Zara Howard
Scarlett and I headed back to work after our 'meeting' with Asher Lancaster. A 'meeting' I am definitely NOT going to micro-analyze and daydream about for the rest of the day.I decided to grab some coffee before heading to my desk. I liked my workplace and also the kind of work I did. The Lancaster Enterprises were very no-bullshit with the work they did, which made my job as an assistant very convenient. Ensuring meetings are coordinated, receiving-transferring calls and emails wasn't much work at all.I logged into my laptop as I sipped on my coffee. I am going to dive into work and not let Asher take up even a fraction of my thoughts. And just then, I was notified with a new email.Ha! This is a sign that Asher Lancaster has nothing on me. It is only a matter of time before I am flooded with work that I will barely have any time to even breathe, forget daydreaming.Asher Lancaster who?I quickly open the email to find elaborate details of the annual meeting of The Lancaster Enterprises coming up in nearly 10 days. It would include all the important people including the directors and board members.And guess what that implies? We would be graced with the presence of Asher Fucking Lancaster.I groaned aloud and rested my head on my desk.I have never been excited and troubled like this, all at the same damn time."Morning, Zara" Caleb greeted me with one of his classic sunshine smiles. He was from the finance department and worked in one of the nearby cabins."I would've said 'good' morning but with my exceptional mind-reading powers, I could tell that's not exactly how your morning is playing out today." His lips twitched in humour.Messy hair, pretty face, charming smile. He was a true gentleman, someone who could be just about anybody's type.I looked up to face him better as a small smile involuntarily crept up to my lips."Morning" I decided to roll with the dry humour, making his smile widen."I'll see you around" He gave me one of those polite nods before heading to his cabin. I appreciated the fact that he didn't linger around and try to make awkward small talk.I sighed as I got to work. With sending emails, answering calls and making lists of things that needed to be done, the rest of the day passed by rather quickly. I even checked up on Scarlett to make sure she was alright.I wrapped up work around 6 and Asher's words kept looming over my head.'Keep me updated'Before I could actively process what was happening, I found myself heading towards the Lancaster Penthouse.I am doing what Asher asked us to do right?He demanded to know what was happening exactly.Obviously, if he wanted to 'take care of it', these updates are very crucial.Right?Also, Scarlett and I didn't decide who would give the updates.I'm sure she is busy waiting tables so I should be a good elder sister and take care of this.While I was busy convincing myself that I am just doing what I was asked to do, I found myself at the main gate of the Lancaster Penthouse.The security guard seemed to remember me from earlier this morning and made a call to someone without asking me any questions.As I awkwardly walked in, I was greeted by a woman in her mid-fifties, who seemed to be the caretaker of the place."Mister Asher will be down in a moment." She stated in a no-nonsense tone."Thank you" I mumbled politely and she just nodded in acknowledgement."Uh, I'm Zara Howard" I lamely introduced myself, my hands clammy as everything about the place intimidated me."Mrs Costanza" She replied with a small formal smile.Before I could do anything more to embarrass myself further, I saw a very hot, a very shirtless Asher rushing down the stairs.My eyes travelled down from his face to his bare torso as I gaped at his inked skin. He was covered in way more tattoos than I expected but again, I am also way more attracted to him than I expected.As he got closer, I noticed something unfamiliar.No, it is not the shirtlessness. That's some unfamiliarity I would like more of. A lot more of.I am talking about the fact that his face is laced with urgency and maybe even a little bit of concern, dare I say?Once he was standing right next to me, I found myself overwhelmed by his presence, almost like I was drugged.He somehow smelled like the woods, which made me stare into his intense forest-green eyes."What's wrong?" He asked, thankfully, before I lost all self-respect in his presence."Nothing" I managed to utter."Huh?" He asked quizzically as he ran his fingers through his drenched hair.Oh, Sweet Baby Jesus! He came rushing out of the shower for me. Not exactly by choice but I'll let myself dwell in the delusion."I am just here to give the daily update" I added."And?" He asked slowly as if he was talking to a child."Nothing happened.""Then why are you here, Miss Howard?""Don't you think it is a little too early to be this drunk? I just told you that I am here you give you the daily update, like you asked for this morning" I rambled.Asher pursed his lips and his head tilted towards Mrs Costanza, who mirrored his expression before she got back to doing her chores.I feel like I am being left out. I held back my urge to frown.Asher rubs his