Aaro’s pov
Eve explained the phone to me, but I still felt like a fucking idiot using it. She was so patient with me, but I knew if others saw me fumbling with the phone, they’d think I was raised under a damn rock. Everyone used technology for everything, and I felt like I didn’t belong in this world.
To be honest, I don’t belong here. I belong with my sister; I belong back home.
But a part of me wished I did belong here. That I could give Storm what he deserved. He wanted a real person who didn’t have that many secrets, someone who could be themselves around him, and I wasn’t that at fucking all. I had to think before I spoke, because otherwise I could reveal the truth.
"I really am sorry, Aaro." Eve said again.
I shook my head, "don’t be. I’ll be fine."
Eve sighed, "it can be really hard sometimes, Aaro. I try to put on a brave face for Storm. I don’t want him to feel bad for me, but it’s really lonely for me. I miss my family and just having a life. Don’t get me wrong; if I had to do it all over again, I would choose to live here with Storm. I’d rather be with my son and not have a life than have a life without him. Not to mention how different Storm would have been if he only had his father to raise him. I'd hate to think of what that man could have turned my sweet boy into if I hadn't been here to stop him."
"I’m sure Storm is the man he is today because of you. He’s nothing like his father." I replied.
She smiled at me, "you like him, don’t you?"
I looked away. "Storm is a good guy, and he’s been really sweet to me."
"I’ve never seen my son the way he is when he’s with you. Storm’s father has done a lot of bad things in his life, and even though he had the wrong reasons, bringing you here might have been one of the best things he ever did."
I was quiet. I didn’t agree. I might have been able to escape if I hadn’t been bought.
"You don’t think so?" Eve asked.
"I don’t know, Eve."
Eve didn’t pry any further; instead, she smiled at me. "You know. I should teach you some Dutch. Especially if you’re not going to be able to join the pack. It will be another way to talk to me and Storm without Lex being able to understand us. And you won’t feel left out."
"I’d like that," I replied.
"It’s a really hard language though."
I laughed. "And from what I’ve been told, I’m a terrible student."
"Are you?" Eve asked, surprised.
"I don’t know. I gave my teachers a hard time."
"I think you’ll be fine." Eve said, and she started by teaching me a few short sentences.
We spent the whole afternoon together until I smelled Storm’s scent outside of Eve’s room. He must be close.
I smiled without thinking, and Eve smirked. Storm’s close, isn’t he? You can smell him?"
I blushed, nodding my head.
"What does he smell like to you?" she asked.
"Like home." I said without thinking. I shook my head, "I mean, like the forest, river, and being outside."
She got tears in her eyes. "That is the sweetest thing I have ever heard. My son smells like home."
She came close and whispered. "Did you know that to Storm, you smell like stroopwafels? They’re this Dutch cookie...."
I didn’t hear the rest. Those are his favorites. That’s what Cara said. What does that fucking mean?
Storm knocked on the door, and Eve quickly wiped away her tears. "Have fun, Aaro. And whenever you want a lesson, just call me or send me a text."
"Tot ziens [see you later]," I said, a sentence she had taught me.
"You see, you’ll be fine." Eve said, waving me goodbye.
"So, did you and my mother have fun?" Storm said, giving me a peck on the lips.
"Ja [yes]. We did."
"Did you say "ja"?" Storm asked, surprised.
"She’s teaching me Dutch." I explained.
He pulled me in for a hug without saying anything. Did he like me learning Dutch that much? It wasn’t a big fucking deal.
Storm kept his arm around my shoulder and walked with me through the enormous packhouse. "I thought we could have a picnic."
"A picnic?" I said surprised. It was fucking cold outside.
He let me into a large room, which was almost empty with a lot of windows everywhere and beautiful lights hanging from the ceiling. In the middle of the room there were a blanket, some pillows, and various plates with food.
"It’s our ballroom. It’s for parties and other dumb shit the pack does, but nobody ever uses it except when we have a party, so it’s private, and, -"
I stopped Storm, "it’s perfect. Thank you."
