I was not thinking much as I said before. So I just followed them in my juice soaked dress. It was disgusting.I stood outside Ava's room and peeped in,"Ava take your meds and I will have to go for a while. I have this meeting. I was trying to cancel it but...."Ava held Leon's face, "I will be fine. Go and come back soon. I will be waiting for you."Leon kissed her. I cursed my vision. "And Ava I am so sorry about Ariadne. She ruined our moment.""You don't have to worry about it. Just make up for it tonight."He smirked and rested his forehead on hers. "Maybe you should look into your closet." He whispered in her ears. But it wasn't that low. I heard it quiet easily. Frankly I wasn't even trying to hear but I did. He was coming outside. I hid behind a pillar. I looked at Ava. Yeah she was slightly better looking than me but I wasn't that bad. And now her face even lost gthe sparkle that it had before. She used to look better that me before but now she just looks pale and tired.
I went to Ava's room. Leon's shirt was strewn on the floor. I picked it up and smelt it. I hugged the shirt, soon Leon will be in my arms instead of his shirt. The thought gave me butterflies. I was so excited for the night. But at the same time I was also a bit nervous.I was scared that maybe the night won't turn out like I want it to. Maybe he is smarter than I am thinking. And he will see right through my plan. But this is a risk that I will have to take. It is for me. For the first time I am not thinking about anyone. I don't care about what they want. I even don't care what Leon wants. He married me. Whatever the circumstances were. He married me. I am his wife. I wont let some other woman come out of no where and take my life away.I took off my clothes and put on the little dress. I was almost exposed l. The dress barely covered anything. It made me feel so uncomfortable but so sexy at the same time. I stood in front of the mirror and admired myself. I never knew my curves wer
Dear diary, Loving is hard. What's even harder is accepting the fact that no matter what, no matter how many efforts you put into it. You might never be loved back.I am not even sure if I am asking for love. A little less pain will work.To him, I am just some girl. He knows that I have a little crush on him, It hurts me to say that just a crush. But he doesn't cares. And why will he care? A lot of girls have a crush on him. But to me his flaws are perfection. I have pictured ourselves together living our perfect life. When I know that its not what he wants or its not like he will ever want that.The problem is that I will walk to the ends of earth for him but he wouldn't even walk two feets for me..I have lost someone that I loved, before. And I am quiet sure that this time it won't be any different. Losing someone can open a place in your heart but if you are not careful then it can close your heart forever. I never thought that I will be able to love anyone after the whole Ian dr
Leon rubbed his eyes. He had a wide smile on his face. He was probably reliving the faint memories of last night. I thought that I will wake up before him. I knew that things were going to be a little messy, oh I am sorry not a little messy. Things were going to be terrible. So I thought that I will wake up early. You know just to be extra prepared. But I didn't woke up on time. That was because of the night.He turned towards me and wrapped me in his arms. Just the thought of having him nearby was so comforting It was weird because he was the danger.He kissed my forehead, "Good morning."I was so sleepy. I was not even thinking of anything. Nothing alarmed me."What is going on here?" I woke up by the scream of someone. Oh dear lord! It was Ava. She was standing right in front. Her eyes were red but this time it was not because of her ailment. My heart literally skipped a beat. My body was trembling. I knew what was coming now.Leon snapped his eyes open. He looked at Ava with curi
Ava threw the nighty on his face. He just stood there puzzled. Still trying to process what happened the other night."Ava... trust me. I... don't know..." Leon whispred."You don't know?" Ava pushed him away. "You know what Leon I am sorry. And why just you? I am sorry Ariadne. I got in between you two. And I don't even know why I am upset. Who am I?" She wiped her tears. I have never seen her so upset. It was so relaxing. I wish she cried more. I knew that I was going to be in trouble but who cares? For the time being I was just enjoying the show.Ava ran away. Leon wanted to follow her but he didn't. Maybe he didn't knew what to say to her. No words from him were going to heal her and right now he had something else to worry about.He turned towards me. He eyes were burning with hate. I folded my hands in a fist. There was something i was trying to say but no words fell out of my mouth.He grabbed my hair and pulled it."Ahh.... Please let go of me.""What the hell did you do to me
Dear diary, Something happened. Yeah! Yeah! something happened yet again. I don't know what to do. I missed my dates, I get morning sickness. I think I might be pregnant. It makes me so happy!I know it is a surprise that I am happy by my problem. Well if I am pregnant then it means that Leon won't divorce me. I know that he hates me and I know that he love Ava but this is his child. He can't deny this fact. And everyone loves kids. I am sure he will want to live with his child and for that he will have to live with me.
"I beg you L-Leon please believe me." I fell on the floor. I was no longer able to whole the weight of miseries on my shoulders. "What is she talking about Leon?" Ava wept. I was the one being wronged but somehow still Ava managed to be the victim. Nothing can help her. Even god can't help her."I don't know what she is talking about." Leon wiped her tears and comforted her.I was frustrated. I was literally on my knees and she was the one Leon cared about. How can he deny that I was caring his baby. I was done being tormented by him.
The temperature was falling low. I was walking on a dark path. All these strangers were walking past me. It is crazy how you can be alone even in the crowd of hundereds.My baby was my everything. I am woman. I want to be a mother just like any other lady. But how will I be able to raise this child alone? This question was bothering me. I sat in the corner of the road. I was terrified. But suddenly I saw a familiar face. "Renee..." I whispered. I felt overwhelmed. I hugged her and let my tears roll down.