I follow Liliana home, taking in the house that her foster parents have. It's not bad, nothing close to being delipidated or anything, which is a shame. I was looking forward to giving her shit about it. I'm running out of reasons to talk to my little pauper.
I watch a young boy come toward the house after Liliana has gone in, and I stop him, "Hey, little man, are you Liliana's foster brother?"
Maybe in another world, we would be perfect for one another, but not this one. Liliana Sumner was born on the wrong side of the tracks, and unlike me, when she lost her parents, she was put into the foster system; I was sent to live with my uncle and his wife. Sometimes, I wonder if I would have been better off going into the system, but I'm a Falcon, and Falcons always rise above everything and everyone.
My life has been anything but rainbows and roses. Being from such an influential family keeps me from anyone or anything less than what we are. My uncle's lectures have been ingrained inside every cell in my body, and I'm forced to live a life in the darkness of my family's legacy. A legacy that includes crime families, particularly the Mafia, where secrets are aplenty unless you want an early exit from this world.
Liliana being poor saves her from me. As much as I want nothing more than to have her as my own, my tastes are dark, just like my family's past. I doubt she can handle the things that I would do to her. Others keep trying to talk to her, and she smiles at them; she gives them the smile that is supposed to be mine, so now, I'm going to take her tears because if I can't have Liliana, nobody can have her.
"I'm not little, and yeah. We are both foster kids here; the Mallards don't have kids of their own. Are you a friend of Lily's?"
I don't like how he shortens my pauper's name. I'm the only one who can give her nicknames. I don't care if he isn't in his teens yet; he needs to learn respect. Fortunately for him, I can't be the one to show him the error of his ways.
"Yeah, we go to school together."
"Do you want to come in?"
"Nah, I've got a lot of homework, but thanks for the invite."
The brat shrugs and hurries inside, but I remain here for a little longer, watching the house and hoping for one more glimpse of my little pauper. When my phone pings, I roll my eyes at the caller ID seeing the wicked bitch's name. I ignore it and tuck it back into my pocket before heading to my car and going home.
***
"Jarek, is that you?" I roll my eyes at the sound of my aunt's voice. Carmen is my uncle's second wife and far worse than his first one. Aunt Talia would never have done half the shit that Carmen has done to me.
My uncle's house hides many secrets, past and present, and now, I'm part of those secrets. If I want to keep my inheritance, I must play my role; it's what Carmen reminds me of daily. My uncle never lifted his hand to help me, only to help her because he'd get off on how his wife treated me, and others for that matter. He always liked to see how I would react to her treatment, and I consistently let him down. I was never good enough, but that happens when your uncle is in the Mafia, I guess.
It's not what you think; Carmen isn't a pedophile, but she gets off on some sick shit, just not little kids, thank fuck. As the wife of a mafia member, she holds a lot of weight. If I had disrespected her, then my uncle would have whipped me, yet I disappointed him when I allowed his wife to treat me as she did and still does. It was a never-ending battle.
Physical abuse, check. Emotional abuse, check. Mental abuse, fucking check, check, and check. An adolescent should never see what I've seen her do to others. My uncle wasn't entirely evil, but he was bad enough. He taught me how to take what I wanted and what was owed to us because we owned over half the town. He also taught me that women are only good for being servants to our hunger, but I must always make sure I get their consent first. At least he had some decency. Get their permission and treat them well so that you can do despicable things to them in the bedroom.
My pauper is a special case. Until I know what to do about her, I must ensure she remains close while keeping her at arm's length. Liliana could have it so good if only she's a good little pauper. She should be grateful that I'm showing her attention at all.
"Yes, Carmen, it's me," I finally remember to answer the bitch. She had me stop calling her Aunt Carmen when my uncle died six months ago. I just so happened to have turned eighteen three weeks after his passing, and that's when Carmen started thinking of me as something other than her step-nephew. She keeps me in line by holding my inheritance over my head; otherwise, I'd tell her to go fuck herself.
"Where are your manners, boy?" Her voice is icy, just as sharp as the icicles that form in winter, making them look like lethal weapons.
Hanging my head, I drop my school bag on the floor in the front foyer and count to ten. Then, straightening my spine and hardening my expression, I walk into the sitting room where she awaits my arrival every day. She glares at me as her eyes sweep me from head to toe; I know what her next words will be, and I cringe.
