Chapter 80

Xander's P.O.V

She gave me that look again, the same one as eleven years ago right before the accident.

I don't think she realized how it affected me, it hurts, it really hurts.

Something in me thought that maybe this time things would be different, my feelings, actions, everything.

I still feel the same way, the beat of my heart is the same, the fear and anxiety within me still lurks.

I thought loving her this time would be easier because I know, I know what I did wrong, I know how I feel, I know how she feels what she likes what she doesn't.

I know her, I know everything. This shouldn't be hard or scary, it shouldn't be bringing back wounds that I tried so hard to hide emotionally and physically.

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"Rosaleigh," It's like with each syllable I mutter she increases the speed, we're already sixty miles over the limit.

I can tell by the way that she's gripping the steering wheel, the continuous tapp