We sat down crossed-legged on the floor, and Storm grabbed a plate and started putting food on it.
"So, tell me about the school."
I shrugged my shoulders, "there were more than thirty girls, different ages. We go to school, work, and sleep there. Not much to tell."
Storm sighed, "you know that’s not what I fucking want to know. Describe an average day or tell me about that head mistress that looked like a witch."
I laughed, "she was a bit of a witch. I really disliked her."
"Was she the one that hurt you?" Storm asked, grabbing my hand.
I nodded.
"What would she do?"
"It wasn’t that bad, Storm. We can talk about something else."
Storm stood up and got behind me, putting his arms around my waist and resting his head on my shoulder. "I think it would be good for you to share. I know talking sometimes fucking sucks, but honestly, I think it will help."
I wanted to tell Storm everything, but I knew I fucking couldn’t. I couldn’t tell him I tried to escape, because why would I want to escape if I claimed not to remember anything? I could tell him what she did without explaining why exactly, but as usual, I had to watch my fucking words carefully. Not to mention, I was taught to share as little as possible about the school, lest they harm the girls that were still there.
"I used to misbehave a lot, maybe because I was older when I got to the school? I had a harder time adjusting to everything than my sister did. Or maybe it’s just my personality; I don’t really like it when people tell me what to do."
Storm smirked, "so that’s why you always have this "fuck you" expression on your face when I tell you what to do."
I decided not to reply, and he chuckled. "You have that expression on your face right now, don’t you?"
"Maybe. Anyway, when I misbehaved, she would take me back to her office for her punishment. It depended on the severity of my crimes. Sometimes I had to scrub the toilets with a toothbrush, or I wouldn’t get food for a few days. That was usually when I didn’t tidy my bed or if my hair wasn’t tied correctly. Sometimes I had to stand somewhere in a corner for the whole day without being able to move. If I really misbehaved, she would beat me or lock me up for a week in a dark, small room after giving me wolfsbane. I preferred the beatings to being locked up."
Storm was quiet. "When did those punishments start?"
"The smaller ones started early, but I started misbehaving more when I got older. I’m stubborn like that." I joked.
"Did she hurt your sister too?"
"Not a lot; I used to cover for her. Plus she behaved a lot better than I did."
"What was a normal day like?" Storm asked. I fucking loved that he just listened and didn’t seem to get angry or pity me. And it helped that I couldn’t see his face either. His scent calmed me down, and it felt nice talking to him. It was almost like I wasn’t fucking lying to him all of the time.
"We would wake up at dawn. It depended on what your job was that week. If you had kitchen duty, you had to get up even earlier. Then we’d quickly get dressed and freshen up. Like you might have noticed, I like to sleep, so I was usually one of the last ones to shower. My sister would help me make my bed often, because if your school uniform was dirty or your bed wasn’t tight enough, you’d get punished. Then we would head to breakfast; after that, we had different classes, and when school was finished, we’d clean. We’d do laundry, prepare dinner, and help take care of the little ones. Then we’d eat, and we’d have to clean the kitchen. Then we’d go to bed, I guess."
"What did they teach you?" Storm asked.
"Well, we had ancient textbooks that contained some human history and werewolf history from long ago. Nothing recent. We got basic math, English, and something called domestic science, which was just basically how to become a housewife. We got lessons in walking in heels and how to act appropriately around men and people that were more important than us."
"Did you do any fun things? Or was it just work and school all the fucking time?"
I smiled thinking about Ero. "I would tell my sister stories about how we would be saved by our not-existing parents. I told her they were this powerful Luna and Alpha. I’d sing her songs. We were all taught nursery rhymes and songs in school; it’s a good skill to have for when you become a mother. My sister and I were not allowed to go outside very often. They didn’t want our skin to become darker. But whenever we did go outside, I would pretend to hang up the laundry while lying in the sun with my eyes closed. We’d have very small birthday celebrations; sometimes the other girls would make us something or smuggle something out of the kitchen."
