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The Bully's secret love Different shades
.LYN POVI hated how time travelled so much like this. If I had not experienced the dilemma that I was in then I would have liked it to hurry so that I would see the love of my life but that was not the case any more .It was now time to get back to school . I just hoped that the scandal of all this. All the students at school will mock me and make ms so uncomfortable at school. This is mostly to do with all those sluts who have been crushing on him for a very long time. They are going to use that to make me hate myself for ever . I am going to have to face so much .But then if I was able to face all the bullies in the beginning, I don’t think this will break me completely . I will be able to stand up once again and in fact get strong and stronger all the time. As usual , Jean was right now across the street hooting the car which was an indication that I was late for school. I got my bag and matched. I kissed my mum bye and matched to the main road.“wow! I like that new vibe on yo
Last Updated : 2023-01-23The Bully's secret love Talk with Jed
.Lyn POVThe first thing that I did went I got inside was to look around the whole class just to make sure that that jerk was not in the class. I don’t know how to react if at all he was here in the class. I was lucky when I realized that he had not attended this lesson. Of course what did I expect at this moment . He must now be in bed and already tired of fucking that model like girl . They must have already come back from baby shopping as the two prepare and look forward for their forthcoming child. No way , I was such a fool to even think that he ever loved me. Maybe the two were actually taking me as a bet as they had their time together .I was such a fool , I surely don’t want to even remember about that at all. I had thought that I was a person…but that is not how any of them saw me. I have to wake up so that all of them can see that am not a weakling and foolish as the two must have taken me to be. “He has not attended school today .” Jed’s voice from behind me shocked me
Last Updated : 2023-01-25The Bully's secret love Trying to keep things away.
..Lyn POVI stared in the direction of the man who said that loved me so much and seriously wondered what the hell had happened to him . Why was he acting so normally ? everything was okay for me and yet on my side, I was trying so hard to also show him that I was not pained by anything that had resulted between the two of us. I was really in a relationship with someone or I was in it all along. Maybe I was in this relationship alone all this time thinking that the two of us were in it. He came nearer and nearer until he was right next to us but guess what , he did not utter even a single word to me . He talked softly to his friend and then there and then left us . Damn it ! that is actually all that I needed at this time . What the hell! What did I need from this guy anymore? Why did I think he was going to come back to me yet it was more than clear that he finished me and he was not coming back to me no matter what. I fought so much . I really fought so much not to cry before Je
Last Updated : 2023-01-25The Bully's secret love Heart to heart with Jean
Lyn POV.It has been six days since that little encounter with who used to be my boyfriend. Actually , it is not like he officially told me that he did not like me anymore but that was what it was. Any way , it was not like we had actually even been in love since he never trusted the love that I had for him. Damn it! That guy is such an idiot. Anyway, I just don’t want anything to do with him. I lived before he came into my life and I think I will even when he leaves my life. That is exactly how I have been all these days. I have tried and I am now back to my life. I know it hurts me so much inside my heart but it will finally come to an end. I look myself in the mirror doubting if I should go to this school party or not. For the time I was with Nolan, my life had changed so much. He could take me to different parties and that is how I ended up getting used to them. But after that , I think I am right back in my usual life . That is how I am going to be all this time. Now that the
Last Updated : 2023-01-29The Bully's secret love He is changed
..Lyn POV.I wondered what the hell he wanted from me. Maybe he wanted to apologize and tell me that what he had done was actually wrong. That he wanted to get back to me. But then as I thought about this…was I ready to get back to him. But then thinking about it all over , he had never directly told me that he was done with me. I was actually me who kept thinking about it all over . Maybe he was actually testing how much I loved him…I just did not know what to think any more. I simply was having so much –but right now was the moment of action. I turned around in slow motion like I was an actress in an Indian movie . I least expected what awaited me – there he was standing, not alone but with a girl whose name I could not tell. His hand was around the neck of that so called date of his – okay , that is what I would tell. And I don’t want to hear any of you saying that I was actually jealous . I refuse to be so for this jerk who does not deserve my love. “What are you doing here ?”
