SETH
I shouldn’t have done that. I know.
I shouldn’t have left without a word, but you could say that Emily-Mae made me nervous.
I remember the first time I’d seen her a few weeks ago. I’d gotten shit-faced that night but I hadn’t forgotten her face. I had no memories of that party but she had stuck with me, and I’d continued to look for her. Sometimes spotting her in the hallways and before I could think of striking a conversation with her, she’d disappear. We didn’t even take any classes together so I didn’t know her name that time.
And then one afternoon during lunch, I saw her sitting in the campus garden alone at lunch under a large tree, eating out of a brown bag, typing something in her Macbook, and I was sitting inside the building, looking at her through the glass walls. I was surrounded by the members of my ice-hockey team who were goofing and talking about some shit that I was barely interested to sit through.
My attention was captivated by her.
She looked hot in the over-sized sweater, her nose was pink from the cold breeze, and there was a glow to her face that I couldn’t possibly describe.
She was beautiful.
I remember being subtle when I asked one of my teammates. “Who’s that girl?”
One of the guys, Landon looked out front and said, ’That’s Olivia. She’s super hot, but man she’s taken. Not sure if he called dibs but she was hooking up with him all summer.”
I looked at where the idiot was looking at. He was talking about the brunette behind the girl I actually had my eyes on.
“Not her. I’m talking about the girl sitting near the tree.”
He looked at me like I’d gone crazy, “Emily-Mae Vasquez.”
I looked at the boys.
“She taken?”
I could punch a chair if he said yes. The girl was fucking gorgeous with a capital ‘G’ so I wouldn’t be surprised if he said she had a boyfriend.
“Uh...No dude. As far as I know, I’ve never seen Sweet-Potato-Emily date anybody .”
“Why do you call her that?”
“You blind? You don’t think she’s a little...I don’t know...say on the heavier side?” Easton sniggered.
The others looked scandalized. At that moment, I knew the boys I would be backing up and the boys I would likely ram my fists into, or run my truck over. I’d picked my side.
“She’s Cale Vasquez’s little sister. He was the previous captain of our team, he’s now in college.” Kenny said.
“I think she’s pretty hot,” I admitted.
Roland chuckled, and not in a nice way. “If you like girls who eat more slices of pizza than you do, then go for it, man.”
Fuck you, asshole! I knew the type of girls Roland liked, and I’d tell you the idiot had a type. They were all the kind who wouldn’t give a shit if he wasn’t in the Hockey team. The best word to describe his type of girls was “Shallow.”
“Aren’t you body-shaming her?” I looked at the others, ”And you guys are just going to shut up?”
No one said a word so I picked up my lunch and started to leave when Roland opened his mouth again.
“Hey, don’t forget your promise.” He chuckled.
I arched my brow in question because I was a total idiot and had forgotten about the stupid bet.
“The cash.”
I ignored him and went to sit with someone else. The cheerleaders had been wanting me to join their table for a long time and the girls were cool. I’d gotten friendly with one girl on their team, inparticular, Skylar. She was a good friend, and also, she was the only one who didn’t look at me like I was a meal.
That’s how my crush on Emily-Mae Vasquez started.
Or I should say obsession? Because she sure as hell had become one big obsession in my life.
I hadn’t noticed that she was chubby, I guess it was her smile that drove me nuts. I’d seen her smile at some kids in the hallways, and it sure gave me the butterfly flutters in my stomach. And that had never happened, like ever.
Slowly, I started to find reasons to talk to her.
I wanted to say ‘Hi’ or just smile but I couldn’t find the courage. Normally I had no problem talking to girls or hooking up with them, (the latter was easy) but this...
It was a completely new world.
I was going to find a way to somehow make this right.
The next day, I’d transferred a class to Spanish because I knew it was one of the classes she took.
It’s like my mom had telepathic powers because, at the end of that day, I was standing at Emily’s doorstep.
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EMILY
I had to double-check the security camera screen to make sure I was seeing correctly.
Had my crush on Seth gone so far that I’d started to imagine every guy as him?
God, please no!
I pressed the intercom.
“Who did you say you were?” I asked again.
I swear I heard a sigh on the other end of the door.
“It’s me, Seth.” The voice drifted from the intercom. “Seth Monroe from your school. You probably don’t know me. I’m the captain of the ice-hockey team, power forward.”
As if he needed to give me a detailed introduction.
I quickly ran my fingers through my hair, checked my appearance in the huge mirror in the foyer, and then opened the door.
“Hi,” I said.
What was Seth doing at my house?
Don’t Freak out!
He looked stunning as I’d seen him in Spanish class.
