SETH
Emily was just plain sweet. There was no other word to describe her. She had her feet firmly planted on the ground, which is to say, I hadn’t gotten any kind of ‘rich-snobbish’ vibe from her.
She came from a rich lifestyle, I needed to deal with it.
I wonder why people would be mean to someone so nice and sweet.
What had she ever done to them?
“I brought you a fresh bedsheet set. It’s brand new, and no one has used it yet. I can help you put it on.”
“Okay.”
I could have easily made the bed myself but I was kind of reluctant to ask her to leave. I wanted Emily to stay here and keep talking.
“All done.” She said a while later. “I can help you arrange your clothes in the wardrobe as well.”
“There’s no need.” I blurted out.
Her face fell, ”Oh. Okay.”
“I...I mean...there’s no need if you’re occupied with something else. I can manage.”
She rolled her eyes, “I have nowhere to be, and nothing to do. Don’t be so formal, Seth.”
It was the first time she used my name. My heart drummed faster in my chest.
I watched as she took my clothes out of my bag and started hanging them in the huge wooden wardrobe. My mom’s stuff was already inside but there was still a lot of space. She picked a t-shirt that was so old and faded, there was a small hole at the hem of it.
Would she judge me for it?
She looked at it once before folding it in a neat square and putting it inside. Her expressions did not betray her thoughts.
“Seth, I have some ground rules.”
I sat down on the bean bag by the bed, “lay it on me.”
“I know dad told you that this studio is yours, and it is yours to do as you please, but I would appreciate it that you didn’t host any parties in the lawn area. I’m not a party animal, so I wouldn’t want strange people here and I don’t like the noise.”
“It’s cool. You don’t have to worry about that. This is my workplace and I moved here recently, remember? I don’t have any friends.”
“Me neither. I guess we have something in common then.” She laughed in that adorable way of hers.
“Also, no drugs or anything shady like that.” She clarified.
“What about girls? Can they come over?” I asked, just to tease her. I liked seeing her face get all serious.
She went silent all of a sudden, the smile had vanished, her lips pressed in a straight line, the air between us had gotten thicker.
“Um...yeah, sure.” She said. I think she forced herself to say it. “If they are your friends, they are allowed here. What happens behind closed doors after work hours is none of my concern.” She added without looking at me, her tone was stern.
“What about a girl I like?” I teased her further.
“You like someone? Is she from our school?” She asked automatically.
“Yeah. There’s a girl I like a lot.” I admitted, “she’s from school, but she doesn’t know I like her.”
“Why don’t you tell her?” She asked sincerely.
“I will eventually. I like taking my time.”
I didn’t have the balls to ask her the same question. I know she had to like a guy, he might not be from my team. I imagined him to be one of the guys who took science classes or someone she met at the country club. I didn’t think I had the stomach to find out, and it didn’t really matter.
She was going to be mine. Very soon.
“This girl I like. If she says yes, I might bring her here.”
Her face turned red, “okay.” She closed the door of the wardrobe. “Hey listen, I have some homework to do so I’ll see you at dinner.”
I nodded. “What would you like me to make?”
“Anything simple.” She said, barely looking at me and moving towards the door.
Before I could give her options for the food, she stormed out and closed the door with a bang.
* * *
EMILY
I buried my face in my fluffy pillow and cried hard. Fat tears rolled down my eyes.
I brought the Hello Kitty plush toy to my chest and squeezed the life out of it.
I never thought he’d like someone so soon. Who could this girl be?
I was crushed.
Crushed wasn’t even the right word to describe this feeling. My soul had left my body. Okay, maybe that last part was a bit dramatic.
Chanel, my tabby cat hopped into the bed and brushed against my body.
I started to recall all the times I’d seen him with a girl.
Who could he possibly like?
Was it Josephine Ross, from the cheerleading team? The girl had a perfect hour-glass figure and golden hair with highlights. She looked like a model. They would look good together, to be honest, I’d seen them talking after his games. She was usually all over him, like the rest of the girls in the school.
