JANE'S POV
“When is she gonna be okay, Doc? It had been months…”
“Fortunately, Mrs. Jane Moore’s vitals are okay now. In the meantime, she needs to stay in bed. The intense impact of the collision damaged her legs.”
“Can she still walk?”
“She must undergo therapy to be able to walk again. Don’t worry, Madame. The chances of her full recovery are high. We just need to be a little patient.”
Monitor beeps and muffled voices were the first sound to register in my ear. Sluggishly, my heavy eyelids started opening. Crystal white coffered ceiling was my first initial sight. I had a glimpse of people in my peripheral vision, and they seemed to be conversing about me. The immobility of my neck made it hard for me to know who they were.
“A-Aah…” I tried to make a sound but even my throat started hurting. The word came out so raspy as if I hadn’t tasted water for weeks. What happened to me?
“Oh my goodness, Doc! She’s awake!” the woman near me exclaimed. There were sudden movements around me as if they weren’t expecting my sudden awakening. My eyes finally captured the doctor’s face when he started checking my body. The door of the room then barged open, and if I wasn’t mistaken, two nurses entered the place.
I was so befuddled. Who are these people?
“Jane, what are you feeling? Can you start moving any parts of your body?” the doctor asked. I tried to do what he asked, but I could only move my arm and torso. It even hurt to look at my side.
“I-I can’t move my l-legs…” I muttered, my voice hoarse. I gulped hard in hopes of wetting my throat but even swallowing started to hurt. What the hell happened to me and I am currently in this state?
“I see. Do you feel any pain in any part of your body?”
“M-My neck… hurts. M-My throat hurts…”
The doctor nodded calmly. He then stepped backward and gave the woman behind her a space to see me. My forehead knotted, unable to recognize who the woman was.
“Jane…” she called, her voice almost a whisper. The woman had a long curly blonde hair. She wore an emerald green coat made for the winter season. It matched perfectly with her black trouser pants. She looked familiar, but I could not remember where I had seen her.
“Who are you?” I inquired, my brows furrowed. I could not remember having a friend. Her siren eyes widened in astonishment, pure confusion could be seen from within.
“Y-You don’t remember me?”
What does she mean? Would I ask if I know?
“I don’t know you. Where am I? Where’s my husband? Where’s my father?”
The unfamiliar woman cleared her throat and stared at me worriedly. She then shifted her gaze to the doctor, who was currently looking at me with a strange look.
“Do you remember Gray?”
“Of course, he’s my husband. We just celebrated our first wedding anniversary last week. How can I forget him?”
“Oh my gosh!” she gasped, her hand reaching to cover her mouth. Irritation started to crawl all over my chest. Questions kept arising in my mind, and none of them could find their answers. My face tightened as I looked at the woman in front of me.
“What the hell is happening, huh? Where’s Dad? Where’s my husband? Where am I? Who are these people? Who are you? Please, answer me! I am starting to go crazy here!” I panicked. I attempted to move my legs again, but it seemed like I became paralyzed. Tears started pooling in my eyes. I was so confused. Who the hell knows if these people kidnapped me? Is my dad even looking for me?
“Jane, calm down. Calm down, okay?”
“No! How can I come down if I don’t f*cking know what the f*ck is happening here? Where’s my father? Gray? Where is he? I swear, all of you will pay for this!”
“Jane, calm down! Your father is dead! Don’t you remember? He died due to an ambush that happened months ago! You got into an accident and lost your baby the night your husband divorced you!”
Dead? Husband? Baby? Divorced? What does she mean?
Bursts of pain panged my temple one after another. My hands reached for my head in wish of stopping it, but the more I touched it, the pain was becoming more intense. The people around me started to panic, all of them trying to cease my struggles.
“Ah!” I groaned out of distress. Memories started to flash in my mind like a film, most of them distorted and incomplete. I bit my lip as tears slid down my cheek. Closing my eyes tightly, I knew I would lose consciousness anytime.
*****
“How do you feel?” Kelly inquired, handing me a glass of water. My gaze was pierced at the cream wall, my hand not moving to accept her offer.
“Tell me what happened to my father. Tell me what happened to me and my husband,” I commanded indifferently. Kelly halted. She then placed the glass on the bedside table, sighing.
“I can’t tell you right now—”
“Tell me. I don’t care about the triggers. I don’t care how much pain I would have to suffer in exchange for information about my life…”
Kelly took a deep breath. Nodding, she cleared her throat and sat beside me.
