Chapter 31

Several times, I have pictured myself into imagining that my beet friend was interested in me. Multiple times, I had ignored the way he stared at some males butt as we passed by them. I have shielded myself away from this truth because I wanted to believe I was wrong. Most times, people want to believe they are right about something so they could deal with it in a way they would know. Most people love to see things beforehand to know how to handle the matter but I, had been quite the opposite.

It started out as a harmless thought. Trying to give myself excuses as to why he hadn’t asked me to be his girlfriend. ‘Maybe he’s gay’ harmless thought that I had laughed over immediately it spilled out. It had been, until when I started to notice the signs.

My best friend sat in front me, the opposite direction of me and I thought I had not heard him well, only I had. And I was lost of speech. I didn’t know the right words to use because my mind was blown. I had thought I would be the one to