The first time I knew I liked Jimmy was six months ago. We had been best friends for more than a year, and we had started from friends. That day, we sneaked to the human residence to watch a movie. And everywhere was dark, and the only vibration was from the big screen. And I was eating popcorn, his hands were in mine, he turned, pulled popcorn out of his packet, and fed me. He looked at our raised hands, stared at it and smiled to me. I had been transfixed and confused. I wanted more. The feeling was strange to me. And the only thing I could see was the silhouette of his face. How we both laughed as a funny scene came on. And I could only perceive his smell. Everything I was seeing and breathing was surrounded by him. And he had looked happy. I had also been happy. Genuinely. I didn’t feel like I didn’t belong. I smelt like other humans present. I felt like I was doing normal things like the normal human that I was. I could stick out my tongue and just jump without anyone criticising
There is something about the beauty and peace in nature. There was something about staring and looking at the sky, and realising how bad you had been ignoring the stars, how pretty it moved and aligned with the half moon. And then you think again, why you never appreciated the half moon and only focused on the full moon. Your eyes drops, you look at the half moon again, you imagine crescent shaped happy things. You remember the crescent shape in your life, you look for a beauty in your life and think about it. It could be a human, or a thing but you stare at the sky, and think of these things. I stared at the sky again. It’s as unfortunate how I didn’t have any beauty thing in me to think about. I could only stare and appreciate the beauty. There was something about gazing at the sky and remembering why you were there in the first place, how you were there in the first place and why you are staring at the sky in the first place. Adam took a deep sigh next to me. The movies had just
He was still in his matching cloth with probably his boyfriend who he was too embarrassed to show me to because I felt like he secretly knew that I had a crush on him and didn’t want things to be awkward or he was shy and scared of coming out to me. I would go with the former. Jimmy was not a scared person. “Hey, princess. I’m sorry I sent that long, I had some things to do and it took a bit of a while, what’s up though?” Jimmy sat down next to me, tried to put his arms around my shoulder but I slightly moved away. Enough for him to get the memo. And also short to cause any attention to us from the rest of the Lycans. Edward was not back and Adam was in between in smiling Ella and Remy, looking like he we like rather be anywhere but there. With me, I thought and killed it immediately. I was probably just overthinking things just because me and him had spoken for several minutes. “Are you going to talk to me?” Jimmy dragged me back into the world of reality and I stared at him, simpl
There was something about the glim and glam of the night that made me untouched, that made me unseen, yet seen at the same time. There was something about the touch of Adam’s hands on my skin, his fingers, making playful wonders on the outer layers of my fingers. I could feel it deep in my bones. He was touching my fingers, get my heart was reacting to it. There was something about me not saying a single thing, and him understanding how I felt. There was something about Adam that was starting to get me really curious. If it was going to burn me, I had no idea. All I knew was that this man, the Lycan prince was starting to enter into the glim and glam of my nightmare. I have always known he was big, but as I stared at his hands, wrapped around mine and covering my whole hands in full, I knew that maybe this Lycan is more dangerous than I imagined. But i cared about none, at the time. I cared about only trying to get away to somewhere quiet. I tried not to remember Jimmy’s words and th
Why would someone like him do all these things, go through all these measures just to be with a segregated human girl like me. I was convinced he was interested in me. I was convinced he liked me. That could be the only interpretation of it. I thought that oh, my best friend liked me. We would be the perfect couple.That was until he would make random comments of not being able to introduce me to make new friends, because I hated people so much. He isn’t wicked. He didn’t see it to be bad. He also didn’t understand me. I knew he was gay months ago when he had a fling like thing with a guy, which he also kept hidden. Being and swinging the other way wasn’t a bad thing in the werewolf pack.” I said. The moon goddess understood that and made sure for it not to be a problem. The more your hormones beat, the more your mate changed. The moon goddess could see right through your heart for what you really wanted and you might have it as a mate. “My best friend was gay, he took me to movies,
If the whole situation hadn’t been about me, and Adam, him, kissing my neck and biting it, me losing my sense and thinking, I probably would have laughed at Adam on the floor. His ass was kissing the floor and he was staring unbelievably at me, he was staring like he could not believe he was on the floor. It all felt like a movie to me too, one moment I was pushing through him and holding into him, desperate for life. The other moment, my hands had worked instead of my brains. And maybe it was in my drunk gaze, or my tired and flourishing soul that was hyper sensitive, I started to laugh. Something I would not have done on a normal day, normal me, normal girl totally not drunk. “You are seriously laughing?” Adam asked me and I nodded, still laughing. He looked so funny on the floor. His hands had now come out to brace his form and he was staring at me like a little kid, lost at what to do. Which even made me laugh harder. I would have thought I was starting to go crazy if I hadn’t kn
