I was so weak I didn’t have the strength in me to go for school the other day. I was able to convince dad to go to work, that I was fine. The last thing I needed was the old man breathing down on my neck when I was trying to be at peace. I needed rest.
My mind briefly smoothed itself into thoughts of Jimmy. He had been so caring about me the other day. I wondered what had happened to Emily and her gang. I didn’t care, as long as I didn’t get to be assaulted by them anymore. I just wanted to be left alone. Alone.That reminded me of the Prince. I knew the mate bond had something to do with the fact that my heart leaped and danced whenever I saw him. He might be the Prince everyone was happy about. He wasn’t that to me. I couldn’t deny the fact that he was far from a eye sore. I simply wasn’t interested. I didn’t think I was going to be interested anytime soon.Sighing, my feet cradled the ground as I released myself from the beds hold, walking to get some food. I ran across Mark, the packs dog and hissed. The little slime was now used to most of my lunch Emily fed it, she was always visiting from time to time to get her share. Of my food.Dad. My hero. My eyes hugged the blue berry syrup and pancakes laying deliciously on the table, with a net cover above it. I really loved my dad so much. Food was the only thing that could make me happy at the moment. Quickly, I grabbed a fork and began to bite in to the pancake. Nothing could ruin my mood.“Hello, Cherry.” Admas unmistakable voice cut through my five minutes of glory. I spoke to soon. Now, my mood was totally ruined and dismantled. Adam was the last person I was willing to see. I didn’t even want to stare at his stupidly handsome face and his stupid addicting smell.“Do you ever use the door?” I wasn’t surprised anymore. Adam had a habit of just appearing into my space. Without care of what state I was.“Nope. I quite find it fun to appear in front of you. Must be like magic in your eyes, yes? Kaboom!” He exclaimed with an exaggerated sway of his arms and fingers. He imitated producing a sparkling vapor. It was really funny I couldn’t help but chuckle. He looked really cute.“Aww, she laughs. Adam, you have the biggest awards for making pretty girls laugh.” He beat his chest like a proud man. This time, I laughed out loud.“How are you feeling now, love?” Adam sat beside me, dipped his hands in my syrup.“I’m feeling better, thanks to your tasteless concoction.” I shifted my plate to myself. I really didn’t want him there.“Alright. Can we go ahead to discuss why you were avoiding me yesterday?” Adam shifted his gaze to me. It was so intense and I blamed the stupid mate bond for it. It was like I could almost taste how he was feeling. I blinked. He swallowed. Together, our state varied.“I wasn’t avoiding you. Pft, why would I do that?” Now, I sounded very guilty but I wasn’t going to back down.Adam stared at me with his dark brown eyes, drinking in every inconvenience my body shook with. I could tell his mind was calculating. He didn’t say anything and his look was just comforting the shapes and dips of my body. I cleared my throat and adjusted my body.“If you say so.” He said and I rolled my eyes in irritation. He was always asking like a pregnant woman with mood swings.“So what are you doing here?” I finished my pancake, and dropped the plate into the sink.“What am I doing here? Playing pebbles and golf.” Adam’s reply was sarcastic.My eyes, shifted and rolled on its own. How stereotypical.“Your friends seem like nice people. Although they kind of like creeped me out yesterday.”“Wait, what?” Adam’s masculine voice bellowed and echoed in the kitchen. I felt the kitchen counter move a bit.“Erm, yes. Your friends just came out to me yesterday and they introduced themselves. They seeemed really nice.” I shrugged.“Those sneaky rats were not supposed to even come meet you. Nosy little idiots. I could strangle them all if I didn’t love them so much.” It was cute to watch Adam puff and walk around. He kept walking around and looking genuinely frustrated.“I just can’t deal.” He groaned.“So, that means you told them about me. Awww.” I decided to tease Adam a little bit. It was unbelievable but I saw a part of Adam I never imagined I would witness too soon. Prince Adam had turned red after I mentioned the statement. The tip of his ears rose like a flying butterfly and Adam was blushing!“Is the prince blushing?” I walked closer to Adam and he avoided my gaze. “Is our little Adam blushing?”I cooed in baby’s voice and he groaned.“Go jack to bed, you are sick” Adam grabbed me by his hands, his fingers resting like a comfy couch on my shoulders. He pushed me, gently but with speed till I was almost in my room.