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2024-10-29 19:42:56I wake up gasping, sweat coating my entire body. The dream decided to visit me last night. I take in a deep breath and wait for my racing heart to slow. Ethan lays beside me sleeping peacefully and I resist the urge to reach out and touch him. Carefully I slide out from under the sheets and move towards the dresser.
Quickly, I grab joggers and a workout bra for training. The sun hadn’t risen yet and the moonlight filtered in through the window. The outcome replaying over and over in my mind. A constant reminder of what could happen to everyone I care about.
My heart restricted, pushing the thoughts aside I headed into the shower to prepare myself for the busy day I had ahead of me. I didn’t have time to sit and wallow in sadness and depression over something that hasn’t happened yet.
Soon I was walking down to the eating area with a zip-up windbreaker over my training clothes. My body tingled a
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Leo narrowed his eyes on me as he dropped his hold on my arm and folded his arms across his chest. His eyes dropped to my mark for a split second before growling.“Whenever you want a rematch let me know. I won’t shy away from a challenge but don’t come at me like some third-grader at recess. This is immature of you.”Before he could respond, I turned on my heel and turned my back on him. As I shifted my gaze forward I locked eyes with Odis. The look on his face was murderous as he stalked forward. I knew this wouldn’t end well and decided to distract him with a smile.Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Leo straighten and did not want to be caught in the middle of a fight right now.“I’m sorry. I was running late,” Odis bit out, his eyes never leaving Leo. My heart was pounding and my throat felt dry.“Wou
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“Did you just?” I start to say when he strips his shirt over his head.He stares down at me with eyes promising a sinful night as he drops his shirt to the floor. He held the entirety of my focus as he lowered himself on the bed. I watched him as he made his way up my body.His mouth found mine and he kissed me hard, the taste of his need mixing with mine. His fingers danced along my collarbone and his hand slid down and squeezed my breast.“I love this dress,” he murmurs, “Pity.”The sound of material ripping drags my eyes downward. He gripped my dress and ripped it in half. He trapped my arms above my head and smirked down at me. There was too much space between us and I arched my back in hopes of closing the distance.“Are you… happy?” Ethan asked in a gruff voice. His eyes were a dark green as he peered dow
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I didn’t have an answer and I prayed I didn’t have to make the choice. Not only had everyone stopped moving but it had gone deathly silent. For a moment, everyone and everything froze. There wasn’t a whisper of wind in the air, the trees stood still, and it was so quiet you could hear a pin drop. It was the calm before the storm. It felt like someone had pushed the pause button and all at once the play button was pressed and all hell broke loose. As if planned, the two of them ran toward each other. I looked past Ethan and my gaze landed on Shane’s chest. The sword had been taken out, a gaping hole was left in its place right next to his heart. Now that it was gone, I could see I had barely missed his heart. If I’d been one inch to the right, he would have died. How had I missed that? I didn’t kill him. Was I not paying attention? Why hadn’t I looked at his heart? I had aimed, hadn’t I? Had I meant to miss it? No, I had meant it, or else I wouldn’t have stabbed him at all. I tried to
