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Chapter 10
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Rens POV
Did you ever had a secret crush on your best friend? If you do, you can surely understand how difficult it is for you to confess your feelings to that person because if that person rejects you, than you may lose not just the love of your life but also the friend with whom you have spent most of your time. But what if you are a male and have a crush on your male best friend. For some people it may sounds
Weird and maybe absurd too but when you fall in love nothing matters other than that significant other. True love is that when you come to realize that age is just a number and gender is just some letters. Well, I’m also the same, I also have a secret crush on my best friend and we are together since our childhood. At first it was just normal friendship but as I spent more time with him I become more attached and possessive of him. He is cute, caring and selfless. He was also the first true friend I ever had in my life because the worst
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I was trying to convince myself that Ren was gone because of waiting for too long but deep down I hoped that he was still there, waiting for me with a gentle smile on his face. So, as soon as went out of the store, I tried to look at both of the side of the road but not even a stray dog was there let alone be a human. At that moment I felt like what the grandma told me might be true after all she told me all that out of experience. I was moving lifelessly when I spotted someone standing in front of a black car and was about a meter or two away from me. My eyes were a little blurry due to crying, so I rubbed my eyes with my hands and looked again. It's was Ren, he was waiting for me, he is not like everybody. Without giving it a second thought I ran towards him and hugged him tightly while sobbing like a child being separated from his mother. I separated our hug and knelt before him while head hanging down as I'm a criminal who was asking for mercy. "I-I'm re-really s-sor
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Throughout the night Caesar didn’t woke up, not even once. Kazumi kept on checking on him from time to time with the hope that he might wake up or need anything, but he didn’t. Soon, the rays of the sun peeked through the windows and made Kazumi to open his eyes. He looked at Caesar’s direction only to see him opening his eye lids slowly. Kazumi quickly got up from the ground where he was sleeping earlier and ran towards Caesar who was in his bed. Kazumi didn’t wanted to make Caesar feel suffocated while he was in such a bad shape so, he decided give his small bed which could not fit more than one person, to Caesar. As soon as Caesar opened his eyes, he began to cry hysterically and brought his knees to his chest which made him appear like a ball, Kazumi was devastated upon witnessing this scene. He couldn’t bring himself to cooe Caesar and to make him calm. He thought and decided that it was better for Caesar if he let out all his emotions through his
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Rens POVSeeing the one you love, cry his heart out is worst than any pain you can ever feel, but if the love of your life is crying for you than it is more worst than dying thousand deaths. Kazumi was whimpering while pouring his heart in front of me. His eyes were like sapphires and his tears were like precious pearls which I didn't wanted to roll down from his eyes. His each word were deeply making me realize that it was not his fault for whatever happened in the school or even in the store, that he is loyal towards me and that I'm the one whom he trust more than anyone else. I was happy, because I hold a special place in his heart but at the same time I was sad too. Sad because I doubted him and even vented my frustration, and above of all these I ignored him, which I think made him feel like I'll might leave him or maybe never talk to him. I really hated the words like 'breaking off', 'hating' from his mouth but I really can't complain, after all I gave him the reason to
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