“I’m sorry about earlier.” His green eyes were dazzling as he apologized. “I didn’t mean to run off like that.”
He looked for my address and came to my house just to apologize for the afternoon? That was so sweet.
I checked his near vicinity. Was this some kind of a prank set up by his jock friends?
“You came all the way here to apologize to me?” I asked him bluntly.
He shrugged, “not really.”
“Then why?” I asked, “Is this some kind of a prank?”
He frowned, “Prank?”
“Yeah.”
Because everyone knows that I have a crush on you and they just want to have a little laugh on behalf of Sweet-Potato Emily.
He shook his head, “I don’t know what you’re talking about Emily-Mae.” He looked genuinely clueless, he seemed far too honest for it to be acting. He slowly climbed the steps to my door.
It took me a while to realize what a giant he was. My head reached his shoulders with wedge HEELS on and it didn’t help the fact that he was so big and intimidating with the tattoos and the stud piercing in his ear, not to mention the silver barbel in his tongue and his eyebrow. It made him look tough.
“Ruth Gavin.” He said.
“She’s my housekeeper. What’s she got to do with you?”
“She’s in the hospital, right? I came to tell you that I’ll be working part-time here temporarily until she gets better.”
I frowned. “But we don’t need a replacement. Dad never told me anything.”
“I spoke to Mr. Vasquez.” He informed me all businesslike, “he said I can work for you guys. I’ll get paid for the hours, free food, and a place to crash, plus I could use the money. Besides that, I have given word to my mother that I would take over this job for her.”
“Your mom?” My head was swimming with all this information. “Your mom is Ruth Gavin? Our housekeeper?”
He laughed, “Yup.”
I folded my arms across my chest.
The side of his mouth twitched upward, and I wondered what he thought was so amusive. I had just gotten home so I wasn’t wearing my embarrassing Hello Kitty pajamas. It was still early for that.
“If your mom is Ruth, then why is your last name Monroe? Why not Gavin?"
“Really Vasquez?” He sighed, “Mom and Dad divorced when I was a kid, I was living with my dad. She changed her last name to her maiden name when they separated.”
“Oh. I see...”
She did mention she was divorced and had a son. I’d also seen a picture of her son when he was six and living with her.
I tried hard not to hyperventilate with the realization that I’d seen Seth’s picture as a cute six-year-old smol bean and did not recognize him. Who would have thought that little boy would turn out to be the love of my life?
“Can I come inside now?”
I stepped aside, “yeah. Of course.”
I led him inside and all the while I kept thinking...
Oh my god, what is this new development in my life!
He tossed his back-pack on the plush carpet floor and sat down on the leather couch, his eyes scanning the place curiously.
“Can I offer you something? Water, soda, coffee?”
He grinned, “that’ll be my line when you have guests over.” A beat later he said, “You look surprised to see me here.”
“Yeah...uh...I thought you...”
“You assumed we were similar? That I lived in a mansion, had a country club membership and treated people like shit, and drove a German car?”
“Kind of.” I admitted, “not that I care if you drive a German car or not, but most guys in our school especially your teammates...the jocks are...”
“Rich assholes?” He asked.
I laughed because I couldn’t help it, “are you going to keep completing sentences for me?”
He laughed too.
Then there was a pause, an awkward silence between us, he was the first to break it because my dumbass was busy staring at him. “Who else lives here with you?”
“I’m alone for now.”
He wiggled his eyebrows.
I giggled, “what the hell did you do that for?”
“Nothing. It’s just I’m getting all the wrong ideas since we’ll be staying here alone and all.”
“Well, you didn’t even let me finish.”
My cheeks were hurting from all the smiling, and was Seth Monroe, newest captain of the Ice-Hockey team, breaker of million hearts flirting with me?
"As you know, dad’s always out for business but my brother comes over every once in a while to check on me. He has his own apartment downtown.”
“I see, so we have to do something about that brother of yours.”
I’m sure he flirted with every other girl in school, but somehow it still made me feel giddy. No one thought I was worthy of flirting before. They only saw me good enough to “dm” me for nudes because of the size of my breasts and ass.
“So what will you have me do, Emily-Mae?” He asked, “whatever you want, or need, I’ll be at your disposal.”
Why did it sound like an innuendo?
“Well, there’s another lady who joined yesterday and she’ll be here to do the cleaning every other day. I hired her myself. So, I guess you can cook, if you know how to, that is. Your mom used to do that for me. My cooking isn’t that great so I could use the help.”
“Sure. I’ll do breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Just give me a list of foods you prefer, any allergies, or anything you hate. I can also make snacks.”
