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Amara

I was pretty sure anyone within a mile from me could hear how hard my heart was beating against my chest.

It’s been forever since I had James near me. The feel of his lips warm against my cold skin sent my senses into a frenzy.

Even as I waved him goodbye and watched him pull out of the curb, I could still feel him on me.

I stood there longer than I should have, rooted to the spot, because I couldn’t quieten down my own heart or get my feet to move.

I heard the door open before Ife’s shrill voice followed. “What are you doing outside in the cold? I didn’t think you were going to come back.”

That snapped me out of my reverie and I followed her inside. “Why did you think that?” I hung up my coat and sat down on the couch. I wasn’t quite ready to call it a night.

“I thought you’d be too busy making up in his sheets.”

The image flashed through my head. I put my palms over my eyes. “Ife!”

“I saw the way you were looking at him Amara, like you want to tear his shirt off and mask him
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