Chapter 13: It's over

Oishin was coming by. I couldn't believe it when Lindsay had uttered the words. It sent a surge of energy through me.

Somehow it felt like he never would, like he'd wiped me entirely from his life and had forgotten about me. Everything was moving so quickly more so he was getting rid of me so quickly. It was heartbreaking.

The thought of finally seeing him and being close to him sent a flood of tears. I was dying to be near him. It was a side effect of our bond. This was my chance to convince him that I could be better.

This was hope. This meant something. It was a small amount of light compared to the tiring darkness and excruciating pain I've been in for the past few days. I would fight for him because if I lost him then I'd lose it all.

That's the thing, you don't just stop loving someone. I would convince him, I would beg if I had to, more than I've ever begged for anything in my life. I was holding out hope that he would come around once he saw that I was willing to change and