Diana
“He’s a powerful prince of the North, now,” my father said, his voice sounding sarcastically caring. Like it mattered. It didn’t. What mattered was getting rid of me. But I welcomed it. I was about to check myself out anyway. I had spent years wishing for a way out, a miracle—something to rip me from this place that never wanted me. And now, when it finally happened, it wasn’t on my terms. It was on his. Can’t a girl have something for once? Welp… “So?” I put on a sarcastic glare like I didn’t know where he was going with this. “You’re going to get married to him,” he clarified. I rolled my eyes, “Finally” “Have your clothing and materials ready before tomorrow. My men would come and take you naked if you’re not ready by the time they are,” his tone was dismissive as always. I was already walking out of the pack house by then. I had my bags packed before the sun went down and didn’t sleep through the night. A knock sounded at my door at first light, but before I could answer, it swung open. My father stood there, tall and imposing, his silver hair glinting under the dim morning light. His face was unreadable, just like it had always been when he looked at me—like he was trying to hide all the hate behind the walls. “It’s time,” he said. I exhaled sharply through my nose and threw my bag over my shoulder. “Oh? No grand farewell speech?” I cocked my head. “No ‘I’m so proud of you, Diana, my beloved daughter’? No last-minute ‘Maybe I shouldn’t send you away like unwanted baggage’?” The sarcasm wasn’t lost on him, but he chose to say nothing. His expression didn’t change. “If you want to be free of this place, then go,” he said evenly. “There’s nothing left for you here.” That stung more than I expected it to, more because he was making it seem like it was me who wanted out. But also, because there was actually something wrong. My father would be flying to my side to give me a slap across the mouth when I as much as crossed him. So much, so that his slaps didn’t matter anymore. Sometimes, I’d even crave them, because, in some sick way, that was the only attention I was getting from him. Now, there was nothing. I scoffed. “Right. Because I was really expecting a tearful goodbye.” I pushed past him, my shoulder just barely brushing against his arm as I stepped into the hallway. It was quiet—too quiet. Normally, I could hear laughter, voices, and the everyday life of Silver Moon Park thriving around me. But now, it felt like the whole kingdom was holding its breath, waiting for me to disappear. The walk to the carriage felt like a funeral procession. A few pack members lingered in the corridors, watching me with thinly veiled satisfaction. No jeers, no shouts—just knowing smirks and whispers that didn’t need words. They had already won. I kept my chin up, pretending their eyes didn’t burn into my back. When we stepped outside, the cold morning air hit me like a slap. My father walked ahead, leading me toward the waiting carriage. The horses were restless, their breaths visible in the crisp air. A handful of warriors stood by, looking anywhere but at me. They knew. Everyone knew. We stopped just a few feet from the carriage, and I turned to face my father fully. “So,” I said, forcing a grin. “That’s it, huh? No more mother killer to worry about huh?” His jaw tightened. “Ronald is a good man. He will take care of you.” I barked out a laugh. “Wow. That almost sounded like you care.” His silence said everything. My throat tightened, but I forced myself to keep smiling. I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of seeing how much this hurt. “You know,” I said, my voice softer now, “I used to dream about leaving this place. Getting far, far away from all of you. I thought it’d feel better than this.” For the first time, something flickered in his eyes. It wasn’t quite regret, not sadness. Definitely not sadness. My father was incapable of feeling anything remotely sad. If it wasn’t rage, my father didn’t feel it. “Get into the carriage, Diana. Don’t make me say it again,” he said. I shook my head, “Of course. Father has more important things to do.” He climbed into the carriage after me. I looked at him with a questioning glance. “Look ahead of you child. I’m coming with,” he grunted. “The outlands are not friendly. You’d need my protection,” “I…didn’t think you would,” I muttered. Does he really care that much? This is good, I told myself. This is freedom. Then why did it feel like I was walking into a cage? It was