Impossible to Attain!

I am sleeping peacefully in my mom's embrace in our bedroom when I heard some noises in the first floor of our house.

I heard it even if it's just a small noise.

I don't have much to do aside from sleeping and eating when I reborn in a body of a child. 

So I have more time meditating and training my spiritual force, also known as the inner force.

It is a kind of an invisible force that enhances the senses and strength of a human being, unlocking the unlimited potential of human. 

You can also use it by directing the inner force in a specific part of your body, strengthening it.

A person who is cultivation a spiritual force also rarely get sick and get infected by illness.

Their wounds are also faster in terms of healing.

Unfortunately, my beloved mother and my two brothers in the past belong of those twenty percent who did not practice their spiritual force.

Meaning, they are just a normal people.

Example if a person, who has an inner force directed it at his or her fist then the strength of that fist will be more formidable than your original strength, thus the effect was more lethal and powerful.

It can even materialize whatever the user want to form when it reaches a certain level.

In short. It is a weapon use for killing.

Every person can have this spiritual force as it is a force that came from the Heaven and Earth.

The spiritual force uses the soul as the medium or the vessel.

Meaning, the stronger your spiritual force , the stronger your soul will be.

In my past self. Although I practiced Martial Arts later than the other children, my inner force reaches a deep level and stronger than the others. Because my body constitution was special.

My body in the past life's absorption of Heaven and Earth is faster by ten times than the normal standard. And the amount it can absorb and store is crazy too.

The medium of the inner force is the soul. Thus the inner force I can store in my soul is massive and the Heaven and Earth that I can absorb is purer and thicker too.

However my body right now cannot handle the strain of using a lot of spiritual force. Thus, right now. I can only use five percent of my original strength in both physical and inner force strength.

But my senses are the same as in the past, just the physical strength alone is somewhat lacking because of the age of this body.

Everything must be balance. So the stronger your inner force is, the stronger your physical body must be.

You're body will face a backlash if you use spiritual force that not befitting your physique.

The soul,body and spiritual force must compliment and balance. One cannot outdo the other.

In order to use all the strength when I was in my peak. I focuses in my physical training while the spiritual force is second as it is by far stronger than the the former.

Spiritual force will be cultivated in three steps.

One must follow these steps to successfully cultivating the spiritual force.

First Step: Absorb

You just have to absorb the force of Heaven and Earth through the every pores of ones body.

Second Step: Filter/Convert

The force of Heaven and Earth is a very strong divine force. 

Mortal can't manage and contain it as it is too strong, it might destroy your body. Thus one must filter it and convert into a spiritual force.

Third Step: Circulate

The force that you just converted must circulate in every parts of your body before proceeding into the last step, the easiest step of them all.

Fourth Step: Storing 

After circulating it in your body you just have to guide the force into your soul, welcome it by opening a bit of your soul to external forces and store it before closing or locking your soul as for the spiritual force to not escape and wreck havoc in your body and let any impurities and evil beings to stain your soul.

The problem is, not all people know how to absorb and cultivate it, well in this world.

Because in my past life, all of the citizens of Hue Realm knows it but some didn't want to cultivate willingly and just want to live a normal life 

Amost eighty percent of people there are Martial Artists and practices and cultivating the spiritual force while the remaining twenty percent are normal people.

I know there are people who practices Martial Arts here in this world but normal people are oblivious to it.

I don't know how many percent are Martial Artists here in this world.

I am certain that they are everywhere.

And I know for sure that those people belong to the Underground and Government forces.

Throughout the history.

These two forces is the one holding the most dangerous and extraordinarily people.

I stealthily stand up, afraid to let my mother wake up as she might be in danger as I confront this people because I know that these people are here with bad motives.

'Who would visit a house secretly in the middle of the night with good intentions?!'

***

I got down from the second floor and saw four men with a small flashlights in each of them , so that they can see in the darkness.

I observe the four men, who wears a black mask silently as they move everything around the things in their restaurant, using her hightened eyesight.

The men in black's conversation enter her ears clearly.

"Boss! There seems no valuable things here!"

The voice of the fat and short one among the four impatiently said.

"Fool! The important belongings must be in the second floor where the mother and daughter pair lives!"

A man with bulging muscles and really tall stature scolded. The acting leader of this group of thieves.

Base on their conversation, they are here to steal. And by the looks of it ,they already knows who lives here.

A tall and thin man snickered and said to the fat guy.

"Isn't it obvious! For the years of our operations as thieves, you sure are dumb pig fatty!"

Which earned the laughter of the remaining one.

The pig faced man was livid by the thin man's insult but he knows his shortcomings and he, even if he didn't want to admit it, is really a fatty. But his ego was stepped upon by the thin man. He already know that he don't want to be called a fatty buts still insulted him so he was speechless as he pointed a finger at the thin man.

"You...Y--you!!"

"Cut it! We should go to the second floor and get all of the things that you think can be sell!"

The leader yelled at his pig like teammates.

"But I heard that 'man' said that the woman living in here is a first class beauty. Hehehe!"

The one who did not speak from the beginning finally show his true colors as he expressed his desire.

My killing intent surge like tidal waves as I heard that licentious and perverted sentence.

'How dare he!!'

I really, really hate it when people insult and disrespecting my family, especially my mother.

I promised in this lifetime that I will protect every people I cared for.

And a slight grievanced they suffered will receive my ire.

Even if I will show the Bai Xiu Lan who kills without a little bit of mercy, the woman that killed a thousands upon thousands of human lives without blinking. 

The other identity of the Imperial Noble Consort Bai Xiu Lan in the past.

The Empress of Annihilation!

The woman who never left a single life of those who offended her!

'If a simple life is impossible to attain then why bother wishing for it?!!'

With this thought in mind, she pounced like a silent killer that she was.