“Your father died in an ambush, and we’re still investigating to know who killed him. You have been married to Gray Moore for three years now.”
Three years? I could only remember being married to Gray for a year. He didn’t even remember that it was our anniversary last week.
“That guy never treated you right, Jane. He cheated on you with his secretary, Hazel. Just right after they kicked you out of your house, a car bumped into you. You were three weeks pregnant when that happened, and that accident made you lose your baby. You have been in a coma for five months now, Jane. You only woke up today… and with amnesia," Kelly explained, her tone full of worry.
Gray cheated on me with... Hazel? But I had a baby… Gray and I had a freaking baby! How could he cheat on me when I was pregnant with his child?
“Our investigators also found evidence that one of your husband’s relatives was the one who hit you with their car…” she added, making me look at her once more.
“W-What?”
“The night the accident happened and we found you on the street, we saw the owner of the car stop and enter Moore’s residence. We didn’t see who the person was, but we are sure that the person indeed was at your husband’s mansion…”
My heart crumbled in sorrow. Every word was striking my chest badly. I held my stomach gently, my heart breaking at the thought of losing someone I had never met. Growing up as an only child, I had only dreamed of having a complete family. I was so close to having it, but I lost my child because of them. They wanted to get rid of me so badly that my child lost her life. I clenched my fist in rage, pouring my anger on the soft mattress beneath me.
"What about you? Who are you? I don’t remember anything about you. You only told me your name. Kelly…” I muttered amidst the flame inside me.
No matter how much I wanted to get up and ruthlessly kill the people who did this to us, I still felt so weak and useless. Funny how I wanted to plot for revenge when I could not even move my legs. Bull*hit.
“I am Kelly Ambers…”
Weakly, I shifted my gaze to her, my left brow raising.
“I am your sister…”
My eyes instantly narrowed. Is she fucking with me? For goodness sake! How long is this going to take? Even without amnesia, I knew I didn’t have a sister. There were only two of us in our family. It was only me and my father. Where the hell did she come from? I didn't know who to believe now!
“Jane, I know you’re still confused right now. But as much as I want you to rest and avoid stressing out, I know your mind will not make you have a peaceful night not knowing who I am…”
Even though multiple questions kept popping into my mind, I let her continue.
“You don’t know me all your life because your father never introduced our mother to you. Your mom and dad got divorced when you were still a baby, and that was when our mom met my dad and had us, your siblings. We never met because your father and our mom ended up not on good terms. But even so, our mom never stopped talking about you.”
Siblings? So, there’s more? I grew up believing that I was an only child.
“Why are you here then? Because my father is already dead and you already have the chance to be with me? Do you think it would be that easy? You’re probably out of your mind…” I responded, rolling my eyes.
I didn’t have any assurances about who to believe, but since she was the only person I could rely on right now, this was much better than having no idea what the f*ck happened to me.
“I am here because we never stopped caring about you even after you got married to Gray Moore. Your marriage was absolute trash, but you stayed for three years. He abused and never cared for you…”
“I don’t need anyone’s help…”
Kelly chuckled mockingly. Even though she didn’t say anything, her laugh just told me in different ways that she found my statement absurd.
“Of course, you do. And there’s no way our mom would let you face this alone. And what can you do, Jane? The Moore family took all your properties and money. You don’t have anything left. I know your heart seeks revenge. We are here to help you with that, okay? But now, you must recover first…”
Kelly started assisting me to lay down, her hands reaching for the duvet to cover me. I made no protest, as I knew everything she said was right. My heart was craving for vengeance. I needed to get back on my feet stronger. And once I did, I would make sure that they would taste every bit of my anger. I would not stop until I burned their empire to ashes.
