Edric
I didn’t think she would run that fast. They usually didn’t. They usually ran immediately or after a long week of unbearable work designed to break their spirits. Either she was very stubborn or already broken. I was going to find out which. ‘She obeys well…when you watch her,’ Bane offered, understanding my conflict. “I’m not going to watch her every waking moment, Bane,” I said out loud. I could talk out to my wolf when there was no one with me. It was something I was sure every werewolf did. They just never admitted it. ‘I will. Just be around her.’ “Shut up.” I got back to writing, trying to solve these equations, while simultaneously crafting some poetic pieces for the next festival. Muzan would represent me, since if I came out, the people would run, anyway. It wasn’t worth it. ‘You don’t like her?’ I didn’t know how to respond to that question. I mean…I didn’t like her, but only in the sense that I didn’t like anyone. Other than that, I couldn’t say otherwise. ‘Your heart skipped a beat. That’s all I need to know.’ I hissed and dropped the pen. Sometimes, I forget this bastard is inside me and sees and hears everything that my body does. Even my thoughts. “You jump to conclusions further than your reach, Bane.” I shook my head and stared at the paper in front of me. It was half empty with the equations I was solving. I couldn’t think straight. Everything led back to thoughts of her, looking so lost. So vulnerable. Women brought here were stubborn and determined, or submissive and ready to serve. She was neither. Just lost. It ached me a little. I picked up my pen to try and write out the conundrum dancing in my head, but instead of writing Hindu-Arabic and Greek numbers, I was doodling. Tracing my quill on the paper, and dipping it in ink momentarily, to lubricate the tip and let it slide around. I tried to keep her out of my mind. Each line was aimed to get her out of my memory. I slashed and shaded, gashed and etched. I could feel the image of her burn off my memory, but when I opened my eyes, I saw something that made Bane burst out into scathing laughter. It was her. Her flowing air and sparkling eyes were represented directly on the sheet of paper. Aside from some blurred edges and faded lines, it was a one-to-one replica of my hostage. This didn’t feel right, but Bane was having the time of his life. I shook my head over and over again, trying to shake off both the image of her on the paper and the annoying laugh that Bane was using to suffocate me. ‘You’re not letting go of this one anytime soon!’ he guffawed. Just as he was laughing, the door to my room rattled softly. The scent of a sweet soup wafted into the room before I saw her, and I knew what it was. “Come in!” I called. She entered. The sweet-spicy scent of the soup gave my tongue chills. I never cared about how food tasted, because I knew how to cook…and yet, somehow, insisted on someone else to cook for me. Therefore, I had no right to complain about the outcome. This, however, was a divine delicacy. I could perceive it from the door, but when it got closer, I could perceive something else. Foxglove. It’s a plant that grows ornamentally, and sometimes, could grow as a weed. If ingested by a werewolf…or really anyone with a humanoid heart, the consequences could be fatal. I took the bowl from her and looked her dead in the eye. She avoided the contact at all costs…indicating guilt. But then, she would never look at me, anyway. I took the spoon and started wolfing down the bowl of soup with some bread that she had brought. She must have expected me to be eating human/werewolf flesh or the like, but I was a wolf. Only Bane ate raw flesh…when I allowed him. I pitied her, though. She was about to learn, just how much more hopeless her situation was about to get. “This is good soup,” I mumbled as I dipped some bread in it and chucked the wet, soup-stained piece into my mouth. “Real good.” ‘I hate foxglove.’ Bane growled. ‘So do I buddy.’ I replied to him internally and continued eating. It was going to give me a little upset after, but not much more than that. My body would digest the entire thing. But she didn’t know that. And so, there she stood, those innocent-looking eyes gleaming with desperation, waiting for a reaction. I was going to give her a reaction. I clutched my stomach when I was done with the meal and frowned. “What is going…” Her eyes widened. I could feel her pulse quicken even more since her heart had been racing since, and I feared any more than this she would have a heart attack. “What did you put in it?!” I roared and fell off the chair. She jumped and tried to turn and run, but as she opened the door, Muzan slipped in. He wasn’t concerned or scared. He was amused. “Master…what are you doing?” he groaned. “She…poison…sh…” I stuttered and pointed to her, my hands trembling. “And?” I grunted and stood up from the floor. “You suck at acting.” “I know.” Diana, on the other hand, was spasming. She couldn’t fathom what was happening. Her plan must have been elaborate. It must have taken her a lot of guts to plan out and execute, and it must have filled her with a lot of hope. But now, here it was. Dashed to the ground. Muzan turned to her, and in his signature calm voice, he asked. What did you put in it? Her skin is as pale as the clouds on a hot summer day. Her eyes were teary and darting from place to place. “I…put…I….I….f…I…” “Foxglove,” I helped her. “She tried to poison me.” Those words leaving my mouth must have felt like a death sentence to her.DianaIt hurt to stand.But I had to. I would need to run…I thought. But he could catch me if he wanted to anytime.My entire body trembled, and I could barely see out of my tear-stricken eyes.He was faking it. This monster was faking being poisoned.Just how much of a mess is this? And how cruel were we to have put me in the jaws of something so inescapable? He should have just killed me.For the sake of the moon goddess, he should have put a knife through my chest and left me to bleed to my death!Muzan shook his head. “Come on, now, Diana -”“No, no…” Edric interrupted. “Let her be. This was a good try. If she does it often enough, I’ll get enough stomach upsets and just might let her go.”Muzan looked at me. “No, he would not let you go.”Edric chuckled…humorlessly. “I wouldn’t.”I did the only thing I could do.Cry.I’m sure I have cried more today than I have over the past week. Everything felt like it didn’t want to kill me. It just wanted to suffocate me enough to take the fi
EdricShe laughed.It wasn’t because what I said was funny. It was because she was doomed. Hence, the laughter of doom.“What was it?” she shook her head, her breath becoming even more aggravated. I could feel an explosion coming.“I helped your father prevent decades worth of famine. That’s not something you can particularly quantify, no?”She shook her head. “I’m doomed.”“Yes.”We stared at each other for a while, none of us knowing what to say to the other. I haven’t been with other people enough to know what to say to start small talk.‘What’s your name?’ Bane offered.‘Diana,’ I told him.‘Oh.’We knew her name.“You’ll get used to it,” I told her. “life here. It’s not the worst.”“I don’t want to get used to it,” her voice was silent, but the words were unmistakable.“What?” I asked.“I don’t want to get used to it,” she clarified.“Well, I don’t care,” I grunted. “You’re here now. Do something…I dunno…mop grass or scrub trees. But you’re here.”“I’m tired of all the work.”Ha.