Last Updated : 2023-01-29The Bully's secret love Bitter Bathroom encounter
.Lyn POVI was so afraid to look behind . I was actually thinking about what he had in mind. What was he doing here in the first place . I thought he was so busy with that girl whose name I did not even know . I thought he never cared about me at all. what was he doing here then . I did not want to look at him but how was I going to do this . There was actually no where I was going to hide. The only entrance out of these washrooms was where he was standing . I slowly turned to face him . I had actually thought that they were actually the two of them-together with that girl from earlier but she was not their . I some how felt relaxed since he was alone. So much was still going on wondering why he had come here . Maybe he had realized that what he had done was so wrong and so he had come here to apologize so that we can move on again. But what was I going to do? Was I going to forgive him and then we move like nothing happened. Okay , let me not think about all that at this time ,
Last Updated : 2023-01-29The Bully's secret love Hurt and Recovering
.Lyn POVI moved towards the party but my eyes were moving around to see where my best friend was . I wanted to tell her not to look for me at the end of the party. This time I was determined to go whether she wanted or not. She was either going to support my move or quarrel at me. At this moment , I was so tired to even care what the rests would be . I was simply going to get a cab and move home. What would counsel me at this moment was for me to get home and get into my shower so quickly and then cry peacefully in my bed but making sure that I did not disturb my mother at all. Did not want her to face any kind of trouble with me since she will be so worried once she gets to know that I have some issues going on in my life about Nolan. I looked around the party and there was no sign of Jean. I did not think twice, I just moved out of the party house. So many guys kept making flirts towards me but I ignored them all. I swear I did not know if I was ever going to trust men at all. B
Last Updated : 2023-01-29The Bully's secret love standing up
.Lyn POVI did not wait for my best friend to come and drop me to school , I went myself. This time I did not use a cab but the home car instead . Though I hated Nolan at the moment , I was at least grateful for what he had done for me . He had actually taught me how to drive a car and now I did not have to wait for my best friend to take me to school . I drove through to school . I was not going to be insulted by any of those jerks . Any of them who was going to get towards me was going to get to taste the best of me . I was done joking with any fool that came my way . I was simply done with all of them . Finally , I was at school. I packed up in an empty space . The moment I got out of the car , I saw some one approach me . I did not give her any attention until when she had fully reached where I was. I did not look at her , I did not want to actually know anything about her . I just got my bag from the car and was about to move when some one suddenly blocked my entrance . “Yo
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.Lyn POVAs I tried to wake up , I was feeling weak . However at the same time I was more than aware about everything that had actually happened. Everything was actually still fresh in mind. At my ocaasions I wanted what had happened to be just a dream which I was actually not to be going to encounter the moment that I wake up but that was actually not the truth . How was I going to live in life in this world knowing very well that something like this was actually happening in my life . I mean this can only mean that the life that I have been living all this time was actually a life that was full of pretence . A life that never meant anything . At this moment , I was completely at sea not even knowing what I was supposed to do at the moment . I mean the person that I have trusted so much and actually thought that he cared for me turns out that it is actually the same person who was actually doing what it takes to see that I fall down . Actually if it was just falling down then it
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.LYN POV“Girl , you have been quiet since the moment that we got into the car .” My best friend said out of the blue was we made entrance into the school campus. When I was at home, I had decided that I was going out of the house and act like all was okay but that was something that was actually not so easy to do . You may actually promise yourself but I can tell you that that is not something that is so easy to do . “What ? come on , I am completely okay . I don’t have anything disturbing me at all.” I replied pretending . That was the only way that I was to do . I did not want to complicate things at this moment . Of course I could tell her everything but that could not be now. It could actually be during a moment when we had all the free time in our life .“Sure , but why do you look pale and a combination of so much within you .” she said her eyes glued in front of the car. “Maybe it is actually the pregnancy .” I said casually hopping that she could actually change the topi
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The Bully's secret love Because I don't love you
Lyn POVWhat did he say . I tried to look into his eyes just to make sure that this was just an hallucination but when I looked right into his eyes I could tell that this was actually true and not just an hallucination . But wait , how could he be saying such a thing to me yet we just got engaged yesterday ?I got it , this was actually one of his games. I just could tell that this was actually not true and it was not going to be no matter what . I had to make him confess that he just was joking with me . “Stop joking already , you know this is not time for jokes, I just need you that us all.”I decided to make it known to him that I was actually able to know what he was actually up to . However his reaction was completely different from what I thought and expected to be at the moment . He did not kiss me like he always did every time when I found out that he was actually upto something . Instead he just stood up and moved towards the window. I was beginning to get worried and at
The Bully's secret love I want us to break up
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