Or was it Skylar?
It had to be Sky! She sat with him during lunch ALL THE TIME, and I saw him smiling at her a shit ton of time.
What did you think, Emily? Did you imagine he would start liking you? Do you have a mirror? Look at him, and look at you.
I couldn’t tolerate seeing Seth getting close to some other girl, but he liked someone else, and there wasn’t anything I could do about it.
I had to be stronger and pull my strong girl pants.
What if the girl he liked didn’t like him back? Maybe Sky even had a boyfriend.
I might even have a chance. I could try to make him like me instead. If nothing, I could at least have a friend.
Seth romantically liking me would be like a genie granting me a wish, and the chances of that happening were slim going on none.
* * *
SETH
I made a simple macaroni and cheese for dinner. It was nice working in this huge kitchen all by myself. It was all stainless steel and high-tech with granite countertops. There was the peace and the quiet in this house that I liked, just the sounds of the dicing vegetables, the occasional sound of the water in the sink.
Emily appeared in the kitchen area.
My attention directly went to her nightgown. It wasn’t revealing or anything, but it was a silk camisole with a jacket that had frills and lacework around the edges.
It was downright sexy.
The nightgown highlighted the curves in her body, and fuck me if her body wasn’t curvy.
Her hips were flared, the type I would have loved to grab hold of and fuck, her breasts were huge, and I think the size made her conscious, and it was the reason she hid behind baggy sweaters in school but now I could see every inch of her clearly.
The top swell of her breasts was in perfect view of my eyes.
Fuck!
I sat down on the island counter and had to fix myself in my sweatpants. I had already grown hard, and I don’t know how I was going to survive this dinner.
Did she think it was decent to wear that in front of a guy she barely knew?
Did she do it often?
As if I hadn’t had enough, she leaned onto the counter to dig her spoon in the macaroni and stuffed it into her mouth, and moaned, ”hmmm…you’re amazing.”
She couldn’t be giving me a tease show, would she?
I thought Emily was dense.
Sweet and naive.
I didn’t think she was the type who might like to flirt back a little.
Well, not that I was complaining but if she continued doing that, I was more likely to corner her and cop a feel. With her consent, of course.
I had a mental image of Emily bending against this island, with her wide hips in my grasp as I fucked her relentlessly. And fuck her I would, it was just a matter of when?
I couldn’t stand it any longer, I scooped some macaroni and loaded it onto my plate, pulled out a coke, and started making my way out of the kitchen.
“Where are you going?” She asked me.
“I cooked for you, my job is done so I was heading back to my room.”
Her expressions looked crestfallen. Her chest did a quick rise and fall.
Stop being a perv, Seth! Leave her alone!
“Do you have anything important to do in your room?”
“Just planned to eat dinner and sleep.”
“I was thinking maybe we could sit together and watch a movie until you finish eating dinner. I’ll get bored alone anyway.”
It was a far too tempting an opportunity to pass up.
“Okay.”
