Black short wavy hair gently hangs over his strong chiseled face. His onyx eyes were hidden behind amazingly long lashes. He even had a nice 5 o'clock shadow on his face. His olive skin almost made him shine under the strobing lights of the bar.
Now that I’m looking at him closely, despite being poor, he’s strangely attractive.
"Bring me tap water instead."
"But sir-"
"Tap water. This is ridiculous."
I feel the hand squeeze my ass again.
"I'm kinda jealous, you're here on top of me but you're looking somewhere else."
Right, focus on money, Violet! Focus on the man under you!
"Sorry," I mumbled, "It's just your friend-"
He cuts me off, "Markus? Ignore that stingy bastard."
Somehow, I felt myself getting annoyed with that. It wasn't someone's fault that they were stingy. Maybe it was just that they couldn't really afford it in the first place.
I was stingy too. Sometimes. Not really. Still.
All of my expenses were calculated to a tee, down to the last cent. I knew that I enjoyed shopping to relieve stress, and I loved spending. That's why I have a ton of jobs. I needed something to continue my lifestyle. And that's only because I was privileged enough to have the time to have those jobs.
His friend, Markus, probably didn't have the time to get a job that paid well.
Suddenly, I was annoyed, and I started sliding off him.
"I changed my mind," I glared. "I'm going to spend time with the stingy bastard instead."
The man rolls his eyes, "Whatever, bitch. Try and see if you'll get money off him."
I didn't bother replying, instead, I slowly made my way over to Markus. He wasn't even looking at me. He was that uncomfortable. He was too busy glaring at the alcohol that was set on the table.
Poor thing, he probably couldn't afford it.
There were days when I would pass by store booths and looks at shoes behind a transparent glass. I didn't have enough money to buy them. It doesn't bother me as much as when it happens to me.
It bothers me immensely though when I have my siblings with me and they pass by toy stores or clothes stores and they look longingly at a piece of item there. It pains me that most of the time, I don't have enough money to buy them everything they wanted.
Though oftentimes, the anger is more than the pain. It makes me angry that my siblings have this kind of life.
"Hey there," I say, sitting beside him. Unlike his friend, he seemed like the kind of person who wasn't into skin to skin contact. I was cool with that. "You know you can't have that much fun with just water."
He seemed startled that I was now next to him.
He meets my eyes, surprising me.
Usually, guys would stare at my cleavage first.
Not him. He was looking at my eyes. And I find myself squirming under his stare. I was wrong. Even if he was poor, he looked cute. Dare I say, handsome even?
"I...don't have cash with me."
Even from the loud blaring of the music at the club, I could hear the snickers that came from his friends.
He clicked his tongue and continued glaring down on his lap. Something sparked inside of me too, something that seemed like anger. They were his friends, and they were laughing at him for being poor. I had friends like that too, back then when I tried my hardest to be accepted. Friends who only liked you for the things you could offer.
I was conventionally attractive, which meant instant popularity at school. Yet when they found out the status of my money, or lack thereof, they suddenly stopped being friends with me.
Or it might also have something to do with them losing valuables around me.
Hey! It wasn't my fault they left their valuables at places where I could easily swipe them.
I cup my hands around my mouth and call out to one of the waitresses.
"Babe, could you bring one glass of Mai Tai for my friend, here? Put it on my tab."
Markus turns his head to me quickly, a surprised look on his face.
And he was grinning.
I almost had the urge to cover my eyes with how blinding his teeth were. They were a perfect set of white teeth. For someone poor, he definitely cares about his dental hygiene.
This really just proves my previous statement that he was one handsome mofo.
Yup, I'm already calling it, we would be great friends. Conventionally attractive people who are also poor, like us, need to stick together.
"Really?" His smile widened, showing me two cute dimples. "For free?"
"Yeah, just enjoy yourself. And if you need another glass, tell me."
$$$*$$$*$$$
"T-t-t-taxeees!" Markus slurred. One of his arms was draped across my shoulders, pulling me into him. The other was holding a bottle which he was currently waving in the air. "Accountaaant's terri- terribe- terribleee!"
Chuckling, I try getting his arm off me, which was a challenge.
