Diana
The evening air burned my lungs as I ran. Branches tore at my arms, my legs, and my face, but I didn’t stop. Couldn’t stop. At some point, I had lost my shoes. My bare feet slammed against the damp earth, every frantic step sending a jolt of pain up my legs. But I welcomed the pain. It meant I was still alive. It meant I wasn’t in that carriage anymore, heading toward whatever nightmare my father had planned for me. I didn't care too much about life...or at least, I thought I didn't. But death this way? It felt unreal. I was supposed to leave on my terms, right? Why would he have the final laugh? No! Shouts rang out behind me, growing closer. They were chasing me. I pushed harder, the muscles in my legs screaming in protest. The forest was thick, but being left alone to my devices I had played in the woods as a child—I knew the twists, the roots, the places to hide. If I could just make it deep enough, I might have a chance. I might be able to figure something out. Then something hit me from behind. A crushing weight sent me sprawling forward, my chin slamming against the ground. I gasped as strong hands flipped me over, pinning me down. My nails clawed at dirt, at fabric...anything to break free...but the guard was too strong. "Let me go!" I shrieked, thrashing. The guard grunted, yanking me up by the waist as if I weighed nothing. "Stop struggling, Princess. It’s over." "No," I choked out, twisting wildly. I slammed my elbow into his ribs, hard enough that he staggered back with a curse. But before I could make another move, his hand fisted into my hair, yanking my head back painfully. "That was a mistake," he growled before hauling me over his shoulder like a sack of grain. I kicked, I screamed, I pounded my fists against his back, but nothing worked. My heart pounded in my chest as he carried me back through the trees, back toward the carriage, back toward him. The moment I saw my father standing by the carriage, I knew I was doomed. He didn’t look angry. He didn’t look relieved. He just looked at me like I was a burden he was tired of dealing with. The guard dropped me to my knees in front of him. My breath came in ragged gasps, my limbs shaking from the fight. For a split second, I thought maybe...maybe...just maybe...he’d look at me and realize what he was doing. Then his hand flew across my face. The impact sent me sprawling to the ground. A sharp, stinging heat bloomed across my cheek, and for a moment, all I could do was stare at the dirt beneath me, dazed. Of course, now he'd slap me. "You’re more trouble than you’re worth," he muttered. I tasted blood in my mouth as I slowly pushed myself up onto my elbows. "Please," I rasped. He didn’t listen. He crouched down, yanked the belt from his robe, and in one swift motion, he bound my wrists together. The fabric bit into my skin, but I was too numb to feel it properly. "Father," I whispered, my voice cracking. "Please don’t do this." I stopped begging my father a long time ago. I used to let him do whatever he wanted. But now, the situation felt unreal. Like I had finally lost what little control I had of my life. He hauled me to my feet and started dragging me forward. "I’ll leave," I begged, stumbling beside him. "I’ll disappear, I swear! I’ll never bother you again. Just—just don’t do this." Nothing. Tears blurred my vision. "I know we never got along. I know I was never the daughter you wanted, but I’ll change. I’ll be better. I’ll..." "Enough," he snapped. My breath hitched. We reached the massive doors of the mansion. My father raised a fist and knocked three times, each knocks sending a sickening dread curling through my stomach. Then he spoke. "My part of the deal has been fulfilled." To whom? I had no idea, but my spine felt like it had shrunk. What deal? The doors creaked open. Darkness loomed beyond the threshold, thick and endless. I turned to him, my chest heaving. "Please," I whispered, my voice breaking entirely now. "Don’t let me die like this." His eyes were void of emotion as he lifted his foot... And kicked me through the doorway. I landed hard, my shoulder slamming into the cold stone floor. My body curled in on itself, my heart hammering against my ribs. I scrambled up, my bound hands slipping against the ground as I tried to crawl back toward the door, toward the only piece of home I had left. "Father, please!" I sobbed. "I’ll do anything!" But he was already turning away. The doors swung shut. The sound of them slamming closed echoed in my chest, and suddenly, everything was too quiet. I stayed there, frozen, my breath coming in shallow, uneven gasps. This was it. I had been thrown to the wolves. Or rather—the monster. It was sad really. I couldn't have anything in life. I couldn't even choose the way I died. A presence entered the room. Not loud, not forceful. But heavy. It pressed against me, thick and suffocating like the very air had turned against me. My pulse stuttered. He’s here. The monster. My body went rigid, every muscle locking in place. 