Chapter 101

I said my finger hovered on the call button for many minutes but it hovered for many hours a day.

I thought about all of him, every moment we spent together, his scent. I actually contemplated coming back and taking one of his shirts, that's how bad it was.

I'm crazy, I know.

I just missed the man that's impacted my life in such a short span of time...maybe an extra sixteen years.

It was pure torture. I need him.

"I missed you would be an understatement," I say, he squeezes me as if to say 'me too'.

We stand a little while longer until we let go, I don't even get a second to breathe or admire him as his lips crash on mine.

Call this a double shot of ecstacy.

It's like there's a fourth of July party going on inside of me, pure and utter bliss.

The kiss doesn't last long as Noelle yells from somewhere that Nicky is here, we pull apart.

Our lips are swollen and breaths heavy, his forehead is rested against mine and his eyes are closed. I cup