Raphael:
Goddamn, I can’t believe I was actually going through with this. It’s been years, wait, more like a decade, since I had started working with Havoc Security. I mean, Jason’s my best pal, of course I’d taken the job when he begged me to. But it was meant to be temporary. To help train his men into protectors. To show them what being a bodyguard was all about. Now, it’s been eleven years, and I need out. Badly. Especially as the Havoc Daemons have slowly dripped into the security section of the business. Their mobster ways are going to run us further into the ground. Luckily, our branch, Wolff Protection, has been clean of any dirt or blood. So far anyway.
“Come on Raph, please don’t do this to me.” Jason leans back in his large office chair, scratching at his thinning hairline as he stared down at his desk.
On top of which laid a very, dare I say, delicately worded letter indicating my resignation.
“Sorry J, I can’t keep doing this, and you know it. I’m not built for it anymore.”
“Screw that. You know that’s shit. Look at you man, you’re more fit than half my crew that are half your age.”
Yeah, well, maybe he shouldn’t be hiring eighteen-year-olds with no experience. I bite my tongue, though. It’s not my business. Or my problem anymore. I have enough savings to last me for the rest of my days, as long as I’m frugal with it, and even if I don’t, I’m sure I could find a good part-time job to make due.
“Okay, okay,” Jason leaned forward, his elbows on the desk and his head in his hands. “I get that you want to be done. I get that. But please, could you reconsider your time limit?”
“What do you mean?”
As Jason leans over to grab something from his drawer, I watch the man. He has been my best friend for going on thirty years now. We’ve done everything together. Gone to war, to college, built this business together. Now I was throwing all of that away. For peace. For quiet.
“Here. I got a case over the weekend. I think it might end up being high profile.”
“Fantastic.” I don’t even try to hide the sarcasm. Those cases are the worst. Stuck-up princes and princesses with daddy’s money, flaunting themselves everywhere they go. There’s no use in even trying to protect them.
“Raph, she sounded terrified. She left a voicemail on the line over the weekend, and I didn’t get to it until this morning. I haven’t called her yet, and I’m worried what kind of state she’s in if she’s been this terrified all weekend.”
“Why not simply go to the police?” I mumble. “What is it this time?”
“Stalking.”
Of course. Isn’t it always with these types?
I flip through the file that Jason handed over and read some of his notes. Wait, “Oh you’ve got to be kidding me. A romance author? Come on, Jason.” I want to laugh. Is he serious?
“I’m nothing but serious. This woman sounded terrified. The least we can do is to hear her out. Plus, her manager is the one that reached out to me first.”
That’s odd. “What do you mean?”
“They’ve been getting weird messages and gifts for the last six months. They’ve steadily gotten worse, but the author didn’t want to do anything about it. She thought they’d disappear over time. But they came here to LA for some business a few weeks ago, and the messages kept coming. Karoline Stegner is her manager and reached out, inquiring about our rates and how we would protect her client.”
“And?”
“She didn’t hire us, of course. Apparently, the author didn’t want to be surrounded by a bunch of bulky men or something.” Jason shrugged and leaned back, folding his arms.
“Really?” That's odd, considering what she does for a living.
“Raph, stop judging, and how about you take this seriously.”
“I am, okay? So she didn’t want to get anyone involved. Why’d she decide to reach out now?”
“Apparently, after a book signing on Saturday she was gifted a bouquet of flowers by the same man, but no one was supposed to know of her whereabouts that day. It was a last-minute schedule change. When she was leaving the store, she heard someone following her, and once she was in her car, she saw them run away in the glare of her headlights.”
Okay, so I’m definitely not going to say that it’s a coincidence. Because frankly, it’s not. But it sounds more like an issue for the police, not us. “J, what are we supposed to do about it? The police are more equipped.”
“Ah, about that. After she left the voicemail, she also called the police.”
Of course.
“And they said they couldn’t do anything unless the stalker were to do something illegal or harmful towards her.”
“What the–”
Jason raised his hand and silenced me. Fuck, I hate when he does that.
“I know. It’s stupid. She could be harmed or killed by this person in the amount of time it would take for the police to take action. That’s how it is here, you know that. That’s why we’re her only options now.”
He was right. Of course, he was. Even if it was hell to admit. The tension of my last week of work protecting that ass of a CEO had really done a number on me. Now I had to babysit some chick? Stalking cases like these could last months. Fuck, even years. I couldn’t last that long. What real danger could there be if she had a bodyguard watching over her? Did this woman seriously need an entire team, especially at our level, to follow her every move because of one sick ass man?
What kind of man would I be if I allowed someone in desperate need to continue to live terrified of every move she made. Of every smile she gave. If they were the one that was watched her, or if they would make a move.
