I almost trip on a rock on my way to my other work of the day.
"Screw this," I mumble to myself.
Grabbing the shabby pair of heels that managed to survive being on my feet for more than two years, I continued trekking my way towards the huge glossy building that had the striking pink neon lights on top. I look at the taffy-colored heels on my hands, "You have done well my babies, you may now rest."
Bryan, one of the bouncers saw me. Lowering his black shades, he looks at both of my hands. There was confusion in his eyes but ever the gentleman he did not comment.
"Hey Violet, need some help?"
"Please."
Without wasting any moment, he grabbed the assortment of paper bags that I managed to hold using just one hand. He also grabbed the taffy-colored heels on my other hand. Bryan was the only man that I liked at work. He was the epitome of how men should be.
Quiet, helpful, and did not ask any unnecessary questions.
He was twenty years older than me, had some graying hairs, but with how he carried himself and with his huge biceps, he looked like he was just in his thirties. Plus, he had the most amazing stubble that I couldn't help but swoon.
If it weren't for the huge glinting golden ring on his fourth finger, I would probably jump him.
Keira greets me by the door, startling me. There was a huge smile on her face.
That wasn't what startled me, though.
No, it was the fact that her usually slicked ponytail had been cut. Her jet-black hair was styled in a side-swept pixie cut. She was of Asian heritage, and her black hair was always something that I was jealous of. It always seemed like it was soft to the touch.
"Babe," I chuckle, my hand automatically cupping both of her cheeks. I turn her head from side to side. "Should I ask why the sudden haircut?"
She bit the inside of her cheek, as if in thought.
"The salon near my house had a promo."
"Let me guess, you just couldn't resist?"
"Well..." She drawled. "The promo said that if I have my haircut, the next one would be free."
"Looks spiffing, babe. It suits you."
She grins back at me. Letting her go, I turn back towards Bryan. Just in time to see him walk towards the back door with my stuff. He would probably place them in my locker, ever the sweetheart.
Damn his wife for being earlier than me in tying him down!
"Babe?" Keira now asks. "Should I ask why you're barefoot?"
This time, I frowned. "I almost tripped on my way here."
"Bummer, was it the taffy-colored ones?"
"Yeah," I wipe an imaginary tear from my eye. "I'm going to miss them. It seems like they might need to retire."
Keira pouts as well. It didn't last. Immediately, she snapped her fingers and grabbed me by the arm.
"I have something that would immediately lift your spirits!"
"Better than shoes?"
"Absolutely!"
"What's better than shoes?"
Without missing a beat, Keira glances back towards me, rubbing her thumb over the tip of her index and middle finger, "Money."
Immediately, the taffy-colored heels had long been forgotten.
The entrance of Ardere Gentleman's Club had always been my favorite place. There was a rectangular air-conditioning, I don't know what it's called, that was placed just on top of the doorway. It blows cool air over your whole body before you even enter.
Keira pulls me towards one of the velvet curtains. She slides it to the side and pushes me inside. Stumbling a bit, I playfully glare towards her. She blows me a kiss. Then, she pulls me towards my vanity mirror. We each had our own, but mine was the best. It was placed near the exit and I loved nothing more than going home early.
Plus, it had my stage name Mattel written in hot pink right in the center top for all to see.
She pushes me down on my seat and swivels the chair so I was facing the mirror.
"It was supposed to be a surprise but there's a bachelor's party tonight."
A smile breaks out on my face almost immediately and I clap from excitement. Then my eyes fall on the calendar sticker that was messily plastered on the bottom left corner of my mirror.
"I'm afraid I'm going to have to rain check on that, babe. I have school tomorrow."
"Come on, I'm sure Professor Asshat wouldn't miss you that much."
"Professor Aschwa would miss me. I have to present the progress of my appellate brief."
The issue that I would be reviewing would be about how a small court allowed a surgeon, who has no specialized training or certification whatsoever, as an expert witness in a medical malpractice case. It was easy, and I was lucky that was the case that was given to me.
"Blah blah, something to do with briefs, I'm more of a silk boxers type of woman," Kiera started digging through the basket that was next to my vanity mirror. After a few seconds, she places a platinum blonde straightened wig on my table, a pink sparkly crop top, and a pink sparkly pleated mini skirt. "It won't take long, I swear it. Big Mama said that the group would be filthy stinkin' rich!"
