Genevieve:
Could he stop staring? It wasn’t that unusual for men to stare, I mean, they usually did especially when they found out what I did for a living, but the way this man, Mr. Bard, was doing so kept me on constant edge. I could feel his eyes follow my every move. It wasn’t as uncomfortable as it was when others stared at me. Like his two coworkers who I completely forget the names of. There was a dark, heated allurement to his gaze that had my heart in a constant quiver.
Luckily, Karoline did most of the talking. I don’t think I could handle all three sets of masculine eyes on me right now. Not while this particular one was already staring me down.
“Thank you again for coming so quickly.” Karoline took a seat next to me on the couch once she had handed one of the men across from me a glass of water.
“We’re sorry we couldn’t get here earlier. We were taking a weekend off from our last client and didn’t get to the office until today,” the man on the right explained after he took a swig of the water.
The two nameless men, I hope I can learn their names soon, sat in two wooden chairs across from the couch while the man that was about to burn a hole through me with his eyes alone, stood behind them. He leaned against the wall with his arms folded. A peek of his wrists and the artistry of tattoos flashed beneath his shirt.
“I’m surprised you came,” Karoline shifted uncomfortably and I understood, “I wasn’t sure you would give us the time of day.”
I said I understood it, not that it didn’t also hurt deep down. Of course I knew why she made the comment. Neither of us thought that the great Wolff Protection company would go out of their way for a woman like me. I couldn’t give them as much cash as their previous, high-end clientele, and I couldn’t give them any media coverage. At least not the good kind. A slum of a scandal? Now that was something that an author of erotica was definitely able to do.
Mr. Bard unfolded his arms which drew my attention back to him. Why was he so perfect? I mean not in the sense of beauty and standards of mainstream media, but with the scars on his neck, leading up to just below his chin, the short-cropped hair, and tight jeans and shirt that show off every rippled muscle as he shifted. A man that could more than likely pick me up...
Nope. Genevieve, don’t go there. No matter how tempting it was to imagine this visceral intensity of a man being the least bit interested in me to pick me up and toss me onto the bed, that was never going to happen. It never did. Hence, I wrote about it. It was the only way to get the images from my mind, the fantasies of being loved and doted on, out of my overwhelmed thoughts.
“We don’t turn away anyone initially,” the man on the right stated. “You deserve the respect and a thorough look into the case.”
Karoline seemed to deflate with relief next to me. It was almost as though she was more stressed about this entire situation than I was. “Thank you.”
She didn’t know all of the nasty comments and vile DM’s I received everyday, so there was no way for her to know how used to all of this I was. Even someone being so brazen as to follow me across the country.
If it hadn’t been for the other night, the terror that had riddled my body with adrenaline and had my mind in a haze of panic I wouldn’t have called their service. What could they do for me anyway that the police couldn’t even do?
The man that had taken a sip of water once more cleared his throat and continued. I wondered if the other two, the mysterious, intense man in the back in particular, were just for show. “Has there been any new contact since your initial voicemail to our company?”
“No, nothing.” Karoline only gave me a quick glance before she answered the question.
Should I have told her? What happened when I got back to the hotel?
My heart quivered as I breathed in, the flashes of memory biting at my skull. Their presence. The darkness that had surrounded them, caked them in an aura that had left me feeling dirty and disgusted with myself. I only saw them from a distance, standing just within the light of a street lamp, a mask and two sets of icy blue eyes glinted in the night.
“That’s not true.” His voice. It drew me from the depths of my darkness. The fear that had slowly crept around my heart, almost tightened in a vice grip, hissed back into its hole as the man in the back of the room stepped forward.
His eyes, the abyss of chocolate orbs, refused to leave me. The nape of my neck tingled, the shiver reverberating down my spine and right into the fire of my need. Why did he affect me like this? I wasn’t usually swayed by a handsome face. But him, he was different.
“W-what are you saying?” Karoline’s thin brow furrowed and she looked back at me this time. “There hasn’t been any contact, right Genny?”
F*ck that name again. Why did she always insist on calling me by that stupid nickname? I couldn’t tell her to stop, either, it had gone on for far too long. I only hoped she didn’t catch my cringe at the sound of it.
