your fianceé and you really do want to show me off.”
I held myself tight from rolling my eyes- a habit that was starting to wear on me. Showing Amara off was not part of the plan but the engagement party was a necessity. If we wanted people to really believe our story, we had to have the party.
“I know how exaggerated this marriage is but if we want to get these people off our backs, we'd have to give them what they want. Besides, considering who I am and who your parents are, it would only be right if we have an engagement party.”
“It's our relationship, do we need to care about what other people think?” She pouted.
“Except it's not. And we do care about what other people think.” I placed my elbows on the table and leaned closer to her. “I think it would be best if you moved in tomorrow evening.”
Her brows shot up to her forehead as she leaned closer to me, “ Bro, I said I am not moving into your place.”
“I thought we were so in love that we can't bear to be apart from each other, mmh?”
“Except we are not and I don't even know you, sir.” She gave me a tight lipped smile and for the third time since the date began, I fought rolling my eyes and willingly gave in to sighing.
“We will discuss this later. Right now, we need to have this ring around your finger.” A flash from the right cut my eyes as I reached into my coat pocket.
Figuring that was the beginning of a long night, I forced on a bright smile and looked up at Amara.
Amara's eyes widened as she saw the ring.
It was beautiful and I could tell she thought so too.
“I guess it's show time now, isn't it?” She said to herself. Rolling her eyes, she cleared her throat and gasped as a hand flew up to cover her mouth.
“Oh my God, James, this is so beautiful.” She said loud enough to draw attention. She looked up and gave me a quick glare before covering it with a smile, “go ahead then and ask me to marry you,” she said before returning to admire the ring.
“Give me your hand.” I reached for her hand across the table but she retracted it a bit.
“Aren't you going to go down on one knee, bro?”
“I do not go down on my knees for anyone, Amara. And I am not your bro, baby girl.” I gave her a tight lipped smile as she slowly placed her palm in mine, the corners of her lips slowly curving up in a smile.
“Yes.” She said softly.
“What?” I asked with furrowed brows.
“YES, JAMES! I WILL MARRY YOU! OH MY GOD, YES!”
How dramatic. Finally giving in to the will, I rolled my eyes so hard it almost went to the back of my head.
More flashes of light cut my eyes as the reporters- whom the restaurant had probably let in in exchange for a little something- and some of the guests began to gather around us to take more pictures for the headline ‘gossip’ the next day, I assume.
I fought myself to keep my smile, really, I was beginning to get suffocated and all I wanted was to go back to the peace and comfort of my home or even better, my work. I stood up and reached for her to see her smiling effortlessly and proudly showing off her ring.
I guessed she was happy. She wanted a diamond ring after all.
She placed her hand in mine and I helped her up.
“We will b-” I was cut off as the reporters began bombarding us with questions.
“Will we be expecting a wedding soon?” Amara looked up at me but I ground my teeth to stop myself from making a face.
“Would the wedding be open to the public or will it be private?” A female reporter asked.
“Will there be little James and Amara before the wedding or after?” A chuckle broke out among the reporters, Amara and the people around us but I was already bored out of my mind nothing could impress me anymore.
I turned my head to the direction the question had come from, the short man, with his bushy beards and hair, looked like he was going through a major midlife crisis and I was seconds away from knocking off that crooked smile from his face.
I wound my own against Amara's waist and pulled her closer to me. She pressed a palm against my chest and looked at me. To the public, she was looking at her fiance with lots of love and admiration but I alone could see the killer look in those eyes.
“What?” I returned her glare.
“You can do more than that.”
Giving her a mock smile, I raised a finger and all the murmuring and clicking of cameras quieted down, all attention focusing on me.
“I know you all are very excited by our engagement and are very keen to know more but believe me, we are more keen than you are. I cannot give you all the information you want right now but I can tell you that we are looking forward to seeing you at our engagement party that will be happening in a fortnight.
I felt nails dig into my back as murmuring arose among the crowd. We never agreed on the topic of the engagement party but now it was out, I guess there was nothing either of us could do about it.
‘Are you saying that there will be no wedding?’ I chuckled loudly to mask the pain from the nails clawing their way into my back. I reached for her hand behind me, grabbed it and squeezed as I returned it to her side.
“We are saying that that will be all for today,” Amara flashed her killer smile and all attention turned to her. “So, if you don't mind, we just got engaged.” She made a quick show of her ring and as if she read my mind, she placed her palm in mine and we turned to leave.
“Before you go!” One of the female reporters called out from the crowd and we paused in our tracks. “Can we get a cozy picture of you both. Maybe a kiss or two?”
