I was once again left alone with my thoughts, walking through the halls. I was so absent minded I hit someone by mistake. Wait, I knew they perfume. Cherry flavored- oh no.
“Well, hi ugly.” Emily’s tone was laced with more bitterness than it always seemed to have. At this rate, I was starting to think bumping into the wrong people was my talent.“It’s simple for you to ignore me human, why won’t you? You’ve gotten the attention of the whole school and my prince, anyways.” She was now glaring at me with her two other friends, Jane and Marie beside her. They were like the mean girls no female ever wanted to cross. Ever. Well, except I bumped into them.“Just leave me alone Emily. I don’t have the time for this.” I tried to get past them and failed woefully because they suddenly surrounded me.“Oh yes, I’ll leave you alone. Right after I do this.” That was the last thing I hear before I fell into total blankness.The wall was white, I closed my eyes. My vision was too sharp and blurry. I could hear a faint beep. Where was I? I tried to open my eyes again and this time, it came with a groan. My head hurt so bad. What happened?“Cody, Cody? Can you hear me?” Someone was calling my name and I finally managed to let one eye shoot out. Jimmy’s face landed in front of mine.“Jimmy.” I let out, my head really aching. And that was when everything came flying back to me. The meeting with Emily. She, hitting me with her head. The final slap that landed across my face and her warning for me to stay away from the prince. I shook my head internally. The little bitch. If only I could lay my hands on her.“Are you okay?” Jimmy interrupted me again and I would have glared at him if I wasn’t in so much pain.“Cody? What happened? You passed out. People found you fainted in the halls. We were all called here as soon as possible. What happened?”“Emily.” I said simply. Jimmy growled lowly.“I’ve always known those girls were mean but this is too much. I’ll make sure I teach them a big lesson. Why would they hurt you like that?” Jimmy was now pacing back and forth. Finally, I glanced around me and realized I was in the school clinic. My brain finally registered.“What do you mean by we?” I panicked. I hope they hadn’t called my father. That would just be another disaster.“Prince Adam and I.” Jimmy said and before I could shout a very big what, he came out of nowhere.Today, he was wearing his signature black shorts and a wine T shirt. He was in slides and it looked like he had been lounging casually when he had been called by the clinic. Why they had informed him though, I wondered.“How are you feeling?” Adam was still stood by the wall, no hint of emotion expressed on his beautiful face. His brown hair was neatly whipped around his head like a well coned ice cream. I could easily tell he had run his hands through several times. But even that didn’t ruin his hair.My heart leaped like a clingy dog’s to his owner. A result of the mate bond. I couldn’t just help the sensations as I felt it grow stronger and stronger. I refused to look at him as I spoke.“My head is hurting but asides that, I’m fine.” My heart was still beating fast. He nodded and I saw it through the side of my eyes. It seemed as if Jimmy was no longer there till he cleared his throat.“Cody, you’ll have to be going home soon. We were only waiting for you to wake before moving you.” Jimmy was now next to me. I could tell he was really worried. His face had lost his brightness and he simply just looked tired and worried.“The girls that did it. They won’t repeat it anymore.” Adam said. How he managed to have known the people that hurt me and been beyond my believe but I refused to ask him. I just nodded my head like did to mine.I was easily surprised when he suddenly asked Jimmy to give us a moment. “I’ll be out waiting, princess.” With that, Jimmy left.“I hate to see you hurt.” Adam’s voice was so low I could barely hear.“I hate to see myself hurt too. Sometimes, I don’t understand why I just find myself in situations like that. I mean, I didn’t even do anything to her.” I was starting to get emotional and I knew it.I didn’t care what anyone thought about me but someone really hated me enough to hurt me so bad I landed in the hospital? There wasn’t a genuine reason for that. That was until I remembered what Emily told me exactly. Suddenly, a new wave of anger overcame me.“It’s all your fault.” Venom was laced in my vogue as I addressed Adam. I knew it was wrong. I knew he wasn’t the one that hurt me. But I was so broken by what happened to me I wanted to pass it on. It was solely because of him I was attacked.Adam looked genuinely shocked. “Me?”