Lumina finished the last ten of the two hundred and fifteen outworlders humans were capable of summoning from their worlds before returning her attention to her son. Considered, the other kingdoms referred to them as demons, but not the house of Elzcrid. It was a mistake they would never be caught dead making.
Kilvic, her son, began two breath-spans after she had mentioned the last with no order to how he mentioned them. On a few occasions his lessons required he call them by order of their strengths, on other occasions he would be required to call them according to the terrains for which they are best suited. This was no such occasion. Having already mentioned all twelve kingdoms beyond the mountains and the names of the oceans and seas and forests and the outworlders that served as their guardians amongst other lessons of the likes of arithmetic, geography, even the basics of human and outworld medicine and anatomy, this was to be his last lesson of the day.
The boy finished the litany with enough breaths to spare before the buzz of the midday reminder.
“Okay, child,” she told him, rising from her seat as he did his. “Time for your next lesson.”
There was a twitch to the boy’s lips as he arranged his books while she simply watched and waited. When his books were properly stacked, he gave her a brief hug, not bothering with the task of infusing it with any affection, then turned and headed towards the dungeons where his next lesson would hold. A lesson to which she was not his instructor.
As she watched him walk away she nodded at his mastery of the illusion of concealed expressions. The slight tick when given a task he did not like was an expression he’d began displaying two years ago, a few months after he’d turned eleven, on the birthday of his grandmother. And she knew it for what it was: a birthday gift.
As the boy proceeded down the stairs, disappearing from sight, Lumina turned and made her way into the passageway. In moments, one of the servants would be along to return the books to where they belonged just as they always brought the required books when they were asked for.
Two years after the boy’s birth she had opened communications with all twelve kingdoms. It had taken her five years before she had successfully convinced nine of them to open trades with her. While those kingdoms had taken so long to come to an agreement had been for the simple purpose of trying to learn what nefarious motives she had hidden away for making such a request, it was understandable. She couldn’t blame them for their skepticism; she was the first and only one in the eight-hundred-year rule of her family over the Grey castle whose reign spread to every inch of the forests and lakes of mount Trenon who’d made such a request. However, her understanding of their reaction did not stop her from imprisoning every spy each kingdom sent into her lands.
She always found it a pointless reason to sacrifice so many souls. If they had asked, she might have told them her reason for such a decision. Simply put, she needed her son to possess as much knowledge as he could about the kingdoms beyond the mountain. And only when the first three kingdoms had accepted to deal with castle Grey did she reveal to them her family’s possession of more than three mines holding more Nilhium crystals than they were in need of.
Unsurprisingly, the kingdoms had pounced on the opportunity, drawing up a renewed contract in which they were willing to offer more than they had given in the previous contracts in exchange that possession of the crystals be added to the deal. This had posed no problem to her. The truth was simple, a single Nilhium crystal was more crystal than her family was in need of. Mount Trenon was already rich in the crystals and eight hundred years untouched had done more than enough to hoard enough supplies that if she had agreed to the same deal to supply all twelve kingdoms with the fixed ration of the crystals—which she did not—there would be enough left to supply another twelve.
The clause she added was a supply of prisoners who faced the capital punishment of the death penalty to be given to her whenever she asked: to work the mines. Only the truly malicious of the worst of society was acceptable. Her reason for such was that it was the only kind of labor her mother would allow with little complaint when she found out, amongst other things.
The kingdoms no doubt took the liberty of adding spies to each supply. A complete waste of human time and life. Mages were required to mine the crystals, and so there was no short supply of outworld creatures of varying kinds. So far, she had used their summoning skills to educate Kilvic practically on one hundred and seventy-two of the outworlders available to other kingdoms. It had taken more toll on the mages, as she had expected. After all, the fact that they were available to all mages did not mean they were achievable to all mages.
The children, both mages and not, most of whom she’d purchased from slave peddlers, lived hidden away in the castle, and till this day her mother had refused to believe the luxury they lived in was without ulterior motive, and her reason for keeping them being to aid the boy in his study of human relationship amongst children. Again, this, too, remained amongst other things.
Taking three turns down the hall, Lumina inevitably ran into Lady Jenis of the house of Elzcrid, her father’s wife, and her mother.
“Ah, Mina,” her mother beamed. “How are you this afternoon?”