She didn’t, as she continued to stare at me expectedly, but Raphael sure did. His thick, lucious lips flicked, a hint of a smile almost etched into his features. In the blink of an eye, though, it was gone. Damn.
“Um,” right, I should say something. Anything. “Actually, I think I,” fuck my stupid throat and it’s need to catch right now, sending me into a coughing fit. Once I had finally regianed control over my angry lungs, I sat back up, my face heated and the edges of my vision blurred with the insane amount of embarrassment that was boiling me from the inside out. “I think I saw him when I got back to the hotel.”
“What?” Karoline gasped.
“So he knows where you’re staying,” the man with the glass of water still in his hands murmured.
He looked back at Raphael and tilted his head. Was Raphael actually in charge? He was quiet and didn’t ask any of the questions, but his presence alone exuded leadership and he had a ‘don’t f*ck with me’ aura.
“He–” shit, no, I shouldn’t say it.
Welp, it was too late now. All four sets of eyes were back on me, and I had to stir in my seat to try and get comfy. Why did I pick this line of work again? Ah, yes, because I thought writing sexy books about women getting railed by big, powerful men would be fun. Oh, and that I wouldn’t have to even show my face. Look how that turned out.
Raphael placed his hands on the back of the chair the other man was in. I tried so f*cking hard not to watch the veins in his hands as they flexed against the material, his fingers digging into the cusion. His muscles rippled as he shifted and they visibly moved up his arm in tandem with one another. God, that was down right sexy. Like it should be illegal.
“What else?” It was all he said, but his voice that seemed to caress the very intimate parts of my body pulled a gasp from my tight chest and I had to swallow it back down before anyone else noticed. Except Raphael of course. He seemed to notice everything in the world.
“When I woke up the next morning there was a package outside my door.”
“Genny, why didn’t you say anything?” Karoline reached out and placed her hand on my arm but it did little to comfort me. I already knew that there was nothing I could do.
And that’s exactly what I told her. “It was nothing. We went to the police station later that day, and they said nothing could be done unless he outright threatened me.”
I didn’t want to remember the box. What was inside it. My stomach churned just thinking about it. To see myself, to–no. I won’t think about it.
“What was inside the box?” the man with the glass of water questions.
Like hell I was going to tell him. I couldn’t even stomach looking at them. I opened my mouth to speak, my vision a complete blur as the tears began to take over, but I wasn’t able to speak.
Raphael straightens, “Gunner, head to the security office and show him your credentials. Look at the security tapes and see who dropped that box off. Gunner, call down to the front desk and find out the identities of the residents on this floor or if any of the rooms are vacant. If they’re vacant, get access to them and see if anything has been touched.”
Both men happened to sit and stare up at him for a moment. Raphael only watched me, and yet here I was unable to even look in his direction.
Though the other men have been asking all of the questions, I now feel the overwhelming pressure from Raphael that he is the real boss here.
“Are you taking the job?” Karoline breathed out, her hand squeezing my arm harder.
Raphael jerked his head toward the door and both men were lithe and smooth as they jumped up and powered up into work mode. They muttered to one another, taking out their phones. As they tapped away on the screens, they exited the room and disappeared into the hallway.
“Why check the rooms and cameras?” Karoline asked.
I already knew though. It wasn’t hard to piece together. Not as Raphael was watching me. His expression was guarded, but his gaze, it was a storm that was brewing. A spark of a fire.
He opened his mouth and even though I knew what he was going to say, my body still went ice cold.
“If he was able to get a package to her in the middle of the night, that means he has inside access and knows her room number.”
