Love

Dear diary, Loving is hard. What's even harder is accepting the fact that no matter what, no matter how many efforts you put into it. You might never be loved back.

I am not even sure if I am asking for love. A little less pain will work.

To him, I am just some girl. He knows that I have a little crush on him, It hurts me to say that just a crush. But he doesn't cares. And why will he care? A lot of girls have a crush on him. But to me his flaws are perfection. I have pictured ourselves together living our perfect life. When I know that its not what he wants or its not like he will ever want that.

The problem is that I will walk to the ends of earth for him but he wouldn't even walk two feets for me..

I have lost someone that I loved, before. And I am quiet sure that this time it won't be any different. Losing someone can open a place in your heart but if you are not careful then it can close your heart forever. I never thought that I will be able to love anyone after the whole Ian dr