Over the past few minutes, I realized that I had made the wrong assumption. It seems that Markus was fond of skin to skin contact. Just not the kind that I was used to. The moment he got drunk, he started being touchy.
Not the perverted kind, it just seemed like he was losing his battle with gravity and needed a firm body that would prop him up.
"Propertytaxeschargedonmycard," Markus grumbled, his words tumbling from his mouth in a rush of barely distinguishable syllables. He brings the bottle to his mouth again and chugs. "Cannotdeducttaxableincomemybehind!"
"It seems you have a problem with taxes."
He turned his head towards me, and I found myself freezing on the spot. He leans his forehead on mine and I feel the warmth of his breath. He narrows his eyes, while I try my best to ignore the rush of blood that came running to my cheeks.
"C-c-could youuu do shumtin 'boutit?"
Before I do something stupid and get rid of the distance between us because his lips were looking mighty soft right now, I push him on the chest.Distance, we need a safe distance."I could give you legal advice when it comes to taxes," Luckily, laws on taxes was a lesson that I had on my
My eyelids fluttered open."Oh no," I pushed myself up, feeling air touch my skin. Groaning, I lean on my hand against the bed. "Oh no, no, no!"I was as naked as the day I was born.
Class finished earlier than expected.Professor Aschwa looked at the brief I prepared, all fifteen pages of it, and gave me a nod. That was all he did. And I was ecstatic. Typically, it was just two things from him. He glares at you then fails your paper. Or he gives you a nod and gives you a passing grade. That was everything he did.
The elevator dings and opens to a small hallway. It was a short hallway, and at the end of it, was a door that didn't even have a handle. It was one of those fancy sliding doors that could sense that there was a person in front that opened on its own.Then, I stopped right in front of it and it slid to the side.
"The question reads, 3x + 4 = 2x + 6.""Right.""Our goal is to find the value of x, right?"
"Viy, ready to go?"At the mention of my name, my mind goes back to reality. The reality where my all-time crush was married to my charming neighbor and I was happy that they were. I won't lie and say I tried to figure out what made them match but ever since I started tutoring Thomas, I realized they were a match made in heaven.
"The total is $5.53."Grinning, I happily open my wallet and give him the payment. Helen was still gawking at our three full carts and the list on the cashier's monitor. And she wasn't the only one, there were people from other lines watching the exchange. Some were looking at me with admiration in their eyes, some were taking pictures, and some were just looking at me weirdly.
I cut the shampoo sachets we brought and stuffed them into the small bags we got at the store.After the trip to the mall, we went back to Helen's house. We ate the snacks we brought and waited just about half an hour before the items we purchased got delivered. Now, we were packing them for the food bank. Even though the majority were food, we still had goodie bags for their toiletries.
My mother named me after a color I didn’t even like.I would have preferred it if she had named me Green. Green is a nice name. It’s a nice color. I love the color green. And so does my brother, Gray. He only ever showers when the shampoo is green. Green is also what I color the trees. Trees are good. Without trees, there would be no books. I couldn’t imagine what life would be without books.Or maybe I can, I just don’t want to imagine life without it.I like books. Right now, I’m reading a book on different psychological assessments. A few months ago, we moved to a place that’s far away from my mother. Sometimes I don’t like change. Change is weird, it makes me scared. This time, I liked the change. This time, I can read all the books I want and my mother won&r
A miniature demon was inches away from my face.“Markus,” Gray whispered softly. “I have to ask you something.”It was like he was trying not to wake me up more than he already did. Groaning, I rub the back of my head. When he had woken me up by blowing warm air in my ear, I woke up flinching. My head hit my headboard, and I was afraid I might have broken it, and I wasn’t really in the mood to spend any more than I already did the past few days.“What is it?” I asked, lifting him up and placing him on my lap. The past few months have been amazing, he’d taken in a lot more weight and even though he hated it, he also started taking more showers. All we needed was changing the shampoo to the green ones that he liked. “What’s wrong, bud?”