“Yes, you. If only you had left me alone like I had been begging you. If only you hadn’t followed me around like a lost puppy and made a scene at the class. Then all eyes wouldn’t be on me. Then I won’t be in this stupid hospital right now. You know what she told me? Stay away from Prince Adam. It’s enough that I am the only weak person in the whole of this pack. There is nothing to defend myself with. I am just here, lifeless without any fork of support and you choose to ruin my already trashy life. I kept telling you to leave me alone. You might be a prince no one question ‘Prince Adam’ buy every single person questions my existence in this life and most especially in this pack. You have caused a whole lot of problem for me.” I was so frustrated tears was already starting to pick by the side of my eyes.“Once we mate, you’ll stop being a human and won’t be weak.” Adam crossed his legs. I became more infuriated.“You think this is about mating you right? I don’t know how much more I have to spell it out for you that I do not want and i am not interested in mating with you. Please just leave me alone.” I sighed.“That would be the end of this conversation. You are in pain.” Adam moved closer to me and before I could say any word, I was already in his arms. I knew arguing with him to put me down would have been to no avail. Besides, I was really tired, so I let him carry me. I scarcely remember Jimmy saying he’d go get my stuff in the room.Adam made sure to drop me off at home. Jimmy unfortunately could not come with us as he had a family dinner. Of course, dad wasn’t home and I had never been more happy. The old man would have probably died of fright seeing me in the arms of yhe Lycan prince.Adam dropped me on my bed and I casually ignored how he knew the way to my room without my knowledge. I was too much of a wreck for questions and answers.“Here. Drink this. I had the royal physician send someone over. It should help with your head ache.” Adam handed me a dark water bottled with a clear inscription of “royale” on it.“Thank you.” I whispered. I was starting to get really tired already. I briefly sipped the drink. It was tasteless. I covered it back and placed it on my bedside table.“You can go now. I want to sleep.” I put the duvet all up my body, dragging it to cover my whole face. I was done for any conversation for the day.“Just so you know, Cody. You will be mine. I will stop at nothing for that to happen. And it’ll be on your own free will.” Adam didn’t wait for my reply as he walked out.Almost immediately, I slept off.I was so weak I didn’t have the strength in me to go for school the other day. I was able to convince dad to go to work, that I was fine. The last thing I needed was the old man breathing down on my neck when I was trying to be at peace. I needed rest. My mind briefly smoothed itself into thoughts of Jimmy. He had been so caring about me the other day. I wondered what had happened to Emily and her gang. I didn’t care, as long as I didn’t get to be assaulted by them anymore. I just wanted to be left alone. Alone. That reminded me of the Prince. I knew the mate bond had something to do with the fact that my heart leaped and danced whenever I saw him. He might be the Prince everyone was happy about. He wasn’t that to me. I couldn’t deny the fact that he was far from a eye sore. I simply wasn’t interested. I didn’t think I was going to be interested anytime soon. Sighing, my feet cradled the ground as I released myself from the beds hold, walking to get some food. I ran across Mark, the
The one day I tried to fight Emily back, I ended up with a broken rib and a broken arm. Dad had been so worried and scared. I remember watching him on the sick bed, watching him weep and calling out my mum’s name, he was crying about how he didn’t know how to do it like her. And that was when my perspective changed. I realized I wasn’t only human at physical but I was also human at heart. I never wanted to hurt someone like Emily had hurt me. I never saw myself hurting anyone. I wanted to make people laugh, not be the reason for their tears. Emily had watched me groan. The werewolves that had been around had done nothing. They didn’t laugh, but they loved the thrill of watching someone weaker than them struggle with strength. I realized then, that I wanted to be human. One of the reasons I didn’t want to be with Prince Adam. He was everything I didn’t want to be, everything I hated. And now, he wanted me to mate with him and be his princess. Never. If that was the last thing I was goi