'Move!' my brain screamed. Do something. But I couldn’t. I just knelt there, my eyes fixed on the floor, waiting. Footsteps echoed in the hall. A shadow stretched across the stone, and a man stepped into view. Not the monster. A young man..not much older than me. He was dressed neatly, his posture stiff with authority. His gaze swept over me, unreadable, before he crouched down and cut through my bindings with a small knife. "You look dirty," he said matter-of-factly. I stared at him, too shaken to respond. He stood and dusted off his hands. "The master is waiting." Master. A fresh wave of terror rolled through me, but my legs moved on instinct. I followed him through the grand, dimly lit corridors, my heartbeat growing louder with each step. The closer we got, the stronger the presence became. It wasn’t just power. It was dominance. And then... We reached a set of ornate doors. The old man pushed them open, and I stepped inside. The air was thick, humming with raw and untamed mystery...one in which if I put my head into it, I might just go mad. My breath caught in my throat as my gaze landed on the figure standing at the far end of the room. He wasn’t a monster. He wasn’t a beast. He was...a man? A powerful, rough-looking man. But a man nonetheless. And the moment his eyes locked onto mine—piercing, unreadable—I knew. I had been given to something far more dangerous than a monster. So, this is how I died...Edric Silence. Thick, suffocating, unrelenting silence, just how I liked it. I could tell she was uncomfortable. She dared not breathe heavily, and she stuck to only one corner of the room. It was almost as if one step from her would have me or Muzan pouncing I didn’t move either. I didn’t utter a single word. I simply kept my eyes on the parchment on my desk, and let my quill trace lines of whatever came to my head. “She thinks she is about to die,” thick, guttural groans only I could hear cackled. It was Bane, my wolf. “You blame her?” I hummed internally, holding back a chuckle. I could smell it on her. The dread stuck to the back of her throat like the bitter aftertaste of rum, and her pulse ran miles faster than Bane in the forest, chasing after a boar. “She fears us.” I didn’t respond. Of course, she feared us. They all did. In fact, at this point, it felt necessary. The more they feared him, the more likely they were to stay away from him, and as long as they d
Diana I stacked the last dish onto the drying rack and wiped my hands on my dress, exhaling loudly. The room was finally clean...well, as clean as I could manage without scrubbing the floors until my fingers bled. Save for my room, I have never done this before, so it's impossible to quantify what serves as 'clean'. For a second, I just stood there, my arms limp at my sides. What now? I didn’t belong here. I didn’t know what I was supposed to do next. My entire life, I had been ignored, hated, or simply tolerated in my father’s house, but I still had a place there, even if it was at the bottom of everyone’s regard. Here, in this cold, eerie mansion with a man who could very well be my executioner, I had nothing. No role, no expectations...nothing except the nagging fear that my existence was balancing on a knife’s edge...and that edge was this man's will. The monster, the beast, whatever he was...hadn’t spoken since ordering me to clean. He had barely even ac
Diana“Mine.” I heard the word loud and clear. At first, I thought it was just a predatory growl or something that got stuck in his mouth.But no.He was uttering the word that claimed me as his possession.And here, I thought I could finally be free.“Just let me go,” I begged, not really even meaning it because I knew it was impossible.He was in front of me now, and faster than I could blink. I closed my eyes and longed for the inevitable end. My heart raced faster than my legs had run, and I just hoped that he wasn’t the type that liked to play with his food.I never thought about how I’d die.I just knew it was inevitable one day.“How do we do this?” he purred, his voice low and unnerving. It stiffened my spine.I stayed silent.“Slow and painful?” I felt a hot puff of air flood my face and when I opened my eyes, he was right there, in front of me.I couldn’t breathe. My body couldn’t will itself to, paralyzed with terror.“Or quick and painless?” his eyes glowed in the darknes
