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Chapter 10: Uncertainty
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Anna KendraExtremely sorry for the delay. The main reason it took so long for me to update is because...Thai names!!! They are very distinct and have special meanings. And since this book will most probably be a duology...possibly a trilogy...I had to make sure that I got some of the names right since they will be continued on to the next book as well. Hope you're liking it so far. Please do leave a comment, they are extremely helpful for me!
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