Dear diary, Something happened. Yeah! Yeah! something happened yet again. I don't know what to do. I missed my dates, I get morning sickness. I think I might be pregnant. It makes me so happy!I know it is a surprise that I am happy by my problem. Well if I am pregnant then it means that Leon won't divorce me. I know that he hates me and I know that he love Ava but this is his child. He can't deny this fact. And everyone loves kids. I am sure he will want to live with his child and for that he will have to live with me.
"I beg you L-Leon please believe me." I fell on the floor. I was no longer able to whole the weight of miseries on my shoulders. "What is she talking about Leon?" Ava wept. I was the one being wronged but somehow still Ava managed to be the victim. Nothing can help her. Even god can't help her."I don't know what she is talking about." Leon wiped her tears and comforted her.I was frustrated. I was literally on my knees and she was the one Leon cared about. How can he deny that I was caring his baby. I was done being tormented by him.
The temperature was falling low. I was walking on a dark path. All these strangers were walking past me. It is crazy how you can be alone even in the crowd of hundereds.My baby was my everything. I am woman. I want to be a mother just like any other lady. But how will I be able to raise this child alone? This question was bothering me. I sat in the corner of the road. I was terrified. But suddenly I saw a familiar face. "Renee..." I whispered. I felt overwhelmed. I hugged her and let my tears roll down.
Dear diary, I am to welcome a new life in this world. I am not sure how to react with everything going around. I want to be happy, for me, for my baby. But that just seems impossible with everything going around. Just three more months and then I will have someone in this world to call my own. But now I will have to find a new place to live. Renee is too good. She has been a great help. I wouldn't have been able to get this far without her but now living with her feels weird. Not that she has anything but now his boyfriend moved in and I feel a little unwelcomed. I know that he doesn't wants me lving with them but he can't say anything.
I moved to a little apartment close to Renee's place. She was reluctant to me go but she agreed when O told her that I will stop by everyday.Her boyfriend said that he was going to miss me but I know he was just being generous l.I will admit that living alone was not as easy as I thought it would be. I was terrified of living by myself but it also feels good, you know. I wake up in peace, I go to bed in peace. But he still haunts me. He comes in my noghtmares. I hope none of them comes true.
I woke up to a strange letter today. I went out to get some milk and when I got back there was a letter on my door. At first I thought that it might be from Renee. But why will she write me a letter when she could just call? I took it in. My head was hurting a little so I made me some coffee. I sat on the couch holding the letter. I was curious who was it from. It wasn't from Renee I knew for sure. I opened it. I gasped and spilled the coffee all over me. I wiped it. The envelope had photos of me from the past few months. Someone was keeping an eye on me. Who else cpuld it be but Leon.
I was terrified after I received the letter. I didn't knew what to do. So I turned on the drapes and dimmed the lights of my room. I know it was a pame move and it was not going to help but I was not anle to think of anything else. I was so irritated.He didn't wanted me in his life and now that I was living alone, now that I was finally happy, he was trying to crawl his way back in my life. Maybe Ava left him. I chuckled at my own thought. There was only one way to be sure if he was after it or not. I had to call him.
Dear diary, let's have a talk. I know I haven't written in a while. I felt like I was missing on something. I was missing writing. I was getting a feeling like I had this huge burden on my shoulder and had no one to talk it to. So let's have a life update. I am getting better. I am trying to blend with everything that is going on. And now I have a reason, my baby. I stood against Leon. I never did that for me. I feel like the baby is giving me strength. I can't wait to hold my girl. Yeah, doctor told me that I am having a girl. This is the best thing that could happen to me.
The morning sun next day brought new hopes and desires.John's health was showing improvement"which was a good sign.Doctors said that if he continued to recover this way then he will be able to go home very soon .Olivia was with John.They both were reliving their old days.Everyone was thinking that John will loose his life but no one thought that he will find it.Olivia was taking great care of him"being it his medicines or his food.She was handling everything herself.John was feeling good to see Olivia taking care of him .She was showering her love on him.All the emotions that she buried deep in her heart came to the surface.She was show casing nothing but love to him but when he acted like a child while taking his medicines"she acted like a strict mother .Leon was in the hospital with them .Avawas connected with them by phone.She wanted to come there butLeon thought that it will be better if she stayed back because she was very sensitive and the aroma of hospital made her sick....
