Chapter 3: An Unforgettable Night
Kit:
Kit brought his hands to his throat, trying to stop the voice that tried to escape his lips. He bit down on his lips to stop it, but a low groan still escaped his mouth before he could stop himself.
It made him feel incredibly embarrassed but he no longer had any control over his own body. What the hell was happening to me?
He was hot…so hot…
He was drenched in sweat with his clothes plastered to his body. His hair was sticking to his forehead and his nape and he wanted to take everything off just so it could help cool him down.
But worst of all…he was hard and so, so turned on that it hurt.
Another moan escaped his lips without his conscious control and he clamped his hand on top of his mouth to stop it.
Tears brimmed from the corners of his eyes as he fought hard to regain control of his body. Why was this happening to him? What did he ever do to deserve this? P’Aun…Khun Thong…he had trusted them…he had simply wanted to find a job to help his sister pay off their debt so they could live a peaceful life in the future without the debtors knocking on their doors every month and threatening them bodily harm.
But in the end…this is how everything had turned out to be.
A flood of hormones hit him as his breath quickened and his body felt like it was burning from the inside out. Kit clenched his thighs together, his stomach in knots as he tried to stop yet another moan from escaping.
“Let it out.” The man from the driver’s seat commanded in a rough, husky voice. “Holding it in will only hurt you more.”
“I-I c-can’t…” Kit wanted to cry in frustration when his voice came out breathless, more of a moan than speech.
Clamping his hands on top of his mouth once again, he curled up on himself in the passenger’s seat, wanting nothing more than this torture to end.
He wasn’t dumb; he knew exactly what was happening. Khun Thong must have mixed in some kind of sexual stimulant into the tea that he had offered him, and even though he had taken only a few sips of the tea, the stimulant must have been strong enough to have made him lose control of his body like this.
If it weren’t for the stranger who had saved him…he didn’t even want to think about what would have happened to him. However, that didn’t make the man any less dangerous.
Kimhan. That’s what he’d heard the man say his name was. And he was a Mafia lord.
Kit was probably in way more danger than he had been with that thug Khun Thong…but for some reason, sitting next to P’Kimhan made him feel safer. Maybe it was the fact that he had saved his life…it was probably the reason why the bloodshed that had happened inside the restaurant still hadn't hit him as hard…or probably because his mind and body were too stimulated to think of anything else.
Whatever the reason, he felt safe with P’Kimhan. And that was why when he brought his car to a stop in the parking of a luxurious apartment complex, he still didn’t feel threatened.
The rain seemed to be unending and as P’Kimhan came over to the passenger’s side to help Kit out of the car, the cool droplets falling onto his overheated skin made him sigh in relief, even if only for a second.
“This way. Be careful.” P’Kimhan helped him up the stairs and into the building with his arms securely wrapped around Kit’s waist. Kit was mess of emotions as he used his hands to cover his front as they went into the elevator.
He didn’t want his sister to see him in this state…that’s why he had chose to come to a stranger’s condo instead of going home to safety. However, he was starting to doubt everything as the drive took him over, making his stomach contract as he doubled over.
“It’s hot…” he groaned, reaching for the buttons of his shirt, but P’Kimhan stopped him.
“Not here.” He said roughly, almost in a warning tone. “Let’s get inside my room first.”
Kit could only nod because his other hand was clutching the front of his pants, wanting desperate release. But he was starting to feel exhausted at the same time as well.
The elevator doors opened then and P’Kimhan all but dragged him out and down the hallway and to the door at the very end before unlocking it pulling them both inside. Kit all but collapsed onto the floor as he heard P’Kimhan shut the door behind them, a moan of desperation mixed with exhaustion escaping his lips.
“You should take a cold shower,” the man crouched down once again to his level, placing his hands on his shoulder. “Come on.”
Maybe it was the fact that Kit was high on the stimulants…or the fact that he had just noticed how handsome Phi really was…or that their faces were so close to each other that their breaths mingled together…
But before he was conscious of what he was doing, he had already reached out with his hands to grab P’Kimhan around the neck as he crashed his lips onto him, feeling the sweetness of relief wash over him for an instant as the rush of adrenaline slowed down, leaving him with a moment’s worth of clarity.
His lips were so soft…that was the first thought that came to Kit’s mind as he deepened the kiss, wrapping his arms firmly around the elder man’s neck. He had no idea men’s lips could be soft as well…especially since he wasn’t used to being kissed by women either.
