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2024-10-29 19:42:56**TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter contains severe depression and suicidal thoughts that may be triggering.**
Song: Billie Eilish - Happier Than Ever
Gabe
Pain.
I’m suffocating.
Every breath in is shaky. Every breath out is ragged. Every breath I take is a painful reminder my mate no longer breathes. The stab wound reminds me how much I’ve failed. Her absence left a gaping hole in my chest, in my life.
I can’t function.
I can’t breathe.
I haven’t left my room, I haven’t bathed, I haven’t shaved. I can’t remember when the last time I ate something was. I don’t deserve to eat. I don’t deserve to go on without her.
The wind blows outside and the sun rises and sets. The stars light u
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