Ava started to think that he won't show up.She kept on checking her phone if he left any message but he didn't.It was already 12.She thought that there was no point in waiting any longer.She got disheartened.She typed to him that"HiLeon"where are you ? I am waiting for you." She was about to press the send but then she thought what if he decided to back off from their wedding.YesAvatold him that she didn't wanted to marry him but none of these words were true.She knew that he will beg her to not leave him.But what if Jessica made a mistake by saying that ? What if the space that she gave him made him realize that he was better without her and that he deserved to be with someone better.Someone who won't leave him .She blew off the candles"she decorated the room with .She looked outside the window it was drizzling.She sniffed .She went to close the window.And there she sawLeon .He was sitting alone in rain."Leon !"She didn't say it out loud but he heard her .He stood up and looke
Ari drove to Cloud Wave hospital.According to Dr. Cooper's neighbor"he worked here now.Ari hated hospitals"the sickening smell is nauseating.And she was a germaphobe.Blood creeps the hell out of her and there was one more thing that she feared about the hospitals.It was less scary and more weird.In the same place some start their lives and some lives end.Some start their stories and some have to put an end to theirs.Some cry and some laugh.Some find hope and lose all they own ! All of this in a single place !It is weird right ?And more over she had some harsh memories with the hospital.Not this"but all in general.It was in a hospital her life shattered .oA man walked in with an angelic face but an arrogant personality.His face was rough but still a delight to watch.And his abs peeped out of his white shirt.He rolled his shirt up.His hands looked so firm"wonder what will it feel like to have them round your waist .He was the kind of guy every girl will fall for. He bumped against A
Ava was trying to manipulate Leon to blindly obey her.When she thought that he was getting more inclined towards Ari she moved out of his house.She knew it very well thatLeon will do anything to get her back.He needed her and he could not afford to let go of her.She was chilling at her house withAvawhileLeon was guilt ridden because he thought that he sabotaged their relationship.He was feeling like a failure because he thought that he failedAva. He failed to stand on her expectations.How different was the definition of love for both of them ?~~~Leon knocked the door . Ava went to open.She knew it wasLeon.But then she thought that if she opens the door it could seem like she was waiting for him and she had nothing better to do that sitting and missing him and waiting for him to come to her door.So she signed Sara to come to her.She whispered her to open the door and tellLeon that ever sinceAvacame from his house she has locked herself in her room and she is not letting any one in.Th
Flashback:Dear dary,It was already hard enough for me to cope up with the fact that my dad was no longer with me but then I found out that he wasn't even my real dad.My mum had an affair he was just kind enough to keep me. It is stupid o expect Claire to be quiet after this.~~Claire walked in the room ;Claire:"What are you still doing here ? I thought you left."Ari:"I will leave in a short while , I just wanted to feel his presence for the last time."Claire:"Well I guess you are done now because it's time for a clean up."Ari:"What do you mean ? "Claire:"Come on in."Claire called in two men that were waiting outside the room to be called in .Claire:"You can start packing from the book shelf then you can do the cupboard."Ari:"Wait, what is happening here ? Who are they ? "Claire:"They are from a charity house they have come to take Kevin's stuffs with them."Ari:"What? no , who called them ? "Claire:"I did.Isn't it obvious."Ari:"Why will you do that to dad ? "Claire:"He
The darkness creeped over. The blue sky was turning grey. The light breeze was taken over by storm.And Ari was lying helplessly in the car.“Ari” She heard a whispered. She forced her eyes open.She parted her lips to say, “Dad?”“You are not alone.”“Look at me dad, I am a mess. I have no one. I know I am dreaming but I don’t want to wakeup.”“What about your daughter?”“Maybe she will be better of without me.”“They need you.”“Who they?”“They all rely on you.”“Who are they dad?”“You can’t leave them.”
What the hell was happening? She drove as fast as she could. The car was chasing her.She was loosing her mind. She thought that maybe she was hallucinating or something. The road was quiet with only two cars racing with each other. The car came and hit her.That son of a bitch.But Ari ignored that. She was a little dizzy so it was getting very hard for her to drive. And suddenly the car banged against hers, she lost control and her car hit a tree.She was not wearing seatbelt. Her head hit the steering wheel and blood oozed out of her forehead.
Ari was so confused she had no idea what was going on. But it was driving her crazy. She felt like for a second she found herself in a totally different world.A world where she was not like how she used to be. She sat in her car to drive away. She just wanted to get out from this place. For a while she thought that maybe this place was haunted. There was something different in its aroma. She was feeling like something was trying to get onto her. Maybe a truth. A car was honking behind her. She looked at it. “Wh..?”It was the same dead guy.
What was happening? It was so confusing for Ari. She was not able to process it. And suddenly she got a head rush. She swayed from side to side. Her body was not able to hold her weight. She fell on her knees. She was feeling like someone was hammering nails in her skull.And suddenly she saw a faint vision. It was her but only by face if that even makes sense. She had a guj in her hand and she shot someone. What worsened the situation was that the someone was Leon. What was going on. She was panting.