Chapter 15

Nicholas’ POV

Immediately Charlotte left the scene and I was wrapped up in Clara's embrace, I could feel the judgemental stares of my workers on me. 

“YOUR WORKERS WILL HATE YOU!” MY WOLF WAS IRRITATED.

“Do you want them to think their alpha is incompetent?” He continued.

“Stop. You're making me feel like I'm one evil villian in a story.” My wolf knew how to get to me.

“Of course. You're a villain. It's just that you're a villain in your own story. You're using your own hands to spoil your life.” My wolf continued.

My wolf loved to speak in parables. What was he trying to say? 

Why could he not be coherent? I won't lie though… I was beginning to enjoy Clara's company.

She was just being so sweet, so tender and so soft-spoken these days. 

My heart began to pound in my chest. I did not have any ounce of feelings for Clara. I just did this because I wanted her to feel relaxed and happy before she gave birth.

I loved Charlotte for real. Charlotte was the love of my life and my childhood love. This was betrayal!

Clara was choking me. She honestly thought that I was not getting on to her antics, but I was smarter than that.

I knew that she did all what she did to get to Charlotte.

I was not stupid. I just wanted to be in my child's life so that when she delivered him or her, I would not feel guilty about how I treated its mother while it was in the womb.

I immediately shoved her hands away from me.

“Nick!” She called out to me but I had already walked out of the garden gate.

I knew Charlotte would be headed to her room. She was not a strong person.

I knew she would break down and cry once she was alone.

I used the back door so that I could walk through the hallways that would lead to her room.

All the servants that were in the front area had heard our little brawl so I used the back to also avoid their evil stares.

Charlotte was a good Luna. She was lenient, kind and generous.

I had dated Clara for two years. 

Throughout those two years, she showed me no attributes of being a wife material. 

All she did was to yell at people that she felt were lower than her. She spoke to people as she wished, made unnecessary demands and she was crazily rude.

I was wrong to have sex with her unprotected, but damn! The deed had already been done.

Clara also had a crazy mouth game. She could give me head for hours. My Luna on the other hand, was more like a pillow princess. 

My mind began to wander to when she gave me the first blowjob in the bathroom at an Alpha's wedding. That was where we met.

Her father's friend’s son, who also happened to be my friend, was having a wedding.

She stepped into the wedding hall and all eyes were on her. 

I think he's kind of noticed my body language so she followed me when I went to the bathroom.

Luckily for us, there was no one there so we made out and I allowed her to suck my dick. 

We would've had sex and I would've banged the shit out of her but someone walked in on us. 

“You're so stupid to think about sex at this moment,” my wolf, Nexus, attacked me.

Nexus! No! It was just a stupid flashback.

“It's just a stupid memory Nexus. I don't care about that whore.”

I regretted it so much. I had been trying my best to be faithful to Charlotte since our anniversary.

I only prayed that the moon goddess would grant me the grace to keep up the faithful work.

I finally reached her room. I tried to open the door but it was locked.

I kept my ears on the door. I could hear her and Eloise speaking.

“Break that door down and go on your knees!” Nexus was furious.

If he had a way to jump out of my body and beat me up, he would do it.

My wolf detested cheating.

Anytime I would cheat on your mate, he would disappear for days.

I usually did not think of cheating if I had to do something that needed me in my wolf form, or something that needed me as an Alpha.

If I tried to summon Nexus or turn into my wolf after cheating, I usually underperformed.

And recently, we've been having terrible rogue attacks that were killing our men, our best warriors. 

I had to be vigilant. I was now the second wolf in our pack, second to my gamma, my beta too, before Charlotte.

Yes! She joined us to hunt and fight most of the time.

I needed her. I needed the love of my mate to help replenish my powers. I needed the love of my mate to help me keep my pack safe. 

“Knock knock.”

“Who's there?” Eloise answered.

“Open the door. It's your Alpha.”

I knew she would not resist as soon as she heard it was me.

When she opened the door, her face looked like she did not want me to be there.

I saw Charlotte lying on the bed, her face was in my pillow.

“Dismiss the girl!” Nexus commanded.

“You are dismissed.” Eloise was reluctant to leave.

“Alpha, The Luna said–”

“Leave!! Immediately!” Eloise bowed to me and left the door.

Once the door was shut, I locked it and moved to sit close to Charlotte.

I could still smell her horniess. Although the smell of sadness and disappointment was what was dominant in the air. 

“Apologize to her!!” Nexus began to order me, again. 

“I'm sorry, Baby,” I managed to say to Charlotte, but she was silent. 

“Baby? Are you okay,” I flipped her over. Her back was now on the bed.

Her face was swollen. Her golden and brown locs sprawled around the pillow.

Her lips were crimson red, coated with a lip gloss. Seeing her face began to arouse me. I remembered that we had unfinished business before Clara came. 

I wanted to finish up what I started afterwards, but she was nowhere to be found. The next night, I knew she was angry that I confronted her in front of Carla, so I let her be. 

“What are you waiting for? Go ahead and make up with our mate.” I know what my wolf was talking about.

Sex.

Sex helped Alphas to be stronger. 

“I'm so sorry, sweetheart. I promise that once Clara puts to bed, I'll send her away from this pack once and for all.” Immediately I said this, Charlotte opened her eyes.

I leaned in to kiss her but she withdrew her lips from me.

I tried again, but she would not oblige. 

I saw something on her face, it looked like irritation. 

Was my Luna beginning to get irritated by my presence? 

“Don't touch me please. The doctor is treating the wound on my arm,” she slightly lifted up the sleeve of her gown to show me that I had wounded her where I inserted force on her arms.

“See.”

That was bullshit. I am the Alpha!! No one tells me what to do, I want my Luna and I'll have her now!!

I think she must've forgotten how sweet my dick tastes, and I'll remind her..

I climbed on top of her, made sure she was in between my legs, then... I kissed her. 

She struggled but I tore her gown….and had my way.