Raphael:She was fucking gorgeous. Her pouted lips drooped just enough that they were begging for someone to lay claim to them. Her greyish eyes were anything but innocent, and yet still held a naivety about them. She was no stranger to having a stalker, or even the fear that it invoked within her. The idea of what she must have gone through—was going through—it curdled within my stomach and boulders rolled, ready to send my fists into someone’s face. She needed protecting. This was more serious than I thought, and if the police weren’t going to do a damn thing for her, I sure as hell would.I wouldn’t let anyone defile her life anymore.Not even my sorry ass.“Are you serious?” Genevieve’s assistant gasped. What was her name again? She handed me her card earlier, but the moment my eyes had fallen on the vivacious goddess before me, my mind had veered. It still was off track, but not enough to know that I had work to do. I needed to be professional. I couldn’t get stuck with my dick o
Genevieve:“Are you alright?” Mr. Bard–no, Raphael was his name–leaned down to whisper into my ear as we sat next to each other in the SUV.A shiver burned its way from the tip of my shoulder where his own touched mine, and reverberated through my body and down my spine, heating my stomach at his closeness. His breath swayed the few strands of hair that lay against my cheek. Why did he constantly make my body crave his contact? It had been ages since I’d felt anything remotely this intense before.“Um, yeah. Just, it’s hard to move.” I shifted in my seat, the center one in the back row. I tried my best not to let my hips brush up against either Raphael or Vin, but it was impossible. Though Vin wasn’t as large and bulky as Raphael was, my oversized a*s made it so we were all squished together.Raphael cleared his throat as the side of my thigh rubbed against his. The smooth material of his slacks slid against my bare skin that peeked out from below my dress. I shouldn’t have worn it. B
Raphael:I shouldn’t have brought up her family. Genevieve trembled with her pent-up agony; I saw it in the way she responded to the text message. The sharp movements were coupled with the quivering breath she released once it was sent. I assumed the woman, ‘Jennifer’, was a relative, as she had reacted when I asked her about it.With issues of my own, I could see the anguish and heartache that was painted all over her as she looked up at me. Her eyes were wide, innocent, not aware of the thoughts that ran rampant through my mind. If she knew what I wanted to do to her…with her…she would run the opposite direction. We had barely just met and I already needed to take a step back. If I didn’t, I wasn’t sure what I would end up doing.As we slid into park near the entrance, all I could think about was the way my name sounded as it left Genevieve’s lips. The way her teeth gently pressed against her luscious lower lip halfway through and how her tongue curled at the end, just barely visibl
Genevieve:“Ms. Blake?” A male’s voice slashed through the foggy atmosphere that was my brain and my entire body seized up.It’s not him, right? No, he wouldn’t be bold enough to waltz right up to me at a party like this.Right?Slowly, very slowly, I swiveled on my stool to make eye contact with the stranger that was only a foot away from me at this point. Where’s Raphael? Was he still close by? He didn’t leave me, right?There he is. His dark, calculated scowl is within my peripheral, his arms at his side and hands in tight fists. He’s there for me. The tension in my own shoulders began to relax and I gave my attention to the stranger once more.“Yes?”“I have a delivery,” The man explained. He handed over a large manila envelope and I did my best to retrieve it while my hands trembled.“Who’s it from?” My throat was closed up, my words garbled, but I knew the man’s answer before he even opened his mouth.“Sorry,” he shook his head, “I can’t say. The order comes in, and I deliver.”
