ILANA.
I left Greenwood Pack five days after receiving Rana's letter, my things neatly packed into a small sack. I stood at the edge of the dock, staring across at the ship that would take me over the sea to Nightshade Pack. The vessel was huge, its sails billowing in the evening breeze, and its crew moved about with practised efficiency. Taking a deep breath, I grasped my sack tightly in my hands and stepped aboard.
The journey lasted for close to two weeks, till the sea stretched endlessly around me in an expanse of churning waves and salty air. As night descended, I would lie in the cramped cabin assigned to me, staring at the wooden beams overhead while the ship rocked gently, trying to fight off the sea sickness. My mind wandered to Rana and to the island ahead. On boarding the ship, a few men laughed upon hearing I was heading to Nightshade Pack.
"That Pack and the island will eat you alive for dinner, girl." One spat, but I turned a deaf ear to their words and clung to the thought of seeing Rana again after all these years.
I stood at the bow as the ship finally pulled into Aethel, my heart pounding. In front of me, the island loomed with jagged cliffs, bathed under an eternal night. Lanterns along the shoreline cast a soft glow upon the dark waters. As I got off the ship, my breath caught. It was true-it was always nighttime here.
I followed a line of passengers to the towering walls that surrounded the city. The gates were guarded by people in dark armor, their piercing eyes scanning everyone who approached. When my turn came, I hesitated, my sack clutched tightly in my hands.
"State your business," one of the guards demanded.
"I'm here to visit my cousin, Rana," I said, my voice steady from my chest, where nerves fluttered.
The guard's eyes stayed fixed on me a moment, until he nodded to another guard to search my sack. Convinced, they nodded and stepped aside.
"Welcome to Aethel," one of them grunted.
I stepped through the gates and felt this weird zap, like some kind of invisible current against my skin. My breath hitched with the sensation as the hairs on my arms stood on end, but just as quickly as it had come, it dissipated. I shook my head, unsure of what to make of it, continuing forward.
The city sprawled before me, bustling with life despite the perpetual darkness. Lanterns and oil lamps lined the cobblestone streets, casting a warm glow over the scene. Shops with hand-painted signs displayed goods ranging from freshly baked bread to intricately woven fabrics. Merchants called out to passersby, their voices mingling with the laughter and chatter of the crowds. Children darted between adults, their laughter echoing in the air.
The street performers played stringed instruments, their melodies adding a lively rhythm to the night. The buildings were made of stone and wood, exuding an old-world feel with ivy creeping up the facades and shuttered windows peeking out onto the streets. I couldn't help but stare in wonder. It was such a big change from Greenwood Pack, the only place I'd ever known.
"Ilana?"
I turned to see a young girl, no more than nine years old, staring up at me with wide, inquisitive eyes.
"Yes, that's me," I said hesitantly and curiously.
"Rana sent me to fetch you," she said brightly and bouncily. "Come, this way!"
I followed the girl down the twisting streets, my feet having to hurry to keep up with the girl who practically melted through the streets. The child stopped in front of a small stone house with a wooden door and flowering vines climbing the walls. Before we reached it, the door swung open, and Rana came out, her face brightening the instant she saw me.
"Ilana!"
"Rana!"
We hugged tightly, and tears streamed down our faces. I felt an immediate warmth that I hadn't felt in years—a feeling of a home I believed was gone.
"Come inside," Rana said, pulling me in with her hand.
The interior of the house was cozy and inviting, with a fire crackling in the hearth and the faint scent of herbs in the air. A man with broad shoulders and a kind face stood near a crib, shushing a wailing baby.
"This is my mate, Gor," Rana said, gesturing toward him. "And this little one is Orion."
Gor gave a courteous smile and nodded. "Nice to meet you, Ilana," he said in a soft tone, bouncing the baby gently in his arms.
I smiled back and stepped closer. "May I?" I asked, dropping my sack and holding out my hands.
Gor hesitated a moment before passing the baby to me. Orion fussed for a few seconds, but I immediately started to hum a soft lullaby, swaying gently as I held him. My voice was low and soothing; the baby's cries faded. Soon, his tiny eyelids drooped and he was fast asleep.
Rana watched with a soft smile. "You have always had a way with children," she said.
I looked up, my smile bittersweet. “It’s been a long time since I’ve held a baby.”
We settled on the worn couch, catching up on years of lost time. Rana spoke of her parents’ decision to move east, their subsequent passing, and her journey to Nightshade Pack alone. Here, she had met Gor, built a life, and started a family.
