JAMES.
The soft music that played in the background did nothing to lighten the weight in my chest, frowning at the other failed mission of the day, I tipped my glass back and drowned my drink in one go.
“I know you didn’t call me to watch you play ‘get drunk in five seconds, did you?’ Cayden cast an unimpressed look at my empty glass before dragging his eyes up to me.
“It may not be an act,” I said as I signaled to the bartender to refill my glass. She made to tip off Cayden’s glass but he placed a hand over it, with a nod, she went off to attend to other customers.
“You never drink to that extent,” he chided and I raised a shoulder. “what do you think your employees will think when they see you drunk?” he took a quick glance through the club -the place I worked so hard for years to stand out among other clubs in the state and outside. “It will be bad for your reputation. You can not risk getting drunk in public, James.”
I shot him a smile before bringing the glass to my lips and took a small sip, “that’s why I have you. Many years of service and you have not disappointed me so, why fail now?” Cayden’s brows shot to his forehead as he searched my face for any hint of amusement. Taking another sip of my whiskey, I shook my head as I turned my body halfway towards him. “Relax, I know the rule of the business and there isn’t anything worth making me drunk, ever.” I picked up my glass again and drained the remaining content. “I just need the burn.” Which like the music was going nothing to the tightness of my chest.
In a swift move, Cayden turned fully to me with a clenched jaw and tightened fist, “Owen Anderson?” he banged his hand on the counter drawing a few glances our way but neither of us responded to the look. “that bastard.”
“The Livingstons.” I bit out and chewed my teeth. I wished I hadn’t been quick to finish my drink because then I needed the burn for my chest. I popped open two buttons of my dress shirt almost baring my chest.
Cayden’s menacing look fell off. A confused expression replaced it for a second before an even deadlier look replaced it.
“Unidor Tech.” With the way Cayden clenched his jaw, all he needed was a ‘go’ from me to snap the nearest available neck and that was one of the reasons I kept him as my right-hand man.
With a sigh, I shook my head and mirrored his position, looking him straight in the eyes.
“His sister-in-law and her puppet husband. They’re holding me down with a blackmail.” I would have had another drink to wash down the dirty taste of those words from my tongue but I already reached my drinking limit for a night. Four.
“The Mayor?” Disbelief was evident in his voice and I narrowed my eyes down at him and he shrugged.
I stood from my seat “I came here to check on my employees' performance anyway.” I turned my eyes to the bartenders behind the counter to find the four of them engaged in mixing and serving drinks. With a raised brow at Cayden, I made my way to my office.
“This isn't something you can handle alone,” Cayden’s voice came behind me as I padded through the empty hallway that led to my office. “you have to talk to me.”
“They asked me to marry their daughter.” The door beeped as I flashed my key card before it, looking over my shoulder at Cayden, I threw the door open and walked into it.
“What do they have against you?” The sound of his teeth grinding against each other was the other sound in the room with my heels clicking against the tiled floor as I walked to my seat behind the desk.
“Fifteen years ago, Wednesday, the twenty-first day of May.” Apart from being my right-hand man, Cayden and I have been stuck together since childhood. The look of understanding that flashed through his face assured me that I didn’t need to go into details. “Marry their daughter or they would go back to that.” I slowly took my seat and Cayden dropped into his before me.
“Have you told Henry?”
I scoffed lightly, “does it look like I told Henry?” The last thing I needed was my little brother’s interference in what was happening. I needed to have a clear mind while handling the situation at hand. Speaking of which; I took out my phone from my coat pocket and went through the list of calls that came in throughout the day; a lot from my secretary for the meetings we attended during the day, two from Cayden which I took, one from the Mayor’s office which I ignored and another two from her husband which I also ignored. Yet there was no call from Amara.
I looked up at the clock on the wall; three hours to midnight and she was yet to call.
“How did she find out about that?” I shook my head and fired up my laptop and shut it down once it was up.
I didn’t really come to check on the club’s performance, I had seen it two weeks before the blackmail and it was doing fine, the employees too, what I needed was a space to clear my head and think. I may have found a temporary solution to the problem but that didn’t eliminate the issue. As long as they had something over my head, I was always going to be a tool and I would rather chop off my dick than become someone’s tool. Especially not to the Livingstons.