“Finally, you guys are here. Where have you been?” Remy moved closer to us, her smile was so bright and genuine. At that moment, she looked really beautiful. Like a star. I wondered how she and Martins had met. They were really lucky to be each other’s mate. “And how is that any of your business, Madam Theresa?” Adam answered to Remy before I could give an awkward reply. Thank goddess for him. “Sometimes I wished you weren’t the Prince so bad.” Remy glared at him and Martin was already next to her in an instant. I could tell that they were very much obsessed with each other. It was also beautiful to watch. “So what? You can flee away with me and abandon Martin since he’s not competent enough in bed for you?” Adam shot back and I bit in my laughed. I loved to watch him bicker with his friends. “Oh, you wish. You’d think you were someone good with sexual competence with the way you speak.” Remy fired back and I laughed this time. I saw Adam briefly shift his eyes to mine and I look
“You know, there’s this thing that happens when you meet your mate for the first time, you don’t know what to say, and you just stare and stare for long because you are confused as to what to do. You don’t know if he is a good person, or if he’s going to reject you. You just look into his eyes and wait for that perfect moment when you both can finally have an alone time.” Remy whispered and I widened my ears, eager to know more about her love story. It felt like a kids bed time story, at the same time it was too exciting listening to, to fall asleep. I just wanted to listen to everything she had to say and imagine it myself, lulling myself to a lullaby with her words. “When Martin eyes and mine clashed, I knew it. No one had to tell me the Prince’s cousin was mated to ordinary me, the Alphas daughter. It was unbelievable and our story didn’t go as it was planned because the moment I noticed him move forward, I ran like mu life depended on it. I didn’t even wait to check if he was m
CodyI was sitting next to Adam, after he had forced me to drink and almost finish a whole bottled of water. Apparently, drinking water helped drunk or tipsy people. I was starting to get to my senses back a little, but I was still lost in that haze. The same haze that tempted me to want to jump around, and dance around the airplane. That same one. Adam was next time, and he had not said a word to me after, except force me to drink more water. At this point, it felt like we were both ignoring each other, when it was indeed far from it. I just wanted to take a break, and not think too much about what was going to happen next between the both of us. Remy had indeed said some things that were starting to just clear on my head. The things she had said had been true, but the way in which she had passed it was what I was not going to agree with. It had not been as much of a big deal as she made it seem, and I did jot know nothing to clear on that. It was very obvious Adam was still pisse
THE PRINCE’S DIARY, 9, November, 1999The end is walking slowlyCrawling blindly in the light Cradling my head with might My other self is staring at me through the ghost of a mirror. And I detest myself for seeing her. Yet, I cannot lose her. Her feet are barely touch the floor. Yet she stands so tall I have to crane my neck. My other self is walking towards me, about to crown my head with thorns of pain and beauty. Beauty through the pain, My other self is staring at me through a broken mirror. Mirror of my broken self, mirror of the broken soul She is screaming, Screaming silently at me for leaving her to decay. Leaving her lost, to burn To end. The end is walking fast. Moving like the wind Moving till I can’t see. Silently gazing at the way the wind rushes towards the water. The sunset, drinking in the beauty of the sky. Beautiful. Amazing. Wonderful. Your heart is dancing at the triumph against sadness. And it’s quietened down the wailings. The bones of your form are e
Remy then got up, like if she wanted to be eye to eye with Adam, like she wanted him to understand what it was that she was saying so clearly. Although, Adam still towered over her, she refused to back down. “You mean how the both of us take care of our business and we don’t make it to the part where everyone notices that something is this wrong with us? Adam, wake up. I can sense your immaturity over this plane. I get the fact that you have never been with a mate, neither have you ever been in a relationship. But watch everything that is going. Watch her, watch the way she kept staring at you in the car ride. Did you even hear the things you said to her? Did you notice how nervous she was to take the plane rides, and how she kept closing her eyes to take deep breath, to inhale in and exhale, she also spoke to herself at some point because there was no one there to comfort her, there was no one there to hold her hands. You just came over buckle her seat belt, walked away, and then
