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The Bully's secret love Alone with Nolan an kissing again
.Lyn POV.I didn't know how to react when Jed said that. For sure I was caught off side. I didn't even know how to react at all. I had to just let it be just like it . All of them could question me and that is what am not ready to face now. So that meant that Jed and Jean had to go and that meant leaving Nolan and me in the house alone. Unlike other days , this time I was not just afraid of him bullying and teasing me . This time it was something different but I swear even me I would not know how to explaiy it . And for my friend Jean , I was ready to do anything. She has been there for me for along time. I had to be there in her pursuit for the man that she has loved for some time now without getting Chance to get close to him until now. It has been about ten minutes since the left. That means that I remained with Nolan. From the moment that they Left, we have been sited at the same spots that they left us not being able to say a word to each other at all. And then my mind does t
Last Updated : 2023-01-18The Bully's secret love He has feelings for me as well
.Almost caughtLyn POVHis tongue continue massage into my mouth the sensation getting better. After making sure that am fully sited on the kitchen table, he gets to his position which is in-between my legs . Which ofcourse I offer him without any resisting at all. My hands go around his neck pulling him close into me which makes him get close into me . Our kiss intensifies until we suddenly there are voices approaching us . Damn it ! They are back. We immediately pull away hearing the voices of Jed and Jean get close to us . “ What the hell ! ” I sigh getting back to the Cooking . The truth is am just pretending just to make sure that I don't look at Nolan. I swear I can't look him in the eyes after I just kissed him. That means we have kissed twice in a space which is less than twenty four hours . And what makes it even more funny is the fact that I don't regret and of the kisses . Am I even hearing myself . “ Excuse me ” I hear Nolan say and then he disappears into the living
Last Updated : 2023-01-18The Bully's secret love Unknown anger
.Lyn POVJean goes to to explain everything that transpired between the two of them . They realized that the two of them have been having a liking for each other for along time . Just imagine that , both of them have been liking each other but then none had the courage to say it to each other until today . It is today that the two have finally come to realize that they like each other . “ So what is next ?” I ask her still interested in all that is taking place in her life. She is my friend and I like every thing that takes place in her life .“ Girlfriend...we chose to give it a try. ” she tells me excited . “ Lyn, you won't believe it . We are now boyfriend and girlfriend” Jean says excited standing up with a lot of excitement and then hugging me . “ what are you two doing as the food burns ” a husky voice takes us by surprise. We don't need to turn around to know who is there . Damn it ! I don't have the courage to look around and look at him . Infact have not looked at him sinc
Last Updated : 2023-01-18The Bully's secret love You kissed him again?
.Lyn POVJean sits beside me on the seat at the balcony and then looks in my direction to get my attention. “ Are you really okay ?" She asks me this same question for the third time since she got into the kitchen and then here . “ Come on, why are you asking me that question over and over ? Do I look like some one who is not okay.” I ask her getting up from where I am sited. “ So , you are interrogating me again ?” I ask her . The truth is I don't even know know things that am saying . “ Come here” jean says leading back to sit next to her which I do .“ Now talk to me , tell me what is disturbing you. I have been your friend for a long time and know when you are having something that is disturbing you. Just talk to me ” jean encourages me . I know feel a bit relaxed but the truth is I don't even know where to begin from. I personally didn't know how I suddenly lost my cool suddenly . I relax fully not even know how to begin .“ Nolan” I say single wordedly not knowing how to b
Last Updated : 2023-01-18The Bully's secret love Sweet moment
Lyn POVI put my hands around his neck just like I did in the kitchen pulling him closer into me . He equally pulls me into him his tongue fighting for dominance . He manages to enter his tongue into my mouth . His hand caresses my thigh making me get tensed and feeling things that I have never felt before. He carries me with breaking the kiss lying me in the couch and him coming after me . I can feel his hard on. Every thing is totally different. It is like a sweet moment. Once again, the familiar voices break us from the familiar voices . We quickly get up and put our clothes well as Jed and Jean approach . The tension is still so strong in the room at this time.“ What do we have here?” Jed asks as he takes the space next to Nolan and attentively Jean takes the space next to me .“ What do you mean?” Nolan asks . I make sure that I avoid looking at him . I don't know if I can look at him any more after all that just transpired between us . “ You are so quiet . You two should ge