what I had always wanted, no? Why then did I feel a chill down my spine? The journey was long, stretching endlessly over winding roads and dense forests. I tried to focus on the future, on Ronald, on what my life could be outside of Silver Moon Park. But every time I closed my eyes, memories clawed their way to the surface. Running through these forests as a child, laughing with a boy who swore he’d never leave me. The sting of betrayal when he did. It couldn’t have been his fault though…but still. I shook my head, forcing the thoughts away. It didn’t matter anymore. None of it did. Hours passed, and the landscape began to shift. The trees grew twisted, their branches gnarled and clawing at the sky. The air thickened, carrying a scent I couldn’t quite place—something damp, something decaying. A shiver ran down my spine. I pushed open the small window of the carriage, frowning. “Where are we?” No one answered. “Father?” He turned his face away from me. Normally, he’d say something like ‘Silent, you insolent little brat!’ and maybe accompany it with a backhanded slap. I’d take that any day over the unnerving silence that he put on and that look on his face. It was grave. It was him doing something that was hard for him to do. What was harder for him to do than hitting me all these years? I leaned further out, scanning the horizon. And then I saw it. A kingdom. But not the one I was promised. Its castle loomed in the distance, all sharp angles and darkness like something ripped straight from a nightmare. Thick fog curled around the walls, slithering like living shadows. My stomach dropped. This wasn’t right. This wasn’t… Realization crashed into me like a tidal wave. This was never about sending me to Ronald. This was something else. Something worse. I wasn’t sticking around to find out. In one deft leap, one no one saw coming, I pushed myself out of the carriage window and toppled out of the still-moving Chariot, my father screaming my name like he didn’t know what I was capable of. Ahead lay the monster’s mansion. Just like was outlined in what I had thought were fairytales. I wasn’t planning to be someone’s dinner today.Diana The evening air burned my lungs as I ran. Branches tore at my arms, my legs, and my face, but I didn’t stop. Couldn’t stop. At some point, I had lost my shoes. My bare feet slammed against the damp earth, every frantic step sending a jolt of pain up my legs. But I welcomed the pain. It meant I was still alive. It meant I wasn’t in that carriage anymore, heading toward whatever nightmare my father had planned for me. I didn't care too much about life...or at least, I thought I didn't. But death this way? It felt unreal. I was supposed to leave on my terms, right? Why would he have the final laugh? No! Shouts rang out behind me, growing closer. They were chasing me. I pushed harder, the muscles in my legs screaming in protest. The forest was thick, but being left alone to my devices I had played in the woods as a child—I knew the twists, the roots, the places to hide. If I could just make it deep enough, I might have a chance. I might be able to
Edric Silence. Thick, suffocating, unrelenting silence, just how I liked it. I could tell she was uncomfortable. She dared not breathe heavily, and she stuck to only one corner of the room. It was almost as if one step from her would have me or Muzan pouncing I didn’t move either. I didn’t utter a single word. I simply kept my eyes on the parchment on my desk, and let my quill trace lines of whatever came to my head. “She thinks she is about to die,” thick, guttural groans only I could hear cackled. It was Bane, my wolf. “You blame her?” I hummed internally, holding back a chuckle. I could smell it on her. The dread stuck to the back of her throat like the bitter aftertaste of rum, and her pulse ran miles faster than Bane in the forest, chasing after a boar. “She fears us.” I didn’t respond. Of course, she feared us. They all did. In fact, at this point, it felt necessary. The more they feared him, the more likely they were to stay away from him, and as long as they d