His lips parted on a soft sigh and Phi used it to his advantage as he inserted his tongue into his mouth, shocking Kit into pausing the kiss. But P’Kimhan knew exactly what he was doing as he coaxed his tongue with his and it wasn’t long before Kit was kissing him back once again, forgetting everything else around him.
When he pulled back from the kiss, he was out of breath and nowhere near sated. He wanted more…he wanted so much more…
“Do you want me to help you?”
Kit looked up into those dark brown eyes in surprise. Help?
Even though his brain wasn’t functioning properly…he knew what he meant when he offered to ‘help’… but as his stomach turned in knots, his length throbbing, staining against his pants… Kit found himself leaning into P’Kimhan’s embrace, laying his chin gently on his shoulders in surrender.
His hands tightened on his jacket as Phi’s hand reached for his belt, unbuckling and pulling down the zipper before slipping one hand inside his pants. His breath caught in his throat as that large hand finally wound around his throbbing length.
“You’re so hard.”
Kit bit down on his lip once again, closing his eyes at the roughness in his voice. He had never been touched there before…not by anyone else. If only he was more conscious of what was happening…if only he had more control over his body…but as Phi’s expert hand began to pump on his shaft, neither too soft, nor too hard…applying just enough pressure that he threw back his head in a moan…everything else began to fade away from his mind, leaving him with pleasure like he had never felt before.
His hot breath fell on Kim’s neck, making him reach out with his free hand to wind his fingers into the soft hair at his nape. He continued to pump him, giving him the release he needed from the stimulants. The boy was hard and he was breathing heavily…he was helping him out of pity…but then why did it turn him on so much when he heard those little moans right next to his ears?
Why did it make Kim want to claim and mark…to possess him like he had no other? He was too young and Kim knew nothing about the boy and yet, here he was…giving him pleasure while letting the boy clutch onto him like his life depended on it.
“I’m going to…” Kit wasn’t able to finish that sentence as he felt his entire body trembled; his stomach contracted and he climaxed into P’Kimhan’s hands with a loud groan, his head buried deep into his neck as the ecstasy of the orgasm rocked through him in waves, making him feel lightheaded.
He’d never felt this way before, not when he had done it to himself. Was it because someone else had touched him for the first time? Was that why it felt so different…so much better?
However, when he finally came down from the high of his orgasm, he found that he was still hard and the effects of the drug had yet to wear off on him.
“Phi…” he called out to P’Kimhan in desperation, looking up into his eyes in a daze.
There was desire swirling in his brown eyes and he knew there were no need for words between them at that moment.
Kim pulled his hands out of the boy’s pants and helped him to stand up from the floor. If he was going to do this, it wasn’t going to be here, on the floor, right beside the front door. So he led him into the bedroom only a few feet away and pushed him onto the bed as he took off the jacket and reached for his shirt buttons, getting them undone in record time.
But Kit’s hands were there to assist him as he rose from the bed to help Phi take off his shirt before unbuttoning his own shirt and tossing it to the side of the bed.
And as P’Kimhan got on top of him, lowering himself on top of Kit to capture his mouth in a searing kiss that branded him to the soul, Kit found himself giving in willingly, letting himself drown in the onslaught of sensations for one unforgettable night, his mind only on the man with the softest of lips who had saved his life…and marked him for life.
