Once upon a time in the 16th century AD...
In the middle of the vast ocean. In the dark night without the slightest light except from the stars and the moon. I lay on a floating ship's door. There are so many corpses around me. They weren't dead from drowning. They were all dead from freezing. Their frozen corpses float in this ocean. The ocean water is so cold and piercing my skin, even my red hair has frozen.
The mainland may be hundreds of kilometres away. I can't even move an inch. I'm not submerged in this cold seawater, but I feel like i almost frozen like everyone else. And soon enough, I might die.
"There's no one here. No one can help me. They all died. I am alone. Oh, why am I the last one to die? Is death as painful as it is told in books?" I thought.
The cold numbed my brain, and I lost most of my memories. I remembered that my family also died because they had nowhere to float as I did. My grandfather asked me to climb on top of this ship's door. He save my life instead than saving his own. And now, I don't even dare to look at his frozen corpse. However, I don't remember why we boarded the ship. Where are we going? Why did the ship sink?
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As the minutes passed, the night grew darker, and the cold air became more piercing. Death still hadn't come.
I accepted my fate, dying alone in the vast ocean, under the beautiful night sky, while gazing at the distant galaxies. It's horrible but beautiful at the same time.For some reason, I suddenly wanted to sing a song my grandmother used to sing to me before bedtime. The piece of my childhood :
My dear Anna, listen to my voice. I am by your side, O our Haseki. Our young lady, grow up beautifully in your motherland. A land that swears it loyalty to you. Dear Anna, our young lady. My beloved Haseki.Just as I finished singing, a light came. And I heard someone shout:
"Here... There's a woman here!"A group of men in a small canoe pulled the door I was lying on and carried me onto the canoe."She is the only survivor." They gave me a blanket. And they bring me to their ship. They sat me down by the fire. I survived. Bye, death, come back later. I don't know who these people were and what they were doing in the middle of the ocean. Anyway, on this ship, I saw so many young girls. The girls looked at me with a hostile glances.One man brought me a warm drink and food. Then, he ask :
"What's your name? Where are you from?"
"I'm... Anna...I lost my memory. I forgot where I came from. One thing is for sure, all my family members are gone." I answered honestly.The man called his friends. And they were talking to each other about me. I could hear their conversation."What are we going to do with her?" Said the bearded man."I think we should kill her. Look at her. That girl has purple eyes. There's a rumour that women with purple eyes are witches. Just kill her before she casts an evil spell on us.""So we throw her back into the ocean?""No... no. I have a better idea. Take a look at the girl's hair. It's red. I heard that Prince Erwin likes redheads. We'll sell her to the Imperial harem. The girls we brought aren't pretty enough. Even if the prince doesn't like her, we'll sell her at slave market. You know that red-haired slave girls are very expensive.""But what if she is a witch? Are you willing to risk Prince Erwin's life?""Damn it. Don't think about him. Just think about ourselves first. We have no food supplies for the next week.""Alright then. So, we all agreed to sell her to the Imperial harem. If the prince reject her, we'll sell her at the slave market."The bearded man then came to me and said:
"Woman, you are a slave now. Our slave. We will sell you in the Imperial harem. You are beautiful. Perhaps the prince will like you and make you his consort."I didn't know whether to be happy or sad. I was empty. To be honest, I wanted to die. All the people I loved had died, leaving me behind. I have no reason to stay alive.
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I just discovered this ship is a slave ship that carries slave girls.
"Are you really forgot where you came from?" A girl named Helena asked me."Yes," I replied.A white-haired girl whose name I didn't know joined my conversation with Helena:"How do we know you're not a spy sent to kill Prince Erwin?""How do you know Prince Erwin will like me? He wouldn't want to get close to me even if I were a spy." I said."He'll love you. You are the prince's dream girl.""Does that prince really like redheads? Why does it sound like he's obsessed with redheads?""I heard a rumour that Prince Erwin keeps many paintings of redheads in his room. He rejected all the concubines that were presented to him. The reason is that they are not redheads.""He's like a maniac," I said."You know what, Anna? Prince Erwin is incredibly handsome. He was tall and well-built. His hair is blond, and his eyes are crystal blue. He's only 26 years old. He is not only most handsome man, he is the most beautiful human being in the world. Women, men, animals, plants, and furniture fell in love with him. The soldiers respected him more than they respected the king himself. Even the king was afraid of him. Ahhhh, he is perfect. After this ship arrives, I can at least see him. I hope he bought me. He already has a lot of pretty concubines in his harem. But, one night with him is enough for me.""It's scary, loving a man who can have many women in his bed," I said.And she replied:"In that case, it would be an honour to get my heart broken by him.""Silly girl," I said at last.**
After three days on the ocean, the ship landed in the harbour. I heard that the noble family that ruled this continent was surnamed "Harlow ."They are the only noble family that rules this very-vast continent. And even this continent is named after them, the "Harlow Kingdom."