“You have to tell Henry.” I shot him a glance and he threw his hands up in defense, “I’m just saying. He is no longer a kid and the longer you stretch this out, the worse the outcome gets.”
“I can handle the outcome,” I said firmly and he shrugged. “Does she know? The daughter in question.”
“That their parents are blackmailing someone into marrying her? No, but, she did agree to get engaged to me.” With raised brows, he sank into his seat. Seeing his confused look, I filled him in on what happened from the night of the charity event to the agreement I had with Amara.
“That is... that’s something,” he sputtered.
“Yeah, it is. I wanted to hold this off for as long as I could but, they were pressuring me. I was supposed to talk to her during the event but she just happened to fall straight into my laps and I decided to seize the
opportunity.” It was either that or the secret goes to light. And although I didn’t regret what I did, it was still bad for business.
I reached into my pocket and took out my phone and confirmed that she hadn’t called me as I suspected. Perhaps, I should have taken her number to save myself the stress. With a clenched jaw, I clicked the phone off and placed it on the table.
“While I handle the engagement and the Livingstons, I want you to look into this and find out how they got their hands on that information. Even if it means going back there.” I got up from my seat, gave Cayden a quick nod and made for the door.
“You don’t mean that,” he said in a low tone and I slowly turned to him.
“Every word.” I bit out, my grip on my phone tightening.
“You said to never do that, James. We agreed to that.”
Pushing down the bitter lump in my throat, I looked up at him and straight into his eyes, “Never say never, dear friend.” Not waiting to hear anything else from him, I opened the door and shut it behind me once I was out of the room.
I had gone back on my word. A promise that was agreed on and sealed. A promise that would have not been broken had the Livingstons not decided to meddle. But, it was all for the best, I needed to destroy whatever evidence they had against me and I needed to do it fast.
My phone pinged once the door clicked shut behind me and the screen lit up with a message.
UNKNOWN NUMBER: Hey, Daddy.
A small smile snuck up to my lips as I recognized the text before I squashed it. That Amara didn’t want to marry me didn’t mean she could be trusted. She was a Livingston and apples do not fall far from their trees. Clicking on the message, I found the call button and brought the phone to my ear as I continued out of the club.
“I specifically told you to call.” I said once she answered with a dull ‘hello.’
“You know people in love usually start a conversation with things like ‘Hello love, how was your day?’”
I chuckled dryly, “Hello baby girl, how was your day?”
“Ugh,” she groaned, “you are no fun. So, I called like you asked.”
“I called you Amara.”
“Tomayto tomahto. The point is we are talking, and why did you want to talk?”
Another chuckle escaped my lips and I wiped the smile off and tucked my hands into my pants pocket. “Just wanted to have your number. Sleep tight baby girl.” Not waiting for a response, I ended the call immediately, pocketed the phone, and took the backdoor out of the club with a new feeling of satisfaction.
I knew I could handle Sarah and Nolan Livingston but Amara texting me tonight -which means we are on the same page as I wanted to confirm- I was certain I would eliminate Mrs. Mayor and her husband in no time.
Chuckling, I woke the engines of my Maserati and made my way home.