It was around midnight when my sister started to fucking scream.When we had been living on the same roof, I was used to her bitching every hour of the day. She finds gum in her shoe, she bitches. She loses one of her earrings, she bitches. She figures out I ate the last fucking piece of donut. She fucking bitches. Everything she does is bitch. It came to the point where I don’t even want to come home anymore because I was missing sleep because of all the time she keeps bitching about everyone at the house.Still, for some inexplicable reason, I feel like her bitching now didn’t sound like her typical bitching.Rubbing my eyes, I yawn, pulling myself up from the couch. The television was still on when I had been watching a movie a few hours ago. Violet would probably have bitched about this too but
“Give that back to the kind gentleman, Gray.”Gray scrunched his nose up in annoyance, “No!”“Gray,” I say again, forcing a smile so that none of the other people could tell I was close to slapping the back of his head for being a brat. “Return the paper bag to the man.”“Helen said only one per person!”“We bought lots, didn’t we?” I counter, “Just give it back.”Gray mutters something under his breath once more but, he returned the paper bag to the homeless man who for sure was hiding five more bags inside of his coat. He walked by more than a few times already, I just didn’t make a comment. Hey, if we were in t
“What’s that about?” Red asked as we got out of the cab, pulling an exhausted and dozing Markus out. Thankfully, Red was with me because there was no way in hell I can carry Markus all on my own. I already had another set of weight that’s pulling me down in my belly, I can’t have the person who made the weight possible adding to the changes of my center of gravity. “What did that woman mean by contract, Violet? What was she talking about?”I say nothing. Instead, I slung my arm around Markus’s lower back, while his inner elbow settled around the back of Red’s neck. It was a good thing that his apartment was in the basement and we didn’t have to use the stairs. Thank you to whoever invented elevators!Red huffed, his voice sounding annoyed with my sudden s
“You brought a titty club?”“Red!” I hissed, covering his mouth immediately before either of the kids hear. “It’s not a titty club! I’ve never seen an uncovered breast at Ardere. Can you keep your mouth shut?”Red and Clementine got home a few hours after we prepared dinner.And Markus was yet again, working late today.He had been working late for quite a few days now that I’m starting to both get worried and annoyed. Granted, I wasn’t alone at home and he could leave me without me getting bored, it still wasn’t what I expected. Especially now that we knew what the other had felt. I thought for sure that our feelings were mutual, everything would feel different.
My therapist suggested that I should make a list.They told me that hate was a powerful word, and that it was subjective. That maybe the hate that was festering inside of me wasn’t necessarily considered as hate but more of confusion and guilt forming together. They told me that sometimes things happen beyond our control and that I shouldn’t blame myself for the choices I made along the way over things that I had no control over.Of course, I thought it was total bullshit.Still, I found myself typing names on the notes app of my phone. I was inside my room, with the door open to ease everyone’s concern. I’ve already gone and fed Mexi. It had been a long time since we spent time alone together. Markus, Scarlett, and Olive were at their jobs, Hazel was at her dorm, Red and Clementine wer
I don’t know what’s more infuriating.Maria and Maverick, who were trying to keep cool but failing horribly, while they were taking food out of paper bags. They kept glancing my way ever since I got back into Ash’s room. Or maybe it was my siblings that were more annoying. I could feel their stares on me even when they weren’t facing my direction. It was that bad.Red, Jade, and Gray were standing by Ash’s, who thankfully was knocked out cold and not blabbering crazy stuff anymore, bed. Gray was blatantly staring, whispering something to Red, while tipping his head in my direction. Red was glancing at me from the corner of his eye, and I met his gaze. When he noticed that I caught him, he placed his hand on top of Gray’s head and swiveled his face to avert his gaze.Th
Keep calm, Violet.I’ve been repeating that ever since Markus had grabbed my hand and started pulling me along behind him, walking to heaven knows where. He’s been quiet ever since we left Ash’s room. I didn’t miss the way that Maria and Maverick were throwing glances at the both of us as we left. Hell, even Red was giving me a knowing look and it’s Red we’re talking about. He couldn’t even care less about my girly problems.I was in such a state, it took me a long time to figure out just where exactly we were going. We’ve passed the hospital park where we had the talk a few days ago. And it doesn’t really look like we’re going to where his car was parked. My hands were getting clammy and he still hasn&rsquo