"That's amazing. Even if that Prince Erwin weren't handsome, all the girls would still fall for him since his family rules this land. Who wouldn't want him?" I thought.
The slave girls and I were asked to wash our faces before being taken off the ship. They also gave us new clothes. Then, we were led to the Mistere Palace, located right near the harbour. Mistere Palace is the Harlow royal family's residence. We were taken to an open field right in the front of the palace.
A stern-looking woman emerged from inside the palace. She told us to line up, stand straight, and raise our chins. Then, she looked at our faces one by one. She picked some girls. All the girls she chose were the most beautiful of the lus.She pick me too, but I suddenly fell limp before she took me in. My body fell to the ground. Since three days ago, I've been a little sick of not eating enough. The food and drink on the ship were in short supply. The slave master kicked my body many times to get me up, but I lost all my strength.Suddenly, someone announced that Prince Erwin had arrived.
"Wake up, little bitch. The prince is here. Don't make me look bad." he said as he kick my body harder.Then, I heard someone say:
"What kind of man beats a powerless lady." "Forgive me, my prince."That man sat me on his lap. I looked up at his face, my vision a little blurry. He gave me his drinking bag. I drank greedily and hurriedly till the water in the drinking bag ran out. I couldn't help it, I was so thirsty.
"My lady? What's your name? Do you understand our language?" he asked.I nodded.Then, my vision began to clear. My eyes widened when I saw the man who gave me the water. He was totally gorgeous, like he came straight out of women's sexual fantasy. I He is the embodiment of male's beauty. Blue eyes. Blond hair. Yes, he must be the Prince Erwin that everyone talking about. His handsome face successfully brings a happy smile to my face. He smiled back at me. He then carried my body in his strong arm. "How much did you sell this one for?""Don't worry, my lady. I will be a good master. I take full responsibility for your safety." He said after he threw some money at the slave master. That money was the price of my freedom. My life belongs to him now. Then, Prince Erwin took me to his private chamber inside the palace. I was impressed to see his neat, beautiful, and luxurious chamber. He then put me on the bed. To the guards outside his chamber, he ordered:"Get the physician and Madam Margaret."Then, he walked over and sat near me. "You are mine now, do you understand?""I am a slave, your slave. I accept my fate, master. So, what do you want me to do? Do you want me to comb your beautiful blonde hair? Or help you put on your nightgown? Or empty your chamber pot? Or what, master?" I said with a mocking tone without looking at him. "You are so cute, my lady." The prince then looked at me intently. He stroked my face. The thumb of his right hand pressed the center of my lips. He lifted my chin and forced me to make
"Oh dear baby, what happened? Why are you crying?" asked Prince Erwin while he wiped my tears with his thumb.Madam Alisya had thrown me to his chamber and left me alone with him."Tell me, Anna, who hurt you?""Why should I tell you? It's none of your business. We don't know each other. You're a stranger to me," I said as I slapped his hands.The Prince lifted my chin and forced me to look at his face."Dear, you are very pretty, but you are a little rude. Do you know that you can be beheaded for saying something rude like that to me?""I know. You can do it if you want to. Draw your sword and slit my throat. Honestly, I do not know why I had to stay alive. Life and death are the same to me. Death seems happier since I feel nothing. At least I can meet my family at paradise." I said with tears in my eyes.The Prince picked up a dagger from his work desk. Then, he pointed the dagger at my face, right in my nose, between my eyes."Close your eyes." The Prince said. I closed my eyes, p
I woke up, but not in heaven or hell. I was in the same room where I died, in Prince Erwin's chamber."oh dear, You've slept for 13 hours." Said Prince Erwin, who was sitting at behind his work desk. He got up and walked towards me:"I am supposed to dead dont me? then why i still here" I asked."The liquid you drank last night was not poison, but medicine. It was the medicine that the pyshican used to give me so that I could sleep peacefully.""You deceived me.""Not really. I cant just let a beautiful young girl wasting her life like that.""YOU DECEIVED ME." I said again."Is that all you can say?"I stopped talking."Now it's time to have your lunch, my love." He said.Then, he brought me some food.I shook my head."Eat, please, or you'll get sick. You want me to feed you?""You eat. I'm not hungry.""Well well what can i say. If you get sick, i'll be very sad. Eat this food for me, dearest Anna.""I want to go back to my room.""Okay, Miss. When you return, please tell everyone