“Fine, mother,” she answered with her practiced smile of mild pleasure, one she’d spent her life perfecting. “I hope you aren’t giving Derias a tough time today?”
When her mother’s gaze dropped away from hers momentarily, she knew she would have to have words with the castle’s head butler, and a few others.
“I’ve told you that if you do not treat him accordingly then I will be forced to arrange another to handle your affairs,” she chided, knowing her mother would not allow it.
“But he’s so easy to tease,” her mother complained.
“And I’m sure to him you are so easy to squish,” she returned. “But you don’t see him trying to squish you, now, do you?”
“Fine.”
For a woman past her sixth decade, Lady Jenis was often prone to childish displays. She was easily what was referred to as a good woman. The fact that she’d fallen in love with Lumina’s father was a testament to that… or a testament to a hint of severe naiveté somewhere in her blood. It didn’t matter. To Lumina, she would always be her mother, and her father’s wife.
On the case of Derias, her mother’s statement of being too easily teased was not misplaced. The butler had an aversion to all things kindness. He preferred his relationships void of any emotion and submitted to a deep level of indifference if it can be handled, which was almost impossible when it came to Lumina’s mother. Lady Jenis was prone to cooing and laughing, as well as a great level of politeness she claimed was common within the kingdom of Liines where she had been born and raised. Thirty-three years now, within the castle, and she showed no signs of shedding such behavior.
But the reason she kept Derias in her employ whenever he could spare the time was for his eloquence and penmanship. She enjoyed engaging him in discussions of the current affairs of things beyond the mountains and the politics of the outworlds. It was the major way she kept up to date with affairs of all worlds. As for his penmanship, she employed it for writing letters for which she replied ladies of the courts of the other kingdoms. It was the one benefit she had gained from Lumina’s trade deals: more ladies of court to gossip with in her letters.
The letters she wrote to her childhood friends in Liines she penned in her own hand, though. She was the daughter of a stable master, and thus, her friends were women and men of no great import save one man who was said to have risen to a role of import within her kingdom’s military. Lumina had met a few of her mother’s friends. As a child she had often followed her mother on her visitations to said friends with instructions from her father to obey her mother’s every word which, in truth, hadn’t been of any difficulty. A few of her mother’s friends turned out to have attained the office of mages while a few fell to occupations akin to her father’s. All in all, they were what was to be expected of her mother’s friends.
“How is Kilvic?”
Her mother’s question brought back her attention and she answered as cautiously as she could. “He’s alright.”
“And he’s studies?”
“They grow better by the year.”
Polite conversation. It was one of her mother’s penchants, and she always found she had no use for it within the castle walls. Still, she indulged it whenever it came. She couldn’t deny it had served its use during her years of negotiation with the kingdoms.
“And where is my only grandson now?” Jenis asked, hopeful, continuing a conversation that needed not be continued.
Lumina had always wondered why her mother often asked obvious questions. Her father had once told her it was a part of polite conversations, and such questions were a sign to serve as a reminder that she hadn’t forgotten whomever served as the focus of those questions. So, for now, she indulged her mother.
“He’s having his midday lessons in the dungeon.”
Her mother grimaced at the answer.
Why ask when you know you won’t like the answer? Lumina thought, reminding herself that this was one of the thoughts that should not be given voice in the presence of her mother.
Her father had taught her well in the ways of handling her mother. It was one of few things she could hold gratitude for.
“Where is father?” she asked instead, steering the topic as her mother had so often taught her to.
“In his study.”
“Perhaps I will go and speak with him,” she offered. She took her leave immediately. If she was quick enough there would be no further conversation. The she doubted her mother would seek out more. Lady Jenis was a good mother but their relationship was shallow, at best. The woman preferred the boy to her. Lumina did not mind it. She had also noticed it was a commonality with women aged as her mother to find some comfort in the presence of children unaged, like her son.
As she moved she could sense her mother's attempt to find a way to bring up the manner of Kilvic’s studies and the possibility of dropping some of his lessons. After all, it was a cause she had been fighting for since they had begun at his age of eight.