JANE'S POV— 2 years later —“We successfully bought Mrs. Baker’s share. Right now, we are one of Moore Estate’s major shareholders…” Miranda, my secretary, announced. Hearing that, a sly smile erupted from my lips, satisfied that everything was going according to plan.Well, well. What a good news to start this month. I wasn’t wrong when I asked my siblings to go back to Texas weeks before the Moore Estate’s anniversary. As one of the major shareholders, we would be invited, to be sure. “I can’t believe that Mrs. Baker would sell her husband’s share right after he passed. Poor woman. She probably doesn’t know how the business world works…” Kaihly, Kelly’s twin, remarked, her head resting on my shoulder. “It’s just perfect, alright? I mean, so sad that he died but duh? We got the shares! Jane finally has access to that company!” Kelly responded, clapping her hands for me. I did not comment. I had been waiting for this. I made sure that I would get access to that family's assets once
GRAY’S POV“A pleasant evening, everyone. It is an honor to stand in front of you today. To be honest, I didn’t expect this company to be this grand. I am a little pressured…”The guests who were unfamiliar with Jane laughed and cheered for her, while the others who knew my deceased wife, remained clueless about what was happening. My muscles were tensed, and my eyes could not leave the woman’s presence.“What kind of nonsense is this?! Why is that woman on the stage? Is this a joke? Mom! Do something about this!”Aerah was the first to react. Her sudden burst out took the attention of the guests that were previously drawn by Jane. Aerah’s reaction broke the ice that stiffened me in my seat. Damn, Aerah. This was not the time to be a fucking brat!“Aerah, sit down!” I ordered, my voice almost a whisper. She looked at me incredulously, her mouth slightly parted. She stood up, scoffing, making her the center of attention. Even Jane, who looked at her like she was a scandalous stranger
SERENA’S POV“Oh, your son’s here, Madame Geraldine. Since you’re acting like nothing’s happening here, do you want me to initiate and tell him about the accusations you’re throwing at me?” I offered, blatantly displaying a fake smile. The old woman’s eyes squinted, her lips turning flat. I turned my gaze on Gray, and just like how he looked at me the moment I showed myself on stage, his eyes were filled with confusion and mystery.“You’re so quiet… I don’t like it.”His silence reminded me of the days when I badly wanted to spend time with him, but I would always get nothing. Hearing that, Gray cleared his throat, swallowing.“I deeply apologize for all the troubles happening right now, Ms. Ambers—”“Don’t be. I am already disappointed. Given how wonderful this party looked, I never expected such treatment like this. If you want to redeem yourself, I suggest to stop trying tonight. Everything’s still fresh—”“Oh, shut up! Don’t even try to act so high and mighty, Jane Williams. We al
SERENA’S POV“Where’s Kelly now? Did she send us an update?” I tried to remain calm as I sat on the couch. I was still wearing the dress that I wore at the party, and even though it had already been an hour since I came home, I felt like I did not have the time to change. I was too preoccupied with what Kelly said.What does she mean that we have a problem? Did Aerah know about her already? It had only been a night, dammit!“Calm down, Jane. You know Kelly’s a good liar, right? She had been doing this for years. And besides, that girl Aerah trusted her so much that she won’t bother suspecting her…” Kaihly, Kelly’s twin stated, watching me silently panicked. She sat comfortably in front of me, her arm crossing against her chest. She knew what was happening. She even saw how Aerah made a scene at that party. I did not have an idea that my sister hacked the surveillance camera in that hotel to watch me get embarrassed by that filthy family.“She said that we have a problem, Kaihly. Wha
SERENA’S POV “Aerah Celine…” Gray called in a warning tone. The corner of my lips turned up, satisfied when I saw Aerah’s glare at her younger brother. Gray then cleared his throat as he fixed his position on his seat.“Well, all of you already know what this meeting is all about. Yesterday marked the 75th anniversary of Moore Estates, and unfortunately, a few misunderstandings happened that ruined the party…” Gray started. Almost everybody eyed me, then shifted their gazes on Aerah, who never looked away from me since I entered this room.“A complaint was sent to my office against the new member of the board, which is Ms. Serena Ambers…”I knew it. This was what Kelly told me last night. I was sure, Aerah and Geraldine were the ones who plotted this. And if I was judging right, Gray agreed with what they were planning, too.“With all due respect, Mr. Moore. I don’t understand. A complaint was raised against Ms. Ambers? Wasn’t she the one who was embarrassed by your sister last nigh
GRAY’S POV“What?” I muttered under my breath. Aerah laughed sarcastically. “You think I’m a fool, my younger brother? Why do you keep defending that woman, by the way? She resembles your wife almost perfectly. Is that the reason why?” With my forehead knotted, my brow almost met as I shot my sister dagger looks. “You are out of your mind, Aerah. Will you please just let me run this company properly? Even if Ms. Ambers is Jane or not, we cannot deny that she really put fortune and even helped the company’s growth! We can’t just kick her out!” “Ah, so you’ll let that bitch wander around our place as if she didn’t have a past with us? With you? My dear brother, are you really becoming a fool?” Oh, damn. Can she not understand me? She seemed to forget how the board reacted when Ms. Ambers said she would pull out her shares. With her influence, our investors might pull out their shares, too. “We can investigate about Ms. Ambers to know who she really is. I-I am sure your family is p
KELLY'S POV All of us turned our eyes towards Gray's secretary. I was confident that we had hidden Jane's identity excellently, but hearing Hazel say that she found something about my sister made my heart drum bizarrely. “You found out something? Didn't we just talk about investigating her this afternoon? How can you find something about her that fast?”Aerah questioned, raising her brow. What the hell does she know about my sister? “Didn't I tell you to get out of our family matters, Ms. Brown? In which part of what I told you was unclear?”Gray eyed his secretary with pure judgment. I knew where was this going. I had heard that Geraldine Moore favored this girl so much that even if Gray was the one who was talking, that old hag would defend this woman. “Let her, son. At least we already have information about that strange woman...”As I was expected. Geraldine would favor this girl with her life.“I already started knowing who she was even before I suggested it. I have known Ms.