I was still hot on my tails, my eyes hazy from the fuzzy hair that was blowing past my face. I had been running for almost ten minutes, I didn’t want to care if Adam was still going after me. I just wanted to avoid the embarrassment. Adam had really embarrassed me, I had known he was very nasty and attention seeking but I never expected him to go how far.My feet made a pause at Jimmy and I’s regular spot. I didn’t even realize when my legs landed there. I finally took a deep breath, closed my eyes. I took a sit on one of the blocks, I was really tired and my head was starting to ache faintly. “You really thought you could run past me, didn’t you?” Adam appeared from my back and I closed my eyes. Why? I had spent hours running away from him and he just had to appear in front of me, okay.“You know, I hate this thing.” I said to Adam between deep breath’s.“What thing?” Adam wait beside me, his eyes was soft as he watched me breathe in and out heavily.“The way I run around, and you do
As I walked past everyone, it was with a new set of confidence. I didn’t mind whichever way I was bruhh stared at, I didn’t bother. I was a queen of my own. At least I was gracefully the queen of my own befire I slipped on a banana peel I hadn’t noticed. I went falling down like a pack of cards. My buttocks hit the floor so hard I was almost convinced the bone located at my behind region had cracked. Shit, this was embarrassing. I didn’t bother to look up, I tried to stand up till my eyes caught to a hand stretched out for me to pull unto. Quickly, I stretched out my hands and grabbed. The hands of the person was soft. I realized I hadn’t said my thanks and did that when my eyes landed at who it was. Adam stood there staring at me with no emotions in his eyes. I didn’t believe he would help me faster practically insulting me and questioning my sense of morality earlier. “Are you okay?” He asked and I nodded. He made to walk back and I quickly followed him, hot on his tails. I was s
If broken pieces could be piled back into a perfect portrait, I would have bled to do that. If we could take back broken pieces of words to arrange the heart piercings, I would have done that. Every broken pieces of hurtful words flew out of her mouth. She didn’t have a care. Cody’s hands flared out as she continued speaking. Her eyes was without any form of hurt regarding what she was telling me. With each beat, she hurt me with her words by seconds. I am a fool. I didn’t even know what I was doing here, hugging her like she was the next lifeline to me. I didn’t know what I was doing here, trying to comfort her when she had just hurt me. And here I was standing like a bag of salt, without no motive to move away or tell her she had been doing me wrong. My heart clenched. And not in the wrong way. Cody stoood still, her hands were not hugging me back. I realized that a little too soon. With a bit of a broken heart, I removed my hands and she sighed out of relief. How embarrassing, Adam
Without further delay, I stood up from the grass and made me run to the mansion. It was a bit far from the pack, but still lost in the woods, one of the properties of the royal family. It was the only reason we decided to make a stop here at the first place. I walked into the mansion, praying I don’t run into any of my friends. We had three floors. The last floor belonged entirely to me alone. The gang shared the remaining floor and we used the first floor for visitors. None of us liked staying downstairs. We had a maid who came in four times a week to cook for us. The remaining days, we handled cooking ourselves. “Here comes to the bride.” Martin immediately whistled as I got to the second floor. It was like they were already waiting for me. I sighed and went to join them. I wasn’t going to escape this. “How was it running all over her?” Ella laughed and Edward shook his head humorously. Of course, he’d find anything she said funny. Sus. “I wasn’t running all over her. Can you giv
CodyTime flashes the most in terrible situations. You close your eyes, it flashes and then it is gone. Good things usually last more. At least, in the heart. It follows you everywhere with every sense of responsibility. But when a bad thing happen, it flashes. It hurts. And when you think back to the memories, it is with tinges of flashes of hurt, pain, in the heart. The last time I felt pain was when I came back late from school, seeing dad on the floor groaning and crying for mum. Flashes and tinges of pain. And hurt. Seeing dad there, that was the last time I felt pain as deep as that. Watching dad, laying there hurt and sad because of the death of his mate. Needless to say, I haven’t been the same person ever since. Of course I love having my dad around I mean; he is all I have left now. He tends to overcompensate for her passing often; granting me nearly complete freedom rife with the provision of all my material needs:- I’m incredibly grateful to have him in my life still. I ju