For as long as the boy had lived, Lady Jenis had made it her duty to raise the boy in the manner with which she had raised Lumina, teaching the nature of love and kindness, setting him up with lessons on how to play the instruments and tales of the Almadan poets of both old and new. Apparently, the woman had deemed her attempt at training Lumina a failure and sought success in Kilvic. Sometimes it was as if she’d forgotten the one thing that counted; Kilvic wasn’t her son. And while Lumina didn’t believe her love for him as unconditional as the one Lady Jenis had always lectured her was the nature of any mother, it was still as vast as her instincts demanded it be.
It wasn’t long before she came to her father’s study. The room was closed off by a simple wooden door made from an ancient tree, two hundred years old at the time the wood had been extracted. This gave it more of an intrinsic grace than most. She gave a three-beat-knock before opening it, felt the power as it coursed through her veins and leave a tremor in her being, and stepped inside to find her father’s head bent over a book.
“Would you tell mother to stop causing Derias so much discomfort?” she requested without preamble.
Her father, Doranon Elzrcrid, former ruler of castle Grey, raised his head to meet her, thought on her request, nodded once, and returned to whatever it was he was studying.
“Would you also convince her to cease her request into the matters concerning my son’s lessons,” she added.
This time her father watched her a moment longer, reminding her of his own opinion of the boy’s lesson. “I will speak to your mother,” he answered briefly.
While Jenis found the second half of the boy’s studies, consisting mostly of physical knowledge unbecoming, her father found the first quarter consisting mostly of information, politics and practicals, completely unnecessary. But unlike her mother who constantly voiced her opinions, her father had only voiced his twice in the five years since its beginning.
Contrary to what both parents thought, Lumina never doubted the necessity of both halves. As a child, her mother had often cried for her lack of affection. And to appease his wife out of a sense of duty, her father had taught her the concept of human behavior, from all the emotions to how they were expressed and when they were meant to be incited. Then he had set her on her mother for the remainder of her life to practice. It had served to maintain a smile on her mother’s face, if anything.
“How goes the boy’s lessons?” Doranon asked as Lumina made her exit.
Knowing her father’s inquiry to be one of genuine curiosity, she answered honestly. “He gets better by the day. Sadly, his prowess lies in a nature of originality than imitation. He learns better from figuring things out than from being taught. But at least he’s learned to absorb the things he reads.”
Doranon nodded once more, brief and final, and Lumina made her exit.
While the first half of Kilvic’s lessons involved studying till the noon buzz, the second half had him spend what remained of his day in the dungeons. There he stumbled through the various things she felt were necessary for his survival should he one day find himself beyond the castle. Considering his father whom she’d met in her twenty third year, a drunkard she’d saved from a tavern brawl during her trip to the kingdom of Zeldric, the man who’d impregnated her unknowingly, had succumbed to death at the hands of an outworld creature of rogue bandits amongst whom were at least three mages of the seven men, she left no lesson untaught. And when the time came, others would teach him more than she ever could. This, she was making sure of.
She’d only known her son’s father for a month, and while she’d chosen to name her child with a name native to the man’s kingdom, she’d merged it with a mix of a chosen outworld name. So while his father had been a simple man named Ric, his son was Kilvic Elzcrid. And as he grows, just as had been the case with her and her father and all those in their bloodline preceding them, so would his name.
It was why the first thing she’d taught him, just as her father had taught her, was the importance of names. Their names weren’t just titles, they were honors, and much more. They were as much them as the limbs they existed with. Perhaps more so.
A child’s scream echoed through the palace walls, piercing through everything, bouncing off every wall, and Lumina hurried to her room; the one place where her mother would not enter to find her without permission. It didn’t matter that the scream was not Kilvic’s, her mother would demand to know why one of the children was screaming in such pain, even if she was expressly forbidden from seeing them.
Lumina’s main aim for her son within the past years had been to educate him in as many things as were within her reach and skill. The next two years would be to ensure her son, Eliopiskilvicraniaq, would be capable of passing amongst his fellow humans as one not burdened by what others would see as a curse. This curse for them, however, was a sign of the house of Elzcrid, it was a sign of what they were. The lack of basic emotions was what it was to be Elzcrid.
Laying in the comfort of her bed, Niflinhiemluminarvkadrilnezhu Elzcrid was the undoubted queen of castle Grey. And only two differences existing between her and the queens of other kingdoms were worth noting.
One, her rule over her kingdom was nigh absolute and only her father was capable of overturning her decisions, which he never cared to.
The other was one of greater disturbance should the rest of the world come to learn of it. For none of her many subjects was human.
