So i did write a chapter from sue's pov ;)
Maggie’s povThings have been really good. Training is going well, and Rain is studying hard. I think he really likes business school. Maybe he'll become rich and have stores everywhere. Nah, that would be way too much work. I want him home with our future kids while I work as a tracker.Sue joined the pack and the training three weeks ago. She’s fun, but can also be a bit too much fun. I don’t know how seriously she is taking the training. Maybe she’s just not used to working hard, and Gamma Talia does not joke around with her training.But she did get through the trails, so she must be good enough to join us, and who am I to judge her? I guess you shouldn’t judge a book by its cover. People have done that to me for years, thinking I was too short or too thin to be strong enough to be a soldier, if they even noticed me at all.So, I’m giving Sue a fair shot. Not everyone, however. Rayan was complaining about her throughout his birthday dinner last week. He didn’t want to have a party
Leia’s pov"Just fucking tell me, it’s been weeks. Did you and Rayan make a decision?" I asked Sue.Sue was mortified and asked, "How did you know?""Well, Maggie saw you two fight and make out; she told Zuri, Zuri told Sierra, Sierra told Kate, and my kittykat told me. It’s fucking phone chain of gossip." I said, laughing.Sue didn’t seem to find it funny at all. "It’s none of your business.""Well, I am the Luna, so it sort of is. Maye I can help? Asher and I can decide if he is the next gamma or not, so he’s fucked if he messes with Asher’s cousin’s heart."Sue sighed, "he didn’t mess with my heart. I am not in love with him."Sure, keep telling yourself that, I thought. I knew how strong the mate pull could be."Look, I fucking get it. You want to travel the world and be free or whatever. And I don’t know how that feels at all. I had Aeryn when I was seventeen, and since then I've been a mother and now a fucking Luna, trapped here in this pack. Well, stuck makes it sound like I hat
Sue’s povRayan and I had another fight, which ended in us having sex. It’s been almost a year now, and I don’t even know who we are."You are mates," My wolf growled. She was getting fed up.Yeah, we were mates. We both felt the pull, but we didn’t mark each other; we didn’t live together or do anything together but train and fight and occasionally have angry, passionate, amazing sex.Rayan breathed heavily as he pulled out of me, "we can’t keep doing this." He laid down next to me, his hand resting on his arm."You were the one who didn’t want us to reject each other." I replied. "Has anything changed?"He looked at me, "how would it even work if it did?"I have had many conversations with Leia. Too many, because she is a nosy, obnoxious Luna, but she is also quite intelligent. She told me we didn’t have to be like everyone else. I could have my dream, if I wanted to."Do you want to mark me?" I asked.He seemed unsure, "my wolf does."I laughed, "yeah, mine is obsessed with yours."
Leia’s pov"I think I’m ready." Kitkat said."Ready for fucking what?" I replied, changing Elora’s diaper. I said I would start potty training, but it was so much fucking work, and I hated having to wash clothes that smelled like pee. Maybe when it gets hotter, I'll let her walk around naked while wearing a dress at home. She wasn’t in school yet anyway."I’m ready to have a baby." Kat said.What the fuck? It’s more than two years since Kate told me she could use Roman’s sperm, and suddenly she’s fucking ready. She never brought it up, and I assumed it would take for fucking ever. But apparently she did wait until Elora was a bit older. Shit. I really needed to start potty training now.I almost dropped Elora, and she started to cry. "Momma.""I’m sorry, Ora. I know. Bad mommy, but your aunty Kate just scared the shit out of me.""Shit?" Kate said, looking at me with a big ass smile."I’ve told you, shit isn’t that bad of a word. They can say "poop," so "shit" isn’t that fucking differ
Maggie’s pov"So he’s okay with you leaving?" I asked Sue.She nodded. "Is Rain?"I shook my head no and said, "It’s just a week and it’s only a small job, but I think he finally realizes what it means that I’m a tracker. We will be apart, and we haven’t been away from each other in years."Sue smiled at me, "Rayan is just happy that I’m gone for the week; he says distance makes the heart grow fonder, but I think he means you’re getting on my nerves, so please leave."I laughed, "I thought that’s just how you communicate? You fight and then you make up.""It is. But he’s under a lot of pressure. His mom is letting him take the lead of a team, and it’s his time to prove himself."I was surprised at how far Rayan and Sue had come. Okay, I was mostly surprised that it took them a year to actually make things official. And then another six months passed before they marked each other, and then another six months passed before they moved in together. They had their own type of relationship t
Kyra’s pov"I still don’t trust that Alpha Braxton," I told Ari."So that’s why you hired three trackers from my cousin’s pack?" he said, stroking my arm. "Or is it because you’re helping out a friend, my babylove?""Can’t it be both?"Ari smiled at me, "it can. It will be nice to see Sue too; we were never really close."I laughed, "which is weird, considering she sounds like the female you. Well, the old you."Ari shook his head, "she isn’t that bad. She just wanted to see the world before being tied to a mate.""I’m not talking about that. I’m talking about her fooling around with multiple guys. She liked to have fun." I said, moving my hips back and forth, mimicking the movement I was sure she was doing to all these guys before her mate. Not that it mattered, she was allowed to have fun."Don’t do that, babylove. Please, not when you’re speaking about my cousin.""What?" I said moving my hips again, like I was grinding against someone invincible. "You mean this?"Ari growled, "the