EMILY He seemed uncomfortable throughout the movie for some reason. Or pissed, like super irritated. What was wrong with him? Was it me? Had I said something to make him mad? We were watching The Proposal, and I don’t know why we’d even chosen that movie because I wasn’t paying attention to it, I spent most of my time staring at him. “Are you mad at me?” I asked. “Why would I be mad at you, Emily?” He asked, “you’re my employer. Employees don’t have a right to be mad at their boss.” “Boss’s daughter you mean.” “It’s the same thing.” He retorted. “Would you like to watch another movie?” I asked him, changing the subject. I was eating the macaroni like a hungry buffalo, “this is sooo good.” “Thanks.” He said, exiting the movie, “I don’t like watching sappy shit. You’re okay with watching horror?” I hated horror. Like completely. I didn’t do creepy clowns, serial killers, or haunte
EMILY I didn’t remember my life ever being exciting. The only exciting moment was going to Disney Land when I was six and meeting Mickey who I had taken a picture with and bragged about it at school for two years straight. The picture was still hanging on the wall by the staircase.But that had been the most exciting part of the seventeen years of my life, except tonight...Tonight changed a lot of things.Watching Seth fall apart under his bedsheets almost came to a tie.I had knocked once on the door and then decided he’d already slept, I’d opened the door to check.I was not some stalker, and I didn’t make a habit of watching hot guys sleep, and yet my behavior was bordering on somewhat crazy.I’d been up for an hour thinking about the ghosts, and being mad at Seth for what he’d said. I’d imagined the ghost sitting on top of my wardrobe, then a pair of hands pulling my cov
EMILY In the morning, I tiptoed downstairs to the kitchen slowly, afraid I’d have to face Seth. I’d spent half the night thinking about his naked body and the next half constructing scenarios of how the conversation would go.The bottom line is, I hadn’t slept much. I had to dab some concealer and the pressed powder to hide my tired eyes. It was a good thing that my makeup skills were at a pro level. My winged liner had game.I rounded the corner and walked into the kitchen stealthily.But this was my house, so why was I walking like a burglar?Seth was nowhere in sight. Then I remembered he usually went to school early because of the Ice-hockey practices. Their season was coming up soon so that meant he would be busy in the games again.The aroma of fresh food wafted from the kitchen island. There was some food left on the counter covered in saran wrapped plates and bowls.I removed the foils caref
SETHThe look on Emily's face was priceless. She looked ready to bolt, but I knew she wouldn't do that, I was still carrying some of her books. "You are very very naughty." She said, partly laughing and blushing. "You don't know the half of it," I told her. She smiled at my teasing. Her dark coffee eyes crinkling in the corners. Her brown curled hair touched her waist. She was wearing a bright orange baggy sweater over a matching dark brown skirt that came a little above her knees, and boots. She looked extremely classy, and hot. Always fucking hot. "What class do you have right now?" I asked, trying to act casual as fuck but in reality, I was having this weird fluttering in my stomach. "I have Chemistry." She answered. "Why do you need to take that class?" "Excuse me?" She asked. I pointed between her and me, "You don't think we have good chemistry
SETH “Hey!” I said over the phone. “My Honeybun, what are you doing?” She cooed at me in her teasing voice. I was tempted to tell her I wasn’t hers but kept my mouth shut. “Shopping.” “I went to your apartment but that loser neighbor of yours told me you moved out. You never even told me about it.” I could feel her pout through the phone even though I couldn’t see her. “Yeah...uh...actually, I found a better place. I’m renting the studio apartment at the Vasquez’s.” I blurted out without thinking. Shit! “You mean sweet-potato Emily’s house? Whoa! Can you even afford that place?” She asked, giggling like the evil witch from the west. “Well, since we are taking Spanish together, she’s giving me a huge discount. She’s pretty cool.” “Since when did you start noticing that potato?” I was getting irritated by the second, “do you need something, Staysha?” “It’s been su
SETHI think my embarrass-O-meter had shot really high with the recent turn of events. I knew with certainty that Staysha was the one who leaked the video and had made it viral.The question was, why the hell would she go so far? Hadn’t I been honest with her from the start? Didn’t she know it was temporary? And it wasn’t like we’d been exclusive. She was screwing around while being with me and I had no problem as long as we were being safe.With all these other kids staring, she’d made a Hannah Fucking Baker out of me.Hi! I’m Seth...Seth Monroe. Welcome to my screwed-up life!I punched the locker so hard, a dent formed on the metal. I knew I should come up with a solution rather than destroying school property that I would probably need to pay for.What was Emily thinking about me? Definitely not anything nice. Chances were that our newfound friendship was about to go extinct.She