Since I turned of age, I've become Carmen's 'servant.' It's all consensual if you ask her. She even has my signed consent form. Of course, you won't find the threat of not receiving a penny of what is owed to me within it. Carmen gets her way by having me as her servant, and I get my money when I graduate high school.
"I have guests out by the pool, and you knew about them coming, but still, you are insolent and try me at every turn!"
"I'm sorry, ma'am. I had a flat tire and needed to get it fixed," I grit out. "I will make sure it doesn't happen again."
"See that it doesn't! Now, go change into the appropriate attire and get to work. They are all waiting on you."
Fuck my life, I can't wait for graduation, so I can collect my inheritance and boot Carmen's ass out the door! You would think the woman would know better than to get on my bad side, but she believes she is untouchable. Just wait; her day is coming, just like my little pauper. One day, I will have Liliana Sumner at my mercy.
Carmen is making my life hell at home, so I must release the pent-up anger. What better way than to target my prey? Others watch and laugh, too, and even though I don't like it, I don't stop it because then she will know, and Liliana can never know. Until I can find a way to have her, having my pauper as my assistant is the only way to get close enough.
I'm sure she's confused as to why I'm singling her out, making her do my homework, and kissing my feet when there is a lesson to be learned. I've confused her because I never once gave her the time of day in her three years of high school. I'm a senior, and she's only a junior, but I noticed her on the first day of school in my sophomore year.
I spent every day watching from afar, but not anymore. I need her, and if I can't have her as my own, I will do the only thing I can: make her my 'assistant.' It sounds better than prey or victim. It makes no difference to me if she sees me as mean; at least she sees me as something.
***
I come down in the stupid red thong Carmen makes me wear when her friends are here. Strengthening my resolve, I present myself to her. She gets up from her place on her couch, walks over slowly, and examines my state of dress. She has me in the tightest thong, which showcases the bulge in the front. I am very well endowed for my age; all the Falcon men are.
"Hm, seems you're missing something. Oh, yes, the little gift I got you." She walks to a table and opens the drawer.
What she pulls out has me seeing fucking red. She doesn't say anything as she smirks and walks over to me.
"Kneel," she orders.
Glaring right at her, I drop to my knees, and she wraps a fucking leather collar around my neck. There's a leash attached to it, which she yanks on, indicating she wants me to stand once the collar is secure. She calls me her sex servant, but there is never any sex involved, at least not with her. No, she likes getting off by humiliating others, me especially.
"Now, be a good boy and follow me." She turns and heads for the door, pulling on the leash, and all I can do is follow.
"The guests are out by the pool, and you will do well to please the women however they want." Carmen opens the French doors leading to the Olympic-sized pool at the back of the house. That's when I see all of her guests; none are under the age of fifty, and most are divorced or widowed. "Go be a good boy, and I may have a surprise for you later on."
Her words mean nothing to me because if I've learned anything, it's that Carmen's surprises are never a good thing…
LilianaJarek: Are you finished with my homework yet, little pauper?I roll my eyes, looking at the time. It's just past seven, and Jarek has four assignments for me to do, with one of them being a three-page essay. I'll be lucky if I finish by nine.Me: I'm working on your essay now.Jarek: Don't be rushing through it, pauper. I expect nothing under a B plus. Me: I'm trying my best, Jarek.Jarek: You better get back to work, pauper. You have a long night ahead of you.I toss my phone aside, not bothering to answer him, and I turn my attention to the work. Tears burn behind my lids. Why am I letting him treat me like this? I should go to the principal or the guidance counselor about Jarek's behavior toward me. Unfortunately, his family owns this town, so I doubt anybody will help.I end up doing homework well past midnight, and when I wake up just before my alarm goes off, I find myself still sitting at my desk. Slobber runs from my mouth to my arm, where my head is resting, and I wi
JarekI wanted her.When I had her in that closet, and it was just the two of us, I wanted to take her and make her mine. My pauper should be happy that I used restraint. Next time may not be so lucky for her. Taking her homework was a genius idea because Liliana was all mine for just those few minutes in the closet.I've tried inciting fear into the student body regarding my pauper. She didn't have many friends, if any, beforehand, but students still talked to her, and the guys still drooled when she walked by. Not anymore. It's a dick move, but ask me if I give a fuck.I may not be one of the popular jocks, but being a Falcon puts me at the top and the most popular guy at school. I actually get along with everybody; Liliana Sumner is just special. It's because she's special that I treat her the way I do. I'm driven crazy when she's around, and the fact that I can't have her the way I want has me acting like a madman.It's a new day and I'm just pulling up to my pauper's house when
