I help him slip off the shirt and as I'm on my toes I kiss his shoulders and up his throat, we look at each other our lips barely touching."I" my eyes fall on his pink lips then his eyes, I bite the inside of my lip making him groan and grip my waist, I pulling me to him.His length presses against my stomach, making me hornier than I already am. "Love you. I don't know how it came to this but I do, I f*cking love you," our lips connect sending even stronger sparks and buzzes in my body than before.It feels good, scary but so good that I want more; more of his kisses, his touch, his love, I just want him all of him.We pull back and I use the opportunity to leave hickeys wherever I want on his torso, more especially his neck.He's mine.I reach the waistband of his pants and slowly unzip his pants and pull them, along with his briefs down, his c*ck springs out and stands against his stomach.My heart falls down to my stomach and eyes widen, I don't remember it being do big, long, c
He replaces the two lost fingers and rubs my clit, increasing his pace until he's ruthlessly f*cking me with his fingers.I continue moving my hips alone and grip the desk tightly as my body rocks back and forth."Xander," I moan, sweat rolling down my temple and back.He curls his fingers and hits the right spot making my toes curl, "F*ck right there," I pant.I clench around him fully as a warning that the pressure is getting too much now and just like that he's fingers are gone.A loud moan and gasp leave my lips as he slams into my completely, a tear rolls down my face but when he moves his hips the pain is replaced by pleasure.He raises my legs and places them around his neck somehow deepening hid thrusts, my moans and his groans fill the small space.It's smells of nothing but sex and sweat but I couldn't care less so long as out bodies are colliding against one another's."F*ck, just like that, just like that," I moan as he drives deeper and deeper into me hitting my g-spot ove
Xander's P.O.VShe gave me that look again, the same one as eleven years ago right before the accident.I don't think she realized how it affected me, it hurts, it really hurts.Something in me thought that maybe this time things would be different, my feelings, actions, everything.I still feel the same way, the beat of my heart is the same, the fear and anxiety within me still lurks.I thought loving her this time would be easier because I know, I know what I did wrong, I know how I feel, I know how she feels what she likes what she doesn't.I know her, I know everything. This shouldn't be hard or scary, it shouldn't be bringing back wounds that I tried so hard to hide emotionally and physically.*~*~*~* "Rosaleigh," It's like with each syllable I mutter she increases the speed, we're already sixty miles over the limit.I can tell by the way that she's gripping the steering wheel, the continuous tapp
I don't know when I got to her side, covering her from the glass shatters and impact of the car hurdling into the ground multiple times.I don't know how tight I gripped the metal poles of the headrest to keep myself from falling, or how tight she gripped onto me.I don't know how many times the car rolled, when the piercing ring in my ear came to life. When I lost my balance and we both went down with the impacts.I don't know when it ended but it did, the car alarm was going off with a piercing shrill in my ear.My vision was black, I could feel a heavy weight on top of me, something dripping off the side of my temples.My heart's hardly beating, my mind moves left and right, between conciousness and the opposite.When my vision clears slightly I realize that the weight on top of me is none other than Rosaleigh. I can't see much, my mind can't comprehend any details but I know they will soon haunt me."Rosie," I croak out causing me to encounter a
It's just silence among us, a few more minutes then the doorknob jiggles and the door opens.What's wrong with me?The water is stopped and I'm picked up, as we enter the room I can tell the temperature has risen.I shiver at the contrast of temperatures, he sets me on the bed and pats me dry in a towel before dressing me up and covering me up in layers of blankets."You were there," I find myself saying.He gets on his knees before me and looks up at me with fearful eyes, "where was I?" Tears well in my eyes, I don't think I'm talking for myself anymore as something says everything I never knew."In the car, you were angry, hurt, scared," "We were in a hospital, you we're crying," a flash of realization passed through his eyes."You don't have to continu–""You begged me, called out my name many times," I bite my inner lip and furrow my eyebrows while my knee bounces.He places his hand on my knee to stop it from bouncing, it does
here are some available helplines for those who suffer with mental health, please use them if you ever feel like you need to*~*~*~* 1. UKPTSD UK contacts: 0300 302 0551Link: ptsdresolution.orgThe Openness Project Helpline contact: 07928 458388Link: ekrcc.org.ukAvailable Nationwide in England.About: The Openness Project Helpline provides free and confidential support and information by phone and text message (SMS). We are here for everyone in England who may require support with sexual abuse, trauma & PTSD.If you want any other links for UK mental health helplines, go to this website:https://findahelpline.com/organizations/the-openness-project-helpline 2. USAPTSD Foundation of America contacts: (877) 717-7873Link: ptsdusa.orgTeen line is open everyday from 4am to 7amYou can call the contact: (800) 852-8336Message the number: 839863Link: teenlineonline.orgAbout Teen Line:Teen Line is dedicated to providing free, compassionate and confidential support over phone and tex
I walk in through the door just in time to see Rosaleigh happily trot down the stairs changed and looking more lively.Her eyes glitter when she sees me, "Good afternoon," she leaves a kiss on my cheek and gives me a huge grin.I'm frozen in shock, what in the world is going on?Her smile falters slightly, "oh I'm sorry, I didn't think you'd mind if I borrowed you shirt, I'll go take it off if you want?"I didn't even notice what she's wearing, a simple jean and my shirt, I shake my head and give her a smile."I don't mind at all gorgeous, how are you feeling?" I ask, "I mean after earlier?"She furrows her eyebrows then shrugs it off, "I don't know what you're talking about but I'm feeling great, I was just about to make dinner for us all; chicken alfredo, you want to help? Unless you're tired?" She asks.I pull her into my arms and hug her, she hugs me back giggling. "What's wrong with you?" She asks trying to pull back but I tighten my hold."I'm sorry I missed our date," I say, she
"S-she didn't see me standing by the door when she stuck the knife in the board. When she did, she starting crying, apologizing. She tried acting like nothing happened, took the plate and bowl but dropped them. She was shaking, daddy then she ran out," she remains quiet after that."It's okay baby, she probably got bad news. I'm sorry if she scared you," I apologize on her behalf, she nods her head slightly.I can tell she's still scared, she may not be crying or shaking but her foot never stopped it's movements.I make my way to the front door and look outside, my car is gone and my heart drops.I head back to the office and call Nic, "I need you to track the audi and follow it wherever it is," I command then end the call waiting for no response, I know he would do it.I don't trust her in that state of mind, can you blame me? Last time we both nearly died.Not the time."Where's Rosie?" Lucia asks, I jump slightly and