I look away for a moment to bat away the tears then back to him, his hand reaches up and thumb brushes away a stray tear."I hope these are happy tears," he murmurs, I nod. Lie.My throat clogs up and to avoid any more questions or talking, I smash my lips onto his. The unsaid words expressed in the kiss, filled with passion, love, desire, hurt, pain and sadness.I let my tears fall freely mixing with some of his, when we pull back we wipe away each other's tears."I love you," my voice is soft and cracks but still has the effect that it needs, he smiles."I love you," for what I wish was forever, he holds me tightly like he'll never let go. That's what hurts more.I know I've said this so many times but I won't sleep or die in peace knowing that I'll leave him in broken in pieces.My mind swirls with these thoughts the entire time, I try my best to enjoy this moment but I can't. And he can't to, I can tell.I wish this was forever but better, that I don't die. That I don't worry abo
"Before we go, unfortunately, " he takes something out from his tux pocket and dangles it out, my mouth falls open."No way!" This makes him laugh, but I cross my arms in protest."Only for an hour and a half. It's a surprise," he begs, we have a playful stare-down for a full minute before I take a hesitant step forward."I'm trusting you," With that his lips turn into a full grin, he takes the next step forward and pecks my lips."I love you," my heart swells."Beyond this universe," I return, turning around for him.Gently he ties a knot behind my head, a sense of panic rushes through me but when Xander takes my hand in his, I calm down and focus on his touch and smell."Are you okay?" I nod silently."Words sweetheart," I smile gently and this time answer with a 'yes'.He steps away then I hear him open the car door then his hand is back in mine, a few hesitant steps forward and a confirmation to step up and I'm in the passenger seat.He fastens the seatbelt for me, kisses my cheek
My fingers tighten around the rails as I lean over to watch the soft ripples of the water, it glitters in colors of the rainbow due to the now changing sky.A loud 'thwack' from behind me gains my attention, I turn in time to see Xander lay a large white blanket on the dock.My lips pull into a soft smile as I go down to help him smoothen it out, as I continue he disappears down into the cabin.When I'm finally done and settled he appears again this time with a large wicker basket, a silver bucket with two wine bottles in it and classical music adding to his elegance.I couldn't be more content than I am right now as I watch him unload everything, from the chocolate covered strawberries down to the sushi platter.In a comfortable silence, we eat. I love the simplicity of this, I don't feel like I have to initiate a conversation because the silence is too awkward for me.This is perfect.*~*~*~* "FLAMISH," I turn back at Xander in confusion, he has this giddy grin on his face, for a s
A moment of silence passes."Can we come?!" Noelle asks happily supporting her upper body on the table, I look at Grey expectantly, he throws me the same look so I look."Not really. We can only bring you on one of the trips, it really depends on where we're going and when it's going to be," I explain.Her mouth forms a cute little 'o', she sits down properly and begins to twiddle her fingers. I can sense some sort of guilt trip coming.She then sniffles and looks up at us with teary eyes, "Can you bring me back something, please?" "You know I always bring you something from every trip," Xander says genuinely, when Noelle then looks at me I know she's pulling some stunt."Not you, mommy?" I raise a scared eyebrows."Yes?" I watch her intently as she gets off her seat and walks around to me, I lean down to her level.What she tells me has my holding back my giggle, I don't know what I expected her to tell me but it definitely wasn't that.When I sit back up, I give her a wink that mak
I wake up to a pressed bladder and shrilling alarm, in fear of waking Xander up I dismiss it quickly then check to see if he's still sleeping.I don't know why im worried, knowing that not even an earthquake could wake him. But I'm still cautious as I get out bed and head to the bathroom to clean up.Within an hour and a half I'm washed and lathered in lotion, my hair and make up done. Figuring that today is going to be busy, Nic might need some help and as usual I do miss being in the office although I know I will regret this later.It's five in the morning so I know Miss Jolene will be here within the next thirty minutes to start the day, and Lucia will be up at six when I have to leave. I know that I can trust Miss Jolene to handle everything well though.Before dressing up fully, I clean Xander up to my best attempt then dress him in some sweats, I then attach all that is need to his body and I'm done.The rest of my half hour continu
"Shut that thing up," I groan throwing my head under the pillow to muffle it out but I can still hear it."But you'll be late!" Noelle tugs at the pillow to remove it but I grip it tight in refusal."Forget Paris, I need more sleep," I try to respond but it probably didn't make sense to the little girl."You'll have more than enough time to sleep on the plane queen," and just like that I'm out from under the pillow."How are you awake right now?" I glare at him in suspicion, his lips pull into a cute grin of amusement."I wouldn't miss my honeymoon for sleep and neither should you. So you have less than thirty minutes to throw on something so we can go," he ends his statement with a kiss on my cheek.I grumble and glare at him then force myself out of bed, their laughs follow me to the bathroom where I take a quick ten minute shower and get clean.After that I just slip on some leggings and a large sweater that belongs t
"Morning," I mumble, I can't help my smile as my eyes fly over Xander's features.Seated in the right position, sunlight coming from the open curtains behind me give his skin this otherworldly glow.His eyes are a very light shade of brown and are glittering, almost like the reflection of light on water but rather brown than blue.I reach out allowing my thumb to follow the curve of his facial features and through his silky soft hair.Dear God this man was truly carved by you to pure perfection."So we're really in Paris?" I ask softly, he smiles with a nod.A sudden squeal leaves my lips as I stretch out my arms and legs and wiggle around, "oh my God!"I end up laying on top of him with a huge smile, "you seem happy and rejuvenated," he points out.I roll my eyes playfully, "Of course I am. We're in Paris on a honeymoon with this heaven sent man that I love so much," I land kisses up his neck and a quick peck on his lips."Les enfants libres," he adds. *Children free*"I don't know wh
Neck kissing, breast groping and rubbing."Cat caught your tongue?" This time I given no time to respond as he kisses me and his tongue sweeps mine into a dance.A surprised moan leaves my body, my eyes roll into my head and I allow my body to give in to the work of his hands.One calloused hand slides down my thigh, leaving a trail of warmth and sparks until it reaches just behind my knee whereas he guides my calf around his torso.His other hand slides between my head and the bed then grips my hair tightly as he pulls my head back, exposing my neck to him.My gasp is replaced by a small moan as a pair of warm lips greet my skin, from behind my ear down to my collarbone where he sucks and sucks until my flesh turns purple."Ah," He rolls his hips into mine, rubbing his hardness into my pulsing and needing core. "F*ck, I can feel your wetness through my shorts Rosie," he grunts and as if to prove his point, two thick fingers enter my core whilst another spreads the wetness on the ou