James.I fixed my eyes on the glass of water before me and recited in my mind the new goals I've set for myself; engagement, engagement party, eliminate the evidence and a big break up. That was the way I wanted things to go with Amara and her manipulative parents.Three days passed by at the speed of light and now, I found myself seated in a restaurant waiting to fit a ring around her finger. My knees bounced up and down under the table and though I wasn't nervous about anything, I wouldn't deny that Amara was getting on my nerves with her lateness. We agreed to meet by eight-thirty pm, it was eight-forty-five now, and I was yet to see her.All I wanted to do was give her the damn ring and get on with my life. Gripping the cup, I tried to drown the whole content in one go but only ended up taking a sip. Damn, I was that impatient.A small sigh escaped my lips as I reached into my coat pocket and took out the ring Cayden had gotten for me the previous day; a rose gold ring with a slim
Amara.Ife popped a chip in her mouth and munched loudly. I looked over the top of the book in my hand and at where she was seated and leaning against her desk and found her looking at me, her head in her palm. When I looked away, she sighed loudly and continued her loud munching.“Anything you want to get off your chest?” I dabbed my pointer finger and thumb with a little saliva and flipped the page I was done reading over without looking up at her.“A diamond ring, huh?” I heard the rustling of the chip bag as she moved it to the side.“Yup.” I added an extra pop to the ‘p’ and looked up at her. “Just the way I like it.” Truth be told, I loved rings, diamonds especially, but there was nothing exciting having someone else’ ring on my finger. Technically, it was mine but it totally wasn’t.“So, when are you moving in with him?My eyes widened at the question. Moving in with James? I hadn’t even thought about it after he mentioned it because I was worrying about the absurdity of havin
JAMES.“Holly Molly!” I sucked in a deep breath as I clicked my phone off and braced myself for the tongue-lashing I was going to get in a minute. Placing both hands on my knees, I looked up at Amara who was looking down at me as if I had grown two heads and I narrowed my eyes at her. Between the two of us, she looked more like a person who grew a second head. She looked so weak and…weak.“What on earth are you doing in my room? Are you a creep?”“No.” I bit out, leaned into the seat and crossed my legs. “I am a man who couldn’t reach his wife for hours. Four hours to be precise. I thought maybe something happened or perhaps, you no longer wanted to continue with the agreement but it just turned out you casually left your phone on your table.” I nodded towards the phone and she sighed and snatched up the phone from the table. “I just forgot it, okay? Anything else?”“Did you also forget your car?”“What?” She asked with furrowed brows. Her expression began to look more irritated.“
Chapter 9Amara.It wasn’t until I stepped out of the James’ car and into his house did I realize what was happening. Everything I said, all the actions I took since the night of that charity event began rushing into my head. I was now a wife, even if a fake one. I now belonged to someone. I could bet it was a dream come true for my parents, to see me get taken away by someone and not anyone but, James Mckenna. As if the universe heard my thought, his portrait came to view once I stepped into the living room. His huge body clad in a black tux and staring at the camera with a murderous glare covered the center wall in the living room. I couldn’t bear to take in the portrait so I scoffed and rolled my eyes away.“How obnoxious,” I said the same time as James said, “Your boxes would arrive in the morning.” My muttering wasn’t so much of a muttering and James pursed his lips and turned to me.“Excuse me?” With a strained smile, I took a step to the side and gestured to the space next t
JamesBusiness was the only thing that kept my blood flowing, besides Henry. I enjoyed the thrill; the moments of winning and losing, the panicking and the brainstorming, it kept me focused and sane and that was the reason I made it an important part of my life.It’s been three hundred and thirty six hours since Amara moved into my house. We’ve avoided contact for the most part mostly because I dove back straight into work -only going back to the house once when I needed an important document. The bathroom I had set up in my office served more purpose than the one back at the house and that was why I had it set up in my office. Business was my be-all and end-all, calculating numbers and reading the stats gave me purpose which was why, for the first time since the whole engagement thing, my heart swelled with joy.The numbers before me read well. It was just half the year and our numbers from last year had increased by 10% which meant that my company was still at the top which also me
James.I never knew lingerie shopping included wearing a sexy dress, heel and feet on my dashboard. I knew I was doing myself no good stopping the meeting I had with Tanya to attend to Amara but I had to. For reasons I couldn't tell, I just had to.“Again you didn't have to strip that man of his duties. And I am not your wife yet, we're just engaged.” Amara flashed her fingers before my face and tapped on the ring, “this ring here does not say ‘wife’ and we agreed not to include that so I urge you, dearest mister, to remember that.”I chewed my teeth, “Wife, fiancé? Same thing. You have my ring, that's all that matters.” Nobody dared to touch what's mine and anyone who dared would face the repercussions. Gareth was lucky today, so very lucky. “Where to?” My eyes were fixed steadily on Amara's legs on my dashboard. I was really trying hard to ignore them not because my mind couldn't stop wondering and picturing how it would feel having those legs wrapped around my waist.“The Bou-” Her