I was elated. I was convinced he was god-sent. Seth was not only going to stay in my house, (the studio from across the lawn but it will count), but I would get to eat the food he cooked with his long elegant hands.
“Sounds great!” I said a little too enthusiastically, “So when is Ruth coming back?”
“I just got here and now you want to get rid of me so soon?”
“No...I don’t mean it that way...I was just curious.”
Seth laughed, “relax. I was kidding. Mom will be in a hospital for a few days and then I told her to go live with her parents. She’s going to be there for a few months.She needs a break.”
I had firecrackers bursting inside my body. My happiness knew no bounds.
“Hey look, I have my stuff in my car. If you could show me where the studio is I can start putting things out and get comfortable. I’ll just freshen-up and start preparing dinner.”
“Okay.”
I started leading him to the studio apartment outside of the house. It used to be Cale’s photography studio which consisted of a kitchen and a bed with an attached bath. It was cozy. Since he moved out, it was turned into Ruth’s living space.
“Oh, and by the way, Emily Mae, if you talk about this to anyone at school, you’re toast.”
SETH Emily was just plain sweet. There was no other word to describe her. She had her feet firmly planted on the ground, which is to say, I hadn’t gotten any kind of ‘rich-snobbish’ vibe from her.She came from a rich lifestyle, I needed to deal with it.I wonder why people would be mean to someone so nice and sweet.What had she ever done to them?“I brought you a fresh bedsheet set. It’s brand new, and no one has used it yet. I can help you put it on.”“Okay.”I could have easily made the bed myself but I was kind of reluctant to ask her to leave. I wanted Emily to stay here and keep talking.“All done.” She said a while later. “I can help you arrange your clothes in the wardrobe as well.”“There’s no need.” I blurted out.Her face fell, ”Oh. Okay.”“I...I mean...there’s no n
EMILY He seemed uncomfortable throughout the movie for some reason. Or pissed, like super irritated. What was wrong with him? Was it me? Had I said something to make him mad? We were watching The Proposal, and I don’t know why we’d even chosen that movie because I wasn’t paying attention to it, I spent most of my time staring at him. “Are you mad at me?” I asked. “Why would I be mad at you, Emily?” He asked, “you’re my employer. Employees don’t have a right to be mad at their boss.” “Boss’s daughter you mean.” “It’s the same thing.” He retorted. “Would you like to watch another movie?” I asked him, changing the subject. I was eating the macaroni like a hungry buffalo, “this is sooo good.” “Thanks.” He said, exiting the movie, “I don’t like watching sappy shit. You’re okay with watching horror?” I hated horror. Like completely. I didn’t do creepy clowns, serial killers, or haunte
EMILY I didn’t remember my life ever being exciting. The only exciting moment was going to Disney Land when I was six and meeting Mickey who I had taken a picture with and bragged about it at school for two years straight. The picture was still hanging on the wall by the staircase.But that had been the most exciting part of the seventeen years of my life, except tonight...Tonight changed a lot of things.Watching Seth fall apart under his bedsheets almost came to a tie.I had knocked once on the door and then decided he’d already slept, I’d opened the door to check.I was not some stalker, and I didn’t make a habit of watching hot guys sleep, and yet my behavior was bordering on somewhat crazy.I’d been up for an hour thinking about the ghosts, and being mad at Seth for what he’d said. I’d imagined the ghost sitting on top of my wardrobe, then a pair of hands pulling my cov
EMILY In the morning, I tiptoed downstairs to the kitchen slowly, afraid I’d have to face Seth. I’d spent half the night thinking about his naked body and the next half constructing scenarios of how the conversation would go.The bottom line is, I hadn’t slept much. I had to dab some concealer and the pressed powder to hide my tired eyes. It was a good thing that my makeup skills were at a pro level. My winged liner had game.I rounded the corner and walked into the kitchen stealthily.But this was my house, so why was I walking like a burglar?Seth was nowhere in sight. Then I remembered he usually went to school early because of the Ice-hockey practices. Their season was coming up soon so that meant he would be busy in the games again.The aroma of fresh food wafted from the kitchen island. There was some food left on the counter covered in saran wrapped plates and bowls.I removed the foils caref
SETHThe look on Emily's face was priceless. She looked ready to bolt, but I knew she wouldn't do that, I was still carrying some of her books. "You are very very naughty." She said, partly laughing and blushing. "You don't know the half of it," I told her. She smiled at my teasing. Her dark coffee eyes crinkling in the corners. Her brown curled hair touched her waist. She was wearing a bright orange baggy sweater over a matching dark brown skirt that came a little above her knees, and boots. She looked extremely classy, and hot. Always fucking hot. "What class do you have right now?" I asked, trying to act casual as fuck but in reality, I was having this weird fluttering in my stomach. "I have Chemistry." She answered. "Why do you need to take that class?" "Excuse me?" She asked. I pointed between her and me, "You don't think we have good chemistry