Diana I stacked the last dish onto the drying rack and wiped my hands on my dress, exhaling loudly. The room was finally clean...well, as clean as I could manage without scrubbing the floors until my fingers bled. Save for my room, I have never done this before, so it's impossible to quantify what serves as 'clean'. For a second, I just stood there, my arms limp at my sides. What now? I didn’t belong here. I didn’t know what I was supposed to do next. My entire life, I had been ignored, hated, or simply tolerated in my father’s house, but I still had a place there, even if it was at the bottom of everyone’s regard. Here, in this cold, eerie mansion with a man who could very well be my executioner, I had nothing. No role, no expectations...nothing except the nagging fear that my existence was balancing on a knife’s edge...and that edge was this man's will. The monster, the beast, whatever he was...hadn’t spoken since ordering me to clean. He had barely even ac
Diana“Mine.” I heard the word loud and clear. At first, I thought it was just a predatory growl or something that got stuck in his mouth.But no.He was uttering the word that claimed me as his possession.And here, I thought I could finally be free.“Just let me go,” I begged, not really even meaning it because I knew it was impossible.He was in front of me now, and faster than I could blink. I closed my eyes and longed for the inevitable end. My heart raced faster than my legs had run, and I just hoped that he wasn’t the type that liked to play with his food.I never thought about how I’d die.I just knew it was inevitable one day.“How do we do this?” he purred, his voice low and unnerving. It stiffened my spine.I stayed silent.“Slow and painful?” I felt a hot puff of air flood my face and when I opened my eyes, he was right there, in front of me.I couldn’t breathe. My body couldn’t will itself to, paralyzed with terror.“Or quick and painless?” his eyes glowed in the darknes
EdricI didn’t think she would run that fast. They usually didn’t.They usually ran immediately or after a long week of unbearable work designed to break their spirits.Either she was very stubborn or already broken.I was going to find out which.‘She obeys well…when you watch her,’ Bane offered, understanding my conflict.“I’m not going to watch her every waking moment, Bane,” I said out loud. I could talk out to my wolf when there was no one with me.It was something I was sure every werewolf did.They just never admitted it.‘I will. Just be around her.’“Shut up.”I got back to writing, trying to solve these equations, while simultaneously crafting some poetic pieces for the next festival.Muzan would represent me, since if I came out, the people would run, anyway.It wasn’t worth it.‘You don’t like her?’I didn’t know how to respond to that question. I mean…I didn’t like her, but only in the sense that I didn’t like anyone.Other than that, I couldn’t say otherwise.‘Your heart
DianaIt hurt to stand.But I had to. I would need to run…I thought. But he could catch me if he wanted to anytime.My entire body trembled, and I could barely see out of my tear-stricken eyes.He was faking it. This monster was faking being poisoned.Just how much of a mess is this? And how cruel were we to have put me in the jaws of something so inescapable? He should have just killed me.For the sake of the moon goddess, he should have put a knife through my chest and left me to bleed to my death!Muzan shook his head. “Come on, now, Diana -”“No, no…” Edric interrupted. “Let her be. This was a good try. If she does it often enough, I’ll get enough stomach upsets and just might let her go.”Muzan looked at me. “No, he would not let you go.”Edric chuckled…humorlessly. “I wouldn’t.”I did the only thing I could do.Cry.I’m sure I have cried more today than I have over the past week. Everything felt like it didn’t want to kill me. It just wanted to suffocate me enough to take the fi
EdricShe laughed.It wasn’t because what I said was funny. It was because she was doomed. Hence, the laughter of doom.“What was it?” she shook her head, her breath becoming even more aggravated. I could feel an explosion coming.“I helped your father prevent decades worth of famine. That’s not something you can particularly quantify, no?”She shook her head. “I’m doomed.”“Yes.”We stared at each other for a while, none of us knowing what to say to the other. I haven’t been with other people enough to know what to say to start small talk.‘What’s your name?’ Bane offered.‘Diana,’ I told him.‘Oh.’We knew her name.“You’ll get used to it,” I told her. “life here. It’s not the worst.”“I don’t want to get used to it,” her voice was silent, but the words were unmistakable.“What?” I asked.“I don’t want to get used to it,” she clarified.“Well, I don’t care,” I grunted. “You’re here now. Do something…I dunno…mop grass or scrub trees. But you’re here.”“I’m tired of all the work.”Ha.