Genevieve:“I know you’re there.”His voice was distant and cruel. A crackly, angry tone that grated along my every bone, and yanked on every ridge of my spine. It was him. He was talking to me.He knew I was the one that answered? Anyone could have—He’s still here.As the world shifted around me, the edges of my vision a blur and my ears filled with the voices of the party-goers, I searched. I looked at the sea of faces and tried to pick him out. To notice anyone that was on the phone, yet a majority of them were. They were all laughing, joking, happy. Where the fuck was he?Raphael.I needed him. Was he still close?“Oh Genna, nothing to say to me?” His voice shocked me back to reality, my entire body vibrating with terror.I steeled my nerves. “What do you want?”His laugh cut into my chest and burned up through my throat as bile. “Oh Genna, isn’t that obvious? I want you.”“You can’t have me.” The words slipped out on a hiss that I wasn’t expecting, but they didn’t seem to faze h
Genevieve:The bright lights of the large bookstore brought tears to my eyes. It was a dull throb in the back of my head. It added together with the ache in my cheeks of smiling too much, and my wrist kinked because of moving it too much. How much longer was this going to take?“Just another ten books,” Karoline whispered near my ear as she bent down next to my chair.It’s like she read my mind. I almost jumped. Almost. “Thank fuck,” I muttered under my breath. I can’t have my readers hearing how irritated I am because of this.Don’t get me wrong, I love to talk with them and see the light in their eyes as they finally get to meet the face behind the pages, but sometimes it gets a bit too much. No, scratch that. It gets to be a lot. One downfall of writing steamy romance, I suppose. Though it’s not quite on the level as some authors, my books tend to be a bit more heated and R-rated than most.Even so, I still end up always getting the creeps. They come out of the woodwork like termit
Raphael:Goddamn, I can’t believe I was actually going through with this. It’s been years, wait, more like a decade, since I had started working with Havoc Security. I mean, Jason’s my best pal, of course I’d taken the job when he begged me to. But it was meant to be temporary. To help train his men into protectors. To show them what being a bodyguard was all about. Now, it’s been eleven years, and I need out. Badly. Especially as the Havoc Daemons have slowly dripped into the security section of the business. Their mobster ways are going to run us further into the ground. Luckily, our branch, Wolff Protection, has been clean of any dirt or blood. So far anyway.“Come on Raph, please don’t do this to me.” Jason leans back in his large office chair, scratching at his thinning hairline as he stared down at his desk.On top of which laid a very, dare I say, delicately worded letter indicating my resignation.“Sorry J, I can’t keep doing this, and you know it. I’m not built for it anymore
Genevieve:“I know you’re there.”His voice was distant and cruel. A crackly, angry tone that grated along my every bone, and yanked on every ridge of my spine. It was him. He was talking to me.He knew I was the one that answered? Anyone could have—He’s still here.As the world shifted around me, the edges of my vision a blur and my ears filled with the voices of the party-goers, I searched. I looked at the sea of faces and tried to pick him out. To notice anyone that was on the phone, yet a majority of them were. They were all laughing, joking, happy. Where the fuck was he?Raphael.I needed him. Was he still close?“Oh Genna, nothing to say to me?” His voice shocked me back to reality, my entire body vibrating with terror.I steeled my nerves. “What do you want?”His laugh cut into my chest and burned up through my throat as bile. “Oh Genna, isn’t that obvious? I want you.”“You can’t have me.” The words slipped out on a hiss that I wasn’t expecting, but they didn’t seem to faze h
Genevieve:“Ms. Blake?” A male’s voice slashed through the foggy atmosphere that was my brain and my entire body seized up.It’s not him, right? No, he wouldn’t be bold enough to waltz right up to me at a party like this.Right?Slowly, very slowly, I swiveled on my stool to make eye contact with the stranger that was only a foot away from me at this point. Where’s Raphael? Was he still close by? He didn’t leave me, right?There he is. His dark, calculated scowl is within my peripheral, his arms at his side and hands in tight fists. He’s there for me. The tension in my own shoulders began to relax and I gave my attention to the stranger once more.“Yes?”“I have a delivery,” The man explained. He handed over a large manila envelope and I did my best to retrieve it while my hands trembled.“Who’s it from?” My throat was closed up, my words garbled, but I knew the man’s answer before he even opened his mouth.“Sorry,” he shook his head, “I can’t say. The order comes in, and I deliver.”