EdricI didn’t think she would run that fast. They usually didn’t.They usually ran immediately or after a long week of unbearable work designed to break their spirits.Either she was very stubborn or already broken.I was going to find out which.‘She obeys well…when you watch her,’ Bane offered, understanding my conflict.“I’m not going to watch her every waking moment, Bane,” I said out loud. I could talk out to my wolf when there was no one with me.It was something I was sure every werewolf did.They just never admitted it.‘I will. Just be around her.’“Shut up.”I got back to writing, trying to solve these equations, while simultaneously crafting some poetic pieces for the next festival.Muzan would represent me, since if I came out, the people would run, anyway.It wasn’t worth it.‘You don’t like her?’I didn’t know how to respond to that question. I mean…I didn’t like her, but only in the sense that I didn’t like anyone.Other than that, I couldn’t say otherwise.‘Your heart
DianaIt hurt to stand.But I had to. I would need to run…I thought. But he could catch me if he wanted to anytime.My entire body trembled, and I could barely see out of my tear-stricken eyes.He was faking it. This monster was faking being poisoned.Just how much of a mess is this? And how cruel were we to have put me in the jaws of something so inescapable? He should have just killed me.For the sake of the moon goddess, he should have put a knife through my chest and left me to bleed to my death!Muzan shook his head. “Come on, now, Diana -”“No, no…” Edric interrupted. “Let her be. This was a good try. If she does it often enough, I’ll get enough stomach upsets and just might let her go.”Muzan looked at me. “No, he would not let you go.”Edric chuckled…humorlessly. “I wouldn’t.”I did the only thing I could do.Cry.I’m sure I have cried more today than I have over the past week. Everything felt like it didn’t want to kill me. It just wanted to suffocate me enough to take the fi
EdricShe laughed.It wasn’t because what I said was funny. It was because she was doomed. Hence, the laughter of doom.“What was it?” she shook her head, her breath becoming even more aggravated. I could feel an explosion coming.“I helped your father prevent decades worth of famine. That’s not something you can particularly quantify, no?”She shook her head. “I’m doomed.”“Yes.”We stared at each other for a while, none of us knowing what to say to the other. I haven’t been with other people enough to know what to say to start small talk.‘What’s your name?’ Bane offered.‘Diana,’ I told him.‘Oh.’We knew her name.“You’ll get used to it,” I told her. “life here. It’s not the worst.”“I don’t want to get used to it,” her voice was silent, but the words were unmistakable.“What?” I asked.“I don’t want to get used to it,” she clarified.“Well, I don’t care,” I grunted. “You’re here now. Do something…I dunno…mop grass or scrub trees. But you’re here.”“I’m tired of all the work.”Ha.
DianaI left the room with a mixture of anger and something else.The something else was from the time he came close to me. I felt something that I couldn’t explain.Oddly enough, I wanted to feel it again. It was a rush. Fear? Sweet fear? The feeling of hanging over a cliff, knowing that if you fall, there’s water to break it…or playing with a dangerous animal that is familiar to you, knowing that somehow, it can never harm you.It was nice.But I was still angry.He said I had somewhere to be.Yes. Free! That’s where I needed to be!I opened the nearest door and snuck inside, hoping Muzan wouldn’t see me and load me with some more of those jobs he does that just…never end.I entered the hall and planned to cry, but I couldn’t.It was really dusty, so I knew that if Muzan saw me here, he’d wonder why I wasn’t cleaning.And if he was a werewolf, he’d sniff me out with mid-level difficulty.So, why not just clean, I guess?I went back to the kitchen to retrieve a rag and came back to b
DianaMuzan watched me as I went through the art pieces with a blank gaze like there was something else on his mind.I kept looking at them and trying to put myself in the mind of this painter. A lot of them were about nature and animals in their natural habitat.It kind of reminded me about myself again, and how genuinely trapped I was.I realized that this painter was just like me. He yearned to be free.Yet, he was hated, just like Muzan said.Again, just like me.All I wanted was freedom. I was hated for yearning to have autonomy in my life…about my life.And the both of us were cast out.500 hundred years apart and the story was still the same.I felt like I needed to fulfill these paintings.Like I needed to be free.“What are you thinking about?” Muzan asked me after a long silence that stretched between us.“Nothing,” I said instinctively. After the pressure died down, I pressed. “I should be asking you the question. What are you thinking about?”“A lot,” he hummed.He was so