LilianaThe days are longer now that I have my very own warden. The only time I have to myself are my walks home from school. However, the voice that sounds behind me says it all; I'm not going to have a peaceful walk home today."Hello, pauper.""Jarek.""Are you waiting for anybody in particular?"I sit outside the school after the last bell every day, waiting for all the students to be gone. For the last few weeks, others have been picking on me after seeing Jarek bully me, and they tend to harass me on my walk home.The last person I want to be talking to is the bully who started it all. It's bad enough that I have to ride to school with him, but I treasure my peaceful walks home, and now, he's here. I glance up at him from where I sit in the grass. He's blocking the sun from my eyes, and for just a moment, one could mistake him for an angel."I'm not waiting for anyone," I respond back."You could have fooled me. Nobody just sits by themselves on the grass at school." He studies
JarekThese past few weeks have been both heaven and hell for me. Being so close to my little pauper puts me on cloud nine, and yet, the ache of not being able to have her the way I want is pure torture.Knowing today was Liliana's birthday had me in a good mood. Well, as much of a good mood as my warped mind could muster, but it all took a turn when I approached her by her locker.Liliana running away from me was the last thing I expected, and it pissed me off, so I went after her.However, I've taken it too far this morning. I never intended to see any actual harm come to my pauper. I only wanted to be here when she opened the birthday gift that I got her. Her reaction to the expensive ID bracelet was not what I had expected, and her running away and getting hit by a car wasn't on my list of her reactions either. So, now I sit and wait for her to wake up, but I keep my presence unknown because I don't want to upset her while she's healing. I need her to get better so she can return
LilianaI wake up to a beeping noise all around me and realize I'm in a hospital bed. My body feels like it's been used as a punching bag repeatedly, and something tickles my nose. I reach up and feel an oxygen tube is the culprit for the itching, so I leave it in place as I glance around the room. I don't know what I expected, but an empty room isn't it.I press the red button, and a speaker crackles above my head, "May I help you?""Y-Yes," my voice cracks, and I have to clear my throat before continuing, "May I please speak with a nurse?""Yes, someone will be there momentarily, dear."The room goes quiet once more, aside from the machines' beeping. A moment later, a kind-looking nurse comes in carrying a tray. "It's so nice to see you awake, Liliana. Are you in any pain?" she asks as she sets the tray down on my side table."Yeah, a little." I try sitting up, but the pain is too much, and I lay back. "Can you tell me how I ended up here?"The nurse pushes a button on the handrail,
Jarek"What do you mean she's gone?" I ask the nurse at the front desk.I came to the hospital to check in on my little pauper, only to find out she was discharged yesterday. I couldn't come to the hospital over the weekend thanks to fucking Carmen deciding to throw what I call a Weekender and use me to breed her slutty friend. Her parties are usually just guests who come and stay for the weekend, and it's pretty much one big fuck fest. I was literally tied up most of the weekend being used. My cock was so sore I was worried it might fall off."I'm sorry, Mr. Falcon. I thought you had known since you're paying her bill." The young nurse behind the desk bows her head, "Is there anything I can do for you to make up for the miscommunication?"I stare at the woman and notice that she's beautiful. I'm tired of fucking middle-aged women and can use a pretty thing like the woman behind the desk to help make me feel better. Unfortunately, my dick is out of service, but I nod my head anyway, i
Liliana"What do you mean it's only worth three hundred dollars? I can tell you right now that this bracelet was probably at least four figures!" I tell the third and last pawn shop owner."I'll give you four hundred tops for it." The slimy owner states, looking bored.There isn't much I can do about it; this shop is willing to pay the most, but I try again, "How about six hundred?"Looking annoyed now because he's trying to watch a horse race on the old static television that sits in the corner of the counter, he gives me his last offer: "Five hundred. Now, either take it or get the hell out of here!""Okay, I'll take it." I hand him the bracelet and the box, and he gives me five crisp one-hundred-dollar bills.I can't leave the foul-smelling shop any faster than I already am. The whole place has a haze of smoke from the owner's cigar; he must chain smoke daily...sheesh. Tucking the money away in my duffel bag, along with the rest of my savings, I head for the bus station. Even if I
