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Rodion Konstantin

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I'm not drunk!

I kept urging myself but clearly, I was not thinking straight. Killing a woman was another code I broke. I made the Lazza codes only to break them one by one.

I sank onto a couch in my room, drinking again even after being driven home. Matteo noticed my drunken state and took care of everything.

A low jazz song was playing in the background but it felt like noise to me. I grabbed a remote and turned it off. The silence rained.

I could hear my breaths and the way I would swallow the drink. Alessia's words sabotaged me.

"And to those who are strong, heartless and powerful like you, what do you gain? Loneliness? Do you even know what real life is? How does it taste? All you do is to kill, money, kill, money oh, and not to forget, you also c