Chapter 4: Regrettable ChoicesKit:Kit woke up with a start as the sound of a gunshot broke through his nightmares.The bright early morning sunlight coming in through the curtains illuminated the entire room, making it easier for him to see everything that he had missed last night.Swallowing nervously, he looked back at the face of the man who was spooning him from behind, his body a welcoming warmth as it wrapped around his own under the blankets.Kit’s heart thrashed against his ribcage at the sight of him. With his tousled midnight locks falling over his forehead, he looked much younger than he had last night…probably around the same age as his elder sister. His skin was golden honey that coaxed him to run his fingers down his chest, but Kit clenched his jaw against the temptation.However…he suddenly got this feeling like he knew the Phi from somewhere…as if he had met him before.But how could that be possible? With a face like this…there was no way Kit could forget him easily
Chapter 5: The Boy who got awayKim:“It’s done.” Aawut handed his boss the tab that held the cleared out footage of the only surveillance camera that was placed outside the restaurant that the traitor Thong had built.“I guess traitors are more afraid of being cheated on than the rest.” Kim mused, going through the footage of him taking the boy into his car, followed by his men taking out Thong and the man who was his chef and escorting them to another location. “Did you get the money?”“Two million.” Aawut confirmed; his black suit and white shirt still without a single wrinkle despite him having working all night long. “The rest he had used to purchase the restaurant, so we confiscated the keys. The papers for the transfer of asset are being prepared. It should be signed and handed to you this afternoon.”“Good.” Kim nodded. “And the chef? Have you gotten anything out of him yet?”“Yes, sir.” Aawut nodded, taking the tab from his boss to pull up an information page before handing i
Chapter 6: Unexplained ConnectionsKit:He had left marks… Kit thought to himself as he traced the patch of red on his shoulder before lowering his hand to another spot on his chest.Thanks to him being fair skinned, the marks stood out more prominently, almost like bruises all over his body. They didn’t hurt or sting…but somehow, when he was tracing his fingers over the hickeys, he could feel the lingering sensation of P’Kimhan’s fingers on his body, the way he had branded every inch of his skin with his lips, lapping at him with his tongue...Moreover, he was still sore from the encounter. Before last night, he had had no idea what sex between two men was supposed to be like, if it was even going to feel good or not…but now he didn’t have a single doubt in his mind. He had never lost control of himself the way he had last night and he vividly remembered that they had continued to make love well after the effects of the drug had worn off, until the sun was about to rise in the horizo
Chapter 7: The Chao Pho MansionKanya:The huge iron gates to the mansion were pulled open by two professional guards and Kaya found her hands tightening on her dress as the Sedan entered the gated compound and the gates closed behind them.“Was your friend always this rich?” Kit muttered from beside her, seeming more annoyed as he narrowed his eyes outside the window.There were several lights that lined either side of the path leading to the main house, which was more like a humongous, luxurious mansion. Since night had already fallen, they couldn’t exactly see the surroundings all that well, but Kanya could already tell that it was going to be a magnificent view.In reality, she had never been to Kim’s house before. Since his family dealt with several illegal affairs, Kim had never brought her over when his father was still alive, but now that he was the head of the family, she felt a lot a ease coming to The Chao Pho Mansion of Bangkok.The car came to a stop a little further away
Chapter 8: A Shocking DiscoveryKit:Kit didn’t know how long he slept for but as he slowly came to consciousness…it felt like someone was watching him. As he opened his eyes, feeling panic rise in the pit of his stomach, the first thing he noticed was dark brown orbs staring right back into his…a very familiar pair of dark brown eyes.Was I…dreaming?The panic begun to subside almost immediately when Kit started to connect those eyes to his memories of last night…and then the panic returned full force.“P’Kimhan?” Kit rose from the bed, surprised to see the covers drawn up to his waist. How long had he been sleeping?“Yes,” Kim looked at the boy’s tired wide eyes with a soft smile. “I thought you were going to sleep through the night.”“Phi…what? How?” Kit looked around the room in confusion, noticing that he was still inside the room that he had entered earlier. He was at the house of his sister’s friend…P’Kim…And that was when it clicked.Kimhan…Kim…It didn’t take a genius to fig
Chapter 9: The Ayutthaya FamilyKit:The humongous chandelier hanging from the ceiling made the entire room look like a fairy tale. The golden light reached every corner, illuminating the room in a soft sunset glow, but if it wasn’t enough, several other chandelier stands were also placed all around the room to provide more lighting.Kit followed silently behind P’Kim down the spiral staircase to the dining hall were the other members were already waiting for them to arrive. He saw P’Kanya talking to a girl about his age, who had the same dark hair as P’Kim but her eyes were a more golden shade of brown that he had hardly seen on anyone before.“Hia!” The girl called out as soon as she saw Kim, her eyes lighting up with excitement. “P’Kaya was just telling me about how you were in University!”“Really now?” Kim gave Kaya a secret smile that she returned as he made his way to the head of the table and took his seat, but not before placing a kiss on top of the girl’s head. “And don’t ca