Memories of another life, a younger me, a soldier, flashed by as I closed my eyes. No.
Not today.
Breathe. In. Out.
There we go.
It took a minute for my heart to slow its beat and my chest to unclench. Before I could look at Jason again, and know that I wasn’t going to be able to leave without making sure that the client was at least safe.
“I’ll go with the team to interview her and do the check-in.” My voice is a croak as the tension in my muscles refuse to relax. My past was still on the verge of my mind, clawing at my walls.
Jason sighed and bestowed me with a large grin. His signature. “Fantastic. I knew I could count on you.” He slapped the file into my hand. “I promise, once this is over, you can be done.”
“Yeah, yeah.” Like hell did I believe him on that one.
“Gunner and Vin are outside fillin’ up. They’re ready when you are.”
“Good.”
I knew stalking cases could get ugly quickly, but we’d know for sure when we executed the interview how dangerous this one really was. It would be a quick chat with a woman that wrote smut for a living. In a room filled with three muscular men. It would be great.
But boy was I wrong.
I was expecting a sly fox, ready to use her words and put them into action, not a doe-eyed, plump beauty that could rip my heart from my chest and bring me to me knees with a simple, shy smile.
As soon as Genevieve Blake opened her hotel room door, I knew I was a goner...
Genevieve:Could he stop staring? It wasn’t that unusual for men to stare, I mean, they usually did especially when they found out what I did for a living, but the way this man, Mr. Bard, was doing so kept me on constant edge. I could feel his eyes follow my every move. It wasn’t as uncomfortable as it was when others stared at me. Like his two coworkers who I completely forget the names of. There was a dark, heated allurement to his gaze that had my heart in a constant quiver.Luckily, Karoline did most of the talking. I don’t think I could handle all three sets of masculine eyes on me right now. Not while this particular one was already staring me down.“Thank you again for coming so quickly.” Karoline took a seat next to me on the couch once she had handed one of the men across from me a glass of water.“We’re sorry we couldn’t get here earlier. We were taking a weekend off from our last client and didn’t get to the office until today,” the man on the right explained after he took
Raphael:She was fucking gorgeous. Her pouted lips drooped just enough that they were begging for someone to lay claim to them. Her greyish eyes were anything but innocent, and yet still held a naivety about them. She was no stranger to having a stalker, or even the fear that it invoked within her. The idea of what she must have gone through—was going through—it curdled within my stomach and boulders rolled, ready to send my fists into someone’s face. She needed protecting. This was more serious than I thought, and if the police weren’t going to do a damn thing for her, I sure as hell would.I wouldn’t let anyone defile her life anymore.Not even my sorry ass.“Are you serious?” Genevieve’s assistant gasped. What was her name again? She handed me her card earlier, but the moment my eyes had fallen on the vivacious goddess before me, my mind had veered. It still was off track, but not enough to know that I had work to do. I needed to be professional. I couldn’t get stuck with my dick o
Genevieve:“Are you alright?” Mr. Bard–no, Raphael was his name–leaned down to whisper into my ear as we sat next to each other in the SUV.A shiver burned its way from the tip of my shoulder where his own touched mine, and reverberated through my body and down my spine, heating my stomach at his closeness. His breath swayed the few strands of hair that lay against my cheek. Why did he constantly make my body crave his contact? It had been ages since I’d felt anything remotely this intense before.“Um, yeah. Just, it’s hard to move.” I shifted in my seat, the center one in the back row. I tried my best not to let my hips brush up against either Raphael or Vin, but it was impossible. Though Vin wasn’t as large and bulky as Raphael was, my oversized a*s made it so we were all squished together.Raphael cleared his throat as the side of my thigh rubbed against his. The smooth material of his slacks slid against my bare skin that peeked out from below my dress. I shouldn’t have worn it. B
Raphael:I shouldn’t have brought up her family. Genevieve trembled with her pent-up agony; I saw it in the way she responded to the text message. The sharp movements were coupled with the quivering breath she released once it was sent. I assumed the woman, ‘Jennifer’, was a relative, as she had reacted when I asked her about it.With issues of my own, I could see the anguish and heartache that was painted all over her as she looked up at me. Her eyes were wide, innocent, not aware of the thoughts that ran rampant through my mind. If she knew what I wanted to do to her…with her…she would run the opposite direction. We had barely just met and I already needed to take a step back. If I didn’t, I wasn’t sure what I would end up doing.As we slid into park near the entrance, all I could think about was the way my name sounded as it left Genevieve’s lips. The way her teeth gently pressed against her luscious lower lip halfway through and how her tongue curled at the end, just barely visibl
Genevieve:“Ms. Blake?” A male’s voice slashed through the foggy atmosphere that was my brain and my entire body seized up.It’s not him, right? No, he wouldn’t be bold enough to waltz right up to me at a party like this.Right?Slowly, very slowly, I swiveled on my stool to make eye contact with the stranger that was only a foot away from me at this point. Where’s Raphael? Was he still close by? He didn’t leave me, right?There he is. His dark, calculated scowl is within my peripheral, his arms at his side and hands in tight fists. He’s there for me. The tension in my own shoulders began to relax and I gave my attention to the stranger once more.“Yes?”“I have a delivery,” The man explained. He handed over a large manila envelope and I did my best to retrieve it while my hands trembled.“Who’s it from?” My throat was closed up, my words garbled, but I knew the man’s answer before he even opened his mouth.“Sorry,” he shook his head, “I can’t say. The order comes in, and I deliver.”
