CodyTill today. I had no idea I would be hurt by what I said and did to someone else. It felt surrral that a Lycan of all people would complain I had hurt him. And I knew I had done that again. Who was he, asking me to come over. To, and how? I would rather chew jeans.My feet’s clashed with the hard ground, frequently connecting with small dots of stones as I walked. I was dreading going home. It was just going to sit with nothing but the bags of my hurt and remorse. I had no choice though, I just had to go home. I hadn’t been able to sleep after trying to have my own time to myself, so I came out, walking and wandering.We people, are very weird. It feels so refreshing to talk about others imperfections, a seaweed feeling. Lost of hope in people. Till it gets to us, ourselves and we are here to decipher if we are really like people. Adam said I hurt him. I was t concerned about getting together with him but thinking of it in my remorse state, he had never hurt me before. Not even em
I went in to school with a new determination, in the morning. Talk to Adam and apologize for the last time. That was the plan. And if he failed to acknowledge me, I’ll go back to living my lifestyle before he was here. That wouldn’t be hard to do. I just needed to apologize for two things; for saying mean words to him. For standing him up. That didn’t look as easy as it sounded but he was nit going to sway me easily to him.My hands rested in between my bag pack as I moved closer to college building. I wanted nothing more than to go away, lock myself out of the world and sleep. That was my favorite thing to do in the world, sleeping. It made me really happy. “Bitchhhh.” Jimmy’s voice resonated throughout the whole grand building. I laughed, he always had a thing for dramatic entrance. Dragging whatever names he chooses to call me at the particular day, and creating attention to us. At least for thirty seconds. “Hey, best friend.” I smiled, genuinely happy at seeing him. It felt like
There was something funny about Mr Wills shoe. I guess teachers in that pack were getting paid a handsome amount of money but there was just something that made me want to roll on the floor when I stared at his shoe. It was weird in a way, I concentrated for a whole ten straight minutes trying to decipher if it was a sandals or a shoe. Turned out it was both. The bolts of the shoe was formed into strapples of sandals that moved and dangled as he moved. Sometimes, it got into the way of his legs and he almost tripped but he didn’t. He didn’t even seem to mind. I wondered if I was the only one staring at it. I laughed internally. I wished there was a way I could communicate with the mind to Jimmy. “Psttt.” A voice called out to me again, and I almost hit my head on the desk. Adam was really looking forward to pissing me off bit by bit. I had almost gotten into trouble with Mr Wills earlier and Adam had refused to back down. This was the fifth time he was calling out to me. I had seen
My heart sped up it race, unable to control how fast it was. I blinked, trying to regulate the fast heartbeat but it did nothing. All these had happened in the span of seconds. I stared at Adam, wanting to know if he was feeling exactly the same way I was feeling and his eyes alone was enough to not make me question. If this was how the mate bond felt, now I don’t blame dad for being stuck up with mum. I snatched my hands away, as soon as it could form and clarify its own way of thinking. The feeling had been so intense I had gotten carried away. Adam stared up at me, he was sitting and I was standing yet, it felt like he was still dominating over me. “I haven’t forgiven you all through. You have to sit with me and really talk to me before I can do that.” This time, I could sense some emotions from his voice. He sounded genuine and probably sick and frustrated from all of my attitude. “You always have to be petty all the way but fine, fine, I’ll let you have your moment.” Smugly, I
The bonfire party. The sleepover in school. The Lycans. That had been everything that had been buzzing since I set my feet in school. I couldn’t hear enough. It was either girls were gushing about seeing the Lycans in the night, and up and personal. Apparently, many people don’t see them around too much. I wondered why and now since I managed to see Adam and even his gang every single day. It was getting tiring. I had packed my pyjamas that concluded of shorts and a big T shirt in my bag pack. Left to me, I was not bothered about any single thing that was going to be happening. Only, I was thinking of how I had managed to come all the way here without having second thoughts all because I had told the prince I would come. Everything felt surreal. I closed my eyes. I just wanted to sit somewhere and eat. Speaking about food, I had only managed to put in a slice of bread on my way. For reasons unknown to me, my nerves had been gyrated to high and I was really nervous.The only thing I wa
The first time I knew I liked Jimmy was six months ago. We had been best friends for more than a year, and we had started from friends. That day, we sneaked to the human residence to watch a movie. And everywhere was dark, and the only vibration was from the big screen. And I was eating popcorn, his hands were in mine, he turned, pulled popcorn out of his packet, and fed me. He looked at our raised hands, stared at it and smiled to me. I had been transfixed and confused. I wanted more. The feeling was strange to me. And the only thing I could see was the silhouette of his face. How we both laughed as a funny scene came on. And I could only perceive his smell. Everything I was seeing and breathing was surrounded by him. And he had looked happy. I had also been happy. Genuinely. I didn’t feel like I didn’t belong. I smelt like other humans present. I felt like I was doing normal things like the normal human that I was. I could stick out my tongue and just jump without anyone criticising
There is something about the beauty and peace in nature. There was something about staring and looking at the sky, and realising how bad you had been ignoring the stars, how pretty it moved and aligned with the half moon. And then you think again, why you never appreciated the half moon and only focused on the full moon. Your eyes drops, you look at the half moon again, you imagine crescent shaped happy things. You remember the crescent shape in your life, you look for a beauty in your life and think about it. It could be a human, or a thing but you stare at the sky, and think of these things. I stared at the sky again. It’s as unfortunate how I didn’t have any beauty thing in me to think about. I could only stare and appreciate the beauty. There was something about gazing at the sky and remembering why you were there in the first place, how you were there in the first place and why you are staring at the sky in the first place. Adam took a deep sigh next to me. The movies had just
He was still in his matching cloth with probably his boyfriend who he was too embarrassed to show me to because I felt like he secretly knew that I had a crush on him and didn’t want things to be awkward or he was shy and scared of coming out to me. I would go with the former. Jimmy was not a scared person. “Hey, princess. I’m sorry I sent that long, I had some things to do and it took a bit of a while, what’s up though?” Jimmy sat down next to me, tried to put his arms around my shoulder but I slightly moved away. Enough for him to get the memo. And also short to cause any attention to us from the rest of the Lycans. Edward was not back and Adam was in between in smiling Ella and Remy, looking like he we like rather be anywhere but there. With me, I thought and killed it immediately. I was probably just overthinking things just because me and him had spoken for several minutes. “Are you going to talk to me?” Jimmy dragged me back into the world of reality and I stared at him, simpl