Chapter 10: Uncertainty Kanya: Kaya paced around her room in silence. She didn’t think that a stranger could make her rethink all of her life-choices at once. When another waiter, who she had been an acquaintance with at the restaurant she worked night shifts at, had told her that she could earn big money by becoming a surrogate…Kaya had been stunned. She hadn't thought the decision through before registering because she knew that the entire process would be done by doctors and she could always give birth by C-section if a normal birth became complicated. After all, if she never saw the face of the child…she wouldn’t feel attached to it…right? And it was a lot better option than becoming a whore because that’s what the debt collectors had been threatening her with. They wanted her to work for them in return and they would forget about the debt. Kaya could only think of it as a fate worse than death. However, now that she had met P’Kla…she felt like he had made her realize some ve
Chapter 11: His Knight Kit:Kit stopped in front of the old apartment complex, looking up at the tall building with disdainful eyes.Although he and his sister had grown up in this very place, there were more unpleasant memories of them here than good ones and somehow, Kit felt that their apartment might even be cursed. It wasn’t located at a very friendly neighborhood either and that prompted the debt collectors to think of his sister as a call girl more than once, hence they kept on giving her degrading offers every time they came to take back their money.And why was it that their debt never seemed to lessen?It had been years and with his mother having worked so hard to pay off so much of the debt; shouldn’t it be a lot less by now?But that wasn’t what was concerning him at that moment. What was concerning him was how much more would he and his sister have to give in order to get an ounce of peace in this world?P’Kim…the man he spent his first night with, the mysterious strange
Chapter 90: Unexpected NewsKit:Kit stood in his room, clothes, and essentials sprawled out over the bed. Packing had started casually enough—he’d just been grabbing a few shirts and some toiletries, tossing items from his closet onto the mattress. But as his suitcase began to fill, the reality of the trip hit him hard.What was supposed to be a light-hearted vacation to celebrate finishing his second year of college had taken a dark turn. He was going to Chiang Mai, but it wasn't just for the sights or the fun. It was to find his father, the man he once looked up to but now blamed for everything that had gone wrong in their family.Kit’s fingers paused over a stack of neatly folded shirts, and his mind started spiraling. How was he supposed to confront the man who had caused so much pain? The thought twisted his stomach, and he realized he hadn’t taken a full breath in a while. Slowly, he forced himself to inhale and exhale, trying to shake off the anxiety that was creeping up on hi
Kit:Kit could only nod, agreeing with Ben’s words, even though a part of him still ached. Knowing now that Ben had carried these feelings silently for so long — all those years of friendship, support, and sacrifices — it weighed heavily on Kit. The guilt flared at him, and before he could stop himself, he reached forward and wrapped his arms around Ben in a tight hug.“I’m so sorry, Ben,” he whispered. “I had no idea… everything you’ve done, the sacrifices you’ve made… even dealing with P’First for my sake. You didn’t have to do that.”Ben chuckled softly, his arms resting comfortably around Kit as he returned the hug. “It’s true that, back then, when I volunteered to stay with P’First that night, it was because I wanted to protect you. I thought it’d keep you safe, and I’d have done anything for that.” He pulled back slightly, a gentle smile on his face. “But now, I don’t regret it. I made my choices, Kit, and I don’t feel sorry for them.”Kit studied Ben’s face, the steady warmth i
Chapter 88: Didn’t Want to Change AnythingKit:Kit adjusted the strap of his vest, the unfamiliar weight pressing down on his shoulders as he stood in the shooting range. The gear felt strange, heavy, and bulky, but he forced himself to get used to it. Ben was by his side, moving around to check on his positioning, adjusting Kit’s stance and lightly pressing his shoulder to correct his posture.Any other time, it would’ve been calming, having Ben here. But, now there was an unspoken tension that Kit needed to sort out. Ben seemed to take everything in stride, unbothered by the pressure that Kit constantly felt bearing down on him."Relax, Kit," Ben murmured, stepping back and giving a warm smile. "You’re too tense. You need to be steady before you can shoot."Kit nodded, swallowing hard as he fixed his eyes on the target. He tried to breathe slowly, following Ben’s instructions, but every time he saw Ben’s easy grin or heard his laugh as he explained something new, an odd feeling set