“Are you sure you don’t want to stay one more day?”Kilvic shook his head. “I have to go today, grandmother,” he replied with a shy smile. “Any more delays and I’ll be late.”Jenis shot him a reprimanding look. “Grandmother?” “Grandma,” Kilvic corrected, his smile becoming a slight tease. All his life his grandmother had insisted he call her ‘grandma’ rather than ‘grandmother’. According to her, the names mattered because while one made her feel like a grandmother, the other made her feel like an old woman. And she hated feeling old. Also, one was a formality that was found choking noble families. And she would not be formal with her family.“If you must,” his grandmother agreed with reluctance after a short moment, then turned to peer into the house behind her. “What of your m
The docks were least busy during the early mornings when most traders were setting up. Compared to the chaos of the afternoons when ships were pulling in and people took it upon themselves to loiter about, it seemed less chaotic than it really was.“Your grandfather wants you to court a mage,” he said as they passed a stall where a man was calming a rattling cage of wild geese. It hadn’t been a question, but Telvine nodded.“Mages are paid a lot,” she said. “If I marry a mage, then I won’t have to become a peddler like my parents.”Kilvic nodded.Peddlers were merchants too. But while those that held the richer part of the trade were the one popularly known by the title, those who’d failed to make it big and barely made enough to take a few weeks off to rest where referred to as peddlers. Amongst the latter, the more popular ones were known to move from place to place.Kilvic gave a casual shrug
He’d soared the sky on more than one occasion. He’d ridden horses in full gallop that one time his mother had thought it wise to get him one. At the age of eleven, learning how to ride a horse had left him walking with slightly bowed legs for weeks, not because they actually bowed, but because his thighs and groins hurt less when he did. He’d even ridden on one of the contraptions at home over liquids the likes of which his grandmother claimed no child should when he’d told her of it. If he was being honest, that was what gave him the confidence to tell Tut he was a quick study. What else was a ship if not a vastly larger mechanism than the contraption he’d ridden alongside the ferry man. And what more was the sea than a vastly larger substitute for the liquids of mount Trenon.How wrong he had been. How underappreciated the sea had been in the tales he had read. He had mistaken arrogance for self-confidence.And though the liquid of the s
The Academy’s grounds were a great distance from end to end. At its center was a statue, tall and proud, if not of a king, then perhaps the man who’d founded the academy. Although the crown on its head suggested it would be a king.The other buildings were as pristine as the one that housed the headmaster’s office which Diedrich informed Kilvic was called the Administrative building. The building which his classes was held was called the literate building.And as they walked past active classes within the literate building, he felt the air rattle from one of the rooms as someone used magic strong enough to cause acceptable disruption to the elements of air.Eventually, Diedrich stopped before a door. “This, student, is your current class. After you are done here, I will be glad to show you to your quarters.”“I don’t think that would be necessary,” Kilvic told him, adding when he saw the contemplation in the
Kilvic found himself paying no attention in his first class at the Academy. A few students were commended by the instructor who he learned was called Master Fitzgerald. Apparently, the aim of the lesson was to control any perceived element within the space of both hands. Most of the students commanded the air which seemed the easiest, swirling the element between their hands. A few managed bursts of subliminal sparks, a conjuring that worked with a reaction between the elements and their body heat. This achievement was worthy of more praise than others, and the fact that it was accomplished by those with pristine uniforms was not lost to Kilvic.Due to their wasted time in conversation, none at his desk had conjured anything. Fortunately, Fitzgerald had done well to ignore them.Their next class was under the tutelage of a man they all referred to as Master Tillaman. Though he hadn’t gotten the name of Fitzgerald’s class, Kilvic had deduced it had something
“So, today we will talk about the kinds of mages,” Tillaman addressed the class as Ariadne sat down. “In Zeldric, mages are defined into classes. This is the reason the academy exists; as a way to help you know where you are most proficient, and help you do your best in that class…”“I’m going to be a sword mage,” Stratin whispered from his side of the desk.Kilvic turned to the boy. He was undeniably built for sword play, but the way he placed his feet when he walked insisted his strengths laid elsewhere. To be a sword mage, he would have to perfect the use of the weapon to the point where he would be capable of infusing his will, not just his reia, into whatever sword he wielded.Being a sword mage required a vast level of physical dedication mages hadn’t always been known for. Whatever swordplay he chose would have to be ingrained in him and the sword he carried, and with his eccentricities—as Ariad
Grunald’s class, unlike the others, wasn’t held in a class room. At least, not in a room that gave gratitude to the term.Where there should have been seats, there were none. The entrance was free of the confines of a door which allowed the students the freedom to walk in as they pleased. The walls, brown as mud, were covered in weapons as many as could arm an army of Nazruls, and rose so high it could have easily been mistaken for a cave rather than a room. In all things, it was the best place to teach a school of learners in the use of weaponry.Kilvic walked in after Stratin who was all too eager to attend. Moss, on the other hand, was a sharp contrast to the boy. It seemed as though he would rather be anywhere else. And though Kilvic understood the concept of such preference, he did not agree with it. Not much of human behavior was taught by his mother or grandfather at castle Grey, but the concept of duty held a prevalent position in whatever was done.