EdricWas I a little too harsh on her?Muzan’s reaction to me said everything I needed to know. He was my butler and did everything I told him to do, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t be angry at me when I did something he didn’t like.And he was…pissed.He didn’t serve me breakfast in the morning, and when I came to the kitchen to ask, he simply showed me the pot.Also, he had been away from the house for a while.He didn’t run away or anything.Where would he run to? Here was his home.When he came back, he looked like he wanted to slap me all shades of silly. If he could, he actually would have.“It’s called tough love, Muzan,” I echoed after him as he brushed past me on his way into the house.“It’s not tough love if she actually dies,” he shot back almost immediately, “or worse still…if she suffers an injury we can’t treat. How would that make you feel?”“What? After she suffers from the consequences of her own actions?” I countered. “She fell into that hole, Muzan. I didn’t push
DianaAs soon as he dropped me, Muzan rushed to my aid.I dropped to the floor despite Edric placing me on my feet, exhausted from the crying, begging, and in pain from the injury to my ribs.“Well, at least, you won’t be able to run for a while,” he chuckled as he lifted me bridal style and carried me…not to my room.“You can’t be so sure,” I managed to joke, even after everything that I had been through. I looked over at Edric, I don’t know why.Maybe to hate him even more. To keep his face in my head, so that anytime I needed to get angry, I would remember him as the man who left me in a hole to rot.When we entered what looked like a hall, he placed me on a slim bed and went out of the room.There, I have never been more relieved.So relieved, in fact, that I passed out cold.I didn’t wait for him to come back to administer treatment or give me any further information. I just went to sleep.My throat was raw, and my wounds, though aching, were starting to enter that state where th
DianaI didn’t want to scream.That would alert him. If he came to find me about to run away, he would do some really bad things to me. I hadn’t known him for more than three days, but at the same time, he did seem worse than my father.He hadn’t hit me yet, but I knew for a fact that I was running out of grace.Honestly, I didn’t want to take a hit from him.Hence, through the grueling pain, I just sat still, shivering, crying, and turning.There were insects in the damn hole, and the place smelled of damp earth and rotting meat.I would soon be the rotting meat here.I don’t know how long I was there before I finally succumbed to fatigue.His voice woke me up, and opening my eyes, the light from the sun hit me hard.“How did you enjoy your bed?” he jibed.I hated him.“I’m sorry,” I said, instead of the mouthful of insults I could have hurled at him. Because in reality, I actually wanted to get out of this dark, creepy hole, where only one ray of sun hit, depending on the time of th
DianaMuzan watched me as I went through the art pieces with a blank gaze like there was something else on his mind.I kept looking at them and trying to put myself in the mind of this painter. A lot of them were about nature and animals in their natural habitat.It kind of reminded me about myself again, and how genuinely trapped I was.I realized that this painter was just like me. He yearned to be free.Yet, he was hated, just like Muzan said.Again, just like me.All I wanted was freedom. I was hated for yearning to have autonomy in my life…about my life.And the both of us were cast out.500 hundred years apart and the story was still the same.I felt like I needed to fulfill these paintings.Like I needed to be free.“What are you thinking about?” Muzan asked me after a long silence that stretched between us.“Nothing,” I said instinctively. After the pressure died down, I pressed. “I should be asking you the question. What are you thinking about?”“A lot,” he hummed.He was so