Chapter 87: Hitting Two Birds With One StoneKit:P’Kim was sitting next to Kit in the back seat as P’David drove them back to the mansion. His mind was still stuck on the events that had happened earlier. He was no longer afraid because the moment had long since come and gone, but now, he could only think about how… inhumane his father had been.It seemed that he truly had no love of any kind for his own family. He was way too eager in threatening his life, as if he was not Kit’s father, and much more invested in what he wanted to get from Kit rather than listen to what Kit had pleaded for.And he even had the balls to threaten his pregnant daughter!Well, truth be told, Kit didn’t expect anything from him, so he was not hurt. Rather, he was just… surprised that any normal human being could do something as heartless as what his father had done. Then again, clearly his father wasn’t just any normal human being. Perhaps he was not even human anymore…“You did a great job,” P’Kim said t
Chapter 86: Unwanted ConfrontationKit:In the couple of days that followed, Kit did not dare let P’Kim out of his sight; he stuck to his lover like a shadow. He feared that if he looked away for even a second, something might happen to him or everyone else.Even though he had managed to talk himself out of being convinced his nightmare was a premonition, the fear was still there.When P’Kim had to go out for work, Kit would usually stay in the living room or his own bedroom and refused to leave the mansion. He wasn’t foolish enough to keep following P’Kim around, of course. He was satisfied with keeping his eyes on him while they were at home, but the outside world was a different story.Kit had called and talked to Earth later on. Their conversation had not been anything out of the ordinary as they hadn’t fallen out or anything, and in a matter of a few exchanges, they had already sorted out whatever differences they might have had the last time they met.But Ben… He was a different
Chapter 85: Use It Against HimKit:Kit stopped himself from spilling more of the truth to P’Kim. He shook hishead vigorously—he could not. If he slipped up more than he already has…god only knew what would happen next.“Ah, actually I couldn’t see their face,” he blurted out dishonestly. “Y-you know how dreams are, your brain either shows you a blurred figure, or some guy you saw briefly at the grocery three weeks ago.” Kit hoped it was a convincing lie, but he couldn’t meet P’Kim’s eyes, fearing they might give him away.“And… and anyway, you were right. It’s just a nightmare. It doesn’t matter anymore.”Kit released a deep exhale, before trying to return to the solace of his covers, only to be stopped by P’Kim, who held him by the shoulders, his hands firm and demanding not to be crossed.“Kit.”It was one single word. His name. And yet, his entire body became rigid.“Listen…” Kit started to say, “I’m really tired, so I should go back to sleep…”But P’Kim wasn’t listening. Instead
Chapter 84: A Terror in the NightKit:Kit was screaming before he even woke up, and by the time his consciousness took hold, his voice was hoarse, but he could not stop. He rose quickly from the bed, heart pounding frantically as though he had been running a marathon.He frantically looked around, searching for any signs of life. The room was dark, but the sound of shuffling footsteps outside and the low hum of murmurs was unmistakable.Relief and desperation washed over him in waves, and it was all that had been holding him back from crumbling right then and there. Curling in on himself, Kit let the tears fall, unable to stop the cries that left his lips, as if it would ease the pain in his chest.Even P’Kim’s immediate presence next to him couldn’t calm him down. He put a comforting hand on Kit’s back, pulling him into his embrace. “Hey, it’s alright. I’m right here. It was just a bad dream…”When Kit still wouldn’t look up from hiding his face in his hands, Kim went to give him a
Chapter 83: An Eerie SilenceKit:Kit woke up with a gasp, cold sweat dripping down his back. He had been trapped in eternal darkness, as though he was drowning and suddenly being pulled out of the water Ironically, even though he had woken up, he still felt like he was being suffocated even though he just escaped the hell of his subconscious.Cold sweat dripped down the side of his face. He looked around his room, trying to have his bearings back. It took a while for his disorientation to wear off. His head was spinning, and his heart refused to settle to a steady rhythm.“It was just a dream,” he whispered to himself, hearing his voice echo around him as though he was in a cave, but also muffled like he was underwater or hearing himself talk from a different room. “You’re fine.”But as much as his ears strained to listen to himself, his heart just wouldn’t cooperate. Still, it didn’t seem to matter because he was slowly starting to lose the dizziness that had held him hostage earli
Chapter 82: Now More Than EverKim:As Kim went back to the main mansion, he let his feet move on autopilot, his mind wandering and wondering how best to handle the situation and produce the most favorable outcome.While he didn’t feel bad about the subtle deception he performed to get to the truth of it all, he was very much bothered about Kit’s entire situation. He was worried about his teerak—it was clear he was going through a lot, burdened with the fact that his father was threatening him and all his loved ones.What’s worse was that he was also forced to endure a severe scarcity of confidants, so much that he resorted to seeking the help of the person he was least comfortable with.Kim couldn’t help but feel partially responsible for bringing Kit into the dangers of this world. If he hadn’t dragged Kit and his sister to this life, would they have been safer now? Would they have been happier?But then he started to rethink these notions. If he hadn’t taken them under his wing, Ay