“And you?” Rana asked gently.
I hesitated, bouncing my knee gently as I rocked Orion. "I stayed in Greenwood," I said softly. "Even after my parents…died. I didn't know where else to go."
Rana reached out and squeezed my hand. "You're here now," she said softly.
Sensing we needed a topic change, Rana brightened up instantly. "The Blood Moon Festival is soon, in just a few days," she said. "The whole pack is on cloud nine. It is a festival you will never forget."
I smiled. "I'm so glad I am here," I said truthfully.
"And I am glad you came," Rana replied.
When Orion stirred, Rana took him gently from my arms. "Come, I'll show you your room and where you can freshen up before dinner."
I followed her down a narrow hallway to a small but charming room. A simple bed with a quilted blanket sat against one wall, and a wooden wardrobe stood in the corner. A single window overlooked the busy streets below.
"Take your time," Rana said, laying a hand on my shoulder. "Dinner will be ready soon."
Left alone, I set her sack down and moved to the window. I peered out into the lively streets, watching the lanterns bob in the breeze and the people striding with
purpose and laughter. A smile pulled at my mouth.
For the first time in years, I felt like I'd finally come home.
ILANA.The Blood Moon Festival came five days too early. On the third evening, the moon bathed its eerie, crimson glow over the Nightshade Pack. This was an event rarely experienced and considered by the pack to be a sign from the Moon Goddess, hastening the fate of two destined mates. The pack was in an uproar of joyful frenzy. The whole of the pack square hummed with excitement, as though even the air vibrated in anticipation.I faltered at the door to Rana's small cabin and brushed off invisible lint from the pale blue dress that Rana had lent me for tonight. "Rana, are you sure about this?" I asked, trying to keep the nerves from edging my voice.My cousin, my best friend, rolled her eyes as she tugged my arm. "Absolutely! Come on, Ilana, don't be such a stick in the mud. The Moon Goddess might have something special planned for you tonight. You'll never know if you stay cooped up in here.""Me? Special? You know that's impossible," I muttered, laughing lightly. I was human, after
LYSANDER.While the pack was rejoicing at the Blood Moon's early arrival, I looked upon it as a mean twist of fate, a harbinger of doom. The Moon Goddess must be playing a trick on me.For days now, the presence of my mate had been faintly there. The moment she stepped foot in Nightshade Pack territory, the bond announced her presence. It was like a tenuous thread wrapped around my soul, pulling tighter by the hour. I fought it relentlessly, chaining myself to duty and reason. I couldn't afford to give in.I would not be the one to ruin my pack.My father had once been mated to a human woman. My mother. A woman I barely remembered, her presence now just a faint ghost in my memories. She had died young-too young-due to the frailty of her human body, and my father had been consumed by grief. His pain had turned to rage, and his rage had turned into bloodshed. He had nearly razed the entire pack to the ground in his sorrow, leaving scars that lingered to this day.And now, irony had deal
ILANA.The pain of being rejected was different than anything I had ever been through. It felt as though my world was taken from beneath my feet, breaking into a million razor-sharp pieces all over me. My chest hurt, not from the running part but from the sheer magnitude of rejection. The bond that had just formed between me and Alpha Lysander had been cruelly torn apart by the man himself, leaving an emptiness so painful that I couldn’t bear to stay in the square any longer.I stumbled to my feet.“Ilana!” Rana’s voice rang out, full of worry and panic as I pushed away from her and stumbled back. “Ilana, wait!”But I couldn't stay. The weight of the stares, the whispers, and the pity that was already welling in people's eyes was too much. I bolted, my legs moving before my mind had a chance to process where it was going."Ilana!" Rana called again, her voice growing distant as I ran across the pack square and past the celebrating that had just gone bitter for me into the night.The f
ILANA.I sighed, battling to lift the burden of the wicker basket, my feeble arms shaking as I plodded down the slim dirt trail. The cool autumn breeze provided minimal wind, and sweat was pouring down everywhere. Even the vegetables inside felt like they weighed a ton and became heavier with each step. As I approached the pack kitchens, my mind drifted—desperate for anything to divert attention from the soreness in my muscles. Abruptly, the boisterous laughter of werewolves shattered my haze. I looked up to notice a group rushing down the trail, their laughter loud and unrestrained. My stomach contracted and I automatically moved aside to dodge their rough play, clutching my basket more firmly, but the way was too slim. One of them bumped against my shoulder as he walked by, causing me to trip and drop the basket from my grasp. The vegetables fell out, spreading across the dusty road. “Hello! Watch where you're going!” I yelled out to them, my irritation boiling over. The