I was still in the plane, waiting for that moment was going to get to me. His pace was slow, it felt like he was walking to me, as if it were a movie, I wanted to count each and every of his step, if there was a way I could. My eyes shone with anticipation, and at the same time, I felt this excitement in me, I could not wait for him to get to me. I was sure my eyes shinning from afar. At that moment, I did not care if me and Adam were not on speaking terms, I did not care if he was going to get to me, and remind me of how annoyed I was, at him from the beginning. I just wanted him to get to me, he was like the prince that was running towards his princess, And there was nothing that could be done about it. It was not like I wanted anything to be done about it. I just wanted Adam in my face, I wanted him to come close to me. It was at this hazy and dizzy thought I realized that I might indeed me more drunk than I had thought. My mind was clouded, and I could only breathe heavily at th
It took several hours before the jet finally took off. I finally released my nerves, and Adam disappeared back to the other side of the room, where he had been right before the plane took off. I was starting to get convinced he had something to do with the other girls who were now on the other side of the room, but I did not bother myself. “Let’s get drinks. I asked the air hostess to bring us some booze, let’s go gets wasted, or what do you say?” Remy asked, and I nodded my head. I sure needed something off my head, before I was going to overthink every single thing, and think that Adam was indeed doing something with girls over there. “I want us to do a toast. I mean, we should do a toast to cody, joining us for the first time, and to the better lives we are all hopefully going to get.” It was so obvious that Ella was drunk already, and I was starting to wonder when it was that she had started drinking. She was doing a toast, while it was very obvious she was the only one holdi
We finally got closer to the plane. The fan was already moving really fast and high. I studied the body of the plane more. There was just no way anyone was going to move close to something like that without having to access every part of it. I looked closer and I saw the same endearment by the side, that had been on Adam’s neck when I had first moved closer to him and accessed him. “Is that the royal symbol?” I asked, and Ella nodded. She was absent minded now, of course. I looked back and noticed that men had moved closer to us. Alongside them was Ben, and the three other guys who were also in black. Right now, they all had sun glasses on, even if the weather was really cool. “She really does love him, doesn’t she?” I whispered to Remy, as we both watched Ella lose her sene or thinking as she stared at Edward, who was also smiling at her, he kept stealing glances at her, and I was very sure that at that moment, he was clearly not listening to whatever it was that Adam was tellin
I was still in Adam’s arms waiting for the time where I was finally going to get off him. I felt suffocated from everything. I just wanted out, and Adam was not even letting me go. I tried to pull away several times not to no avail. I was puffing and groaning in frustration when we the car finally stopped. That time, he let me pull away. I went out of the car after Remy, and stood close to her. I was not planning on staying with Adam anymore. His thought infuriated me. He was just a selfish person that did not care about other peoples feelings when he was being a possessive bastard. I grunted once again. That was when I took in our environment. We were in a tarmac obviously, it was so wide and the wind dusted the skirts of my top. There was bushes surrounding the whole wide space which was located in the middle, making it give this nature vibe. I was very sure this was far away from the pack because I was we have driven for over two hours, roughly. I had no idea somewhere like this e
I was about to move completely away from Adam, when I felt arms wrap me up from nowhere. It caught me off guard, and I knew that I would have panicked, and screamed my head off if I was not in the car, and the rest of the Lycans were not next to me. I glanced behind me, and that was when I realized that Adam had removed his arm and had adjusted them to come close to me. All this while, I had thought he had simply done that to avoid me. I wanted to smile, I would have, if there was still not this renaming prickling hurt that was still in my chest. He had a weird way of showing how he actually felt. In a bid, still in my own anger, I refused to put my hands around him back. He was not just going to come from anywhere, and act in anyway that befitted him, just because he felt like I was looking at another person. When of course, I had just been appreciating the beauty which meant nothing more. He was always the one stressing on how much I did nit care about his feelings sometimes, bef
We were in the car already. I had not realized that the only occupant was just Martin Remy, and me and Adam. Adam was stalked to the other side, pulsing with his arms folded. It felt like he had not even realized that I was sitting next to him already, my head was starting to radiate with heat. Sometimes, there was just some way that he acted that did not sit well with me. Adam could be such a baby. I had not even done anything with Ben, and at the of the day, he was being mad at me for nothing, Adam was such a possessive somebody, it came down to really annoying, Remy understood the struggle I was going through, so she just sealed her lips. I knew she was taking a struggle, not to say anything to Adam. Since he was going to behave like a kid, I was simply going to ignore him all through till he dropped all his tactics. I was not in any mood to speak to anyone that was was not going to speak to me too. My eyes went back to the bracelet that was sitting pretty on my hands. It was gli