“I’ll see you tomorrow, love. You be good, okay? And don’t let weak werewolves bully you.” He ruffled my hair.I don’t know what came over me but the statement seemed annoying to me. He didn’t understand. He would never understand. The werewolves that could scrunch me in bits and pieces was considered weak to him?“Werewolves are weak. And I am only human. You think if I could defend myself through those bitches I’d be here right now, sick? You don’t get it Adam. If you’d only understand how it feels like to be the human around here. But you’d never know, would you? It’s all about you and your princely rights and your attitude. You are so full on yourself and the total background that you aren’t reasoning with me or my position. You want me to be your mate? You are just very selfish and I’ll have you know that I don’t think we will end up together. As you are here, you should better get on to looking at women who would match with you. Because I am not going to be your mate.” As I said the last part, I felt my chest hurt a bit. I ignored it and blamed it on the stupid mate bond.Adam scoffed. He didn’t say anything and just stared at me. There was no specific emotion on his face. I couldn’t read it. I was confused. I was waiting. I wanted him to reply me but he remained numb.“That hurt. I’ll see you tomorrow, love.” Adam said and he was gone like he was never there.Lycans were very fast and specific beings. What a werewolf could do, a Lycan could do hundred times better. Lycans didn’t turn to wolves full on. They always remained in between, with two of their legs still intact. They get bigger, taller and more hairy. They could also use their ability without phasing into their Lycan form. Something a werewolf could not achieve. They had to waste fifty minutes in turning. Okay, the last part sounded like I was a bitter person. But yeah, Lycans were all better than werewolves. Which was why it was so easy for Adam to appear and dissapear like he was never there. Lycans are very fast.I settled myself on the bed. If I was to mate with Adam, I would become a Lycan like him. I would turn into a two legs beast. I would see myself faster than ever. I thought that was what I wanted at the beginning of my life. I was really desperate to feel among everyone. When I couldn’t turn after I was eight, during the first full moon, everyone realized i was human. Dad hadn’t shot any emotion. I was confident he didn’t care what I was to him. But it mattered to others. It mattered to Alpha Elijah. It mattered to my other friends. And when Emily realized that, she turned me into a scape goat. She turned me into her bored piece of meat she always came back to take a bite each and every moment.The one day I tried to fight Emily back, I ended up with a broken rib and a broken arm. Dad had been so worried and scared. I remember watching him on the sick bed, watching him weep and calling out my mum’s name, he was crying about how he didn’t know how to do it like her. And that was when my perspective changed. I realized I wasn’t only human at physical but I was also human at heart. I never wanted to hurt someone like Emily had hurt me. I never saw myself hurting anyone. I wanted to make people laugh, not be the reason for their tears. Emily had watched me groan. The werewolves that had been around had done nothing. They didn’t laugh, but they loved the thrill of watching someone weaker than them struggle with strength. I realized then, that I wanted to be human. One of the reasons I didn’t want to be with Prince Adam. He was everything I didn’t want to be, everything I hated. And now, he wanted me to mate with him and be his princess. Never. If that was the last thing I was goi
I was still hot on my tails, my eyes hazy from the fuzzy hair that was blowing past my face. I had been running for almost ten minutes, I didn’t want to care if Adam was still going after me. I just wanted to avoid the embarrassment. Adam had really embarrassed me, I had known he was very nasty and attention seeking but I never expected him to go how far.My feet made a pause at Jimmy and I’s regular spot. I didn’t even realize when my legs landed there. I finally took a deep breath, closed my eyes. I took a sit on one of the blocks, I was really tired and my head was starting to ache faintly. “You really thought you could run past me, didn’t you?” Adam appeared from my back and I closed my eyes. Why? I had spent hours running away from him and he just had to appear in front of me, okay.“You know, I hate this thing.” I said to Adam between deep breath’s.“What thing?” Adam wait beside me, his eyes was soft as he watched me breathe in and out heavily.“The way I run around, and you do