"You... You can't do this. I'm Prince Erwin's favorite concubine. If you touch me, the prince will be very angry with you. I'll ask him to cut off your head." I said. I was trying to defend myself. I didn't intend to threaten him.The soldier glanced at Lady Tiana."Do as I say."The soldier started beating me. He tore off my clothes, leaving me completely naked in front of everyone. He slapped my left and right cheek. Then, he kicked and punched me in the face. He banged my head repeatedly on the solid marble floor. I screamed out in pain. I cried and apologized for my harsh words towards Lady Tiana so he would stop beating me. It was so painful. The pain fills my whole body.After I was beaten, They threw my wounded body into the dungeon."Don't give her food and water for days. This moody lady must be disciplined." The lady said.I don't know how long I was held in this dungeon. Maybe five or six days? With so many wounds that went completely untreated, as well as extreme hunger an
"I want to sleep with Lady Anna tonight," Erwin said.I almost laughed. Both Erwin and I know we will not make love tonight. I was just not ready yet. I don't know why. Maybe because I am not prepared to be a mother. And Erwin did not ready to be a father either."Of course, my prince, you can be with whoever you want. Come, Hagya. Let's go back to the harem.""I hope you die with your intestines bursting and your womanhood rotting, you red-haired whore." Hagya said to me with her eyes filled with tears. Then, she ran away."No one can speak ill of Miss Anna, especially not in front of me. Madam, punish the girl. Cut out her tongue.""Oh no, Erwin... No, that's too much. One or two slaps will be enough for her. She said it out of jealousy, Erwin.""As your command, my lady."***Night after night goes. Erwin rejected all the girls sent to his chamber. I knew clearly that Erwin didn't just dislike them. He hated them. He hates this palace from the bottom of his heart. King Darril, his
"Don't be stubborn, my blood-haired lady. Do as I tell you. The antidote is only one, as is your life." Lady Tiana said."All this time, I think you just didn't like me. But now, you even try to kill me. You hate me. I don't wanna die. I want to live with my Prince Erwin. He loves me. He promises to always protect me. I'll tell him everything, and he will behead you.""Poor young lady, you didn't know Erwin really is, right? You didn't even know how to survive in this harem. I pity you.""Or are you afraid that I will outrank you? You afraid that someday I will be the main mistress since you have no prince left.""Oh, shut up, you idiot. You know nothing about Erwin yet. My youngest son is insane, indeed. He has been insane since he was born. All blonde-haired person in this palace is insane too. The Harlow Royal family are monsters, and so is your Erwin. Let me tell you a secret everyone deliberately hides so you don't run away from this palace. Prince Erwin is a murderer. He likes t
"Leave me with her," Erwin said. And instantly, his men left us alone.Erwin squeezed my breast with total lust, harder and harder. And he started kissing my neck."You want to do that?" I asked."You mean fucking? I feel like to.""Make love, Erwin. Not fuck.""Is there a difference? Make love is just a more romantic and polite alternative word to replace fuck, my pretty one. I've wanted this for so long, miss. I crave intimacy, emotionally and physically. So, let's make love tonight. I name this baby-making activity "make love" just because you like that word.""I don't want to make love with you."Erwin didn't stop squeezing my breasts even after I expressed my refusal."Why not? Don't you love me?""You caused me pain. You squeezed me so hard that my breasts felt like they would burst.""Why would I care about that?" he said. Then his hand lifted my skirt."Please don't do this here. Erwin, you're stripping me naked in front of everyone. Look, people on the balcony are looking a