Genevieve:“I know you’re there.”His voice was distant and cruel. A crackly, angry tone that grated along my every bone, and yanked on every ridge of my spine. It was him. He was talking to me.He knew I was the one that answered? Anyone could have—He’s still here.As the world shifted around me, the edges of my vision a blur and my ears filled with the voices of the party-goers, I searched. I looked at the sea of faces and tried to pick him out. To notice anyone that was on the phone, yet a majority of them were. They were all laughing, joking, happy. Where the fuck was he?Raphael.I needed him. Was he still close?“Oh Genna, nothing to say to me?” His voice shocked me back to reality, my entire body vibrating with terror.I steeled my nerves. “What do you want?”His laugh cut into my chest and burned up through my throat as bile. “Oh Genna, isn’t that obvious? I want you.”“You can’t have me.” The words slipped out on a hiss that I wasn’t expecting, but they didn’t seem to faze h
Genevieve:The bright lights of the large bookstore brought tears to my eyes. It was a dull throb in the back of my head. It added together with the ache in my cheeks of smiling too much, and my wrist kinked because of moving it too much. How much longer was this going to take?“Just another ten books,” Karoline whispered near my ear as she bent down next to my chair.It’s like she read my mind. I almost jumped. Almost. “Thank fuck,” I muttered under my breath. I can’t have my readers hearing how irritated I am because of this.Don’t get me wrong, I love to talk with them and see the light in their eyes as they finally get to meet the face behind the pages, but sometimes it gets a bit too much. No, scratch that. It gets to be a lot. One downfall of writing steamy romance, I suppose. Though it’s not quite on the level as some authors, my books tend to be a bit more heated and R-rated than most.Even so, I still end up always getting the creeps. They come out of the woodwork like termit
Genevieve:“I know you’re there.”His voice was distant and cruel. A crackly, angry tone that grated along my every bone, and yanked on every ridge of my spine. It was him. He was talking to me.He knew I was the one that answered? Anyone could have—He’s still here.As the world shifted around me, the edges of my vision a blur and my ears filled with the voices of the party-goers, I searched. I looked at the sea of faces and tried to pick him out. To notice anyone that was on the phone, yet a majority of them were. They were all laughing, joking, happy. Where the fuck was he?Raphael.I needed him. Was he still close?“Oh Genna, nothing to say to me?” His voice shocked me back to reality, my entire body vibrating with terror.I steeled my nerves. “What do you want?”His laugh cut into my chest and burned up through my throat as bile. “Oh Genna, isn’t that obvious? I want you.”“You can’t have me.” The words slipped out on a hiss that I wasn’t expecting, but they didn’t seem to faze h
Genevieve:“Ms. Blake?” A male’s voice slashed through the foggy atmosphere that was my brain and my entire body seized up.It’s not him, right? No, he wouldn’t be bold enough to waltz right up to me at a party like this.Right?Slowly, very slowly, I swiveled on my stool to make eye contact with the stranger that was only a foot away from me at this point. Where’s Raphael? Was he still close by? He didn’t leave me, right?There he is. His dark, calculated scowl is within my peripheral, his arms at his side and hands in tight fists. He’s there for me. The tension in my own shoulders began to relax and I gave my attention to the stranger once more.“Yes?”“I have a delivery,” The man explained. He handed over a large manila envelope and I did my best to retrieve it while my hands trembled.“Who’s it from?” My throat was closed up, my words garbled, but I knew the man’s answer before he even opened his mouth.“Sorry,” he shook his head, “I can’t say. The order comes in, and I deliver.”