DianaI left the room with a mixture of anger and something else.The something else was from the time he came close to me. I felt something that I couldn’t explain.Oddly enough, I wanted to feel it again. It was a rush. Fear? Sweet fear? The feeling of hanging over a cliff, knowing that if you fall, there’s water to break it…or playing with a dangerous animal that is familiar to you, knowing that somehow, it can never harm you.It was nice.But I was still angry.He said I had somewhere to be.Yes. Free! That’s where I needed to be!I opened the nearest door and snuck inside, hoping Muzan wouldn’t see me and load me with some more of those jobs he does that just…never end.I entered the hall and planned to cry, but I couldn’t.It was really dusty, so I knew that if Muzan saw me here, he’d wonder why I wasn’t cleaning.And if he was a werewolf, he’d sniff me out with mid-level difficulty.So, why not just clean, I guess?I went back to the kitchen to retrieve a rag and came back to b
DianaMuzan watched me as I went through the art pieces with a blank gaze like there was something else on his mind.I kept looking at them and trying to put myself in the mind of this painter. A lot of them were about nature and animals in their natural habitat.It kind of reminded me about myself again, and how genuinely trapped I was.I realized that this painter was just like me. He yearned to be free.Yet, he was hated, just like Muzan said.Again, just like me.All I wanted was freedom. I was hated for yearning to have autonomy in my life…about my life.And the both of us were cast out.500 hundred years apart and the story was still the same.I felt like I needed to fulfill these paintings.Like I needed to be free.“What are you thinking about?” Muzan asked me after a long silence that stretched between us.“Nothing,” I said instinctively. After the pressure died down, I pressed. “I should be asking you the question. What are you thinking about?”“A lot,” he hummed.He was so
DianaI didn’t want to scream.That would alert him. If he came to find me about to run away, he would do some really bad things to me. I hadn’t known him for more than three days, but at the same time, he did seem worse than my father.He hadn’t hit me yet, but I knew for a fact that I was running out of grace.Honestly, I didn’t want to take a hit from him.Hence, through the grueling pain, I just sat still, shivering, crying, and turning.There were insects in the damn hole, and the place smelled of damp earth and rotting meat.I would soon be the rotting meat here.I don’t know how long I was there before I finally succumbed to fatigue.His voice woke me up, and opening my eyes, the light from the sun hit me hard.“How did you enjoy your bed?” he jibed.I hated him.“I’m sorry,” I said, instead of the mouthful of insults I could have hurled at him. Because in reality, I actually wanted to get out of this dark, creepy hole, where only one ray of sun hit, depending on the time of th
DianaAs soon as he dropped me, Muzan rushed to my aid.I dropped to the floor despite Edric placing me on my feet, exhausted from the crying, begging, and in pain from the injury to my ribs.“Well, at least, you won’t be able to run for a while,” he chuckled as he lifted me bridal style and carried me…not to my room.“You can’t be so sure,” I managed to joke, even after everything that I had been through. I looked over at Edric, I don’t know why.Maybe to hate him even more. To keep his face in my head, so that anytime I needed to get angry, I would remember him as the man who left me in a hole to rot.When we entered what looked like a hall, he placed me on a slim bed and went out of the room.There, I have never been more relieved.So relieved, in fact, that I passed out cold.I didn’t wait for him to come back to administer treatment or give me any further information. I just went to sleep.My throat was raw, and my wounds, though aching, were starting to enter that state where th
EdricWas I a little too harsh on her?Muzan’s reaction to me said everything I needed to know. He was my butler and did everything I told him to do, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t be angry at me when I did something he didn’t like.And he was…pissed.He didn’t serve me breakfast in the morning, and when I came to the kitchen to ask, he simply showed me the pot.Also, he had been away from the house for a while.He didn’t run away or anything.Where would he run to? Here was his home.When he came back, he looked like he wanted to slap me all shades of silly. If he could, he actually would have.“It’s called tough love, Muzan,” I echoed after him as he brushed past me on his way into the house.“It’s not tough love if she actually dies,” he shot back almost immediately, “or worse still…if she suffers an injury we can’t treat. How would that make you feel?”“What? After she suffers from the consequences of her own actions?” I countered. “She fell into that hole, Muzan. I didn’t push