Amara.Ife popped a chip in her mouth and munched loudly. I looked over the top of the book in my hand and at where she was seated and leaning against her desk and found her looking at me, her head in her palm. When I looked away, she sighed loudly and continued her loud munching.“Anything you want to get off your chest?” I dabbed my pointer finger and thumb with a little saliva and flipped the page I was done reading over without looking up at her.“A diamond ring, huh?” I heard the rustling of the chip bag as she moved it to the side.“Yup.” I added an extra pop to the ‘p’ and looked up at her. “Just the way I like it.” Truth be told, I loved rings, diamonds especially, but there was nothing exciting having someone else’ ring on my finger. Technically, it was mine but it totally wasn’t.“So, when are you moving in with him?My eyes widened at the question. Moving in with James? I hadn’t even thought about it after he mentioned it because I was worrying about the absurdity of havin
JAMES.“Holly Molly!” I sucked in a deep breath as I clicked my phone off and braced myself for the tongue-lashing I was going to get in a minute. Placing both hands on my knees, I looked up at Amara who was looking down at me as if I had grown two heads and I narrowed my eyes at her. Between the two of us, she looked more like a person who grew a second head. She looked so weak and…weak.“What on earth are you doing in my room? Are you a creep?”“No.” I bit out, leaned into the seat and crossed my legs. “I am a man who couldn’t reach his wife for hours. Four hours to be precise. I thought maybe something happened or perhaps, you no longer wanted to continue with the agreement but it just turned out you casually left your phone on your table.” I nodded towards the phone and she sighed and snatched up the phone from the table. “I just forgot it, okay? Anything else?”“Did you also forget your car?”“What?” She asked with furrowed brows. Her expression began to look more irritated.“
Chapter 9Amara.It wasn’t until I stepped out of the James’ car and into his house did I realize what was happening. Everything I said, all the actions I took since the night of that charity event began rushing into my head. I was now a wife, even if a fake one. I now belonged to someone. I could bet it was a dream come true for my parents, to see me get taken away by someone and not anyone but, James Mckenna. As if the universe heard my thought, his portrait came to view once I stepped into the living room. His huge body clad in a black tux and staring at the camera with a murderous glare covered the center wall in the living room. I couldn’t bear to take in the portrait so I scoffed and rolled my eyes away.“How obnoxious,” I said the same time as James said, “Your boxes would arrive in the morning.” My muttering wasn’t so much of a muttering and James pursed his lips and turned to me.“Excuse me?” With a strained smile, I took a step to the side and gestured to the space next t
JamesBusiness was the only thing that kept my blood flowing, besides Henry. I enjoyed the thrill; the moments of winning and losing, the panicking and the brainstorming, it kept me focused and sane and that was the reason I made it an important part of my life.It’s been three hundred and thirty six hours since Amara moved into my house. We’ve avoided contact for the most part mostly because I dove back straight into work -only going back to the house once when I needed an important document. The bathroom I had set up in my office served more purpose than the one back at the house and that was why I had it set up in my office. Business was my be-all and end-all, calculating numbers and reading the stats gave me purpose which was why, for the first time since the whole engagement thing, my heart swelled with joy.The numbers before me read well. It was just half the year and our numbers from last year had increased by 10% which meant that my company was still at the top which also me
James.I never knew lingerie shopping included wearing a sexy dress, heel and feet on my dashboard. I knew I was doing myself no good stopping the meeting I had with Tanya to attend to Amara but I had to. For reasons I couldn't tell, I just had to.“Again you didn't have to strip that man of his duties. And I am not your wife yet, we're just engaged.” Amara flashed her fingers before my face and tapped on the ring, “this ring here does not say ‘wife’ and we agreed not to include that so I urge you, dearest mister, to remember that.”I chewed my teeth, “Wife, fiancé? Same thing. You have my ring, that's all that matters.” Nobody dared to touch what's mine and anyone who dared would face the repercussions. Gareth was lucky today, so very lucky. “Where to?” My eyes were fixed steadily on Amara's legs on my dashboard. I was really trying hard to ignore them not because my mind couldn't stop wondering and picturing how it would feel having those legs wrapped around my waist.“The Bou-” Her
MckennaI’m not a stranger to fear, but as I crossed the threshold of the Livingstone family house my throat clammed up and my palms turned sweaty. It was not the Mayor or Nicholas that I feared, it was the secret that hung between their lips and what they intended to do with it.I sighed. I’ve kept to myself all these years, careful to protect my past and all the horror of it and all it took was less than a week for Amara’s parents to gather intel on me.That was impressive, I’ll give them that. What I will not do is let them use it to control me, I did not escape those years ago to become anyone’s puppet.“Mr. Mckenna,” the butler called out as I entered the receiving area. “Mrs. Livingston will see you in her private study.” He led me down the dimly lit hallway.With Amara gone from the house, it felt like life had been sucked out of the mansion. My mind wandered back to the first time we had a proper conversation in her home, and the ridiculous proposal I’d thrown her way. I’d hal