SERENA’S POV“She will fucking stay here?! Oh, come on, Gray! How come you’d let that whore work here?! I cannot believe you!”My arms were crossed against my chest as I listened to the noise inside my ex-husband’s office. Miranda was beside me as we waited for Aerah to come out so we could come inside.“She hates you so bad, Ms. Ambers…” Miranda commented, her mouth slightly parted. I let out a chuckle and shook my head. Gray called for a meeting this morning to announce my stay in the Moore Estates. Since Mr. Baker, the former vice president of the company was already dead and his shares were now successfully transferred to me, the board had decided for me to take over his position, too.Aerah wasn’t part of the board members, but news flocked really fast and when she heard about my position in the company, her mind went haywire and now she was in Gray’s office, disturbing his dearest brother.“Can’t you understand that that woman’s dangerous?! Who knows if she’s planning something
GRAY’S POV“I was never in love with my wife, Lucia. Maybe I was interested in her before everything changed—”“You are just in denial. You are in love with Jane, Gray. You have always been in love with her. Even after she passed, you have been in denial. You kept telling yourself that you were not in love with her because your untamed anger was still there. You are mad at her for what she did, and you became angrier when she passed…”Lucia’s words started sinking into my mind slowly, highlighting everything that she was saying. I closed my eyes as I started recalling the times that Jane was still alive.I admitted that I was not a good husband. I was merely a stranger to her, as I was not always at home. My office actually became my house because of too much work that my father was giving me. Those were my preparations once the company would be given to me. Jane would talk to me whenever we had the chance to do so, but I would always answer her like how I answered most people that I
GRAY’S POV I did have an idea of what should I do, but I did not think I would be able to trust myself.“I don’t think we should talk about this over the phone, Serena. I just called to apologize, but I would like to talk about us in person,” I responded, regretting that I called tonight and disturbed her. I wanted to apologize, but the original plan was to do it in person. I just called because I happened to miss her voice. “Tsk. Whatever. Let’s talk in person like what you want, Mr. Moore. I am gonna end this call now. Bye.” She ended the call without letting me bid her goodbye. I inhaled a deep breath, turning off my phone. My feelings had been confusing me since then, and now that I had to decide, it seemed like I could not bring myself to decide what should I do, too. I could fucking feel that I wanted Serena to be mine. I liked her as Serena Ambers, but I also could not help but remember how I used to act around my wife. It was fucking confusing me. Did I only like Serena be
SERENA’S POV “Yeah, she did. I received an email from one of her friends. I declined because what am I gonna with them? Listen to them talking nonsense about other people?” My shoulders fell. She was invited to one of Geraldine’s private gatherings. I was sure a tea party would not be huge, so only a few people were invited there. One of them was my mother, and that was already a chance to have a connection with her. “You know I don’t have many friends because I don’t wanna waste my time talking about other people’s business, right? It’s not my cup of tea. I would rather spend time with my children and talk about something that would make sense to me,” my mother added, almost rolling her eyes at me. I bit my lip and refrained from talking about how much information we could get from that woman alone. That tea party would not only be about the tea that they would drink. I was sure it was a tea about someone’s life, too. Hopefully my life. It was okay if she talked shit about me as
SERENA’S POVI could feel Miranda’s intent stare as we listened to what was Lucia saying. We had been investigating what truly happened in the past, and we had never encountered someone who said that my husband used to be interested in me. Did that really happen? Because I could not remember a single thing regarding that. I had never felt Gray’s interest in me.“He’s interested? I heard from a few employees here that they are only under an arranged marriage. And if he’s interested, he would not flirt with the woman you were talking about…”Is Lucia even telling me the truth right now? How come Gray liked me when I was always a ghost to him? He rarely went home and never knew anything about me. He was always too busy with the company. He was always with his father.“Oh, I don’t know what happened to that man. They were indeed only under an arranged marriage for the sake of business, but I knew that Gray truly liked his wife. He never told me anything but his actions told me so. He migh