Last Updated : 2023-01-18The Bully's secret love Back to school
.Lyn POV.I hear Jean wake up but I at first hestitate and keep relectante . What I do , I just turned sleeping on the other side of the bed . I still feel so sleepy after having less sleep last night. We talked for a long time before we finally slept. Infact , I doubt if we had even four hours of sleep. “ Woke up , we need to keep going.” she I insists again hitting me with a pillow. “ I need to have some little more sleep. I promise I will eveny wake up . ” I say sleepishly. “ Am getting in the living room and the next thing that you will be hearing is a morning kiss from Nolan. ”That is all I need to hear before I jump out of bed . I quickly get out of bed amidst the laughters from her about how funny I am behaving . I grab a towel that she has always set me and I hide into the bathroom having a very quick share. We sti have to get to school. “ I have set a dress for you on the bed , I will be down with the boys in the mean time as you finish.” she says and then I hear her cl
Last Updated : 2023-01-18The Bully's secret love Party at Jed's
Nolan POVNolan never fails to get what he wants no matter what . Yes , you can call me a jerk but that is okay . I got to kiss her , the most irresistible of them all. In the actual sense I thought I would just kiss her and then use that for my own advantage but the truth is nothing like that is going to happen. What seemed to be a joke has turned out to be something else. Right now , the truth is I am in love with her... what did I say ? Love ? Yes , that is it. After that kiss in her house , I made a bet to kiss her once again but the last two kisses that I have shared with her are nothing like that. I fucking loved every kiss that I shared. I was turned on even more when she didn't resist me. She kissed me back. In all my life I want to admit one thing, I have never felt this attracted to a girl like I do Lyn. Yes that is it. I Know many of you might be laughing at me but that is the truth. I have been sitting beside my friends but my mind is set somewhere else . It is all abou
Last Updated : 2023-01-18The Bully's secret love After party
.Lyn POV.I can't believe how I mysteriously turned myself into someone different today. I mean my attitude towards Nolan. It has been kind of very different. I mean though we kissed the last two times, I never expected that I would be this free with him …only that I feel I love him now. Yes, I do love him. That is something that I had no idea that I would feel eventually . My body being so close to his as we shake it in the process of the dance warms my heart. It makes it pump much faster than it is supposed to at any time . But then that bitch girl decides to spoil tye mood. I don't know why she will never give up . My subconscious rolls eyes at me but I just ignore it. Nolan leads me to the bar once again so that we can get some drinks . This time I don't get any alcohol, I opt for a cold soda. I am not good with alcohol and not with this kind of environment that I am in now. After having our drinks, Nolan leads me to the balcony . I can't believe I am with the same Nolan, a gu
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.Lyn POVAs I tried to wake up , I was feeling weak . However at the same time I was more than aware about everything that had actually happened. Everything was actually still fresh in mind. At my ocaasions I wanted what had happened to be just a dream which I was actually not to be going to encounter the moment that I wake up but that was actually not the truth . How was I going to live in life in this world knowing very well that something like this was actually happening in my life . I mean this can only mean that the life that I have been living all this time was actually a life that was full of pretence . A life that never meant anything . At this moment , I was completely at sea not even knowing what I was supposed to do at the moment . I mean the person that I have trusted so much and actually thought that he cared for me turns out that it is actually the same person who was actually doing what it takes to see that I fall down . Actually if it was just falling down then it
The Bully's secret love True identity
.Lyn POVI moved as quick as possible so that I could maybe at least stop little of what may actually cause catastrophic and then at the effects that could at last cause so much effect at school. However the more I approached the place where I knew that the two could be was actually the more that I felt like something was really not okay . I mean on a good side but again I knew very well that it may actually be inside where I was going . The learners on this side of the school campus were actually busy with their school work only for a few who looked at me and then whispered at each other . That was obvious because I was pregnant and that hey had not been able to realize about the fact that I was actually pregnant . But that was actually some kind of business that I actually was not afraid of any more. I knew that this baby was the best thing that had actually happened to me .So this meant that whatever was said was something that actually I did not care about at all. The more I g
The Bully's secret love Witch!