forehead as he asks, "So is that all, Miss Howard?"I nodded like a good girl before adding, "Scarlett is fine as well."He simply nods in response.Oh, so Mr Robot is back.I found myself at a loss for words as my eyes started to wander across the tan, inked nakedness in front of my eyes.I tucked in my bottom lip almost involuntarily as my eyes focused on his built biceps.Before I could even filter out my thoughts, I blurted, "You know, I work out as well, Mr Lancaster."I proceeded to flex my biceps and I felt his not-so-masked amused eyes on me."I would not dare to doubt that, Miss Howard. I am sure Victor was shit scared of you." He added as he leaned against the wall with folded arms."I know right? I did not think I would be able to retort to Victor's physical altercations. But well, desperate times call for desperate measures." I blabbered as if I were telling one of the most heroic tales."I am so proud of you," Asher said and whoosh all my daddy issues came rushing to me. I gnawed on my lips as an overwhelming urge to squeeze my thighs took over me.I couldn't really tell much from his tone but whatever it is, my legs are going to give away soon, if he continues to say such damnable things and keep eyeing me like I am some specimen he is trying to inspect."Do you want to feel my bicep?" I blurted thoughtlessly, yet again.I realised I was still standing there flexing my almost non-existent biceps all this while.Real smooth, Zara.Wordlessly, he brought his hand to my biceps almost instantly. As soon as his callous fingertips reached my arm, my skin bursted into goosebumps.I looked at him with my lips parted slightly as his hands enveloped my bicep further. My heart quickened as the cold metal of his finger-rings brushed against my bare arm."Would you like to feel my bicep as well?" He asked huskily, without breaking the intense eye contact.Before I could register what the fuck was happening, I felt his hand grab mine and place it on his rock-hard bicep. The scant physical contact made me gasp audibly.It was almost as if I was in a trance all this while because I felt some sense being knocked into me somehow. I hurriedly took a few steps back as I put some safe distance between the two of us."Thank you for your time, Mister Asher. I will keep you updated”, I quickly announced and scurried out of the Lancaster Penthouse. Asher just responded by shaking his head and smiling softly.Zara HowardUpdates had become a daily thing. Wrapping up work, dropping by the Lancaster penthouse and heading back home was the new routine. A few things were a little different though. Asher wouldn't come down rushing in his half-naked glory. Instead, he would take his own sweet time walking down the stairs with an unamused look plastered on his face.Also, the security guard, Andrew was always super nice to me. He would greet me before informing Asher that I am there to give the update.And well, Mrs Costanza was… herself.She has been the caretaker of this house for more than twenty years now, which means she had seen Asher and his older brother, Axel Lancaster as toddlers. She is the complete no-nonsense plus dry humour package. Which I am guessing is the primary bonding point for Asher and Mrs Costanza.Asher even has a running joke that Mrs Costanza should be the one running the whole mafia business.It is so believable that no one would even dare to question that badass woma
Zara Howard "And then he called me Miss Zara. I can't believe he said my name." I sighed as I filled in my best friend, Xena Remington with everything that had happened in my rollercoaster life throughout the past week.Xena is the HR representative for the Lancaster Enterprises. She was too caught up with court meetings concerning Asher's older brother, Axel Lancaster, who, by the way, she seems to fancy but refuses to acknowledge it."If you were a cartoon, you would most certainly have heart eyes right now" Xena mocked me, making me roll my eyes in weak defence.Since last night, it seems like my mind is glitching and replaying my name in Asher's voice on repeat. His gruff voice laced with the slightest glimpse of concern when he called me Miss Zara. Kill me. Kill me now."But I don't know how I feel about your obsession with Mister Asher Lancaster, Zara. He seems alright but that doesn't change the fact that he has killed a lot of people, including your stepfather and he doesn'
Zara Howard I meekly knocked on the mahogany door and heard Asher's faint voice asking me to come in. I walked in to see Asher, working on his laptop. He was still in his formals. His hair was messy, probably from running his fingers through them too much. He rubbed his forehead as he remained focused on the screen. Oh my my! Focused, busy at work Asher Lancaster is most certainly a delight to the eyes. My eyes travelled further south to find the first few buttons of his dark grey shirt unbuttoned. Things I would do just to run my fingertips across his chest and trace those inked lines. His hard muscles flexing as my fingers daintily trace his skin. As much as I want to gawk at him all day, I can’t forget that he is right in front of me. I cleared my throat, making him look up at me. I notice a glimpse of surprise on his face as he raised his eyebrow, silently asking me why I am in his bedroom. "Uhhm-Mrs. Costanza asked me to find you here." I managed to stutter. I really hope