MckennaA sickening ghost of a smile played on Sarah’s lips before the mask fell completely away from her face.“That’s what I like about you, Mr. Mckenna, you seem to understand me better than anyone.” She took a fleeting glance at Nicholas who busied himself with reading the label on the champagne bottle. “I’m afraid you’re exaggerating, Mayor. I’m a mere businessman, understanding people is part of the trade.”“Likewise. Understanding my people comes with my job as the mayor. I take my role rather seriously because these people trust me to keep them safe.” A beat of silence. “Especially from people that threaten their safety and wellbeing.”“I’m afraid I don’t understand where you’re driving.” I pinched my temple with my thumb and forefinger, a headache was well on its way. If it wasn’t for the secret I had to keep buried away from everyone, I wouldn’t be entertaining Sarah. Public figure or not. “I’ve met a lot of people during my tenure as Mayor. Respectable figures who were l
AmaraFor someone who insisted that I get engaged to him, James has been pretty absent lately. I can’t even recall the last time I saw my fiance. Not that I miss him. I just—wanted someone to talk to.Ife was busy with work and unable to hang out with me. Usually, I fill my days with shopping, visiting art galleries, and painting. But I couldn’t engage in that anymore. Not when my cheeks still heated up whenever I remembered the hungry gaze in James’s eyes when he saw me in that lingerie.My sigh was wistful. The piece of fabric was still in the shopping bag, untouched. I bought them then to spite James, and now it seemed like such a waste. No one was going to see me in it. I yelled into my pillow. Deciding to try my luck I called Ife. No answer. Of course, she would abandon me when I needed her the most. Even if I could hear her voice for a minute, my lonely heart would be soother.James’s house was huge. There were three floors, my room on the first and his on the second. In a week
AmaraIt was finally the time for the election results to be announced. The election ended an hour before.Everyone was tense, our little family gathered in the dim lit study that was crowded with campaign materials and posters.We’d done interviews, appeared in shows as a family. This time we weren’t reciting the words that my mother’s publicist had written down for us.Everything that was said, all the laughter that was shared, came from a place of warmth deep in our hearts. One of the show hosts had commented on how lifely we seemed, had called it an election miracle and we’d all laughed over it.My mum said we’d celebrate, whether she won Mayor or not. But I knew deep down that she wanted that seat, and without being biased I knew she was the right person for the job. I listened with all focus, at the edge of my seat as the announcement started. We all waited, a sword could’ve cut through the tension in the room with ease.And that hell broke loose when mum was declared the winner
AmaraI was pretty sure anyone within a mile from me could hear how hard my heart was beating against my chest. It’s been forever since I had James near me. The feel of his lips warm against my cold skin sent my senses into a frenzy.Even as I waved him goodbye and watched him pull out of the curb, I could still feel him on me. I stood there longer than I should have, rooted to the spot, because I couldn’t quieten down my own heart or get my feet to move.I heard the door open before Ife’s shrill voice followed. “What are you doing outside in the cold? I didn’t think you were going to come back.”That snapped me out of my reverie and I followed her inside. “Why did you think that?” I hung up my coat and sat down on the couch. I wasn’t quite ready to call it a night.“I thought you’d be too busy making up in his sheets.”The image flashed through my head. I put my palms over my eyes. “Ife!”“I saw the way you were looking at him Amara, like you want to tear his shirt off and mask him
JamesWe had our dinner in complete silence, each of us consumed by their own thoughts. I wish Amara would just tell me what was going through her mind so I would know how to fix the problem between us.I drank all of my wine, and so did she. I could tell she was warming up to me from the way her gaze lingered too long on me, or how her eyes drifted to my lips when she thought I wasn’t looking.“Thank you for having dinner with me,” I told her when we were done.“I only agreed because of my mother, I don’t want to ruin the new relationship I have with her.”I wanted to call her bluff. Amara wasn’t the type to do something just because others asked. I’ll let her get away with the excuse because it brought her closer to me.“You can drop me off at Ife’s house, I haven’t cleaned my apartment yet so I’ll be staying there longer than planned.”I helped her with her coat. “The night is still young, and there’s somewhere I’ve been dying to take you to.”Her eyes narrowed at me. “You’re not t
