Chapter 4

Trigger Warning: 🔞 basta exciting part 🔞

Solaria's POV

"Or else I won't control myself, and just give in on my feelings for you."

"You don't have feelings for me, and even if you have, as if you will give in. You have a freaking job, that's what you told me. And you know you are quite confusing." Inilapit niya ang mukha sa akin.

"Should I give you a clear signal then?" He seductively asked. I fell silent, I did not expect that kind of response. He looked into my eyes and seconds later it fell on my lips.

I was about to say something when he kissed me. I did not hesitate to kissed him back, I even wrapped my arms around his neck. Binuhat niya ako papunta sa sofa habang hinahalikan niya ako. His kisses are gentle, pero bawat pag galaw ng labi niya ay pinipigilan niyang pang-gigilan ito.

His kisses went down to my neck, he even unbuttoned my uniform. He took it off at ang tanging saplot natira sa katawan ko ay yung underwear ko at yung skirt ko. I was moaning while his kisses went further down, umabot na to sa dibdib ko at napaliyad ako. Hindi ko namalayan na mabilis niyang na-unhooked yung bra ko. Hinubad niya na yung bra ko at dahan-dahan na minasahe yung dibdib ko.

Goodness, he did not joke about this. HE TOTALLY GAVE IN! He kissing and sucking my breast which made me moan in pleasure.

Zach removed my skirt and undies and his kisses went down even more. I was holding his hair and looked at him. Tinignan niya ako nung hinalikan niya ang pagkababae ko. Napaliyad ako at napa-ungol sa sarap.

"Ahh.. Zach... Ohh..." Kung saan saan na din napupunta yung kamay niya, I know this is wrong but I'm not going to stop myself from this.

Ilang minuto niya din ginawa yun. He was licking, sucking and kissing me down there, all I can think about is the pleasure he gave me.

Huminto siya at inilapit niya ang bibig niya sa tenga ko.

"You're so wet," He whispered which made me moan even louder. "Spread your legs for me." He commanded and I instantly obeyed. He inserted two fingers inside me.

"Ughh... Zach... I.... Ahhh...." I moaned. Shit, this guy really know how to make me crazy. Inilabas pasok niya ang sarili niya sa pagkababae ko, dinagdagan niya pa ng isa pang daliri kaya mas lalo akong natuliro sa ginawa niya.

"You love that don't you, baby?" He whispered.

"Ohhh... Zach... Ughh, faster please," Binilisan din ni Zach ang ginagawa niya, minutes later tinigil niya ang ginagawa niya at inalis yung kamay niya. I looked at him. "Please don't stop." He just kissed me and without any warning he inserted his manhood inside me.

"Fuck! You're so tight, baby." He moaned

"Ahhh, fuck! Zach! Ugghhh!" Boy he is so big. Fuck! He slowly move inside me and I moaned even louder.

"Ohhh! Ahhh! Zach! Sige pa ugghhh!" Sinagad ni Zach ang kanyang pagkalalaki sa loob ko. He didn't do the usual movement, he did a circular motion. Damn, nababaliw na ako sa sarap.

"Ahh... shit.... Baby you're driving me crazy..." He moaned. Lalo pa niya binilisan ang ginagawa niya. The place was moaning and nothing more.

"Shit.. ahh Zach.... Ohhh... Ughh.. I'm cumming," ungol ko sa kanya. Mas binilisan pa ni Zach ang kanyang ginawa. "Ohhh gosh... I'm almost there, Zach.... Ahh.."

"I'm almost there too, baby. Ughhh..." He replied. Ilang sandali pa sumabog ako, napamura si Zach at hinugot niya ang pagkalalaki niya at sumabog na rin siya. We were catching our breaths dahil sa ginawa namin. He planted a kiss on my lips, and looked into my eyes. "I don't want you to marry him." He breathlessly said.

"You don't love me." I whispered.

"Yes, I do. I just want to be there for you, kaya pinipigilan ko ang nararamdaman ko para sayo. But the truth is, I do love you," He kissed my forehead at pinagdigkit ang aming noo. "I'll court you, even if you're against it," umalis siya sa pagkakapatong niya sa akin at napaupo na rin ako. "Get dress and fix yourself, I'll get you home." He said and gently kissed my head.

"Will you stay with me tonight" he smiles and nodded. Umalis na siya at pumunta sa kwarto upang magbihis. Nagbihis na rin ako at inayos ang aking sarili, umupo ako sa sofa. Hinintay ko lang si Zach, pero napa-isip pa rin ako sa mga nangyari. Goodness, I have sex with my bodyguard and he is definitely in love with me. 

Naputol ang pagmuni-muni ko nung lumabas na si Zach, at nakabihis na rin. Tinahak na namin ang parking lot at sumakay sa sasakyan.

"Zach," tawag ko sa kanya at lumingon naman siya sa akin habang inaayos ang sasakyan. What you said earlier wasn't a lie, right? Cause if it is, you can still say it" he looked at me with full of love and desire and held my hand.

"If there is one thing I would lie, it will be telling you that I don't love you. Because telling that I hate you was the worst lie that I would ever say to you. So I would rather die than lie to you." He kissed my hand and started the engine and drive the car to take me home.

Napatingin nalang ako sa labas ng bintana habang tinatago ang kilig ko. Hawak niya pa rin ang kamay ko kahit na kinakalikot niya ang clutch, nanatili pa rin nakahawak ang kanyang kamay sa akin. Minu-minuto niya din ito hinahalikan at hinihimas, na para ba isa itong mababasagin na bato.

Who would have thought that this man will be in love with me. Kung alam ko lang, edi sana diretso ko na to. Pero natatakot din ako at the same time, baka kasi mapaalis siya ni daddy sa trabaho kapag nalaman niya minahal ko siya at minahal niya ako. Few minutes flew by, we arrived. Hayst back to reality. But at least, i already knew what he felt about me.

He loves me and I love him. That's all I need to know for me to be satisfied.