Zara HowardI reached the Lancaster Penthouse while my mind was still numb with everything that had just happened. I sit on the couch, waiting for Asher. I fidget with my hands, placed on my lap as I try to figure out a way to explain everything that had happened to Asher. Where do I even start? How do I even begin to explain- Wait, does he even want to see me here after last night? Was he embarrassed to be seen with me like that? Is he pissed at me after yesterday? I didn't even say a proper goodbye. I just rushed out like I saw some ghost.Too many thoughts flood my mind as I notice Asher casually walking down the stairs. I stand up as he approaches me. As I stand there, I feel my body quivering like a leaf."Miss Howard, you are early today," Asher states in his usual casual demeanour. Once he finally stands close enough to face me, he instantly knows something is up. I guess the look on my face really gives it away. "What's wrong? Did something happen?" Asher asks, his no-no
Zara HowardAs we reached Asher's car, I stand there awkwardly, contemplating where to sit. Asher probably caught up on it and opened the passenger door for me. I muttered a small thank you as I settled in my seat. UGH. Sometimes I wish he wasn't such a gentleman. I know I'd be less miserable if he had a little bit of 'shitty jerkface' side to him.I look up as if I were talking to God and tell him or her, whoever it is, that they very generous while blessing Asher. Power, Beauty, Virtues. Now that I think of it, God might be a woman. Only a woman would create something like Asher. I mean come on, have you seen him? "Is everything alright? You have been staring at the car roof for a questionable amount of time." Asher asked as I snapped out of my thoughts."Yeah no, it's all good," I stuttered awkwardly and for some bizarre reason show him the peace sign.He just scoffs as he shakes his head. As he pulls out of the parking lot, I make a very wise decision. To shut the fuck up for
Zara HowardXander comes to drop me off at the Lancaster Enterprises the next morning, thanks to the additional security and protection. As soon as I drop my stuff at my desk, I make a beeline straight to Xena’s cabin."Morning," I announced as I walk into her cabin. We dropped the good of the good morning a long time ago. With Jerold as our direct superior, it was only rational to drop that expectation. Fewer expectations, fewer disappointments. "Morning! How was your day yesterday? Did you manage to distract yourself with work?" Xena asked while she was busy arranging a few sheets in the file. “Kind of,” I reply, not knowing what else to say. Because well, I was pretty distracted. “I will never understand how you use work as coping mechanism. It would only drain me further. You should learn something from me. I just sleep it off.” Xena brags and I find myself zoning out."Earth to Zara!" Xena snapped her fingers to get my attention. Oh boy, I gotta drop the ball. After I
Zara HowardCaleb decided to take me to a Chinese restaurant. A Man of his word indeed. After the last few hectic days that I have had, Chinese food sounds like absolute heaven. I couldn't help but wonder what kind of food is Asher's favourite. That man probably chews on bullets for all I care. Maybe I will ask Mrs. Costanza about his favourites. There is no better way to know about Asher's tastes and preferences. As I get ready for the date, I couldn't help but feel a nervous ball in my stomach, not knowing what to feel about the date.This is what happens when your life has been rather man-less. I am not a virgin but let's just say there has been a drought downtown for quite some time. Ever since I joined the Lancaster Enterprises it has been a little too hard to focus on anything else except Asher.People around me seem to have at least some sort of action going on for them. Xena has been in a relationship with Jerold for what feels like ages. Not too thrilled about that one.And
Zara Howard"I don't think we should be friends anymore. You have betrayed my trust too many times for me to be okay with it." I grumble to Xena as I take a monstrous bite of the burrito Scarlett packed for me in my tiffin. "What the hell are you talking about?" Xena asks, almost offended as she digs into her dry, tasteless salad.Is she eating only lettuce?"Your plans suck. They never work. You think they do but they always backfire. I went out on a date without counter-questioning you, I trusted you when you said it was a good idea and this is how you repay all my love and trust?" I accuse her as I narrow my eyes at her. "Asher literally called you just to check up on you last night. I would think that is a pretty successful outcome of my plan." Xena says as I continue to stuff food in my mouth. With how shitty everything is going in my life, food is the only thing that seems to comfort me right now. "Sure, and he hung up right after I told him I was out on a date as if nothing
Zara Howard"Xander, this is the last time I am going to ask you. What are your intentions with my sister?" I ask in my tough voice as I cross my arms over my chest. It is kind of hard to boss around and intimidate an armed bodyguard, who is almost a foot taller than you. "Miss Howard, is this why you dragged me in here? I was more than happy to wait outside." Xander rubs his forehead as he conveniently ignores my grave interrogation. "It is productive utilisation of our time. Mister Lancaster takes forever to come down whenever I come for the update. Plus, if you just gave me the answers when I was pestering you during the car ride here, we wouldn't be having this conversation right now." I stated in a duh tone. "Don't you think it would be much easier if you just asked these apparently crucial questions directly to your sister?" He asked as he shifted in his place awkwardly. "No, I don't trust her. She treats me like I am some little kid and doesn't tell me everything thoroughly