Raphael:I shouldn’t have brought up her family. Genevieve trembled with her pent-up agony; I saw it in the way she responded to the text message. The sharp movements were coupled with the quivering breath she released once it was sent. I assumed the woman, ‘Jennifer’, was a relative, as she had reacted when I asked her about it.With issues of my own, I could see the anguish and heartache that was painted all over her as she looked up at me. Her eyes were wide, innocent, not aware of the thoughts that ran rampant through my mind. If she knew what I wanted to do to her…with her…she would run the opposite direction. We had barely just met and I already needed to take a step back. If I didn’t, I wasn’t sure what I would end up doing.As we slid into park near the entrance, all I could think about was the way my name sounded as it left Genevieve’s lips. The way her teeth gently pressed against her luscious lower lip halfway through and how her tongue curled at the end, just barely visibl
Genevieve:“Are you alright?” Mr. Bard–no, Raphael was his name–leaned down to whisper into my ear as we sat next to each other in the SUV.A shiver burned its way from the tip of my shoulder where his own touched mine, and reverberated through my body and down my spine, heating my stomach at his closeness. His breath swayed the few strands of hair that lay against my cheek. Why did he constantly make my body crave his contact? It had been ages since I’d felt anything remotely this intense before.“Um, yeah. Just, it’s hard to move.” I shifted in my seat, the center one in the back row. I tried my best not to let my hips brush up against either Raphael or Vin, but it was impossible. Though Vin wasn’t as large and bulky as Raphael was, my oversized a*s made it so we were all squished together.Raphael cleared his throat as the side of my thigh rubbed against his. The smooth material of his slacks slid against my bare skin that peeked out from below my dress. I shouldn’t have worn it. B
Raphael:She was fucking gorgeous. Her pouted lips drooped just enough that they were begging for someone to lay claim to them. Her greyish eyes were anything but innocent, and yet still held a naivety about them. She was no stranger to having a stalker, or even the fear that it invoked within her. The idea of what she must have gone through—was going through—it curdled within my stomach and boulders rolled, ready to send my fists into someone’s face. She needed protecting. This was more serious than I thought, and if the police weren’t going to do a damn thing for her, I sure as hell would.I wouldn’t let anyone defile her life anymore.Not even my sorry ass.“Are you serious?” Genevieve’s assistant gasped. What was her name again? She handed me her card earlier, but the moment my eyes had fallen on the vivacious goddess before me, my mind had veered. It still was off track, but not enough to know that I had work to do. I needed to be professional. I couldn’t get stuck with my dick o
Genevieve:Could he stop staring? It wasn’t that unusual for men to stare, I mean, they usually did especially when they found out what I did for a living, but the way this man, Mr. Bard, was doing so kept me on constant edge. I could feel his eyes follow my every move. It wasn’t as uncomfortable as it was when others stared at me. Like his two coworkers who I completely forget the names of. There was a dark, heated allurement to his gaze that had my heart in a constant quiver.Luckily, Karoline did most of the talking. I don’t think I could handle all three sets of masculine eyes on me right now. Not while this particular one was already staring me down.“Thank you again for coming so quickly.” Karoline took a seat next to me on the couch once she had handed one of the men across from me a glass of water.“We’re sorry we couldn’t get here earlier. We were taking a weekend off from our last client and didn’t get to the office until today,” the man on the right explained after he took
Raphael:Goddamn, I can’t believe I was actually going through with this. It’s been years, wait, more like a decade, since I had started working with Havoc Security. I mean, Jason’s my best pal, of course I’d taken the job when he begged me to. But it was meant to be temporary. To help train his men into protectors. To show them what being a bodyguard was all about. Now, it’s been eleven years, and I need out. Badly. Especially as the Havoc Daemons have slowly dripped into the security section of the business. Their mobster ways are going to run us further into the ground. Luckily, our branch, Wolff Protection, has been clean of any dirt or blood. So far anyway.“Come on Raph, please don’t do this to me.” Jason leans back in his large office chair, scratching at his thinning hairline as he stared down at his desk.On top of which laid a very, dare I say, delicately worded letter indicating my resignation.“Sorry J, I can’t keep doing this, and you know it. I’m not built for it anymore
Genevieve:The bright lights of the large bookstore brought tears to my eyes. It was a dull throb in the back of my head. It added together with the ache in my cheeks of smiling too much, and my wrist kinked because of moving it too much. How much longer was this going to take?“Just another ten books,” Karoline whispered near my ear as she bent down next to my chair.It’s like she read my mind. I almost jumped. Almost. “Thank fuck,” I muttered under my breath. I can’t have my readers hearing how irritated I am because of this.Don’t get me wrong, I love to talk with them and see the light in their eyes as they finally get to meet the face behind the pages, but sometimes it gets a bit too much. No, scratch that. It gets to be a lot. One downfall of writing steamy romance, I suppose. Though it’s not quite on the level as some authors, my books tend to be a bit more heated and R-rated than most.Even so, I still end up always getting the creeps. They come out of the woodwork like termit