The Prince’s DiaryI am having a very bad day.Yes, I know I haven’t set foot out of bed yet but I don’t want to. Of what need is there anyway?I’m done; interacting with these mortals never appealed to me anyway.Okay maybe it didBut I’m done now. I satisfied my curiosity after all. I lived it and I loved it. But it’s over nowGood riddance. who am I deceiving?It’s her. But you obviously know that by now. You know; throughout the night I could not sleep; for obvious reasons. She was on my mind all through the night.I wondered what she was doing, what she was thinking, how she was feeling, what she ate last night, if she ate last night and all that stuff. Surprisingly, tonight I did not envision as I often do; images of me and her in our fantastic Romanian castle spending the evenings drinking the finest of wines and watching badly thought out, far-fetched werewolf movies with her nesting in my arms while I mocked the inadequacies and mistruths of the portrayal of my kind in the m
CodyI was sitting next to Adam, after he had forced me to drink and almost finish a whole bottled of water. Apparently, drinking water helped drunk or tipsy people. I was starting to get to my senses back a little, but I was still lost in that haze. The same haze that tempted me to want to jump around, and dance around the airplane. That same one. Adam was next time, and he had not said a word to me after, except force me to drink more water. At this point, it felt like we were both ignoring each other, when it was indeed far from it. I just wanted to take a break, and not think too much about what was going to happen next between the both of us. Remy had indeed said some things that were starting to just clear on my head. The things she had said had been true, but the way in which she had passed it was what I was not going to agree with. It had not been as much of a big deal as she made it seem, and I did jot know nothing to clear on that. It was very obvious Adam was still pisse
THE PRINCE’S DIARY, 9, November, 1999The end is walking slowlyCrawling blindly in the light Cradling my head with might My other self is staring at me through the ghost of a mirror. And I detest myself for seeing her. Yet, I cannot lose her. Her feet are barely touch the floor. Yet she stands so tall I have to crane my neck. My other self is walking towards me, about to crown my head with thorns of pain and beauty. Beauty through the pain, My other self is staring at me through a broken mirror. Mirror of my broken self, mirror of the broken soul She is screaming, Screaming silently at me for leaving her to decay. Leaving her lost, to burn To end. The end is walking fast. Moving like the wind Moving till I can’t see. Silently gazing at the way the wind rushes towards the water. The sunset, drinking in the beauty of the sky. Beautiful. Amazing. Wonderful. Your heart is dancing at the triumph against sadness. And it’s quietened down the wailings. The bones of your form are e
Remy then got up, like if she wanted to be eye to eye with Adam, like she wanted him to understand what it was that she was saying so clearly. Although, Adam still towered over her, she refused to back down. “You mean how the both of us take care of our business and we don’t make it to the part where everyone notices that something is this wrong with us? Adam, wake up. I can sense your immaturity over this plane. I get the fact that you have never been with a mate, neither have you ever been in a relationship. But watch everything that is going. Watch her, watch the way she kept staring at you in the car ride. Did you even hear the things you said to her? Did you notice how nervous she was to take the plane rides, and how she kept closing her eyes to take deep breath, to inhale in and exhale, she also spoke to herself at some point because there was no one there to comfort her, there was no one there to hold her hands. You just came over buckle her seat belt, walked away, and then
I was still in the plane, waiting for that moment was going to get to me. His pace was slow, it felt like he was walking to me, as if it were a movie, I wanted to count each and every of his step, if there was a way I could. My eyes shone with anticipation, and at the same time, I felt this excitement in me, I could not wait for him to get to me. I was sure my eyes shinning from afar. At that moment, I did not care if me and Adam were not on speaking terms, I did not care if he was going to get to me, and remind me of how annoyed I was, at him from the beginning. I just wanted him to get to me, he was like the prince that was running towards his princess, And there was nothing that could be done about it. It was not like I wanted anything to be done about it. I just wanted Adam in my face, I wanted him to come close to me. It was at this hazy and dizzy thought I realized that I might indeed me more drunk than I had thought. My mind was clouded, and I could only breathe heavily at th