DianaI left the room with a mixture of anger and something else.The something else was from the time he came close to me. I felt something that I couldn’t explain.Oddly enough, I wanted to feel it again. It was a rush. Fear? Sweet fear? The feeling of hanging over a cliff, knowing that if you fall, there’s water to break it…or playing with a dangerous animal that is familiar to you, knowing that somehow, it can never harm you.It was nice.But I was still angry.He said I had somewhere to be.Yes. Free! That’s where I needed to be!I opened the nearest door and snuck inside, hoping Muzan wouldn’t see me and load me with some more of those jobs he does that just…never end.I entered the hall and planned to cry, but I couldn’t.It was really dusty, so I knew that if Muzan saw me here, he’d wonder why I wasn’t cleaning.And if he was a werewolf, he’d sniff me out with mid-level difficulty.So, why not just clean, I guess?I went back to the kitchen to retrieve a rag and came back to b
EdricShe laughed.It wasn’t because what I said was funny. It was because she was doomed. Hence, the laughter of doom.“What was it?” she shook her head, her breath becoming even more aggravated. I could feel an explosion coming.“I helped your father prevent decades worth of famine. That’s not something you can particularly quantify, no?”She shook her head. “I’m doomed.”“Yes.”We stared at each other for a while, none of us knowing what to say to the other. I haven’t been with other people enough to know what to say to start small talk.‘What’s your name?’ Bane offered.‘Diana,’ I told him.‘Oh.’We knew her name.“You’ll get used to it,” I told her. “life here. It’s not the worst.”“I don’t want to get used to it,” her voice was silent, but the words were unmistakable.“What?” I asked.“I don’t want to get used to it,” she clarified.“Well, I don’t care,” I grunted. “You’re here now. Do something…I dunno…mop grass or scrub trees. But you’re here.”“I’m tired of all the work.”Ha.
DianaIt hurt to stand.But I had to. I would need to run…I thought. But he could catch me if he wanted to anytime.My entire body trembled, and I could barely see out of my tear-stricken eyes.He was faking it. This monster was faking being poisoned.Just how much of a mess is this? And how cruel were we to have put me in the jaws of something so inescapable? He should have just killed me.For the sake of the moon goddess, he should have put a knife through my chest and left me to bleed to my death!Muzan shook his head. “Come on, now, Diana -”“No, no…” Edric interrupted. “Let her be. This was a good try. If she does it often enough, I’ll get enough stomach upsets and just might let her go.”Muzan looked at me. “No, he would not let you go.”Edric chuckled…humorlessly. “I wouldn’t.”I did the only thing I could do.Cry.I’m sure I have cried more today than I have over the past week. Everything felt like it didn’t want to kill me. It just wanted to suffocate me enough to take the fi
EdricI didn’t think she would run that fast. They usually didn’t.They usually ran immediately or after a long week of unbearable work designed to break their spirits.Either she was very stubborn or already broken.I was going to find out which.‘She obeys well…when you watch her,’ Bane offered, understanding my conflict.“I’m not going to watch her every waking moment, Bane,” I said out loud. I could talk out to my wolf when there was no one with me.It was something I was sure every werewolf did.They just never admitted it.‘I will. Just be around her.’“Shut up.”I got back to writing, trying to solve these equations, while simultaneously crafting some poetic pieces for the next festival.Muzan would represent me, since if I came out, the people would run, anyway.It wasn’t worth it.‘You don’t like her?’I didn’t know how to respond to that question. I mean…I didn’t like her, but only in the sense that I didn’t like anyone.Other than that, I couldn’t say otherwise.‘Your heart
Diana“Mine.” I heard the word loud and clear. At first, I thought it was just a predatory growl or something that got stuck in his mouth.But no.He was uttering the word that claimed me as his possession.And here, I thought I could finally be free.“Just let me go,” I begged, not really even meaning it because I knew it was impossible.He was in front of me now, and faster than I could blink. I closed my eyes and longed for the inevitable end. My heart raced faster than my legs had run, and I just hoped that he wasn’t the type that liked to play with his food.I never thought about how I’d die.I just knew it was inevitable one day.“How do we do this?” he purred, his voice low and unnerving. It stiffened my spine.I stayed silent.“Slow and painful?” I felt a hot puff of air flood my face and when I opened my eyes, he was right there, in front of me.I couldn’t breathe. My body couldn’t will itself to, paralyzed with terror.“Or quick and painless?” his eyes glowed in the darknes