MckennaI’m not a stranger to fear, but as I crossed the threshold of the Livingstone family house my throat clammed up and my palms turned sweaty. It was not the Mayor or Nicholas that I feared, it was the secret that hung between their lips and what they intended to do with it.I sighed. I’ve kept to myself all these years, careful to protect my past and all the horror of it and all it took was less than a week for Amara’s parents to gather intel on me.That was impressive, I’ll give them that. What I will not do is let them use it to control me, I did not escape those years ago to become anyone’s puppet.“Mr. Mckenna,” the butler called out as I entered the receiving area. “Mrs. Livingston will see you in her private study.” He led me down the dimly lit hallway.With Amara gone from the house, it felt like life had been sucked out of the mansion. My mind wandered back to the first time we had a proper conversation in her home, and the ridiculous proposal I’d thrown her way. I’d hal
MckennaA sickening ghost of a smile played on Sarah’s lips before the mask fell completely away from her face.“That’s what I like about you, Mr. Mckenna, you seem to understand me better than anyone.” She took a fleeting glance at Nicholas who busied himself with reading the label on the champagne bottle. “I’m afraid you’re exaggerating, Mayor. I’m a mere businessman, understanding people is part of the trade.”“Likewise. Understanding my people comes with my job as the mayor. I take my role rather seriously because these people trust me to keep them safe.” A beat of silence. “Especially from people that threaten their safety and wellbeing.”“I’m afraid I don’t understand where you’re driving.” I pinched my temple with my thumb and forefinger, a headache was well on its way. If it wasn’t for the secret I had to keep buried away from everyone, I wouldn’t be entertaining Sarah. Public figure or not. “I’ve met a lot of people during my tenure as Mayor. Respectable figures who were l
AmaraIt was finally the time for the election results to be announced. The election ended an hour before.Everyone was tense, our little family gathered in the dim lit study that was crowded with campaign materials and posters.We’d done interviews, appeared in shows as a family. This time we weren’t reciting the words that my mother’s publicist had written down for us.Everything that was said, all the laughter that was shared, came from a place of warmth deep in our hearts. One of the show hosts had commented on how lifely we seemed, had called it an election miracle and we’d all laughed over it.My mum said we’d celebrate, whether she won Mayor or not. But I knew deep down that she wanted that seat, and without being biased I knew she was the right person for the job. I listened with all focus, at the edge of my seat as the announcement started. We all waited, a sword could’ve cut through the tension in the room with ease.And that hell broke loose when mum was declared the winner
AmaraI was pretty sure anyone within a mile from me could hear how hard my heart was beating against my chest. It’s been forever since I had James near me. The feel of his lips warm against my cold skin sent my senses into a frenzy.Even as I waved him goodbye and watched him pull out of the curb, I could still feel him on me. I stood there longer than I should have, rooted to the spot, because I couldn’t quieten down my own heart or get my feet to move.I heard the door open before Ife’s shrill voice followed. “What are you doing outside in the cold? I didn’t think you were going to come back.”That snapped me out of my reverie and I followed her inside. “Why did you think that?” I hung up my coat and sat down on the couch. I wasn’t quite ready to call it a night.“I thought you’d be too busy making up in his sheets.”The image flashed through my head. I put my palms over my eyes. “Ife!”“I saw the way you were looking at him Amara, like you want to tear his shirt off and mask him
JamesWe had our dinner in complete silence, each of us consumed by their own thoughts. I wish Amara would just tell me what was going through her mind so I would know how to fix the problem between us.I drank all of my wine, and so did she. I could tell she was warming up to me from the way her gaze lingered too long on me, or how her eyes drifted to my lips when she thought I wasn’t looking.“Thank you for having dinner with me,” I told her when we were done.“I only agreed because of my mother, I don’t want to ruin the new relationship I have with her.”I wanted to call her bluff. Amara wasn’t the type to do something just because others asked. I’ll let her get away with the excuse because it brought her closer to me.“You can drop me off at Ife’s house, I haven’t cleaned my apartment yet so I’ll be staying there longer than planned.”I helped her with her coat. “The night is still young, and there’s somewhere I’ve been dying to take you to.”Her eyes narrowed at me. “You’re not t