Sierra’s povI was talking to Alpha Ari’s and Luna Kyra’s Beta Jake, and although I didn’t know him as well as I did Kyra and Ari, it was nice talking to someone who has the same job and responsibilities as I do. That’s also why I keep close contact with Beta Tao and a few other betas that don’t hate the fact that I’m a woman.Thank the Goddess that there are more people who don’t care about my gender than there are who do, but it remains an issue in some packs."So, were you able to help Crystal and Clyde?" I asked Jake.Maggie and Sue had traveled to their pack two months ago to help track a couple that was hanging around Ari's pack. Their daughter was lost or taken, and Ari and Kyra had offered to help."We have contacted every one of our allies, but their daughter seems to have disappeared. Alpha Ari offered for them to join our pack, so at least they wouldn’t be seen as lone wolves, and they are considering it. But joining our pack only means that they can’t go to our enemies' pac
Asher’s povI still remember the night we conceived. Leia was bossy as usual, and I was pretending not to be interested in having sex with her.……"We need to start fucking right the fuck now." Leia said.Usually I wouldn’t mind having sex with my mate, but she had never sounded so urgent."Why?" I asked."Just take off your fucking pants, Ash. I am ovulating, and I can’t fucking miss this one.""This isn’t about you wanting me, is it?" I said. "You want to get pregnant.""Can’t it be both?" Leia asked, feigning innocence.I pretended to be hurt, "no foreplay, no wooing me, no dinner, and no complimenting my appearance.""For fuck’s sake Asher." Leia replied, rolling her eyes.She looked at me and walked to the bed. She started taking her clothes off and sat on the bed, opening her legs to me. Her one hand went between her legs, and her other hand went to her breast."I will start without you then," she said, closing her eyes and moaning my name.I knew she was putting on a show, but
Aaro’s povI shouldn’t have said that, but it was the fucking truth. No matter how much this wasn’t Storm’s choice any more than it was mine, he was still going to mark me against my will. Maybe if things were different, then I would have chosen Storm as my mate.I always hoped I would find my true mate, but that ship had fucking sailed the moment I was bought. Maybe even before then—maybe the moment I was brought to the damn school. It didn’t fucking matter anyway.I saw how my remark hurt Storm, and all I could think of to make this better was to ask him to kiss me. I knew it fucking made me feel better. More than better. The orgasm he gave me was out of this fucking world, and I just wanted to make him feel good too.I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing, but he seemed to enjoy it, and to be honest, I was enjoying it too. I didn’t think having someone’s dick inside my mouth would be fun, but hearing Storm grunt and hold on to my hair and knowing I was the one doing it to him was a
Storm’s povI knew if I got pissed off, Aaro would stop telling me the truth, so I let her talk while inside of me a storm was raging. I wanted to go to the school and kill everyone who ever hurt Aaro. I wanted to destroy the entire school and get everyone out, but I knew I couldn’t. I was a fucking hypocrite. My father had bought Aaro for me and had funded the school for years. I didn’t realize where part of our money was going until I checked the books today. Our pack had been giving money to the Goldacres for decades. How could I say I would destroy the school if I still profited from it? If it wasn’t for the school, I wouldn’t have met Aaro.I wanted to be Aaro’s home, her safe place. She deserved that. Despite the fucked up situation she was thrown into, she was trying to do things her own way. She could have ignored my mother like the rest, but instead she decided to learn Dutch. The thing that bonded me and mam together. If Aaro was smart, she would have sucked up to Dad and R
Aaro’s povEve explained the phone to me, but I still felt like a fucking idiot using it. She was so patient with me, but I knew if others saw me fumbling with the phone, they’d think I was raised under a damn rock. Everyone used technology for everything, and I felt like I didn’t belong in this world.To be honest, I don’t belong here. I belong with my sister; I belong back home.But a part of me wished I did belong here. That I could give Storm what he deserved. He wanted a real person who didn’t have that many secrets, someone who could be themselves around him, and I wasn’t that at fucking all. I had to think before I spoke, because otherwise I could reveal the truth."I really am sorry, Aaro." Eve said again.I shook my head, "don’t be. I’ll be fine."Eve sighed, "it can be really hard sometimes, Aaro. I try to put on a brave face for Storm. I don’t want him to feel bad for me, but it’s really lonely for me. I miss my family and just having a life. Don’t get me wrong; if I had to