Hmm, well if it was Big Mama who said it...Wait, no!
I need that degree. And to ace that degree I need sleep.
"Babe, I really can't."
I start stripping my clothes and dressing myself up with the clothes that Keira placed on my table. It was the typical schoolgirl look. Except it had my signature style. My stage name was Mattel, after my favored doll. I leaned towards the mirror and started reapplying my makeup as well.
I grab the fuchsia Mary jane platforms that were placed under my vanity table. With my other hand, I open my cabinet to grab a fresh pair of white knee-high socks.
I was just about to strap my heels on when Keira stopped my hand, her face was scrunched. She looked like she was constipated, and I just knew what that meant. It meant she was thinking. And that's not something she usually did.
"Are you sure nothing I say will change your mind?"
"Nothing, babe. I need to present my brief tomorrow."
"Even..." Keira suddenly let go of me and fumbled with her skirt.
Digging through her pockets, she takes out her phone, and scrolls through it. I was just about to open my mouth and say no, when she lifted her forefinger, silencing me.
"Even this?"
And then she turns her phone over to me.There on the screen was a very pretty rosewood colored kitten heels. The same kitten heels that I had already been looking at for quite some time now. I was supposed to buy it next month, and I was saving up for it.
Black short wavy hair gently hangs over his strong chiseled face. His onyx eyes were hidden behind amazingly long lashes. He even had a nice 5 o'clock shadow on his face. His olive skin almost made him shine under the strobing lights of the bar.Now that I’m looking at him closely, despite being poor, he’s strangely attractive. "Bring me tap water instead."
Before I do something stupid and get rid of the distance between us because his lips were looking mighty soft right now, I push him on the chest.Distance, we need a safe distance."I could give you legal advice when it comes to taxes," Luckily, laws on taxes was a lesson that I had on my
My eyelids fluttered open."Oh no," I pushed myself up, feeling air touch my skin. Groaning, I lean on my hand against the bed. "Oh no, no, no!"I was as naked as the day I was born.
Class finished earlier than expected.Professor Aschwa looked at the brief I prepared, all fifteen pages of it, and gave me a nod. That was all he did. And I was ecstatic. Typically, it was just two things from him. He glares at you then fails your paper. Or he gives you a nod and gives you a passing grade. That was everything he did.
The elevator dings and opens to a small hallway. It was a short hallway, and at the end of it, was a door that didn't even have a handle. It was one of those fancy sliding doors that could sense that there was a person in front that opened on its own.Then, I stopped right in front of it and it slid to the side.
"The question reads, 3x + 4 = 2x + 6.""Right.""Our goal is to find the value of x, right?"
"Viy, ready to go?"At the mention of my name, my mind goes back to reality. The reality where my all-time crush was married to my charming neighbor and I was happy that they were. I won't lie and say I tried to figure out what made them match but ever since I started tutoring Thomas, I realized they were a match made in heaven.
My mother named me after a color I didn’t even like.I would have preferred it if she had named me Green. Green is a nice name. It’s a nice color. I love the color green. And so does my brother, Gray. He only ever showers when the shampoo is green. Green is also what I color the trees. Trees are good. Without trees, there would be no books. I couldn’t imagine what life would be without books.Or maybe I can, I just don’t want to imagine life without it.I like books. Right now, I’m reading a book on different psychological assessments. A few months ago, we moved to a place that’s far away from my mother. Sometimes I don’t like change. Change is weird, it makes me scared. This time, I liked the change. This time, I can read all the books I want and my mother won&r
A miniature demon was inches away from my face.“Markus,” Gray whispered softly. “I have to ask you something.”It was like he was trying not to wake me up more than he already did. Groaning, I rub the back of my head. When he had woken me up by blowing warm air in my ear, I woke up flinching. My head hit my headboard, and I was afraid I might have broken it, and I wasn’t really in the mood to spend any more than I already did the past few days.“What is it?” I asked, lifting him up and placing him on my lap. The past few months have been amazing, he’d taken in a lot more weight and even though he hated it, he also started taking more showers. All we needed was changing the shampoo to the green ones that he liked. “What’s wrong, bud?”