Zara HowardAs I brush my teeth, I couldn't help but replay the events of last night. I remember how the first thing I did after getting back home last night was scream into the pillow. It is a miracle I even have a voice this morning.It was almost as if my brain was stuck on a loop as I continued to replay the events of last night. Each time, slower than before. Taking in all the details. The only thought in my head is disbelief. All these years of crushing on Asher, I have fantasised an embarrassing amount of things about him.But last night, being there captured like a little mouse in his massive body cage made me realise the kind of power Asher actually holds over me.I feel my cheeks heat up just at the thought of how good his mouth felt against my skin. I look at my reflection in the mirror and feel shame course through me. Asher is not even here and I am so flustered. I don't even want to think about how flustered and blushy I actually get in his presence. I whine as I real
Asher Lancaster"To what do I owe the displeasure?" I ask as Axel walks into my room without knocking."Oh, I am so sorry. Did I catch you in the middle of doing nothing?" Axel retorts with his classic dry sarcasm."That’s it. I am going to tell mom you are bullying me." I chuck the files I was going through on my desk and face Axel properly.“Sure, go ahead. I’ll happily tell her the number of people you slaughtered to death.” Axel raised his eyebrow as a challenge. “It was not on purpose. I swear that man fell on my knife”“What about Paul?”“I had a faulty gun.” I stated matter-of-factly.“And Jack?”“That was in self-defence. His attack was ruthless-”“And somehow you came out without a scratch and his face was beaten beyond recognition.” Axel says without letting me finish my sentence. “No scratches? My knuckles were bleeding!” I exasperate, almost offended.“Because you punched a man to death.” Axel deadpanned.“This is what is wrong with you. You a glass-half-empty kinda guy.
Hey beautiful people, Just a warning. This book is an erotica, which means 18+, so if you are uncomfortable with sex and adult shit, please don’t read my books. But if you are a nymphomaniac like me, go ahead ;) Also guys, for the better understanding of the stories, I’d also like to give you the order in which the books should be read: 1)Nathaniel Lachlan 2)Aaron Riverwood 3)Landon Chambers 4) Emily Warner 5) Danika Williams Danika Williams Everyone in the room stared at me as I smashed the third glass on the ground in anger. I hadn’t had proper food for 2 days. My mom, who was a former Miss Universe, controlled my life since I was a child. Nine years ago, when I was only 18 years old, she wanted me to be Miss Universe too but I was the runner up, which angered my mom, so much so that she didn’t let me eat for 5 days as a punishment. People may think, just stop seeing her or block her out of your life. Yeah, easier said than done, right? But now, I am a successful model, and I am
Zara Howard After spending some time admiring the beautiful sunrise with Asher, we headed back to the resort, our hands still intertwined. As we entered the living area, I couldn't contain my excitement and happiness, and my gaze instinctively fell on my left hand, where the sparkling engagement ring now adorned my finger. It was a constant reminder of the beautiful moment Asher and I shared, and I couldn't stop smiling.I couldn’t believe Asher went out of his way to find the ring I wanted and got the exact same one.As we approached the others, Xena and Scarlett were the first to notice the ring. Their eyes widened, and they squealed with delight. "Oh my goodness, Zara! Is that what I think it is?" Xena exclaimed, unable to hide her excitement.I nodded, my heart still fluttering. "Yes, Asher proposed, and I said yes!"The room erupted in cheers and congratulations, and I felt overwhelmed by the love and support from our friends. Scarlett hugged me tightly, her eyes sparkling with
Asher Lancaster I couldn't tear my gaze away from her, sitting next to me, radiating beauty and warmth. Zara was everything I had ever yearned for, and the thought of a life without her seemed unfathomable. She brought colors to my world that I didn't know existed, filling my days with joy, love, and excitement.As much as I cherished her, I understood Zara's concerns about her mother accepting our relationship, given my family background. I didn't want anything to hinder our love, so I took matters into my own hands. The moment I knew I wanted to marry her, I sought help from Xena and Scarlett to arrange a meeting with her mother.The conversation was challenging, but I was determined to prove the authenticity of my feelings for Zara and my commitment to her happiness. After a heartfelt discussion, her mother finally gave her blessing, and a weight lifted off my shoulders. With her approval, I knew deep in my heart that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with Zara, and I was read