Diana I let the air…or the lack of it, burn my lungs as I took one painful step after another. This seemed like the perfect solution to all of my problems. The wind whipped across my face as I stared at the water below me. It was a long way down. Enough that if I cast myself, no one would find me before I died. The speed of the fall would shatter my bones and make it impossible for me to swim my way out of the mess. It was death, guaranteed once I stepped off the ledge. All that it required was that I took that step. “This is better,” I tried to psyche myself, giving myself the pep talk that no one but me needed to hear. Death was better than the torture I had faced growing up – one that guaranteed itself to continue as long as I remained here. Why? I am Diana Crossfield. That’s why. I existed, and it was enough reason for my father to detest me so much, that hitting me became second place to throwing me in the ash cellar and locking me up for days. I was
EdricWas I a little too harsh on her?Muzan’s reaction to me said everything I needed to know. He was my butler and did everything I told him to do, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t be angry at me when I did something he didn’t like.And he was…pissed.He didn’t serve me breakfast in the morning, and when I came to the kitchen to ask, he simply showed me the pot.Also, he had been away from the house for a while.He didn’t run away or anything.Where would he run to? Here was his home.When he came back, he looked like he wanted to slap me all shades of silly. If he could, he actually would have.“It’s called tough love, Muzan,” I echoed after him as he brushed past me on his way into the house.“It’s not tough love if she actually dies,” he shot back almost immediately, “or worse still…if she suffers an injury we can’t treat. How would that make you feel?”“What? After she suffers from the consequences of her own actions?” I countered. “She fell into that hole, Muzan. I didn’t push
DianaAs soon as he dropped me, Muzan rushed to my aid.I dropped to the floor despite Edric placing me on my feet, exhausted from the crying, begging, and in pain from the injury to my ribs.“Well, at least, you won’t be able to run for a while,” he chuckled as he lifted me bridal style and carried me…not to my room.“You can’t be so sure,” I managed to joke, even after everything that I had been through. I looked over at Edric, I don’t know why.Maybe to hate him even more. To keep his face in my head, so that anytime I needed to get angry, I would remember him as the man who left me in a hole to rot.When we entered what looked like a hall, he placed me on a slim bed and went out of the room.There, I have never been more relieved.So relieved, in fact, that I passed out cold.I didn’t wait for him to come back to administer treatment or give me any further information. I just went to sleep.My throat was raw, and my wounds, though aching, were starting to enter that state where th
DianaI didn’t want to scream.That would alert him. If he came to find me about to run away, he would do some really bad things to me. I hadn’t known him for more than three days, but at the same time, he did seem worse than my father.He hadn’t hit me yet, but I knew for a fact that I was running out of grace.Honestly, I didn’t want to take a hit from him.Hence, through the grueling pain, I just sat still, shivering, crying, and turning.There were insects in the damn hole, and the place smelled of damp earth and rotting meat.I would soon be the rotting meat here.I don’t know how long I was there before I finally succumbed to fatigue.His voice woke me up, and opening my eyes, the light from the sun hit me hard.“How did you enjoy your bed?” he jibed.I hated him.“I’m sorry,” I said, instead of the mouthful of insults I could have hurled at him. Because in reality, I actually wanted to get out of this dark, creepy hole, where only one ray of sun hit, depending on the time of th
DianaMuzan watched me as I went through the art pieces with a blank gaze like there was something else on his mind.I kept looking at them and trying to put myself in the mind of this painter. A lot of them were about nature and animals in their natural habitat.It kind of reminded me about myself again, and how genuinely trapped I was.I realized that this painter was just like me. He yearned to be free.Yet, he was hated, just like Muzan said.Again, just like me.All I wanted was freedom. I was hated for yearning to have autonomy in my life…about my life.And the both of us were cast out.500 hundred years apart and the story was still the same.I felt like I needed to fulfill these paintings.Like I needed to be free.“What are you thinking about?” Muzan asked me after a long silence that stretched between us.“Nothing,” I said instinctively. After the pressure died down, I pressed. “I should be asking you the question. What are you thinking about?”“A lot,” he hummed.He was so