SETH I stared at the screen, watching Staysha getting fucked for the zillionth time.“How do you know it’s not me? She’s moaning my name!”“I can hear just fine.” Emily sounded annoyed. “Look at the hand holding her.”She paused the video and zoomed in further. A male hand splayed on Staysha’s ass came into clear view. The video was a little grainy, but one could see the hand clearly.“Do you notice a small tattoo just below the thumb and the forefinger?”I looked closely. It was a tattoo design of an Anchor.She reached out for my right hand and inspected the place there. A zing of pleasure went through my body as her fingers traced that part of my skin and I was finding it hard to concentrate on what she was saying because my body was humming with her touch.“Are you listening to what I’m saying?”“Ye
EMILY"Honey, I need a favor.” That was the first thing my Dad said when he called me after one week.There were no pleasantries exchanged, not even an ‘Emily-are-you-managing-fine-on-your-own?’ because if he allowed himself to ask that question, I might answer with an ‘I’m-not-okay.’ And that’s not an answer that my daddy would like to hear so why not just ignore it altogether. A hefty amount of money was transferred into my account every month to cover everything and keep me from complaining. It was working in his favor.“What’s up, dad?” “The Hamilton’s called.” “Okay?” “They are hosting a fundraiser, our family is part of it. Your brother was supposed to attend it, but he bailed out.” That was very Cale like. Bailing out on important events because he felt like doing it. Cale was
EMILY Seth's emerald eyes turned a shade darker, glittering in the dim light, his nostrils flared. I watched as his gaze swept slowly from bottom to top, lingering over my chest a little longer."Shut the door." He commanded in a gravel thick voice. I closed the door behind me and stepped inside the room. "Come here." His hand was raised towards me. I walked to him, feeling my heart beating against my chest, desire flickering to life. He put his hands around my waist, standing between his thighs while he was sprawled in the revolving chair. He had to look up at me due to the height difference now. I placed my hands over his shoulders, feeling the heat of his body through my palms. "Emily, this is wrong. You understand that, right?" His voice had a deep baritone, he swallowed, "I'm your housekeeper, and you're..." "I know.""Your family employs my mother." I igno
SETHI guess I could tell Emily the truth, but leave out the important details. She wanted to know about my past, and I knew that she only meant to do that because she was genuinely curious to get to know me, but there was no way I was going to talk about the shit-storm that I left behind in Connecticut. That was a can of worms that I would never open.Moving to Bountyville to live with my mother was meant as a fresh start, and talking about that now just beat the purpose of what I’d initially started out to do.“You told me your dad lives in Connecticut. What does he do there?”“He owns a farm and a small departmental store. I used to help him with both.” I shrugged. “Like I said, nothing special.” I couldn’t meet her eyes, not with the stuff that I was hiding.When I dared a glance towards her, she had a smile on her face as she sipped on her coke. “Did your father remar
EMILY I made a huge mistake. Not only had I been rude to Seth but I'd also called him a man-whore which was completely unacceptable. Seth wasn't mine. I mean at least not now. He hadn't given me any indication that I was his girlfriend so I had no right to say things to him that I had. Things from last night were irreversible. He'd looked hurt, and it killed me when I went to bed. The next day during lunchtime, I'd spotted him with his teammates. His dark brown hair was tousled, a few unruly locks swept on his forehead that were soft and smelled like cedar and woodsy with a twinge of refreshing peppermint. I knew that because I'd spent the night, running my fingers through his hair and smelling it. The next day, I'd sneaked into his bathroom to check the shampoo label and bought the exact bottle just so I could keep it and sniff it occasionally. Seth was just really really good-looking with his strong jawline, kissable lips, a goofy g
EMILYAlice Lutz, the supreme beauty, prom queen, cheerleader, perfect hour-glass figure, and she was super nice. I didn’t have one bad thing to say about her.The car windows were fogged up. I stayed there, watching the car pull out of the parking lot and zoom off.My throat clogged up as different scenarios played inside my head. Seth and I weren’t exactly exclusive, at least we hadn’t had any kind of conversation that would suggest it but I thought it was obvious we wouldn’t fool around with someone else while we did it with each other.He’d also sworn off from having sex with me so maybe he was making sure he was getting it from somewhere else.Tears began welling up in my eyes as I drove home.* * *SETH It was midnight by the time I came back to the studio. I’d texted Emily letting her know that I wasn’t going to make it to
EMILY Indie: He sounds great, Em. I’m so happy for you ❤️Me: This is almost like a dream. I can’t believe this is happening to me. I wish you were here so we could talk and you could give me some pointers over a Frappuccino since you know...you’re a relationship expert. 😏😜Indie: LOL! So what does he look like?Me: His hair is the color of dark chocolate, and he’s got the most beautiful green eyes. And when he looks at me, I think my world stops. Indie: Sounds like a Disney prince. But wait, you said he’s a jock, isn’t he? Me: So? 🙄Indie: Um...Me: ??? Indie: Idk, Em. Most high school boys from our town are assholes so the way you talk about him, he does sound nice but you also know I can sniff bad from miles away.