Zara Howard I woke up in Asher's bed, feeling a mix of euphoria and contentment. The memories of last night's passion flooded my mind, making me blush even in the solitude of the room. The enticing aroma of pancakes reached my nose, pulling me out of my reverie and reminding me of the delightful breakfast Asher must have ordered through room service.Unable to resist my hunger, I sat up with a smile and noticed the tray of pancakes waiting for me on the nearby table. It was as if Asher knew exactly what I needed after a night like that. I reached for a plate and eagerly dug into the fluffy goodness, savoring each delectable bite. I love maple syrup.Just as I was enjoying my breakfast, Asher emerged from the bathroom, clad in only a towel around his waist. The sight of him made my heart skip a beat, and I couldn't help but stare in awe at his captivating presence."Good morning, doll," he greeted me with a tender smile, his eyes filled with warmth."Morning," I replied, trying not to
Zara HowardI wanted to go back to Xena and pour my heart out, but I knew that wouldn't resolve the situation. Instead, I had to confront Asher and address the confusion between us. Why would he kiss me and spend so much time with me if he was engaged to Annika?With a deep breath to steady my nerves, I made my way back to our room, hoping to have a conversation with Asher and find some clarity. However, upon entering the room, I discovered it empty, and Annika was nowhere to be found. This only added to my frustration, as I wanted a chance to speak to Asher privately.Deciding to wait for his return, I felt a mix of anger and hurt building inside me. When Asher finally walked through the door, I couldn't contain my emotions any longer. "Asher, we need to talk!" I exclaimed, my voice filled with a mix of anger and sadness.He seemed surprised by my outburst, but he didn't shy away from the conversation. "Okay, Zara, what's going on?" he asked, trying to remain composed."Why did you k
Zara Howard As I walked back to the room that I was fairly certain Asher and I were sharing, I tried to process everything that had happened. Taking a deep breath, I reminded myself to take things slow with Asher, even though my impulsive nature urged me to dive in headfirst. I knew rushing into a serious commitment could jeopardize my dream of having kids before turning 30, and I wanted to avoid any potential regrets.Deep down, a nagging fear persisted. What if Asher eventually realized he didn't want a future with me? I didn't want to be blindsided after making lifelong commitments or having children together. It would be better to address any doubts or uncertainties now, even if it meant confronting my fears.Arriving at room 202, my heart pounded in my chest. I needed to talk to Asher, to share my thoughts about taking things slow. I knew I couldn't ignore these feelings any longer. What if he didn't share the same desire to take it slow? Would he understand my apprehensions?As
Zara HowardFiji was an absolute paradise, a destination that felt like it was straight out of a dream. As we landed, the sheer beauty of the island mesmerized me. Pristine white-sand beaches met turquoise waters that sparkled under the sunlight. The lush tropical vegetation that surrounded us emitted a sweet, fragrant scent, adding to the enchantment of Fiji. Here, time seemed to slow down, and all my worries faded away in this magical setting.Throughout our stay, Asher and I were practically inseparable. From the moment we left the flight and headed to the resort, walking hand in hand as others followed, to sharing laughter over inside jokes, we were constantly drawn to each other. The connection between us felt so effortless that I couldn't help but hold his hand or hug him without even realizing it. It seemed like an unspoken understanding that we were meant to be together, and I couldn't deny the undeniable chemistry between us.I knew that the trip organizers intentionally pair
Zara Howard As Asher and I settled into the cozy living room, I realized the need for a private conversation with Scarlett. I regretted not being more open with both Scarlett and Xena about everything that had happened—the proposal, my decision to decline, and even the incident with Caleb and Asher.In hindsight, I should have kept them informed about everything going on. I felt frustrated with myself for not communicating properly with them. While I was captivated watching the joyous couple in front of me, Asher tapped me on the shoulder, pulling me back to the present moment. Seeing Scarlett so happy with Xander made my heart swell with happiness for her. It's incredible how they found each other unexpectedly.As they playfully intertwined their hands, I contemplated how my life might have been different if I had said yes to Asher and let go of my insecurities. The thought lingered in my mind as Asher settled beside me on the couch, and I cherished the warmth of his presence."So,
Zara Howard "I can't believe you threatened my friend for no reason. You can't go around doing that, Asher," I scold him angrily as we make our way towards his mansion after a long day at the office."I didn't threaten him, I was just being honest with my feelings, and he got scared on his own," Asher defends himself innocently, but I see right through his act and continue to glare at him."Don't play innocent. You know exactly what you were doing. Let me make one thing clear, Asher Lancaster, if you ever threaten another friend of mine, you'll regret it," I warn him sternly, not willing to tolerate any more of his games. Surprisingly, he raises his hands in defeat, barely arguing with me."Alright, I'll keep that in mind. But for now, I have a surprise waiting for you inside," he says, trying to divert my attention, but I can't help but remain curious about what awaits me as he opens the main door.I take a moment to compose myself before facing whatever awaits inside. The evening s