As I walked past everyone, it was with a new set of confidence. I didn’t mind whichever way I was bruhh stared at, I didn’t bother. I was a queen of my own. At least I was gracefully the queen of my own befire I slipped on a banana peel I hadn’t noticed. I went falling down like a pack of cards. My buttocks hit the floor so hard I was almost convinced the bone located at my behind region had cracked. Shit, this was embarrassing. I didn’t bother to look up, I tried to stand up till my eyes caught to a hand stretched out for me to pull unto. Quickly, I stretched out my hands and grabbed. The hands of the person was soft. I realized I hadn’t said my thanks and did that when my eyes landed at who it was. Adam stood there staring at me with no emotions in his eyes. I didn’t believe he would help me faster practically insulting me and questioning my sense of morality earlier. “Are you okay?” He asked and I nodded. He made to walk back and I quickly followed him, hot on his tails. I was s
If broken pieces could be piled back into a perfect portrait, I would have bled to do that. If we could take back broken pieces of words to arrange the heart piercings, I would have done that. Every broken pieces of hurtful words flew out of her mouth. She didn’t have a care. Cody’s hands flared out as she continued speaking. Her eyes was without any form of hurt regarding what she was telling me. With each beat, she hurt me with her words by seconds. I am a fool. I didn’t even know what I was doing here, hugging her like she was the next lifeline to me. I didn’t know what I was doing here, trying to comfort her when she had just hurt me. And here I was standing like a bag of salt, without no motive to move away or tell her she had been doing me wrong. My heart clenched. And not in the wrong way. Cody stoood still, her hands were not hugging me back. I realized that a little too soon. With a bit of a broken heart, I removed my hands and she sighed out of relief. How embarrassing, Adam
Without further delay, I stood up from the grass and made me run to the mansion. It was a bit far from the pack, but still lost in the woods, one of the properties of the royal family. It was the only reason we decided to make a stop here at the first place. I walked into the mansion, praying I don’t run into any of my friends. We had three floors. The last floor belonged entirely to me alone. The gang shared the remaining floor and we used the first floor for visitors. None of us liked staying downstairs. We had a maid who came in four times a week to cook for us. The remaining days, we handled cooking ourselves. “Here comes to the bride.” Martin immediately whistled as I got to the second floor. It was like they were already waiting for me. I sighed and went to join them. I wasn’t going to escape this. “How was it running all over her?” Ella laughed and Edward shook his head humorously. Of course, he’d find anything she said funny. Sus. “I wasn’t running all over her. Can you giv
CodyTime flashes the most in terrible situations. You close your eyes, it flashes and then it is gone. Good things usually last more. At least, in the heart. It follows you everywhere with every sense of responsibility. But when a bad thing happen, it flashes. It hurts. And when you think back to the memories, it is with tinges of flashes of hurt, pain, in the heart. The last time I felt pain was when I came back late from school, seeing dad on the floor groaning and crying for mum. Flashes and tinges of pain. And hurt. Seeing dad there, that was the last time I felt pain as deep as that. Watching dad, laying there hurt and sad because of the death of his mate. Needless to say, I haven’t been the same person ever since. Of course I love having my dad around I mean; he is all I have left now. He tends to overcompensate for her passing often; granting me nearly complete freedom rife with the provision of all my material needs:- I’m incredibly grateful to have him in my life still. I ju
The Prince’s DiaryI am having a very bad day.Yes, I know I haven’t set foot out of bed yet but I don’t want to. Of what need is there anyway?I’m done; interacting with these mortals never appealed to me anyway.Okay maybe it didBut I’m done now. I satisfied my curiosity after all. I lived it and I loved it. But it’s over nowGood riddance. who am I deceiving?It’s her. But you obviously know that by now. You know; throughout the night I could not sleep; for obvious reasons. She was on my mind all through the night.I wondered what she was doing, what she was thinking, how she was feeling, what she ate last night, if she ate last night and all that stuff. Surprisingly, tonight I did not envision as I often do; images of me and her in our fantastic Romanian castle spending the evenings drinking the finest of wines and watching badly thought out, far-fetched werewolf movies with her nesting in my arms while I mocked the inadequacies and mistruths of the portrayal of my kind in the m