It was around midnight when my sister started to fucking scream.When we had been living on the same roof, I was used to her bitching every hour of the day. She finds gum in her shoe, she bitches. She loses one of her earrings, she bitches. She figures out I ate the last fucking piece of donut. She fucking bitches. Everything she does is bitch. It came to the point where I don’t even want to come home anymore because I was missing sleep because of all the time she keeps bitching about everyone at the house.Still, for some inexplicable reason, I feel like her bitching now didn’t sound like her typical bitching.Rubbing my eyes, I yawn, pulling myself up from the couch. The television was still on when I had been watching a movie a few hours ago. Violet would probably have bitched about this too but
“Give that back to the kind gentleman, Gray.”Gray scrunched his nose up in annoyance, “No!”“Gray,” I say again, forcing a smile so that none of the other people could tell I was close to slapping the back of his head for being a brat. “Return the paper bag to the man.”“Helen said only one per person!”“We bought lots, didn’t we?” I counter, “Just give it back.”Gray mutters something under his breath once more but, he returned the paper bag to the homeless man who for sure was hiding five more bags inside of his coat. He walked by more than a few times already, I just didn’t make a comment. Hey, if we were in t
“What’s that about?” Red asked as we got out of the cab, pulling an exhausted and dozing Markus out. Thankfully, Red was with me because there was no way in hell I can carry Markus all on my own. I already had another set of weight that’s pulling me down in my belly, I can’t have the person who made the weight possible adding to the changes of my center of gravity. “What did that woman mean by contract, Violet? What was she talking about?”I say nothing. Instead, I slung my arm around Markus’s lower back, while his inner elbow settled around the back of Red’s neck. It was a good thing that his apartment was in the basement and we didn’t have to use the stairs. Thank you to whoever invented elevators!Red huffed, his voice sounding annoyed with my sudden s
“You brought a titty club?”“Red!” I hissed, covering his mouth immediately before either of the kids hear. “It’s not a titty club! I’ve never seen an uncovered breast at Ardere. Can you keep your mouth shut?”Red and Clementine got home a few hours after we prepared dinner.And Markus was yet again, working late today.He had been working late for quite a few days now that I’m starting to both get worried and annoyed. Granted, I wasn’t alone at home and he could leave me without me getting bored, it still wasn’t what I expected. Especially now that we knew what the other had felt. I thought for sure that our feelings were mutual, everything would feel different.
My therapist suggested that I should make a list.They told me that hate was a powerful word, and that it was subjective. That maybe the hate that was festering inside of me wasn’t necessarily considered as hate but more of confusion and guilt forming together. They told me that sometimes things happen beyond our control and that I shouldn’t blame myself for the choices I made along the way over things that I had no control over.Of course, I thought it was total bullshit.Still, I found myself typing names on the notes app of my phone. I was inside my room, with the door open to ease everyone’s concern. I’ve already gone and fed Mexi. It had been a long time since we spent time alone together. Markus, Scarlett, and Olive were at their jobs, Hazel was at her dorm, Red and Clementine wer
I don’t know what’s more infuriating.Maria and Maverick, who were trying to keep cool but failing horribly, while they were taking food out of paper bags. They kept glancing my way ever since I got back into Ash’s room. Or maybe it was my siblings that were more annoying. I could feel their stares on me even when they weren’t facing my direction. It was that bad.Red, Jade, and Gray were standing by Ash’s, who thankfully was knocked out cold and not blabbering crazy stuff anymore, bed. Gray was blatantly staring, whispering something to Red, while tipping his head in my direction. Red was glancing at me from the corner of his eye, and I met his gaze. When he noticed that I caught him, he placed his hand on top of Gray’s head and swiveled his face to avert his gaze.Th
Keep calm, Violet.I’ve been repeating that ever since Markus had grabbed my hand and started pulling me along behind him, walking to heaven knows where. He’s been quiet ever since we left Ash’s room. I didn’t miss the way that Maria and Maverick were throwing glances at the both of us as we left. Hell, even Red was giving me a knowing look and it’s Red we’re talking about. He couldn’t even care less about my girly problems.I was in such a state, it took me a long time to figure out just where exactly we were going. We’ve passed the hospital park where we had the talk a few days ago. And it doesn’t really look like we’re going to where his car was parked. My hands were getting clammy and he still hasn&rsquo