"But the school never felt like home to you?"
I shook my head, "no. Maybe because they took me when I was six. I knew better; despite not remembering much, I knew home shouldn’t feel like that. I tried my best to make Ero feel loved, like I used to feel."
"Maybe I can be your home." Storm whispered.
I started to pick some food off my plate; I didn’t know how to respond to that. It made me fucking nervous because, if things were different, I might have wanted Storm to be my home, my safe place.
"Do you want some too?" I asked Storm.
"Are you going to feed me again?"
"If you want."
"Yes. It’s fucking adorable." Storm said, and it made me blush.
I started to give Storm some bites of my plate, and he stroked my arms with his fingers. "Your turn. Ask me anything."
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Storm’s povI knew if I got pissed off, Aaro would stop telling me the truth, so I let her talk while inside of me a storm was raging. I wanted to go to the school and kill everyone who ever hurt Aaro. I wanted to destroy the entire school and get everyone out, but I knew I couldn’t. I was a fucking hypocrite. My father had bought Aaro for me and had funded the school for years. I didn’t realize where part of our money was going until I checked the books today. Our pack had been giving money to the Goldacres for decades. How could I say I would destroy the school if I still profited from it? If it wasn’t for the school, I wouldn’t have met Aaro.I wanted to be Aaro’s home, her safe place. She deserved that. Despite the fucked up situation she was thrown into, she was trying to do things her own way. She could have ignored my mother like the rest, but instead she decided to learn Dutch. The thing that bonded me and mam together. If Aaro was smart, she would have sucked up to Dad and R
Aaro’s povEve explained the phone to me, but I still felt like a fucking idiot using it. She was so patient with me, but I knew if others saw me fumbling with the phone, they’d think I was raised under a damn rock. Everyone used technology for everything, and I felt like I didn’t belong in this world.To be honest, I don’t belong here. I belong with my sister; I belong back home.But a part of me wished I did belong here. That I could give Storm what he deserved. He wanted a real person who didn’t have that many secrets, someone who could be themselves around him, and I wasn’t that at fucking all. I had to think before I spoke, because otherwise I could reveal the truth."I really am sorry, Aaro." Eve said again.I shook my head, "don’t be. I’ll be fine."Eve sighed, "it can be really hard sometimes, Aaro. I try to put on a brave face for Storm. I don’t want him to feel bad for me, but it’s really lonely for me. I miss my family and just having a life. Don’t get me wrong; if I had to
Storm’s pov"Aaro is bijna klaar; douchen liep een beetje uit. [Aaro is almost done; the shower took a bit longer than expected.]Mam laughed, "Ik zie dat jij ook ging douchen? [I see you took a shower as well?] She ruffled my wet hair."Dus? [so?]""Niks. Ik ben blij voor je. Ze is speciaal vind je niet? Ik durf het bijna niet te zeggen, maar misschien is zij je, - [Nothing. I am happy for you. She’s special, isn’t she? I am almost too scared to say, but maybe she’s your, -] " I stopped my mom from finishing her sentence."Mam zeg het niet dan! Fuck, je weet zelf wat pap zou doen. [Then don’t say it! Fuck, you know what Dad would do.]"My mother knew better than anyone what my dad thought of true mates, considering she was his. Dad and mom fell in love when they were seventeen. Love at first sight, she called it, and then my grandfather got killed and my dad turned into a paranoid asshole. Too scared of what a true mate meant. He wasn't just scared of losing half his soul if his true
Aaro’s povFucking phone. That stupid fucking phone. Phones didn’t used to be like this, were they? I remember mom and dad having a phone, and I sometimes watched videos on it or played a game. But this thing was totally different.I felt so fucking out of place. I knew nothing about this world. I guess that the school does this on purpose. Make sure to isolate the girls once they’re out of the school. Make sure we don’t know how to use technology to ask for help.We’re not supposed to tell anyone about the school, but even if we only wanted to help ourselves once we were out, we wouldn’t be able to. We had no one to turn to and no way to set up any support system. Maybe I should talk to Eve. She had been isolated, stuck inside this packhouse. She knows how it feels, and maybe she knows how to get out of here.I opened the stupid phone again, cursing at it."You better not fuck this up again. Send text to Eve.""Send text to Eve," the phone said."Do you want to join me and Storm for l