DianaI left the room with a mixture of anger and something else.The something else was from the time he came close to me. I felt something that I couldn’t explain.Oddly enough, I wanted to feel it again. It was a rush. Fear? Sweet fear? The feeling of hanging over a cliff, knowing that if you fall, there’s water to break it…or playing with a dangerous animal that is familiar to you, knowing that somehow, it can never harm you.It was nice.But I was still angry.He said I had somewhere to be.Yes. Free! That’s where I needed to be!I opened the nearest door and snuck inside, hoping Muzan wouldn’t see me and load me with some more of those jobs he does that just…never end.I entered the hall and planned to cry, but I couldn’t.It was really dusty, so I knew that if Muzan saw me here, he’d wonder why I wasn’t cleaning.And if he was a werewolf, he’d sniff me out with mid-level difficulty.So, why not just clean, I guess?I went back to the kitchen to retrieve a rag and came back to b
EdricWas I a little too harsh on her?Muzan’s reaction to me said everything I needed to know. He was my butler and did everything I told him to do, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t be angry at me when I did something he didn’t like.And he was…pissed.He didn’t serve me breakfast in the morning, and when I came to the kitchen to ask, he simply showed me the pot.Also, he had been away from the house for a while.He didn’t run away or anything.Where would he run to? Here was his home.When he came back, he looked like he wanted to slap me all shades of silly. If he could, he actually would have.“It’s called tough love, Muzan,” I echoed after him as he brushed past me on his way into the house.“It’s not tough love if she actually dies,” he shot back almost immediately, “or worse still…if she suffers an injury we can’t treat. How would that make you feel?”“What? After she suffers from the consequences of her own actions?” I countered. “She fell into that hole, Muzan. I didn’t push
DianaAs soon as he dropped me, Muzan rushed to my aid.I dropped to the floor despite Edric placing me on my feet, exhausted from the crying, begging, and in pain from the injury to my ribs.“Well, at least, you won’t be able to run for a while,” he chuckled as he lifted me bridal style and carried me…not to my room.“You can’t be so sure,” I managed to joke, even after everything that I had been through. I looked over at Edric, I don’t know why.Maybe to hate him even more. To keep his face in my head, so that anytime I needed to get angry, I would remember him as the man who left me in a hole to rot.When we entered what looked like a hall, he placed me on a slim bed and went out of the room.There, I have never been more relieved.So relieved, in fact, that I passed out cold.I didn’t wait for him to come back to administer treatment or give me any further information. I just went to sleep.My throat was raw, and my wounds, though aching, were starting to enter that state where th
DianaI didn’t want to scream.That would alert him. If he came to find me about to run away, he would do some really bad things to me. I hadn’t known him for more than three days, but at the same time, he did seem worse than my father.He hadn’t hit me yet, but I knew for a fact that I was running out of grace.Honestly, I didn’t want to take a hit from him.Hence, through the grueling pain, I just sat still, shivering, crying, and turning.There were insects in the damn hole, and the place smelled of damp earth and rotting meat.I would soon be the rotting meat here.I don’t know how long I was there before I finally succumbed to fatigue.His voice woke me up, and opening my eyes, the light from the sun hit me hard.“How did you enjoy your bed?” he jibed.I hated him.“I’m sorry,” I said, instead of the mouthful of insults I could have hurled at him. Because in reality, I actually wanted to get out of this dark, creepy hole, where only one ray of sun hit, depending on the time of th
DianaMuzan watched me as I went through the art pieces with a blank gaze like there was something else on his mind.I kept looking at them and trying to put myself in the mind of this painter. A lot of them were about nature and animals in their natural habitat.It kind of reminded me about myself again, and how genuinely trapped I was.I realized that this painter was just like me. He yearned to be free.Yet, he was hated, just like Muzan said.Again, just like me.All I wanted was freedom. I was hated for yearning to have autonomy in my life…about my life.And the both of us were cast out.500 hundred years apart and the story was still the same.I felt like I needed to fulfill these paintings.Like I needed to be free.“What are you thinking about?” Muzan asked me after a long silence that stretched between us.“Nothing,” I said instinctively. After the pressure died down, I pressed. “I should be asking you the question. What are you thinking about?”“A lot,” he hummed.He was so