"Then, why didn't you do it right away? You've already locked down the movement of my body. You could have killed me with a single slice to my neck." I said."It was because I wanted to see your terrified face before you died. I like seeing you scared, weak, helpless.""You won't get what you want then. By the way, why do you seem to hate me, sir Ester?""I did not hate you at first, lady. Lady Tiana hates you. Whatever Lady Tiana hates, I will hate it as well. And whatever she loves, I will love it as well. That's how a loyal servant serves his queen.""Sounds like the loyalty of a dog to its master.""Ah, so this is what everyone is talking about. Your tongue is as fierce as your red hair. Darling, if you have any last words, now is the time.""I have a question. Why does Lady Tiana hate me? Why does she want to kill me? Am I, not the only girl Prince Erwin can sleep with?""Because you are such a useless bitch. We asked you to seduce Prince Erwin and get pregnant with his child, bu
Through her tears, a radiant smile blooms on her pretty face."Oh my dearest master. My little heart could endure all the pain and sorrow I've been through. But, it couldn't endure the joy that comes from your truth. I am dying because of the joy."Her hand reaches out. Her fingers trembling slightly as it seeks his touch. Her fingers reach up to brush away a tear from his cheek."And forgive me, my lady... How i regret for hiding the truth from you. If only... If only I were bold enough to confess our love in front of my family. To leave my highborn life behind, to elope with you. None of this would happen. And i regret that from the bottom of my heart. Forgive me, my lady.Jean gazes at her, vision foggy from tears welling up. Her soul belongs to her, but her body has changed. Her face is still the same, yet in this life she is far more pretty. Her eyes changed from brown to purple. She is not his, not in this life. Another love, another life, and another purpose await her.She look
"You... Do you wish me to leave, master? Even before knowing what I want to tell you?"For Jean, the longer he looks at her, the less sure he is to keep her for Erwin. She had to leave soon before he changed his mind. Her beautiful, purple eyes might tempt him to kiss her."Leave me alone. Never show your face to me again. Never. Never." He said with a firm voice, almost like the tone he used when he gave a war speech.Anna's heart wrenched as she felt the "seriousness" in her master's voice. It's valid; he doesn't want to see her again. A choked sob escaped her lips, followed by a torrent of tears that streamed down her face. Her shoulders shook with silent sobs as her tears welled up and spilled over. She fell on her knees, feeling déjà vu when her master sent her to the Kingsley Palace centuries ago."I will leave. But, take this with you. Press this crystal right against your heart. And you will see everything about us," she said as she put the crystal right in his doorway. "I wis
For centuries, Jean wandered the earth, his once clear purpose becoming a distant echo in his immortal existence. He walked through countless epochs, observed civilizations rise and fall, and saw the face of the world change in ways he could never have imagined. As the years turned into decades, and decades into centuries, the world around him became a blur. The faces, the names, the places - they all began to merge into one, an indistinguishable haze of experiences. The figure of Anna, the woman he had once loved so deeply, started to fade from his memory, her image distorted by the countless faces he had encountered. His mind, once sharp and focused, was now clouded with confusion. Memories of his past life seemed like fragments of a dream, disjointed and elusive. The love he had for Anna, the promise he had made to Thanaros, all were lost in his distorted mind. He lived among humans, but he was not one of them. He was an ageless being, trapped in a cycle of endless wandering and
Jean, feeling devastated, found himself burying Anna all by himself in the empty graveyard. The weight of sadness weighed heavily on his shoulders as he painfully dug into the ground, missing the presence of any helping hands. Eberfraid, his older brother, stood nearby with a stern look, making it clear that no one should offer assistance.After burying her, he solemnly said to Eberfraid that he would spend time by her grave."You can't fuck dead girl," Eberfraid uttered with disgust, spitting onto Anna's grave before departing, leaving Jean alone with her dead girl.Jean sat beside Anna's grave, the cold wind biting into his skin, seemingly mirroring the cold emptiness within him."My brown-eyed love," he began, his voice barely a whisper, "I did so many wrong things to you. I feel like this pain is enough to kill me so I can be reunited with you, my love. And God knows how I regret not confessing my love for you when I had the chance. I regret not fighting for our love, for letting