ILANA.The pain of being rejected was different than anything I had ever been through. It felt as though my world was taken from beneath my feet, breaking into a million razor-sharp pieces all over me. My chest hurt, not from the running part but from the sheer magnitude of rejection. The bond that had just formed between me and Alpha Lysander had been cruelly torn apart by the man himself, leaving an emptiness so painful that I couldn’t bear to stay in the square any longer.I stumbled to my feet.“Ilana!” Rana’s voice rang out, full of worry and panic as I pushed away from her and stumbled back. “Ilana, wait!”But I couldn't stay. The weight of the stares, the whispers, and the pity that was already welling in people's eyes was too much. I bolted, my legs moving before my mind had a chance to process where it was going."Ilana!" Rana called again, her voice growing distant as I ran across the pack square and past the celebrating that had just gone bitter for me into the night.The f
LYSANDER.While the pack was rejoicing at the Blood Moon's early arrival, I looked upon it as a mean twist of fate, a harbinger of doom. The Moon Goddess must be playing a trick on me.For days now, the presence of my mate had been faintly there. The moment she stepped foot in Nightshade Pack territory, the bond announced her presence. It was like a tenuous thread wrapped around my soul, pulling tighter by the hour. I fought it relentlessly, chaining myself to duty and reason. I couldn't afford to give in.I would not be the one to ruin my pack.My father had once been mated to a human woman. My mother. A woman I barely remembered, her presence now just a faint ghost in my memories. She had died young-too young-due to the frailty of her human body, and my father had been consumed by grief. His pain had turned to rage, and his rage had turned into bloodshed. He had nearly razed the entire pack to the ground in his sorrow, leaving scars that lingered to this day.And now, irony had deal
ILANA.The Blood Moon Festival came five days too early. On the third evening, the moon bathed its eerie, crimson glow over the Nightshade Pack. This was an event rarely experienced and considered by the pack to be a sign from the Moon Goddess, hastening the fate of two destined mates. The pack was in an uproar of joyful frenzy. The whole of the pack square hummed with excitement, as though even the air vibrated in anticipation.I faltered at the door to Rana's small cabin and brushed off invisible lint from the pale blue dress that Rana had lent me for tonight. "Rana, are you sure about this?" I asked, trying to keep the nerves from edging my voice.My cousin, my best friend, rolled her eyes as she tugged my arm. "Absolutely! Come on, Ilana, don't be such a stick in the mud. The Moon Goddess might have something special planned for you tonight. You'll never know if you stay cooped up in here.""Me? Special? You know that's impossible," I muttered, laughing lightly. I was human, after
ILANA.I left Greenwood Pack five days after receiving Rana's letter, my things neatly packed into a small sack. I stood at the edge of the dock, staring across at the ship that would take me over the sea to Nightshade Pack. The vessel was huge, its sails billowing in the evening breeze, and its crew moved about with practised efficiency. Taking a deep breath, I grasped my sack tightly in my hands and stepped aboard.The journey lasted for close to two weeks, till the sea stretched endlessly around me in an expanse of churning waves and salty air. As night descended, I would lie in the cramped cabin assigned to me, staring at the wooden beams overhead while the ship rocked gently, trying to fight off the sea sickness. My mind wandered to Rana and to the island ahead. On boarding the ship, a few men laughed upon hearing I was heading to Nightshade Pack."That Pack and the island will eat you alive for dinner, girl." One spat, but I turned a deaf ear to their words and clung to the thou
ILANA.I sighed, battling to lift the burden of the wicker basket, my feeble arms shaking as I plodded down the slim dirt trail. The cool autumn breeze provided minimal wind, and sweat was pouring down everywhere. Even the vegetables inside felt like they weighed a ton and became heavier with each step. As I approached the pack kitchens, my mind drifted—desperate for anything to divert attention from the soreness in my muscles. Abruptly, the boisterous laughter of werewolves shattered my haze. I looked up to notice a group rushing down the trail, their laughter loud and unrestrained. My stomach contracted and I automatically moved aside to dodge their rough play, clutching my basket more firmly, but the way was too slim. One of them bumped against my shoulder as he walked by, causing me to trip and drop the basket from my grasp. The vegetables fell out, spreading across the dusty road. “Hello! Watch where you're going!” I yelled out to them, my irritation boiling over. The