Zara Howard"Ouch, that one actually hurt." I winced as Xena smacked me on my head for the third time in a row. "I am glad it did because someone needs to knock some sense in this stupid head of yours." She yelled as she proceeded to smack me yet again. "Heyyyyy!" I whined, not having a better protest. I really don't know what to say to her at this point. After telling her everything that happened with Asher last night, it seems like her fuse went off. "Zara, just because Asher is having fun by joining in on this little game you are trying to play with him, does not mean it is safe to do all this. What were you thinking going into his bedroom?" Xena scolded. She is pulling a real Scarlett move right now. "Mrs. Costanza said I could-" I tried to defend my actions but was quickly cut off. "The caretaker who practically raised that mafia household? Really? I refuse to believe someone can be this dumb." She gave me that 'you are impossible' look as she shook her head in disappointm
Zara HowardWe reached the fancy banquet hall of Hotel Hilton, a five-star hotel that was booked specifically for the party tonight. I changed into a black off-shoulder dress, made with a soft satin material that flattered my curves at all the right places. The dress also had a sexy yet classy slit on the side that showed off my legs.Just a few minutes into the party, Xena got busy with the little game she is trying to play with Jerold so that she can put him in place. As much as I approved of her plan, it meant I was going to be left all alone, unsupervised at this party. That also meant I am left with a lot of room to give in to my impulses and probably do a pathetic job of ignoring Asher. Girl Power, Zara. You are a strong, independent, smart woman. You don't need anyone to help you ignore Asher. Asher Lancaster has got nothing on you. Okay, fine, maybe a little bit but that doesn't mean anything. While I was too busy pep-talking myself, I felt a tap on my shoulder. Oh no.
Zara Howard"Xena, I am telling you nothing goes my way. I am starting to think someone has put some demonic spell on me. Whatever I want, the complete opposite of it happens. I had an elaborate plan of making Asher jealous but what happened instead? Without even trying, I ended up being the petty jealous one." I whine as I speak to Xena on call the next morning. "You were so confident that your stupid plan was going to work. You told me I would get to see Asher all frustrated and riled up. You told me I will see the green-eyed jealousy consuming his entire existence. You are a fraud. I want my money back." I angrily rant, without even waiting for Xena to respond. "What money?" Xena asked, confusion evident in her voice."Don't try to change the subject. I practically went against my natural instincts to ignore him. But he just seemed so unphased by everything. Even when I practically pushed him off me when that dumb bitch called his name." I practically growled just at the thought
Zara HowardI reached the Lancaster Penthouse while my mind was still numb with everything that had just happened. I sit on the couch, waiting for Asher. I fidget with my hands, placed on my lap as I try to figure out a way to explain everything that had happened to Asher. Where do I even start? How do I even begin to explain- Wait, does he even want to see me here after last night? Was he embarrassed to be seen with me like that? Is he pissed at me after yesterday? I didn't even say a proper goodbye. I just rushed out like I saw some ghost.Too many thoughts flood my mind as I notice Asher casually walking down the stairs. I stand up as he approaches me. As I stand there, I feel my body quivering like a leaf."Miss Howard, you are early today," Asher states in his usual casual demeanour. Once he finally stands close enough to face me, he instantly knows something is up. I guess the look on my face really gives it away. "What's wrong? Did something happen?" Asher asks, his no-no
Zara HowardAs we reached Asher's car, I stand there awkwardly, contemplating where to sit. Asher probably caught up on it and opened the passenger door for me. I muttered a small thank you as I settled in my seat. UGH. Sometimes I wish he wasn't such a gentleman. I know I'd be less miserable if he had a little bit of 'shitty jerkface' side to him.I look up as if I were talking to God and tell him or her, whoever it is, that they very generous while blessing Asher. Power, Beauty, Virtues. Now that I think of it, God might be a woman. Only a woman would create something like Asher. I mean come on, have you seen him? "Is everything alright? You have been staring at the car roof for a questionable amount of time." Asher asked as I snapped out of my thoughts."Yeah no, it's all good," I stuttered awkwardly and for some bizarre reason show him the peace sign.He just scoffs as he shakes his head. As he pulls out of the parking lot, I make a very wise decision. To shut the fuck up for