James“Alright.”For a complete ten seconds I stood there without registering her response. I’d been so sure she was going to turn down my suggestion that I found it hard to believe that I was hearing right. “You’re going to give me a chance to talk things over?”“I just said yes James, don’t make me change my mind.”It’s a good thing I’d kept the reservation I made in anticipation for tonight. Cayden and Henry had tried to talk me out of it, that she’d clearly rejected me many times and I needed to give up.But I’d held onto the hope that I had. That she would remember the good times we had and give me a chance. Looks like luck was on my side. I wish I could flip my middle finger in their faces.“I made a reservation at a restaurant, just the two of us. If that’s okay with you.” I needed to play my cards right so I don’t upset her and have her banging the door in my face again. “I’m already having dinner with my family, we can just talk in your car. I think—”“Oh, Amara.” My mother
AmaraIt was finally here; the day of my grand reveal. I was well within my rights to be nervous, everybody else would.I’d been worried that people would not show up for the exhibition, why would they for an artist they didn’t even know what she looked like. But boy, was I wrong? The gallery was fully packed save for the small makeshift stage that was situated at the far corner where my name was put up in a banner.Ife was with me, but the more she tried to calm my nerves, the more nervous I grew.My family was not here yet and it made me worried. What if mum changed her mind about supporting me and saw the exhibition as a waste of her time?It was unfair doubting her like this. But, when you’ve been burned many times in the past, it becomes hard not to grow weary that it could happen all over again.“What if she didn’t get the invite?” I asked Ife.“Who?”“My mum, they’re not here yet. Do you think she bailed?”“You need to have more faith in the people around you, Amara. I’m sure
AmaraSpending time with my family helped me get out of the mental dump I’d found myself in. It was nice to sit down in complete laughter, enjoying the laughter and the food the cook had put her magic touch in. I slept over and went back the next morning to Ife’s place, only to find her sitting through a couple letters.“Have a secret admirer?” I teased, hanging up my jacket.“As if. These are for you?”I looked over her shoulder at the pink flowered envelopes she was holding. “I can’t think of a single person on this damn planet that’ll be sending me letters.”“Well, I can. They’re from James, maybe it’s time you give him a listening ear. I’m beginning to feel bad for him.”“You can do whatever you want with the letters.” I walked straight to the door and shut it after me. I sat on the floor, head hung between my knees. Why was he making it so difficult to move on from him? It wasn’t that I couldn’t forgive him, I just wouldn’t be able to trust him again. Going back to him would be
AmaraIt’s been days and I still haven’t had the courage to leave Ife’s house for fear that I’d run into James. My defenses were beginning to wear down all the efforts he was putting to win me back. I was afraid that I’d finally give in to him.James Mckenna had the power to easily break my heart the second time, and I wasn’t going to let that happen. Which was why I was totally avoiding him. I made sure not to read any of the messages or emails he sent me. I just blocked him immediately and put my phone in Ife’s drawer where I’ll not be tempted to go through them. But, I was done wallowing in self pity, it was time to get up and move on with my life.Everything didn’t start and end with James. Although it hurt to admit that in my heart—it did.I stood up from the bed, showered and joined Ife where she was making breakfast in the kitchen.“Nice to see you up and about,” she said with a smile when I walked in.“I can’t be the sad heartbroken girl forever.”She raised a brow at me. “Wha
JamesI have never, through all my years of existence, considered myself an emotional man. I moved through everything with the philosophy that I could get whatever it is that I wanted by putting in the hardwork and doing my possible best in every situation.That was how I grew my company from nothing to a multi-million dollar company, opened many branches in the US, and was featured in Forbes. It had worked until now.I wanted to have Amara but all my efforts were going down the drain. I’d decided to give her some space to think everything through and come back to me, but that wasn’t the case and it drove me over the edge.The more she rejected me, the more my desire for her grew. It was hard to imagine a life without her, so I had to keep trying.My alarm went off and I knew it was time for the meeting with the branch managers, but I couldn’t get myself to move from where I sat.All that was on my mind was how to win Amara back, and have her stay at my side. It had hurt when she pus
AmaraI’ve been in the same spot on Ife’s bed since I made her room my hideout. The window blinds are drawn and the lights out. It’s all dark and depressing inside her room.I managed to turn Ife’s vibrant room to a messy little cave that I don’t ever want to leave. In here, I don’t have to worry about running into James again, or having to face my mother and talk about what she had done.Thank God I’d gotten my hair braided before this, it would’ve been a tangled mess on my hair right now.The music player on her bookshelf kept playing the heartbreak playlist I’d found on spotify. There was something about being sad and listening to sad songs that was very comforting. It made me feel seen and understood in this madness. I never want to get up from here. I was going to lie down here, cry my balls out and hope that someday I’ll become one with the bed. Hopefully, Ife would be very kind and not throw me out of her room.My phone buzzed on the bedside table and I picked it up. It was my