It took several hours before the jet finally took off. I finally released my nerves, and Adam disappeared back to the other side of the room, where he had been right before the plane took off. I was starting to get convinced he had something to do with the other girls who were now on the other side of the room, but I did not bother myself. “Let’s get drinks. I asked the air hostess to bring us some booze, let’s go gets wasted, or what do you say?” Remy asked, and I nodded my head. I sure needed something off my head, before I was going to overthink every single thing, and think that Adam was indeed doing something with girls over there. “I want us to do a toast. I mean, we should do a toast to cody, joining us for the first time, and to the better lives we are all hopefully going to get.” It was so obvious that Ella was drunk already, and I was starting to wonder when it was that she had started drinking. She was doing a toast, while it was very obvious she was the only one holdi
We finally got closer to the plane. The fan was already moving really fast and high. I studied the body of the plane more. There was just no way anyone was going to move close to something like that without having to access every part of it. I looked closer and I saw the same endearment by the side, that had been on Adam’s neck when I had first moved closer to him and accessed him. “Is that the royal symbol?” I asked, and Ella nodded. She was absent minded now, of course. I looked back and noticed that men had moved closer to us. Alongside them was Ben, and the three other guys who were also in black. Right now, they all had sun glasses on, even if the weather was really cool. “She really does love him, doesn’t she?” I whispered to Remy, as we both watched Ella lose her sene or thinking as she stared at Edward, who was also smiling at her, he kept stealing glances at her, and I was very sure that at that moment, he was clearly not listening to whatever it was that Adam was tellin
I was still in Adam’s arms waiting for the time where I was finally going to get off him. I felt suffocated from everything. I just wanted out, and Adam was not even letting me go. I tried to pull away several times not to no avail. I was puffing and groaning in frustration when we the car finally stopped. That time, he let me pull away. I went out of the car after Remy, and stood close to her. I was not planning on staying with Adam anymore. His thought infuriated me. He was just a selfish person that did not care about other peoples feelings when he was being a possessive bastard. I grunted once again. That was when I took in our environment. We were in a tarmac obviously, it was so wide and the wind dusted the skirts of my top. There was bushes surrounding the whole wide space which was located in the middle, making it give this nature vibe. I was very sure this was far away from the pack because I was we have driven for over two hours, roughly. I had no idea somewhere like this e
I was about to move completely away from Adam, when I felt arms wrap me up from nowhere. It caught me off guard, and I knew that I would have panicked, and screamed my head off if I was not in the car, and the rest of the Lycans were not next to me. I glanced behind me, and that was when I realized that Adam had removed his arm and had adjusted them to come close to me. All this while, I had thought he had simply done that to avoid me. I wanted to smile, I would have, if there was still not this renaming prickling hurt that was still in my chest. He had a weird way of showing how he actually felt. In a bid, still in my own anger, I refused to put my hands around him back. He was not just going to come from anywhere, and act in anyway that befitted him, just because he felt like I was looking at another person. When of course, I had just been appreciating the beauty which meant nothing more. He was always the one stressing on how much I did nit care about his feelings sometimes, bef
We were in the car already. I had not realized that the only occupant was just Martin Remy, and me and Adam. Adam was stalked to the other side, pulsing with his arms folded. It felt like he had not even realized that I was sitting next to him already, my head was starting to radiate with heat. Sometimes, there was just some way that he acted that did not sit well with me. Adam could be such a baby. I had not even done anything with Ben, and at the of the day, he was being mad at me for nothing, Adam was such a possessive somebody, it came down to really annoying, Remy understood the struggle I was going through, so she just sealed her lips. I knew she was taking a struggle, not to say anything to Adam. Since he was going to behave like a kid, I was simply going to ignore him all through till he dropped all his tactics. I was not in any mood to speak to anyone that was was not going to speak to me too. My eyes went back to the bracelet that was sitting pretty on my hands. It was gli