Lyn POV“If that is not the problem, then what?” she asked me a question that I had the answer very well but I just did not know how to begin something that seemed to be easy but at the actual sense something that was actually very hard . What could be the reaction of my best friend once she comes to know what this is exactly about . Let me hope she will not fume out since that could actually bring a lot of coarse which could as a result attract much more attention from so many but I don’t want to become the center of attraction at this time . However getting her to know some of these things could reduce the weight that I actually have on my heart at the moment . You know things get a little relaxed every time you out something to a friend that you may actually be going through . “I am no longer in a relationship with Nolan.” I said casually like it was the best thing to say in such a situation . “What !”she exclaimed there and then she looked at me wide-eyed . That was the exac
The Bully's secret love Tell me
.Lyn POI could not believe that he had actually even got to that level. Okay , at least I could get used by what he said that he actually does not actually love me anymore but that was actually okay as I could grow. How had we really gotten to this level for sure . Though he called it quits and sincerely I had hope that he could finally come back to me and tell me that it was just a misunderstanding . Little did I know that we were going to get to the point where he could be actually be saying that the baby that am expecting was not his .At this point, I was completely heart broken. I Had no idea what I was supposed to reply . The fact is I at so many occasions tried to open my mouth but it betrayed me and I did not say anything at all. The only thing that I knew was bond to happen was the fact that I felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes. It was so strong but I promised myself one thing that I knew I was supposed to follow . It was so hard but it was actually what I was sup
The Bully's secret love Are you even sure the baby mine
.LYN POV“Girl , you have been quiet since the moment that we got into the car .” My best friend said out of the blue was we made entrance into the school campus. When I was at home, I had decided that I was going out of the house and act like all was okay but that was something that was actually not so easy to do . You may actually promise yourself but I can tell you that that is not something that is so easy to do . “What ? come on , I am completely okay . I don’t have anything disturbing me at all.” I replied pretending . That was the only way that I was to do . I did not want to complicate things at this moment . Of course I could tell her everything but that could not be now. It could actually be during a moment when we had all the free time in our life .“Sure , but why do you look pale and a combination of so much within you .” she said her eyes glued in front of the car. “Maybe it is actually the pregnancy .” I said casually hopping that she could actually change the topi
The Bully's secret love Trying to face reality
.LYN POVI hardly had any sleep . I was actually thinking about the whole process. About how the love of my life suddenly turned out and said that he actually did not love me anymore. Surely this is something that I cannot get to a conclusion no matter what.How did things turn out to be this way for sure . At one point I was the happiest person on the entire planet but in a nick of time things have turned out to the other way round . They have turned out to be the worst that I could ever wish to have in my whole life .At the moment , I am a teenage pregnant girl . It means this is actually the life that am actually going to lead for the rest of my life . How will I live with my baby knowing that I am actually not living beside the love of my life .The alarm that was meant to wake me up went but I did not have the courage to get out of my bed. At this moment it was life had totally lost meaning . Without Nolan in my life , there was actually no reason that could make me live in this
The Bully's secret love Mom is engaged!
Lyn POVStrangely, I did not shed any tears . I know many of you thought that I could cry . I actually also thought that it was actually what I was actually going to do but I did not do it . I remained strong . When Nolan , no my ex-boyfriend left I had to get ready since I had a discussion that I had to attend . I was actually grateful that he was not part of the discussion or else I have no idea how this could have gone surely . I went for the discussion and came back; mom was actually back from her boyfriend . I had already vowed that I was actually not going to let her know any of these. I did not want anything that could ruin her happiness and that was why I chose to keep quiet as fast as I could do with that topic . When I opened for her , she was actually the happiest in the whole planet earth . her facial expression was so glittering that I really vowed that I was not going to say anything to her which could ruin her moment what so ever . “Wow! That facial expression
The Bully's secret love Because I don't love you
Lyn POVWhat did he say . I tried to look into his eyes just to make sure that this was just an hallucination but when I looked right into his eyes I could tell that this was actually true and not just an hallucination . But wait , how could he be saying such a thing to me yet we just got engaged yesterday ?I got it , this was actually one of his games. I just could tell that this was actually not true and it was not going to be no matter what . I had to make him confess that he just was joking with me . “Stop joking already , you know this is not time for jokes, I just need you that us all.”I decided to make it known to him that I was actually able to know what he was actually up to . However his reaction was completely different from what I thought and expected to be at the moment . He did not kiss me like he always did every time when I found out that he was actually upto something . Instead he just stood up and moved towards the window. I was beginning to get worried and at
The Bully's secret love I want us to break up
.Lyn POVI tried to think over what he had said . I could not think about why he could tell me that he wanted to talk to me but without actually not even offering me any greetings at all. I listened without saying any word waiting for him say more but he rather surprised me when what he did was actually to end the call. “What !” I yelled at no one in particular since I was actually the only one in the house. “I am not going to pick up his calls.”“I will not talk to him .” I promised myself .I was so angry with the way he had treated me . That was not him . He had actually never talked or even behaved towards me in the way that he had actually done . I resorted to eating my chicken wings once again but I was actually not having any more appetite . He had to do so much for me to forgive me . “Baby , your daddy is surely going to do a lot see that he even lies a hand on us .’’ I spoke as I caressed my now slightly protruding belly . I suddenly felt something that I could actually