SETH “Hey!” I said over the phone. “My Honeybun, what are you doing?” She cooed at me in her teasing voice. I was tempted to tell her I wasn’t hers but kept my mouth shut. “Shopping.” “I went to your apartment but that loser neighbor of yours told me you moved out. You never even told me about it.” I could feel her pout through the phone even though I couldn’t see her. “Yeah...uh...actually, I found a better place. I’m renting the studio apartment at the Vasquez’s.” I blurted out without thinking. Shit! “You mean sweet-potato Emily’s house? Whoa! Can you even afford that place?” She asked, giggling like the evil witch from the west. “Well, since we are taking Spanish together, she’s giving me a huge discount. She’s pretty cool.” “Since when did you start noticing that potato?” I was getting irritated by the second, “do you need something, Staysha?” “It’s been su
SETHI think my embarrass-O-meter had shot really high with the recent turn of events. I knew with certainty that Staysha was the one who leaked the video and had made it viral.The question was, why the hell would she go so far? Hadn’t I been honest with her from the start? Didn’t she know it was temporary? And it wasn’t like we’d been exclusive. She was screwing around while being with me and I had no problem as long as we were being safe.With all these other kids staring, she’d made a Hannah Fucking Baker out of me.Hi! I’m Seth...Seth Monroe. Welcome to my screwed-up life!I punched the locker so hard, a dent formed on the metal. I knew I should come up with a solution rather than destroying school property that I would probably need to pay for.What was Emily thinking about me? Definitely not anything nice. Chances were that our newfound friendship was about to go extinct.She
SETH I stared at the screen, watching Staysha getting fucked for the zillionth time.“How do you know it’s not me? She’s moaning my name!”“I can hear just fine.” Emily sounded annoyed. “Look at the hand holding her.”She paused the video and zoomed in further. A male hand splayed on Staysha’s ass came into clear view. The video was a little grainy, but one could see the hand clearly.“Do you notice a small tattoo just below the thumb and the forefinger?”I looked closely. It was a tattoo design of an Anchor.She reached out for my right hand and inspected the place there. A zing of pleasure went through my body as her fingers traced that part of my skin and I was finding it hard to concentrate on what she was saying because my body was humming with her touch.“Are you listening to what I’m saying?”“Ye
EMILY Seth's emerald eyes turned a shade darker, glittering in the dim light, his nostrils flared. I watched as his gaze swept slowly from bottom to top, lingering over my chest a little longer."Shut the door." He commanded in a gravel thick voice. I closed the door behind me and stepped inside the room. "Come here." His hand was raised towards me. I walked to him, feeling my heart beating against my chest, desire flickering to life. He put his hands around my waist, standing between his thighs while he was sprawled in the revolving chair. He had to look up at me due to the height difference now. I placed my hands over his shoulders, feeling the heat of his body through my palms. "Emily, this is wrong. You understand that, right?" His voice had a deep baritone, he swallowed, "I'm your housekeeper, and you're..." "I know.""Your family employs my mother." I igno
SETHI guess I could tell Emily the truth, but leave out the important details. She wanted to know about my past, and I knew that she only meant to do that because she was genuinely curious to get to know me, but there was no way I was going to talk about the shit-storm that I left behind in Connecticut. That was a can of worms that I would never open.Moving to Bountyville to live with my mother was meant as a fresh start, and talking about that now just beat the purpose of what I’d initially started out to do.“You told me your dad lives in Connecticut. What does he do there?”“He owns a farm and a small departmental store. I used to help him with both.” I shrugged. “Like I said, nothing special.” I couldn’t meet her eyes, not with the stuff that I was hiding.When I dared a glance towards her, she had a smile on her face as she sipped on her coke. “Did your father remar
EMILY I made a huge mistake. Not only had I been rude to Seth but I'd also called him a man-whore which was completely unacceptable. Seth wasn't mine. I mean at least not now. He hadn't given me any indication that I was his girlfriend so I had no right to say things to him that I had. Things from last night were irreversible. He'd looked hurt, and it killed me when I went to bed. The next day during lunchtime, I'd spotted him with his teammates. His dark brown hair was tousled, a few unruly locks swept on his forehead that were soft and smelled like cedar and woodsy with a twinge of refreshing peppermint. I knew that because I'd spent the night, running my fingers through his hair and smelling it. The next day, I'd sneaked into his bathroom to check the shampoo label and bought the exact bottle just so I could keep it and sniff it occasionally. Seth was just really really good-looking with his strong jawline, kissable lips, a goofy g