Kilvic managed a smile as he walked down the passage just before Moss and Stratin appeared on both sides of him.“What’re you smiling on about?” Moss asked in his voice that wasn’t certain if it wanted to become a baritone. “Grunald’s class was horrible.”Kilvic discarded the smile. “It has nothing to do with that.”“Then what?”Like his smile, he discarded thoughts of unjustified retribution, giving what was left of it to his new friend in one sentence.“I believe I’ve just made myself an enemy.”They left the comfort of the buildings, substituting the aegis of ceilings and blue lights for the freedom of the cool breeze and an evening sky which was without cloud nor the light of the sun. The lights of the classrooms and their passages really did much to eliminate the knowledge of what the weather looked like outside of them.Kilvic followed Moss and S
Moss said nothing for a moment, and Kilvic continued to stare out at the arena, at their hall mates training. Lacra remained powerful, her attacks brutal. But Gyra remained standing, bracing against her charges, casting aside spells where he would, evading where he would. The boy was powerful for one his age.When Moss spoke he sounded more confused than irate. “It’s how you say these things with a straight face that’s creepy. I don’t know if you are angry, bored or worried. Which is it?”Kilvic thought about it briefly. It was a logical question. Why had he said it when he hadn’t needed to? Moss had given him a piece of advice, and he’d given one in return. Was it the reference to the magi that had spurred him to speak. Yes, the magi were what mages were called in the older times when they had engaged in combat from a distance. They were mages who had failed once their opponents engaged them in the melee, something very simila
“Did we win?” Stratin broke the silence that enveloped the arena, voice panting. “Did we?”Kilvic spared him a solitary glance. Did it matter? There had been four of them against one of her. Though victory should be taken in whatever form it came, this was a victory he cared nothing for. If your life was truly at stake you would. Kilvic almost frowned at his own thought. It was right. Still…He sighed. “Yes, we won.”As if released from a spell, Stratin slumped to the ground in relief.Ahead of them Fyodan approached. Behind them, Moss lumbered along damaged bones no doubt mending themselves. The amount of reia required to create, and operate such an arena needed to be greatly vast. Here, unlike the arena used for the winter hall fest, death was not circumvented. But a vast room that could heal wounds on the scale of even broken bones in mere minutes was powerful… too powerful.&ld
Wind magic has always been considered the easiest of them. Why? Because no place existed void of air. And air, unlike most other elements, is flexible, bendable to one’s will. Not much mental strength is required to manipulate it. It is, in theory, the best element to start a mage off with. But not the way Naesir made it seem.Kilvic jumped back with a speed that would have made a peregrine proud. A wind lance struck the sand covered ground where his feet had been a mere breath ago and dissipated almost immediately. He wondered at the verity of the training he was undergoing. His intention had been to learn the basics of wind magic from someone who was proving attuned to it by each growing day. He ducked and rolled almost immediately, his mind not given the time to contemplate the failure of his choice as another wind lance skewered the air where he should’ve been. Each wind lance was condensed enough to almost be mistaken for a true lance. Battle against a wind e
Ariadne was staring.“He talks in your minds?” she said, again, in disgust. “How do you allow that.”“He’s strong,” Stratin offered mildly. “I couldn’t shake him.”Moss shrugged. “Me neither.”To Moss, she replied, “Any oaf with half a brain could see that. You have the will power of a dead fish, Moss.” She turned her attention to Kilvic. “And you?”“He had something to say.” Kilvic thought about it, then changed his answer. “I thought he had something to say. But he was also helping me spar.”Ariadne raised a brow. “How?”“Pointing out my weaknesses. Showing me where I should’ve capitalized.”“Moss could help you with that. Heck, Lacra would be more than happy if Gyra refuses.”“Gyra has offered,” Stratin pointed out.Ariadne turned to him. &
