CodyTime flashes the most in terrible situations. You close your eyes, it flashes and then it is gone. Good things usually last more. At least, in the heart. It follows you everywhere with every sense of responsibility. But when a bad thing happen, it flashes. It hurts. And when you think back to the memories, it is with tinges of flashes of hurt, pain, in the heart. The last time I felt pain was when I came back late from school, seeing dad on the floor groaning and crying for mum. Flashes and tinges of pain. And hurt. Seeing dad there, that was the last time I felt pain as deep as that. Watching dad, laying there hurt and sad because of the death of his mate. Needless to say, I haven’t been the same person ever since. Of course I love having my dad around I mean; he is all I have left now. He tends to overcompensate for her passing often; granting me nearly complete freedom rife with the provision of all my material needs:- I’m incredibly grateful to have him in my life still. I ju
The Prince’s DiaryI am having a very bad day.Yes, I know I haven’t set foot out of bed yet but I don’t want to. Of what need is there anyway?I’m done; interacting with these mortals never appealed to me anyway.Okay maybe it didBut I’m done now. I satisfied my curiosity after all. I lived it and I loved it. But it’s over nowGood riddance. who am I deceiving?It’s her. But you obviously know that by now. You know; throughout the night I could not sleep; for obvious reasons. She was on my mind all through the night.I wondered what she was doing, what she was thinking, how she was feeling, what she ate last night, if she ate last night and all that stuff. Surprisingly, tonight I did not envision as I often do; images of me and her in our fantastic Romanian castle spending the evenings drinking the finest of wines and watching badly thought out, far-fetched werewolf movies with her nesting in my arms while I mocked the inadequacies and mistruths of the portrayal of my kind in the m
CodyTill today. I had no idea I would be hurt by what I said and did to someone else. It felt surrral that a Lycan of all people would complain I had hurt him. And I knew I had done that again. Who was he, asking me to come over. To, and how? I would rather chew jeans.My feet’s clashed with the hard ground, frequently connecting with small dots of stones as I walked. I was dreading going home. It was just going to sit with nothing but the bags of my hurt and remorse. I had no choice though, I just had to go home. I hadn’t been able to sleep after trying to have my own time to myself, so I came out, walking and wandering.We people, are very weird. It feels so refreshing to talk about others imperfections, a seaweed feeling. Lost of hope in people. Till it gets to us, ourselves and we are here to decipher if we are really like people. Adam said I hurt him. I was t concerned about getting together with him but thinking of it in my remorse state, he had never hurt me before. Not even em
I went in to school with a new determination, in the morning. Talk to Adam and apologize for the last time. That was the plan. And if he failed to acknowledge me, I’ll go back to living my lifestyle before he was here. That wouldn’t be hard to do. I just needed to apologize for two things; for saying mean words to him. For standing him up. That didn’t look as easy as it sounded but he was nit going to sway me easily to him.My hands rested in between my bag pack as I moved closer to college building. I wanted nothing more than to go away, lock myself out of the world and sleep. That was my favorite thing to do in the world, sleeping. It made me really happy. “Bitchhhh.” Jimmy’s voice resonated throughout the whole grand building. I laughed, he always had a thing for dramatic entrance. Dragging whatever names he chooses to call me at the particular day, and creating attention to us. At least for thirty seconds. “Hey, best friend.” I smiled, genuinely happy at seeing him. It felt like
There was something funny about Mr Wills shoe. I guess teachers in that pack were getting paid a handsome amount of money but there was just something that made me want to roll on the floor when I stared at his shoe. It was weird in a way, I concentrated for a whole ten straight minutes trying to decipher if it was a sandals or a shoe. Turned out it was both. The bolts of the shoe was formed into strapples of sandals that moved and dangled as he moved. Sometimes, it got into the way of his legs and he almost tripped but he didn’t. He didn’t even seem to mind. I wondered if I was the only one staring at it. I laughed internally. I wished there was a way I could communicate with the mind to Jimmy. “Psttt.” A voice called out to me again, and I almost hit my head on the desk. Adam was really looking forward to pissing me off bit by bit. I had almost gotten into trouble with Mr Wills earlier and Adam had refused to back down. This was the fifth time he was calling out to me. I had seen
My heart sped up it race, unable to control how fast it was. I blinked, trying to regulate the fast heartbeat but it did nothing. All these had happened in the span of seconds. I stared at Adam, wanting to know if he was feeling exactly the same way I was feeling and his eyes alone was enough to not make me question. If this was how the mate bond felt, now I don’t blame dad for being stuck up with mum. I snatched my hands away, as soon as it could form and clarify its own way of thinking. The feeling had been so intense I had gotten carried away. Adam stared up at me, he was sitting and I was standing yet, it felt like he was still dominating over me. “I haven’t forgiven you all through. You have to sit with me and really talk to me before I can do that.” This time, I could sense some emotions from his voice. He sounded genuine and probably sick and frustrated from all of my attitude. “You always have to be petty all the way but fine, fine, I’ll let you have your moment.” Smugly, I
The bonfire party. The sleepover in school. The Lycans. That had been everything that had been buzzing since I set my feet in school. I couldn’t hear enough. It was either girls were gushing about seeing the Lycans in the night, and up and personal. Apparently, many people don’t see them around too much. I wondered why and now since I managed to see Adam and even his gang every single day. It was getting tiring. I had packed my pyjamas that concluded of shorts and a big T shirt in my bag pack. Left to me, I was not bothered about any single thing that was going to be happening. Only, I was thinking of how I had managed to come all the way here without having second thoughts all because I had told the prince I would come. Everything felt surreal. I closed my eyes. I just wanted to sit somewhere and eat. Speaking about food, I had only managed to put in a slice of bread on my way. For reasons unknown to me, my nerves had been gyrated to high and I was really nervous.The only thing I wa
The first time I knew I liked Jimmy was six months ago. We had been best friends for more than a year, and we had started from friends. That day, we sneaked to the human residence to watch a movie. And everywhere was dark, and the only vibration was from the big screen. And I was eating popcorn, his hands were in mine, he turned, pulled popcorn out of his packet, and fed me. He looked at our raised hands, stared at it and smiled to me. I had been transfixed and confused. I wanted more. The feeling was strange to me. And the only thing I could see was the silhouette of his face. How we both laughed as a funny scene came on. And I could only perceive his smell. Everything I was seeing and breathing was surrounded by him. And he had looked happy. I had also been happy. Genuinely. I didn’t feel like I didn’t belong. I smelt like other humans present. I felt like I was doing normal things like the normal human that I was. I could stick out my tongue and just jump without anyone criticising