James“Alright.”For a complete ten seconds I stood there without registering her response. I’d been so sure she was going to turn down my suggestion that I found it hard to believe that I was hearing right. “You’re going to give me a chance to talk things over?”“I just said yes James, don’t make me change my mind.”It’s a good thing I’d kept the reservation I made in anticipation for tonight. Cayden and Henry had tried to talk me out of it, that she’d clearly rejected me many times and I needed to give up.But I’d held onto the hope that I had. That she would remember the good times we had and give me a chance. Looks like luck was on my side. I wish I could flip my middle finger in their faces.“I made a reservation at a restaurant, just the two of us. If that’s okay with you.” I needed to play my cards right so I don’t upset her and have her banging the door in my face again. “I’m already having dinner with my family, we can just talk in your car. I think—”“Oh, Amara.” My mother
AmaraIt was finally here; the day of my grand reveal. I was well within my rights to be nervous, everybody else would.I’d been worried that people would not show up for the exhibition, why would they for an artist they didn’t even know what she looked like. But boy, was I wrong? The gallery was fully packed save for the small makeshift stage that was situated at the far corner where my name was put up in a banner.Ife was with me, but the more she tried to calm my nerves, the more nervous I grew.My family was not here yet and it made me worried. What if mum changed her mind about supporting me and saw the exhibition as a waste of her time?It was unfair doubting her like this. But, when you’ve been burned many times in the past, it becomes hard not to grow weary that it could happen all over again.“What if she didn’t get the invite?” I asked Ife.“Who?”“My mum, they’re not here yet. Do you think she bailed?”“You need to have more faith in the people around you, Amara. I’m sure
AmaraSpending time with my family helped me get out of the mental dump I’d found myself in. It was nice to sit down in complete laughter, enjoying the laughter and the food the cook had put her magic touch in. I slept over and went back the next morning to Ife’s place, only to find her sitting through a couple letters.“Have a secret admirer?” I teased, hanging up my jacket.“As if. These are for you?”I looked over her shoulder at the pink flowered envelopes she was holding. “I can’t think of a single person on this damn planet that’ll be sending me letters.”“Well, I can. They’re from James, maybe it’s time you give him a listening ear. I’m beginning to feel bad for him.”“You can do whatever you want with the letters.” I walked straight to the door and shut it after me. I sat on the floor, head hung between my knees. Why was he making it so difficult to move on from him? It wasn’t that I couldn’t forgive him, I just wouldn’t be able to trust him again. Going back to him would be
AmaraIt’s been days and I still haven’t had the courage to leave Ife’s house for fear that I’d run into James. My defenses were beginning to wear down all the efforts he was putting to win me back. I was afraid that I’d finally give in to him.James Mckenna had the power to easily break my heart the second time, and I wasn’t going to let that happen. Which was why I was totally avoiding him. I made sure not to read any of the messages or emails he sent me. I just blocked him immediately and put my phone in Ife’s drawer where I’ll not be tempted to go through them. But, I was done wallowing in self pity, it was time to get up and move on with my life.Everything didn’t start and end with James. Although it hurt to admit that in my heart—it did.I stood up from the bed, showered and joined Ife where she was making breakfast in the kitchen.“Nice to see you up and about,” she said with a smile when I walked in.“I can’t be the sad heartbroken girl forever.”She raised a brow at me. “Wha
JamesI have never, through all my years of existence, considered myself an emotional man. I moved through everything with the philosophy that I could get whatever it is that I wanted by putting in the hardwork and doing my possible best in every situation.That was how I grew my company from nothing to a multi-million dollar company, opened many branches in the US, and was featured in Forbes. It had worked until now.I wanted to have Amara but all my efforts were going down the drain. I’d decided to give her some space to think everything through and come back to me, but that wasn’t the case and it drove me over the edge.The more she rejected me, the more my desire for her grew. It was hard to imagine a life without her, so I had to keep trying.My alarm went off and I knew it was time for the meeting with the branch managers, but I couldn’t get myself to move from where I sat.All that was on my mind was how to win Amara back, and have her stay at my side. It had hurt when she pus
AmaraI’ve been in the same spot on Ife’s bed since I made her room my hideout. The window blinds are drawn and the lights out. It’s all dark and depressing inside her room.I managed to turn Ife’s vibrant room to a messy little cave that I don’t ever want to leave. In here, I don’t have to worry about running into James again, or having to face my mother and talk about what she had done.Thank God I’d gotten my hair braided before this, it would’ve been a tangled mess on my hair right now.The music player on her bookshelf kept playing the heartbreak playlist I’d found on spotify. There was something about being sad and listening to sad songs that was very comforting. It made me feel seen and understood in this madness. I never want to get up from here. I was going to lie down here, cry my balls out and hope that someday I’ll become one with the bed. Hopefully, Ife would be very kind and not throw me out of her room.My phone buzzed on the bedside table and I picked it up. It was my