DianaI left the room with a mixture of anger and something else.The something else was from the time he came close to me. I felt something that I couldn’t explain.Oddly enough, I wanted to feel it again. It was a rush. Fear? Sweet fear? The feeling of hanging over a cliff, knowing that if you fall, there’s water to break it…or playing with a dangerous animal that is familiar to you, knowing that somehow, it can never harm you.It was nice.But I was still angry.He said I had somewhere to be.Yes. Free! That’s where I needed to be!I opened the nearest door and snuck inside, hoping Muzan wouldn’t see me and load me with some more of those jobs he does that just…never end.I entered the hall and planned to cry, but I couldn’t.It was really dusty, so I knew that if Muzan saw me here, he’d wonder why I wasn’t cleaning.And if he was a werewolf, he’d sniff me out with mid-level difficulty.So, why not just clean, I guess?I went back to the kitchen to retrieve a rag and came back to b
EdricShe laughed.It wasn’t because what I said was funny. It was because she was doomed. Hence, the laughter of doom.“What was it?” she shook her head, her breath becoming even more aggravated. I could feel an explosion coming.“I helped your father prevent decades worth of famine. That’s not something you can particularly quantify, no?”She shook her head. “I’m doomed.”“Yes.”We stared at each other for a while, none of us knowing what to say to the other. I haven’t been with other people enough to know what to say to start small talk.‘What’s your name?’ Bane offered.‘Diana,’ I told him.‘Oh.’We knew her name.“You’ll get used to it,” I told her. “life here. It’s not the worst.”“I don’t want to get used to it,” her voice was silent, but the words were unmistakable.“What?” I asked.“I don’t want to get used to it,” she clarified.“Well, I don’t care,” I grunted. “You’re here now. Do something…I dunno…mop grass or scrub trees. But you’re here.”“I’m tired of all the work.”Ha.
DianaIt hurt to stand.But I had to. I would need to run…I thought. But he could catch me if he wanted to anytime.My entire body trembled, and I could barely see out of my tear-stricken eyes.He was faking it. This monster was faking being poisoned.Just how much of a mess is this? And how cruel were we to have put me in the jaws of something so inescapable? He should have just killed me.For the sake of the moon goddess, he should have put a knife through my chest and left me to bleed to my death!Muzan shook his head. “Come on, now, Diana -”“No, no…” Edric interrupted. “Let her be. This was a good try. If she does it often enough, I’ll get enough stomach upsets and just might let her go.”Muzan looked at me. “No, he would not let you go.”Edric chuckled…humorlessly. “I wouldn’t.”I did the only thing I could do.Cry.I’m sure I have cried more today than I have over the past week. Everything felt like it didn’t want to kill me. It just wanted to suffocate me enough to take the fi
EdricI didn’t think she would run that fast. They usually didn’t.They usually ran immediately or after a long week of unbearable work designed to break their spirits.Either she was very stubborn or already broken.I was going to find out which.‘She obeys well…when you watch her,’ Bane offered, understanding my conflict.“I’m not going to watch her every waking moment, Bane,” I said out loud. I could talk out to my wolf when there was no one with me.It was something I was sure every werewolf did.They just never admitted it.‘I will. Just be around her.’“Shut up.”I got back to writing, trying to solve these equations, while simultaneously crafting some poetic pieces for the next festival.Muzan would represent me, since if I came out, the people would run, anyway.It wasn’t worth it.‘You don’t like her?’I didn’t know how to respond to that question. I mean…I didn’t like her, but only in the sense that I didn’t like anyone.Other than that, I couldn’t say otherwise.‘Your heart
Diana“Mine.” I heard the word loud and clear. At first, I thought it was just a predatory growl or something that got stuck in his mouth.But no.He was uttering the word that claimed me as his possession.And here, I thought I could finally be free.“Just let me go,” I begged, not really even meaning it because I knew it was impossible.He was in front of me now, and faster than I could blink. I closed my eyes and longed for the inevitable end. My heart raced faster than my legs had run, and I just hoped that he wasn’t the type that liked to play with his food.I never thought about how I’d die.I just knew it was inevitable one day.“How do we do this?” he purred, his voice low and unnerving. It stiffened my spine.I stayed silent.“Slow and painful?” I felt a hot puff of air flood my face and when I opened my eyes, he was right there, in front of me.I couldn’t breathe. My body couldn’t will itself to, paralyzed with terror.“Or quick and painless?” his eyes glowed in the darknes