SETH I was a little taken aback by having Emily’s arms around me. I turned around so we were facing each other.My gaze swept to her collarbone where I’d left a mark on her last night, unknowingly. She gave me a flirty look as she circled her arms around my neck, her dark eyes peered at me seductively.She went up on her lip-toes and pulled my face down to hers, and that was all it took for me to lose control. It proved one thing, that she hadn’t kissed me last night just because we were drunk, it was more than that.Emily might not have the slightest idea about my feelings for her, but at least she was as attracted to me as I was towards her. That was enough for now. Her lips moved insistently over mine, and she smelled just as I remembered.Spring rain, vanilla, and roses.I kissed her harder, sucking her tongue greedily forcing a loud moan from her mouth. I grabbed her ass, hauled her up, and placed her
SETH I was having a hard time believing that this was actually happening.She’d asked me to kiss her and then moaned asking for more. If Emily had shown any signs that she wanted me to stop, I would have. No matter how drunk I could get, I knew my limits and when a girl said no, I would stop, no questions asked.But she’d asked for it. One thing had led to another, and before I could comprehend what we were about to do, I was on top of Emily, kissing her as if my life depended on it.Kissing wasn’t even the word I’d use for it.I’d been feasting on her. Plain and simple.I’d turned into a starved man dying to take whatever I could get.I kissed, licked, and nibbled her sensitive skin in no particular order. I knew for sure I’d probably left some mark on her unintentionally. I’d been so caught up with trying to possess her, I’d lost my composure.I
EMILY“I dare you to take off your shirt.”Seth was challenging me, I could see it in his expressions and he was sure smug about it. He thought I wouldn’t do it.Consuming the alcohol had made my head feel lighter, and a daring spirit entered into my body. I felt like I could do anything, there was nothing in this world that was unattainable.I reached for the hem of my t-shirt, pulled it over my head, and tossed it onto the floor.Seth’s mouth hung open, and he didn’t take his gaze off me as he reached for the bottle and took a long swig. His emerald eyes were shining in the dim light of the sitting area, and if I wasn’t mistaken, I saw his nose flaring in what I assumed was desire but he quickly looked away.I know my breasts were practically spilling out of the cami crop top I was wearing, no bra. He didn’t have to look closely to notice my nipples sticking to the fabric. It was a
EMILY I stayed silent on the ride back home. Seth tried to ask me things but all he got was one letter answers and then I guess he just got tired.My weight was a sensitive subject that I liked to avoid, and Nova had all but hammered over my weaknesses.I wondered if Seth thought the same about me. Maybe he didn’t even look at me as a woman, just a girl that his mother worked for.I didn’t realize when he pulled the car towards the dirt road and parked it in a secluded spot. Cutting the engine, he turned to face me.“Why did you stop?” I asked.“You’ve been silent, and you’re acting strange. Did something happen at the party? You can talk to me.”I shook my head, refusing to look at him, staring ahead. Then I changed my mind. I wanted to talk to someone.“Seth, if I asked you a question, can you give me an honest answer? As a friend, I want you to speak the