The dungeon was like a nightmare, where light ran away and sounds vanished. As Jean entered the suffocating darkness, a sense of dread gripped him. He followed Gregory, each step echoing on the cold ground.Finally, they arrived. The cell was an echo of despair, its iron bars a cruel barrier, separating its occupant from the world beyond.Jean, filled with determination, approached the iron door of the cell, the heavy metallic scent invading his senses. With a cold, heavy key that Gregory have him, he unlocked the door, the grating sound echoing through the silence. As he stepped inside, the gravity of the moment weighed heavily on his heart, he will soon reunite with the woman he loved with all his heart, Anna.And there, in the heart of this darkness, was Anna. She lay motionless on the cold stone floor, her once vibrant spirit extinguished. Her hair, once full of life, was now matted and lifeless. The clothes she wore were nothing more than tattered rags, a testament to her sufferi
"Where are you off to at this late hour, husband?" Lady Yessica, Jean's wife, exclaimed with a mix of curiosity and concern, squinting as she noticed Jean's surprisingly formal outfit. "Why did you get the carriage ready? Everyone in the castle is sound asleep."Jean paused, he carefully chose his words. "I... I need to visit my old friend, Lord Kingsley, Yessica," he finally replied."Or is it your old slave? Are you going to see her, Jean?" Yessica questioned sharply. Her gaze bore into Jean's, searching for any sign of deception.Jean feigned confusion as if he didn't understand Yessica at all. "Who... who are you referring to?""Anna. Don't think I haven't noticed," Yessica's voice trembled with hurt and accusation. "The way your eyes betray you when her name comes up? The way you've kept her picture all these years? I'm your wife, Jean, not a fool.""My lady..." Jean began, his voice tinged with guilt, struggling to find the right words to ease Yessica's pain.But Yessica cut him
Anna found herself alone once again. The icy restraints gripping her wrists offered some comfort in the gloomy dungeon. With a chilling finality, the stone door closed, plunging her into an endless darkness and loneliness. Deprived of even the most basic needs, food and water, the empty feeling in her stomach mirrored the void in her heart."My dear Master, even though my memory of you is lost, I still feel a deep love for you in my heart. I wonder, do you feel the same way about me? I often find myself yearning for your presence, longing to know what you are doing at this very moment. Please tell me, where are you? and I miss you more than words can express.In the deep dungeon abyss, Anna's life faded. Every breath became a battle, a desperate plea for life. Her once healthy body, is now fragile, tormented by starvation and dehydration. The cold touch of death drew nearer, tempting her to surrender. Yet, on the edge of oblivion, Anna held onto her love for Jean."I wanted to have m
In the suffocating depths of the dungeon, Anna's soul burned with an unquenchable fire. Tied to the icy stone wall, she endured agonizing captivity. Hungry and thirsty, all she could think about was Jean. His beautiful emerald eyes brought her comfort in the midst of despair. Even in the worst situations, Anna held onto the memory of Jean as her lifeline in the storm of loneliness.Days became a blur for Anna, each moment echoing in the empty dungeon.Suddenly, the loud clatter of keys on iron grated on her ears, pulling her out of her deep despair. Gilbert walked into the cell, his silhouette highlighted by the flickering torchlight, his expression determined. The sight of him gave Anna chills, yet a glimmer of hope flickered in her eyes."Hey Anna," he started, his mighty voice echoing through the chilling, sending shivers down her spine. "I've come to find you," he continued, his footsteps echoing ominously against the cold, hard floor. "Hey, have you finally realized the consequen
Who is Jean Lyndhurst? His letter gives the sounds like we were once very close and he cares deeply about me."Consumed by overwhelming confusion, Anna desperately struggled to recollect memories of Jean. With closed eyes, her mind aimlessly wandered through her past, desperately grasping for any trace of Jean's presence, yet it yielded nothing. A wave of sickness washed over her, her heart heavy with a melancholic ache, and she yielded to unconsciousness.****Anna slowly opened her eyes, the morning sunlight streaming through the curtains. As she turned her head, she saw Gilbert sit peacefully beside her in the bed, waiting for her to wake up. Concern etched on his face, he reached out to her and gently asked,"My darling, are you alright?""Jean, my lord," she replied in a hushed voice. "Who is he?"Anna, still feeling a sense of unease, handed Gilbert the crumpled letter she had found earlier. As Gilbert scanned its contents, his brow furrowed."So you read this letter?" he questi