Chapter 64

I held the door and twist it open. In each seconds that passed, the more anxious I grew. My mind was restless, my heart was beating nervously fast, and my eyes couldn't stop from releasing tears. I was scared and lost. I didn't know where to start.

At this moment, I suddenly longed for my mother's presence. At this point of my life, I just wanted her embrace and to hear her gentle voice comforting me.

If she's just here, I think I wouldn't be this scared. If she's just here, I think I will figure out what to do immediately. If only she's here, I probably wouldn't feel lost.

But then again, I turned my back on her. I'm such a disgrace in our family.

“Hey…” I uttered as I saw his figure sitting on the bed. His back was facing me. His elbows were resting on his knees while his palms were covering his face. He looked distress and problematic.

I slowly approached him and noticed how he smelt of an alcohol. Even though I felt sick just smelling the smell of alcohol, I continued my ways towa