Storm’s povI put Aaro on my lap and let her eat."So what’s her deal?" Cara asked, mind-linking me."What do you mean?""She seems nice, but is she like the rest? Does she want you because of your title?"I laughed, "no, she isn’t like the rest. Not at fucking all. I don’t think she cares about becoming Luna at all.""Did she have any say in coming here? Did her parents force her?"I sighed, "she’s an orphan. It’s fucking complicated Cara, but she doesn’t really have a choice. So I’m trying my fucking best to make everything not suck as fucking much."Cara smiled at me, "you want her to like you."Aaro started giving me bites to eat, and although it surprised me, I let her. It was fucking adorable that she cared enough to feed me."She likes you already. She was straddling you, and now she’s feeding you!" Cara shouted inside my head.That kiss was amazing. And when Aaro started moving her fucking hips, I went insane. If Cara hadn’t stopped us, I don’t know what would have happened. Wh
Aaro’s povBrand was cool. He reminded me of my dad’s wolf, Logan. He was as fast as him, too. How would it feel to run as a wolf? Would I be that fast?It was easier around Brand because he didn’t talk to me and I didn’t have to pretend so hard.Even when I was myself, I still had to pretend. I couldn’t let anyone know my real name or identity. It wasn’t easy. I so badly wanted to tell Brand about Logan. I wanted to tell the girl in the orphanage more about Ero. And when we discussed our names, I really wanted to tell Peter what Aaro fucking stood for.It bothered me how scared everyone was. It was supposed to be like this. In my dad’s pack, people weren’t scared of us. And although my grandpa Os could be a bit scary, people respected him more than they feared him.Then he shifted back, and although Storm looked a lot better, like a whole fuckload better, I went back to pretending. Pretending that he didn’t look fucking good, and I wondered what it would feel like to touch him. Preten
Storm’s povI tried to get some work done, but my mind kept wondering about tonight. What would be a good date idea?"Let me meet her," Brand said."And then what, have a picknick? It’s fucking freezing outside.""Please?" Brand asked and I think it was the first time he said please to me."I’ll see what I can do, okay, buddy?"Dad had given me her tracker information, and I felt like a fucking stalker, tracking Aaro’s moves. She went from the hospital to the orphanages, to lunch somewhere, and then to one of the elders' houses.When it was around four, I just gave up on working and decided to pick up Aaro early. I'm sure she'd appreciate it; I couldn't imagine spending the entire day with Ruby.I went to the O'Hares' home and watched as Aaro spoke to a young boy. He must be one of the grandkids or great-grandkids of the O'Hares. Mister O'Hare was 104 years old and looked no older than 70.When the boy saw me, he bowed his head and seemed scared. It was such an obvious contrast between
Aaro’s povStupid fucking nightmare. I used to have them when we were younger. I would dream about Marco taking us away. We were asleep when he took us, but we woke up before he brought us to the man who transported us to the school.Doctor Marco had always been so kind to us, but suddenly he was cold. He ignored our cries, he ignored me begging him to let my sister go. In the end, he threatened to hurt Elora if I didn’t help him calm her down.He showed me bones and said they belonged to a girl, and if I didn't help my sister out of her pajamas and make her shut the fuck up, he could turn my sister into a bag of bones too.For years, I wondered what he needed the bones and the pajamas for. I thought he might have pretended it was one of us who died, so my parents wouldn’t come looking for us. Or my parents were dead themselves; there must have been a reason why they didn't find us. Auntie Kat was too smart to not see through Marco’s plan, I was sure. She was the smartest person alive;