LilianaI stare up at Heath and remember all the times that I wish he had seen me as a woman when we were younger, and now, here we are. He sees me as a woman who he wants to teach, but does this mean that he likes me that way, or is he only trying to be nice? "Do you want to teach me?" I ask my own question. His dimples poke out as he grins that boyish grin that I've always loved. "I would love to teach you this and so much more if you'd let me." He caresses my cheek, and I lean into his hand. "Let's forget the movie for now," he says as he takes my hand and pulls me up from the couch. I know exactly what he's thinking and I don't know if I'm ready for that just yet, and I tell him so. "Heath, I don't know about the rest. At least not yet." "It's okay, Lily. There is no rush for all that. Let's go to the bedroom and get comfortable, and I will teach you the basics while we wait for the food to arrive.""O-okay." I let him pull me into his room.I've been sleeping on his couch the
Liliana4 Years LaterI'm sitting outside my makeshift house with two of my neighbors as we play a game of cards. We usually do it when none of us are out trying to earn money. The two of them panhandle all day, whereas I try to stay out of the public's eye.My lack of a birth certificate or proof that I was, in fact, born here makes it hard to get a real job. I get it, I probably could have gone to the courthouse, but the loops I would have needed to go through because Heath had taken my ID just didn't fit into my timeline. I hadn't expected to stay here until I started seeing flyers with my face on them being put up all around town. That's when I knew I needed to burrow deeper into the parts of town that decent people would never venture into.I wouldn't say Heath Richards was decent, but I know he wouldn't have looked in the dilapidated building I hid myself in for that first year of hiding. Thoughts of hitchhiking to the next town had crossed my mind, but then I'd have to be seen
LilianaI wake up and stretch. I've been sleeping in Heath's bed ever since that first night we were intimate. It's been about two weeks, and I still haven't let him take it all the way; I'm just not comfortable with it yet.It's still early, so I'm surprised that I find it empty when I look over to his side of the bed. Heath never rises so early; he's a late sleeper. Throwing back the covers, I hug myself against the slight chill in the air as I pad my way to the door.I'm dressed only in one of Heath's heavy metal rock band t-shirts, and my feet are bare. When I come down the hallway, I can only hear the muffled sound of Heath's voice. Smiling, I wonder who he could be talking to other than himself, but when I hear him say my name, I slow down until I'm just by the living room doorway."Yeah, I've been working with her. Lily's turning into a real porn star. Her cherry will bring in a shit ton of money when we're ready." There's a long pause, and then his next words clarify any confu
JarekIt's been a whole fucking week, and Liliana has somehow disappeared. How one simple girl can fall off the radar as she did is beyond me. Yeah, she pawned off the bracelet, but that asshole only gave her a measly five hundred dollars, where I had paid four grand for it. I'd thank him because without the money that she should have gotten for it but didn't, she won't get too far, yet I want to beat the fucker for swindling my pauper.However, even without the money, Liliana has still been able to evade me. She has to have someone helping her—I'd bet my life on it, but who the hell could that be? My pauper has no friends.Scrolling through my email, I come across one from Carl that I never opened. The subject line says, Inheritance. How the fuck did I miss this? I guess having my mind on my pauper all week, had me forgetting all about my other issue. With Carmen gone all week, it's been quiet at the house, so I never thought twice about the inheritance shit.As I scan the email's co
LilianaI stare up at Heath and remember all the times that I wish he had seen me as a woman when we were younger, and now, here we are. He sees me as a woman who he wants to teach, but does this mean that he likes me that way, or is he only trying to be nice? "Do you want to teach me?" I ask my own question. His dimples poke out as he grins that boyish grin that I've always loved. "I would love to teach you this and so much more if you'd let me." He caresses my cheek, and I lean into his hand. "Let's forget the movie for now," he says as he takes my hand and pulls me up from the couch. I know exactly what he's thinking and I don't know if I'm ready for that just yet, and I tell him so. "Heath, I don't know about the rest. At least not yet." "It's okay, Lily. There is no rush for all that. Let's go to the bedroom and get comfortable, and I will teach you the basics while we wait for the food to arrive.""O-okay." I let him pull me into his room.I've been sleeping on his couch the