SERENA’S POVI was so confused. I could not name what I was feeling right now, honestly. But no matter what it was, it was against my better judgment to freaking feel this way.We were already on our way to my office, and I still could not comprehend these emotions.Should I be freaking glad that Gray said that he missed the old me or be confused because what the fuck? How could he miss someone he used to hate? How could he miss someone that he kicked out years ago?I should be pissed off. That was right. There was no right answer between those two. I should be mad and cussing the hell out of him because even after all these years, even if he wasn’t aware that I was Jane that he said he was missing right now, he was still stressing me out. So, what was gonna happen now? Is this the end of our useless relationship? Is this the end of my pretend flirting with him? This could not be happening at all. I had not even asked him about so many things.If he wanted to be away from me starting
GRAY’S POV I would bury myself to the ground. What the fuck is wrong with me? Serena’s eyebrows squished together. She was just as confused as me, but the difference was I knew where those words came from. I knew why did I say that, but I had no idea why I had to fucking say it out loud. My chin tilted up as I swallowed hard. I ran out of excuses to tell her, but I had to think through it. I should not have said that if it wasn’t meant for her completely. I was damn well aware that it wasn’t just Serena who I missed. I fucking missed my wife, too. “What do you mean? We’re always seeing each other in the company. What’s wrong?” she asked, giggling at me. I cleared my throat, straightening my back. I looked away from her and pretended to look at my employees instead.“It’s nothing. I just remembered something. Forget it.”“Forget what you said? That you missed me? Oh, Gray. No one can hear us talking here. Look, they are all busy. You don’t have to hide how much you want me, my darl
SERENA’S POVThree days had passed and this was the first day that Lucia would start working in the Moore Estates. During those days, Gray and I were both so preoccupied with paperwork that we barely even flirted with each other.The situation seemed to be favoring me because I would rather sign all those papers than sit in his office, waiting for him to notice my exposed cleavage.“Oh my goodness, you look like Jane!”A sly smile formed on my lips as I went down the stairs, my dress almost reaching the ground whenever I took a step toward them.The construction of my proposed project started today, and Gray and I had to be there to check on what was going on. I had gone there two times, but Miranda and I would only pass by all the time. I could not afford to run late at work while I was keeping my professional image.It was undeniably sunny on the site because of the recently demolished land. I made sure that there would be more than enough trees in the surroundings, though. We had t
SERENA’S POVMiranda was more than fine knowing that there would be another person working the office aside from the both of us. I believed Lucia wasn’t so sensitive to people, so I guessed she would just be fine spending most of her hours with us. I reminded Miranda a hundred times to not mention anything about my past and what was our plan, as Lucia did not know who I truly was. I hoped she would be alright seeing me every day. As much as I could, I did not want her to be emotional. It might trigger me. “Ms. Ambers, Madame Valeria Ambers wants to talk to you. She asked me to remind you to call her once you come back here. I think she has something to discuss with you, Ma’am,” Miranda announced, breaking the silence in the office.I ceased from signing the papers that Gray sent here. Silently, I dialed my mom’s phone number on my phone, not expecting that she would answer it on the first ring. She did. Isn’t she busy right now? “Mom, what’s up?”“Remember what we have talked abou
SERENA’S POVI could see the fire in Gray’s eyes as he felt my touch on his thigh. I smiled in my mind, realizing how the slightest thing that I did affected him so much.His head got closer to mine, and right there I knew I should stop what I was doing. I did not want him to kiss me. I did not think I would go that far right now.Our eye contact remained intense, but it broke when I turned my head away, releasing a heavy sigh as if I were the most problematic person in this room.“What’s wrong?” the bastard asked, searching for my eyes. I shook my head and looked at him with worry.“You know what? I really could not help but worry about Lucia when I saw her yesterday. She told me she needed a job. Are you gonna accept her? I don’t know why was she fired but I really have a soft heart with old people. I don’t want her to work but it seems like she really needed the job. Are you gonna hire her here?” I stated, placing my hand on his.My worry about the old woman was true, but I asked h