Kilvic staggered backwards, his body held incline into a fall. His feet were the only things that kept him up. Counting away in multiple minute steps, they kept him up, kept him from the fall as he pushed away, increasing the distance. The deadman’s walk came easier to him now. Of all the moves they were taught, it came the easiest, the simplest. Perhaps it was his favorite now. Perhaps not. It definitely kept him away from the pain. After three breaths he staggered into position, returned into a defensive form.Naralayn had done much to remain his sparring partner, but ever since Stratin had proved more sufficient it had become harder for the young noble to choose him for a partner. Naralayn did not cease in his attempts though, until their instructor determined having Naralayn as a sparring partner was not good for the young noble’s development. So, today, Kilvic found Sharmin as his sparring partner. And Sharmin was an easier opponent to survive agains
Outside, the arena remained its cacophony of training, students panting with the exaggerated stress of those who’d worked themselves. But Vilan did not pant, and neither did Gyra. Vilan sat in the sand, knees pulled up to his chest, arms wrapped around them, and face bowed in hiding. Around him reia worked. Unrefined lumps of sand the size of an adult’s head hovered about him, four orbs—if they could be called such. And before the boy, hidden from his view, a staff trembled in the sand. Kilvic paused to watch all this, ignoring Gyra’s noted attention on him.Ariadne stopped beside him, turned her attention to what had his, and sucked in a sharp breath. “Four links,” she gasped. Kilvic was not certain if she was impressed or underwhelmed.Seven, Kilvic corrected mentally. Barely perceptible, two clusters of air hovered, struggling to maintain their new nature. Ariadne had not counted the boy’s link to the staff either,
“How’d you do it?”Kilvic turned to Ariadne and did his best not to frown. Most of the expressions he’d trained most of his life were slowly becoming habits. He could school them, but there were occasions such as this when they surfaced of their own accord. He’d lost count of how many times she’d asked. She at least had the decency to ask it in subtlety. First she’d gone about it as if out of combat curiosity. Then she’d moved on to the curiosity of the defeated. She’d tried other methods too. Not anymore.“Do what, Ariadne?” he asked.“That last spell.”“It was a simple wind spell.”“I didn’t hear you cast.” Ariadne frowned. “No. You didn’t chant, did you?”Kilvic turned his attention away from his project. In his hand was a single staff, on the other was a knife. The winter hall fest consisted of a variety of challe
“Same as last year.” Lacra made a grunting sound like gravels scraping. She coughed, turned her head to the side, and spat out a blob of blood stained spittle. “Same as last fucking year.”She was seated on the sand. Her tattered clothes did not leave much for imaginations, but the necessary parts were covered and she cast the perfect look of a warrior from battle. Gyra and Kilvic stood in front of her. Around them the others were beginning to rise groggily. It had been roughly fifteen minutes since Lacra had surrendered and Kilvic noted her injuries were gone, completely healed. He turned his head to Fyodan where he stood, the first to come to his feet. Behind him the crack in the arena wall was also gone. Healing or reconstructive, he wondered. They did not have an arena like this in castle Grey. They did not have an arena that fixed itself… or those within it.Its effects were slow, but each of the students were comin
Everything happened quickly. The boys and girls roared into each other. It was not the skirmish of the non-mages. There was no physical clashing involved. This was a skirmish for those who trained to become great mages in the future. A few fists were thrown, but most of all, spells came flying, and the ambient reia was disturbed as if by the fury of a crashing wave.Trudi was all smiles as she sent spells flying, simple incantations after the other. Unlike the boys, the girls seemed to possess a chosen strategy. Some bought time for the spellcasters, dispensing physical oppression upon the boys. Lacra moved like a force to be reckoned with. Her steps were quick, carrying her across the arena in short bursts. She was everywhere she needed to be to support her team when they needed it. A fist here and there, forcing a boy or the other into defense where they’d been going for offense.Moss forced his way into the enemy, a battering ram in his form, arms crossed over