DianaI left the room with a mixture of anger and something else.The something else was from the time he came close to me. I felt something that I couldn’t explain.Oddly enough, I wanted to feel it again. It was a rush. Fear? Sweet fear? The feeling of hanging over a cliff, knowing that if you fall, there’s water to break it…or playing with a dangerous animal that is familiar to you, knowing that somehow, it can never harm you.It was nice.But I was still angry.He said I had somewhere to be.Yes. Free! That’s where I needed to be!I opened the nearest door and snuck inside, hoping Muzan wouldn’t see me and load me with some more of those jobs he does that just…never end.I entered the hall and planned to cry, but I couldn’t.It was really dusty, so I knew that if Muzan saw me here, he’d wonder why I wasn’t cleaning.And if he was a werewolf, he’d sniff me out with mid-level difficulty.So, why not just clean, I guess?I went back to the kitchen to retrieve a rag and came back to b
EdricShe laughed.It wasn’t because what I said was funny. It was because she was doomed. Hence, the laughter of doom.“What was it?” she shook her head, her breath becoming even more aggravated. I could feel an explosion coming.“I helped your father prevent decades worth of famine. That’s not something you can particularly quantify, no?”She shook her head. “I’m doomed.”“Yes.”We stared at each other for a while, none of us knowing what to say to the other. I haven’t been with other people enough to know what to say to start small talk.‘What’s your name?’ Bane offered.‘Diana,’ I told him.‘Oh.’We knew her name.“You’ll get used to it,” I told her. “life here. It’s not the worst.”“I don’t want to get used to it,” her voice was silent, but the words were unmistakable.“What?” I asked.“I don’t want to get used to it,” she clarified.“Well, I don’t care,” I grunted. “You’re here now. Do something…I dunno…mop grass or scrub trees. But you’re here.”“I’m tired of all the work.”Ha.
DianaIt hurt to stand.But I had to. I would need to run…I thought. But he could catch me if he wanted to anytime.My entire body trembled, and I could barely see out of my tear-stricken eyes.He was faking it. This monster was faking being poisoned.Just how much of a mess is this? And how cruel were we to have put me in the jaws of something so inescapable? He should have just killed me.For the sake of the moon goddess, he should have put a knife through my chest and left me to bleed to my death!Muzan shook his head. “Come on, now, Diana -”“No, no…” Edric interrupted. “Let her be. This was a good try. If she does it often enough, I’ll get enough stomach upsets and just might let her go.”Muzan looked at me. “No, he would not let you go.”Edric chuckled…humorlessly. “I wouldn’t.”I did the only thing I could do.Cry.I’m sure I have cried more today than I have over the past week. Everything felt like it didn’t want to kill me. It just wanted to suffocate me enough to take the fi
EdricI didn’t think she would run that fast. They usually didn’t.They usually ran immediately or after a long week of unbearable work designed to break their spirits.Either she was very stubborn or already broken.I was going to find out which.‘She obeys well…when you watch her,’ Bane offered, understanding my conflict.“I’m not going to watch her every waking moment, Bane,” I said out loud. I could talk out to my wolf when there was no one with me.It was something I was sure every werewolf did.They just never admitted it.‘I will. Just be around her.’“Shut up.”I got back to writing, trying to solve these equations, while simultaneously crafting some poetic pieces for the next festival.Muzan would represent me, since if I came out, the people would run, anyway.It wasn’t worth it.‘You don’t like her?’I didn’t know how to respond to that question. I mean…I didn’t like her, but only in the sense that I didn’t like anyone.Other than that, I couldn’t say otherwise.‘Your heart
Diana“Mine.” I heard the word loud and clear. At first, I thought it was just a predatory growl or something that got stuck in his mouth.But no.He was uttering the word that claimed me as his possession.And here, I thought I could finally be free.“Just let me go,” I begged, not really even meaning it because I knew it was impossible.He was in front of me now, and faster than I could blink. I closed my eyes and longed for the inevitable end. My heart raced faster than my legs had run, and I just hoped that he wasn’t the type that liked to play with his food.I never thought about how I’d die.I just knew it was inevitable one day.“How do we do this?” he purred, his voice low and unnerving. It stiffened my spine.I stayed silent.“Slow and painful?” I felt a hot puff of air flood my face and when I opened my eyes, he was right there, in front of me.I couldn’t breathe. My body couldn’t will itself to, paralyzed with terror.“Or quick and painless?” his eyes glowed in the darknes