EMILYAlice Lutz, the supreme beauty, prom queen, cheerleader, perfect hour-glass figure, and she was super nice. I didn’t have one bad thing to say about her.The car windows were fogged up. I stayed there, watching the car pull out of the parking lot and zoom off.My throat clogged up as different scenarios played inside my head. Seth and I weren’t exactly exclusive, at least we hadn’t had any kind of conversation that would suggest it but I thought it was obvious we wouldn’t fool around with someone else while we did it with each other.He’d also sworn off from having sex with me so maybe he was making sure he was getting it from somewhere else.Tears began welling up in my eyes as I drove home.* * *SETH It was midnight by the time I came back to the studio. I’d texted Emily letting her know that I wasn’t going to make it to
EMILY Indie: He sounds great, Em. I’m so happy for you ❤️Me: This is almost like a dream. I can’t believe this is happening to me. I wish you were here so we could talk and you could give me some pointers over a Frappuccino since you know...you’re a relationship expert. 😏😜Indie: LOL! So what does he look like?Me: His hair is the color of dark chocolate, and he’s got the most beautiful green eyes. And when he looks at me, I think my world stops. Indie: Sounds like a Disney prince. But wait, you said he’s a jock, isn’t he? Me: So? 🙄Indie: Um...Me: ??? Indie: Idk, Em. Most high school boys from our town are assholes so the way you talk about him, he does sound nice but you also know I can sniff bad from miles away.
SETH I was a little taken aback by having Emily’s arms around me. I turned around so we were facing each other.My gaze swept to her collarbone where I’d left a mark on her last night, unknowingly. She gave me a flirty look as she circled her arms around my neck, her dark eyes peered at me seductively.She went up on her lip-toes and pulled my face down to hers, and that was all it took for me to lose control. It proved one thing, that she hadn’t kissed me last night just because we were drunk, it was more than that.Emily might not have the slightest idea about my feelings for her, but at least she was as attracted to me as I was towards her. That was enough for now. Her lips moved insistently over mine, and she smelled just as I remembered.Spring rain, vanilla, and roses.I kissed her harder, sucking her tongue greedily forcing a loud moan from her mouth. I grabbed her ass, hauled her up, and placed her
SETH I was having a hard time believing that this was actually happening.She’d asked me to kiss her and then moaned asking for more. If Emily had shown any signs that she wanted me to stop, I would have. No matter how drunk I could get, I knew my limits and when a girl said no, I would stop, no questions asked.But she’d asked for it. One thing had led to another, and before I could comprehend what we were about to do, I was on top of Emily, kissing her as if my life depended on it.Kissing wasn’t even the word I’d use for it.I’d been feasting on her. Plain and simple.I’d turned into a starved man dying to take whatever I could get.I kissed, licked, and nibbled her sensitive skin in no particular order. I knew for sure I’d probably left some mark on her unintentionally. I’d been so caught up with trying to possess her, I’d lost my composure.I
EMILY“I dare you to take off your shirt.”Seth was challenging me, I could see it in his expressions and he was sure smug about it. He thought I wouldn’t do it.Consuming the alcohol had made my head feel lighter, and a daring spirit entered into my body. I felt like I could do anything, there was nothing in this world that was unattainable.I reached for the hem of my t-shirt, pulled it over my head, and tossed it onto the floor.Seth’s mouth hung open, and he didn’t take his gaze off me as he reached for the bottle and took a long swig. His emerald eyes were shining in the dim light of the sitting area, and if I wasn’t mistaken, I saw his nose flaring in what I assumed was desire but he quickly looked away.I know my breasts were practically spilling out of the cami crop top I was wearing, no bra. He didn’t have to look closely to notice my nipples sticking to the fabric. It was a
EMILY I stayed silent on the ride back home. Seth tried to ask me things but all he got was one letter answers and then I guess he just got tired.My weight was a sensitive subject that I liked to avoid, and Nova had all but hammered over my weaknesses.I wondered if Seth thought the same about me. Maybe he didn’t even look at me as a woman, just a girl that his mother worked for.I didn’t realize when he pulled the car towards the dirt road and parked it in a secluded spot. Cutting the engine, he turned to face me.“Why did you stop?” I asked.“You’ve been silent, and you’re acting strange. Did something happen at the party? You can talk to me.”I shook my head, refusing to look at him, staring ahead. Then I changed my mind. I wanted to talk to someone.“Seth, if I asked you a question, can you give me an honest answer? As a friend, I want you to speak the