CodyTill today. I had no idea I would be hurt by what I said and did to someone else. It felt surrral that a Lycan of all people would complain I had hurt him. And I knew I had done that again. Who was he, asking me to come over. To, and how? I would rather chew jeans.My feet’s clashed with the hard ground, frequently connecting with small dots of stones as I walked. I was dreading going home. It was just going to sit with nothing but the bags of my hurt and remorse. I had no choice though, I just had to go home. I hadn’t been able to sleep after trying to have my own time to myself, so I came out, walking and wandering.We people, are very weird. It feels so refreshing to talk about others imperfections, a seaweed feeling. Lost of hope in people. Till it gets to us, ourselves and we are here to decipher if we are really like people. Adam said I hurt him. I was t concerned about getting together with him but thinking of it in my remorse state, he had never hurt me before. Not even em
CodyI was sitting next to Adam, after he had forced me to drink and almost finish a whole bottled of water. Apparently, drinking water helped drunk or tipsy people. I was starting to get to my senses back a little, but I was still lost in that haze. The same haze that tempted me to want to jump around, and dance around the airplane. That same one. Adam was next time, and he had not said a word to me after, except force me to drink more water. At this point, it felt like we were both ignoring each other, when it was indeed far from it. I just wanted to take a break, and not think too much about what was going to happen next between the both of us. Remy had indeed said some things that were starting to just clear on my head. The things she had said had been true, but the way in which she had passed it was what I was not going to agree with. It had not been as much of a big deal as she made it seem, and I did jot know nothing to clear on that. It was very obvious Adam was still pisse
THE PRINCE’S DIARY, 9, November, 1999The end is walking slowlyCrawling blindly in the light Cradling my head with might My other self is staring at me through the ghost of a mirror. And I detest myself for seeing her. Yet, I cannot lose her. Her feet are barely touch the floor. Yet she stands so tall I have to crane my neck. My other self is walking towards me, about to crown my head with thorns of pain and beauty. Beauty through the pain, My other self is staring at me through a broken mirror. Mirror of my broken self, mirror of the broken soul She is screaming, Screaming silently at me for leaving her to decay. Leaving her lost, to burn To end. The end is walking fast. Moving like the wind Moving till I can’t see. Silently gazing at the way the wind rushes towards the water. The sunset, drinking in the beauty of the sky. Beautiful. Amazing. Wonderful. Your heart is dancing at the triumph against sadness. And it’s quietened down the wailings. The bones of your form are e
Remy then got up, like if she wanted to be eye to eye with Adam, like she wanted him to understand what it was that she was saying so clearly. Although, Adam still towered over her, she refused to back down. “You mean how the both of us take care of our business and we don’t make it to the part where everyone notices that something is this wrong with us? Adam, wake up. I can sense your immaturity over this plane. I get the fact that you have never been with a mate, neither have you ever been in a relationship. But watch everything that is going. Watch her, watch the way she kept staring at you in the car ride. Did you even hear the things you said to her? Did you notice how nervous she was to take the plane rides, and how she kept closing her eyes to take deep breath, to inhale in and exhale, she also spoke to herself at some point because there was no one there to comfort her, there was no one there to hold her hands. You just came over buckle her seat belt, walked away, and then
I was still in the plane, waiting for that moment was going to get to me. His pace was slow, it felt like he was walking to me, as if it were a movie, I wanted to count each and every of his step, if there was a way I could. My eyes shone with anticipation, and at the same time, I felt this excitement in me, I could not wait for him to get to me. I was sure my eyes shinning from afar. At that moment, I did not care if me and Adam were not on speaking terms, I did not care if he was going to get to me, and remind me of how annoyed I was, at him from the beginning. I just wanted him to get to me, he was like the prince that was running towards his princess, And there was nothing that could be done about it. It was not like I wanted anything to be done about it. I just wanted Adam in my face, I wanted him to come close to me. It was at this hazy and dizzy thought I realized that I might indeed me more drunk than I had thought. My mind was clouded, and I could only breathe heavily at th