Storm’s pov"Aaro is bijna klaar; douchen liep een beetje uit. [Aaro is almost done; the shower took a bit longer than expected.]Mam laughed, "Ik zie dat jij ook ging douchen? [I see you took a shower as well?] She ruffled my wet hair."Dus? [so?]""Niks. Ik ben blij voor je. Ze is speciaal vind je niet? Ik durf het bijna niet te zeggen, maar misschien is zij je, - [Nothing. I am happy for you. She’s special, isn’t she? I am almost too scared to say, but maybe she’s your, -] " I stopped my mom from finishing her sentence."Mam zeg het niet dan! Fuck, je weet zelf wat pap zou doen. [Then don’t say it! Fuck, you know what Dad would do.]"My mother knew better than anyone what my dad thought of true mates, considering she was his. Dad and mom fell in love when they were seventeen. Love at first sight, she called it, and then my grandfather got killed and my dad turned into a paranoid asshole. Too scared of what a true mate meant. He wasn't just scared of losing half his soul if his true
Aaro’s povFucking phone. That stupid fucking phone. Phones didn’t used to be like this, were they? I remember mom and dad having a phone, and I sometimes watched videos on it or played a game. But this thing was totally different.I felt so fucking out of place. I knew nothing about this world. I guess that the school does this on purpose. Make sure to isolate the girls once they’re out of the school. Make sure we don’t know how to use technology to ask for help.We’re not supposed to tell anyone about the school, but even if we only wanted to help ourselves once we were out, we wouldn’t be able to. We had no one to turn to and no way to set up any support system. Maybe I should talk to Eve. She had been isolated, stuck inside this packhouse. She knows how it feels, and maybe she knows how to get out of here.I opened the stupid phone again, cursing at it."You better not fuck this up again. Send text to Eve.""Send text to Eve," the phone said."Do you want to join me and Storm for l
Storm’s povI put Aaro on my lap and let her eat."So what’s her deal?" Cara asked, mind-linking me."What do you mean?""She seems nice, but is she like the rest? Does she want you because of your title?"I laughed, "no, she isn’t like the rest. Not at fucking all. I don’t think she cares about becoming Luna at all.""Did she have any say in coming here? Did her parents force her?"I sighed, "she’s an orphan. It’s fucking complicated Cara, but she doesn’t really have a choice. So I’m trying my fucking best to make everything not suck as fucking much."Cara smiled at me, "you want her to like you."Aaro started giving me bites to eat, and although it surprised me, I let her. It was fucking adorable that she cared enough to feed me."She likes you already. She was straddling you, and now she’s feeding you!" Cara shouted inside my head.That kiss was amazing. And when Aaro started moving her fucking hips, I went insane. If Cara hadn’t stopped us, I don’t know what would have happened. Wh
Aaro’s povBrand was cool. He reminded me of my dad’s wolf, Logan. He was as fast as him, too. How would it feel to run as a wolf? Would I be that fast?It was easier around Brand because he didn’t talk to me and I didn’t have to pretend so hard.Even when I was myself, I still had to pretend. I couldn’t let anyone know my real name or identity. It wasn’t easy. I so badly wanted to tell Brand about Logan. I wanted to tell the girl in the orphanage more about Ero. And when we discussed our names, I really wanted to tell Peter what Aaro fucking stood for.It bothered me how scared everyone was. It was supposed to be like this. In my dad’s pack, people weren’t scared of us. And although my grandpa Os could be a bit scary, people respected him more than they feared him.Then he shifted back, and although Storm looked a lot better, like a whole fuckload better, I went back to pretending. Pretending that he didn’t look fucking good, and I wondered what it would feel like to touch him. Preten
Storm’s povI tried to get some work done, but my mind kept wondering about tonight. What would be a good date idea?"Let me meet her," Brand said."And then what, have a picknick? It’s fucking freezing outside.""Please?" Brand asked and I think it was the first time he said please to me."I’ll see what I can do, okay, buddy?"Dad had given me her tracker information, and I felt like a fucking stalker, tracking Aaro’s moves. She went from the hospital to the orphanages, to lunch somewhere, and then to one of the elders' houses.When it was around four, I just gave up on working and decided to pick up Aaro early. I'm sure she'd appreciate it; I couldn't imagine spending the entire day with Ruby.I went to the O'Hares' home and watched as Aaro spoke to a young boy. He must be one of the grandkids or great-grandkids of the O'Hares. Mister O'Hare was 104 years old and looked no older than 70.When the boy saw me, he bowed his head and seemed scared. It was such an obvious contrast between
Aaro’s povStupid fucking nightmare. I used to have them when we were younger. I would dream about Marco taking us away. We were asleep when he took us, but we woke up before he brought us to the man who transported us to the school.Doctor Marco had always been so kind to us, but suddenly he was cold. He ignored our cries, he ignored me begging him to let my sister go. In the end, he threatened to hurt Elora if I didn’t help him calm her down.He showed me bones and said they belonged to a girl, and if I didn't help my sister out of her pajamas and make her shut the fuck up, he could turn my sister into a bag of bones too.For years, I wondered what he needed the bones and the pajamas for. I thought he might have pretended it was one of us who died, so my parents wouldn’t come looking for us. Or my parents were dead themselves; there must have been a reason why they didn't find us. Auntie Kat was too smart to not see through Marco’s plan, I was sure. She was the smartest person alive;