Raphael:I shouldn’t have brought up her family. Genevieve trembled with her pent-up agony; I saw it in the way she responded to the text message. The sharp movements were coupled with the quivering breath she released once it was sent. I assumed the woman, ‘Jennifer’, was a relative, as she had reacted when I asked her about it.With issues of my own, I could see the anguish and heartache that was painted all over her as she looked up at me. Her eyes were wide, innocent, not aware of the thoughts that ran rampant through my mind. If she knew what I wanted to do to her…with her…she would run the opposite direction. We had barely just met and I already needed to take a step back. If I didn’t, I wasn’t sure what I would end up doing.As we slid into park near the entrance, all I could think about was the way my name sounded as it left Genevieve’s lips. The way her teeth gently pressed against her luscious lower lip halfway through and how her tongue curled at the end, just barely visibl
Genevieve:“Are you alright?” Mr. Bard–no, Raphael was his name–leaned down to whisper into my ear as we sat next to each other in the SUV.A shiver burned its way from the tip of my shoulder where his own touched mine, and reverberated through my body and down my spine, heating my stomach at his closeness. His breath swayed the few strands of hair that lay against my cheek. Why did he constantly make my body crave his contact? It had been ages since I’d felt anything remotely this intense before.“Um, yeah. Just, it’s hard to move.” I shifted in my seat, the center one in the back row. I tried my best not to let my hips brush up against either Raphael or Vin, but it was impossible. Though Vin wasn’t as large and bulky as Raphael was, my oversized a*s made it so we were all squished together.Raphael cleared his throat as the side of my thigh rubbed against his. The smooth material of his slacks slid against my bare skin that peeked out from below my dress. I shouldn’t have worn it. B
Raphael:She was fucking gorgeous. Her pouted lips drooped just enough that they were begging for someone to lay claim to them. Her greyish eyes were anything but innocent, and yet still held a naivety about them. She was no stranger to having a stalker, or even the fear that it invoked within her. The idea of what she must have gone through—was going through—it curdled within my stomach and boulders rolled, ready to send my fists into someone’s face. She needed protecting. This was more serious than I thought, and if the police weren’t going to do a damn thing for her, I sure as hell would.I wouldn’t let anyone defile her life anymore.Not even my sorry ass.“Are you serious?” Genevieve’s assistant gasped. What was her name again? She handed me her card earlier, but the moment my eyes had fallen on the vivacious goddess before me, my mind had veered. It still was off track, but not enough to know that I had work to do. I needed to be professional. I couldn’t get stuck with my dick o
Genevieve:Could he stop staring? It wasn’t that unusual for men to stare, I mean, they usually did especially when they found out what I did for a living, but the way this man, Mr. Bard, was doing so kept me on constant edge. I could feel his eyes follow my every move. It wasn’t as uncomfortable as it was when others stared at me. Like his two coworkers who I completely forget the names of. There was a dark, heated allurement to his gaze that had my heart in a constant quiver.Luckily, Karoline did most of the talking. I don’t think I could handle all three sets of masculine eyes on me right now. Not while this particular one was already staring me down.“Thank you again for coming so quickly.” Karoline took a seat next to me on the couch once she had handed one of the men across from me a glass of water.“We’re sorry we couldn’t get here earlier. We were taking a weekend off from our last client and didn’t get to the office until today,” the man on the right explained after he took
Raphael:Goddamn, I can’t believe I was actually going through with this. It’s been years, wait, more like a decade, since I had started working with Havoc Security. I mean, Jason’s my best pal, of course I’d taken the job when he begged me to. But it was meant to be temporary. To help train his men into protectors. To show them what being a bodyguard was all about. Now, it’s been eleven years, and I need out. Badly. Especially as the Havoc Daemons have slowly dripped into the security section of the business. Their mobster ways are going to run us further into the ground. Luckily, our branch, Wolff Protection, has been clean of any dirt or blood. So far anyway.“Come on Raph, please don’t do this to me.” Jason leans back in his large office chair, scratching at his thinning hairline as he stared down at his desk.On top of which laid a very, dare I say, delicately worded letter indicating my resignation.“Sorry J, I can’t keep doing this, and you know it. I’m not built for it anymore
Genevieve:The bright lights of the large bookstore brought tears to my eyes. It was a dull throb in the back of my head. It added together with the ache in my cheeks of smiling too much, and my wrist kinked because of moving it too much. How much longer was this going to take?“Just another ten books,” Karoline whispered near my ear as she bent down next to my chair.It’s like she read my mind. I almost jumped. Almost. “Thank fuck,” I muttered under my breath. I can’t have my readers hearing how irritated I am because of this.Don’t get me wrong, I love to talk with them and see the light in their eyes as they finally get to meet the face behind the pages, but sometimes it gets a bit too much. No, scratch that. It gets to be a lot. One downfall of writing steamy romance, I suppose. Though it’s not quite on the level as some authors, my books tend to be a bit more heated and R-rated than most.Even so, I still end up always getting the creeps. They come out of the woodwork like termit