It took several hours before the jet finally took off. I finally released my nerves, and Adam disappeared back to the other side of the room, where he had been right before the plane took off. I was starting to get convinced he had something to do with the other girls who were now on the other side of the room, but I did not bother myself. “Let’s get drinks. I asked the air hostess to bring us some booze, let’s go gets wasted, or what do you say?” Remy asked, and I nodded my head. I sure needed something off my head, before I was going to overthink every single thing, and think that Adam was indeed doing something with girls over there. “I want us to do a toast. I mean, we should do a toast to cody, joining us for the first time, and to the better lives we are all hopefully going to get.” It was so obvious that Ella was drunk already, and I was starting to wonder when it was that she had started drinking. She was doing a toast, while it was very obvious she was the only one holdi
We finally got closer to the plane. The fan was already moving really fast and high. I studied the body of the plane more. There was just no way anyone was going to move close to something like that without having to access every part of it. I looked closer and I saw the same endearment by the side, that had been on Adam’s neck when I had first moved closer to him and accessed him. “Is that the royal symbol?” I asked, and Ella nodded. She was absent minded now, of course. I looked back and noticed that men had moved closer to us. Alongside them was Ben, and the three other guys who were also in black. Right now, they all had sun glasses on, even if the weather was really cool. “She really does love him, doesn’t she?” I whispered to Remy, as we both watched Ella lose her sene or thinking as she stared at Edward, who was also smiling at her, he kept stealing glances at her, and I was very sure that at that moment, he was clearly not listening to whatever it was that Adam was tellin
I was still in Adam’s arms waiting for the time where I was finally going to get off him. I felt suffocated from everything. I just wanted out, and Adam was not even letting me go. I tried to pull away several times not to no avail. I was puffing and groaning in frustration when we the car finally stopped. That time, he let me pull away. I went out of the car after Remy, and stood close to her. I was not planning on staying with Adam anymore. His thought infuriated me. He was just a selfish person that did not care about other peoples feelings when he was being a possessive bastard. I grunted once again. That was when I took in our environment. We were in a tarmac obviously, it was so wide and the wind dusted the skirts of my top. There was bushes surrounding the whole wide space which was located in the middle, making it give this nature vibe. I was very sure this was far away from the pack because I was we have driven for over two hours, roughly. I had no idea somewhere like this e
I was about to move completely away from Adam, when I felt arms wrap me up from nowhere. It caught me off guard, and I knew that I would have panicked, and screamed my head off if I was not in the car, and the rest of the Lycans were not next to me. I glanced behind me, and that was when I realized that Adam had removed his arm and had adjusted them to come close to me. All this while, I had thought he had simply done that to avoid me. I wanted to smile, I would have, if there was still not this renaming prickling hurt that was still in my chest. He had a weird way of showing how he actually felt. In a bid, still in my own anger, I refused to put my hands around him back. He was not just going to come from anywhere, and act in anyway that befitted him, just because he felt like I was looking at another person. When of course, I had just been appreciating the beauty which meant nothing more. He was always the one stressing on how much I did nit care about his feelings sometimes, bef
We were in the car already. I had not realized that the only occupant was just Martin Remy, and me and Adam. Adam was stalked to the other side, pulsing with his arms folded. It felt like he had not even realized that I was sitting next to him already, my head was starting to radiate with heat. Sometimes, there was just some way that he acted that did not sit well with me. Adam could be such a baby. I had not even done anything with Ben, and at the of the day, he was being mad at me for nothing, Adam was such a possessive somebody, it came down to really annoying, Remy understood the struggle I was going through, so she just sealed her lips. I knew she was taking a struggle, not to say anything to Adam. Since he was going to behave like a kid, I was simply going to ignore him all through till he dropped all his tactics. I was not in any mood to speak to anyone that was was not going to speak to me too. My eyes went back to the bracelet that was sitting pretty on my hands. It was gli