Liliana"What do you mean it's only worth three hundred dollars? I can tell you right now that this bracelet was probably at least four figures!" I tell the third and last pawn shop owner."I'll give you four hundred tops for it." The slimy owner states, looking bored.There isn't much I can do about it; this shop is willing to pay the most, but I try again, "How about six hundred?"Looking annoyed now because he's trying to watch a horse race on the old static television that sits in the corner of the counter, he gives me his last offer: "Five hundred. Now, either take it or get the hell out of here!""Okay, I'll take it." I hand him the bracelet and the box, and he gives me five crisp one-hundred-dollar bills.I can't leave the foul-smelling shop any faster than I already am. The whole place has a haze of smoke from the owner's cigar; he must chain smoke daily...sheesh. Tucking the money away in my duffel bag, along with the rest of my savings, I head for the bus station. Even if I
Jarek"What do you mean she's gone?" I ask the nurse at the front desk.I came to the hospital to check in on my little pauper, only to find out she was discharged yesterday. I couldn't come to the hospital over the weekend thanks to fucking Carmen deciding to throw what I call a Weekender and use me to breed her slutty friend. Her parties are usually just guests who come and stay for the weekend, and it's pretty much one big fuck fest. I was literally tied up most of the weekend being used. My cock was so sore I was worried it might fall off."I'm sorry, Mr. Falcon. I thought you had known since you're paying her bill." The young nurse behind the desk bows her head, "Is there anything I can do for you to make up for the miscommunication?"I stare at the woman and notice that she's beautiful. I'm tired of fucking middle-aged women and can use a pretty thing like the woman behind the desk to help make me feel better. Unfortunately, my dick is out of service, but I nod my head anyway, i
LilianaI wake up to a beeping noise all around me and realize I'm in a hospital bed. My body feels like it's been used as a punching bag repeatedly, and something tickles my nose. I reach up and feel an oxygen tube is the culprit for the itching, so I leave it in place as I glance around the room. I don't know what I expected, but an empty room isn't it.I press the red button, and a speaker crackles above my head, "May I help you?""Y-Yes," my voice cracks, and I have to clear my throat before continuing, "May I please speak with a nurse?""Yes, someone will be there momentarily, dear."The room goes quiet once more, aside from the machines' beeping. A moment later, a kind-looking nurse comes in carrying a tray. "It's so nice to see you awake, Liliana. Are you in any pain?" she asks as she sets the tray down on my side table."Yeah, a little." I try sitting up, but the pain is too much, and I lay back. "Can you tell me how I ended up here?"The nurse pushes a button on the handrail,
JarekThese past few weeks have been both heaven and hell for me. Being so close to my little pauper puts me on cloud nine, and yet, the ache of not being able to have her the way I want is pure torture.Knowing today was Liliana's birthday had me in a good mood. Well, as much of a good mood as my warped mind could muster, but it all took a turn when I approached her by her locker.Liliana running away from me was the last thing I expected, and it pissed me off, so I went after her.However, I've taken it too far this morning. I never intended to see any actual harm come to my pauper. I only wanted to be here when she opened the birthday gift that I got her. Her reaction to the expensive ID bracelet was not what I had expected, and her running away and getting hit by a car wasn't on my list of her reactions either. So, now I sit and wait for her to wake up, but I keep my presence unknown because I don't want to upset her while she's healing. I need her to get better so she can return
LilianaThe days are longer now that I have my very own warden. The only time I have to myself are my walks home from school. However, the voice that sounds behind me says it all; I'm not going to have a peaceful walk home today."Hello, pauper.""Jarek.""Are you waiting for anybody in particular?"I sit outside the school after the last bell every day, waiting for all the students to be gone. For the last few weeks, others have been picking on me after seeing Jarek bully me, and they tend to harass me on my walk home.The last person I want to be talking to is the bully who started it all. It's bad enough that I have to ride to school with him, but I treasure my peaceful walks home, and now, he's here. I glance up at him from where I sit in the grass. He's blocking the sun from my eyes, and for just a moment, one could mistake him for an angel."I'm not waiting for anyone," I respond back."You could have fooled me. Nobody just sits by themselves on the grass at school." He studies