Kazumi’s POV
It is such a deadly curse that when we want the time to pass more swiftly it passes with the speed of a turtle, HELLA SLOW. The walk from the alley to the apartment felt like 200 decades even though in reality it was just 2-3 minutes. Neither of us spoke as we were too awkward to do so. The question ‘Why he abruptly kissed me?’ kept on surfacing on my brain but due to the awkwardness I didn’t got the chance to ask him…. Phew, thank god I didn’t got the chance. He stood at the mouth of the apartment till I was gone. I got inside the apartment and bid him farewell before disappearing in one of the corners of the apartment but to be true I took a sneak peek from the corner, and saw him running just after seeing me off. I really wanted to laugh, I mean if he is that much embarrassed why did he even do that? What was he even thinking? Could he possibly be into…..? Snap out from your dreams Kazumi, he would never
Ren's POVThe first time I kissed him I was hooked. Just one short kiss and I was addicted. I knew then, that no one else could ever make me feel such an electric spark. The instant I drew back from his lips and looked into his perfect eyes, I knew I would follow him to the end of the earth. Everything inside me was telling me to go cross the limit and just ravish him at that very moment. I felt like there was fire within my bones, like my soul has returned to where it belonged, like every part of me that come from a dead star is alive again. I felt like I was reborn again, not as someone who wants to wait patiently for him to come to me but to snatch him from this hideous world who doesn't know his worth.I tried my best to convince him even though I should have confess my feelings for him first but I think I need to clean up the mess first so that he can also come to me without any worries or fears about the future of the relationship. I hugged him for god knows know
Kazumi's POVI could feel my stomach twisting and turning as I reminisced that dreadful scene, that smell of fresh blood. Even though I didn't saw the victims face but I'm more than sure that he was in pain and probably was praying to god to save him. Should I go back? But I think the boy must have taken his last breath till now as when I ran from the attacker I didn't saw him move even an inch although I never turned to check. I was still in my own world when suddenly somebody placed his hands on my shoulders, I was seriously frightened out of my wits, I thought THAT man caught me. The thought of lying and dying on my own blood was making the hair behind the neck to spike. I slowly and mousily turned to face the caller while tightly closing both my eyes.For a moment or so, I didn't opened the curtains of my eyes, neither the other person said anything. Then, he must not be the killer.....right? As if he was the killer he might have done something to me till now. I ga
To admit that some people literally have no conscience is not technically the same as saying that some human beings are evil but it is disturbingly close, this was the first thought that came into Ren's mind as he opened Kazumi's apartment door and saw him lying on the floor unconsciously, but as he got a little close he started getting the fresh smell of blood and a weird smell of something which could possibly be flesh. It kicked his guts and made him nauseous. But instead of running out of the room to get some fresh air, he ran towards Kazumi while pushing all the negative thoughts at the back of his head that the smell might be of something else or it might be coming from the piece of, what appears to be an animal whose skin was shredded and that Kazumi might have got dizzy because of loads of work and studies. But his all excuses to himself were proven misguiding as he turned the unconscious body of his beloved who was bathing in his own blood. The floor was also covered in cri
Shaun's POVIt's really difficult for me to digest every single happenings of today. I mean, I never, in my wildest dreams thought that a person like me would come across such a situation. Although, the beginning of this day was quite good. It was the first time for me to have a proper conversation with Kazumi, if one could consider it to be one. Well now that I am talking about it, I regret not asking him about why was he panting and trembling like a leaf on a windy day. Now, I am confident something bad must have been happened with him or maybe with someone else which he saw, unintentionally. I don't know whom to consider lucky, Kazumi, whom I saved when he was on the brink of death or Ren, who would have probably considered himself a sinner for life long, if something might have happened to Kazumi. I myself have no idea why I decided to check on Kazumi and even going to the extent, to follow him to his room.But what's the worst part of all this drama is that the pe
(Kazumi’s POV)Every person has secrets which they want to hide from the world. Some secrets are innocent and sweet like having a crush on someone or secretly dating someone. But there are several dark secrets of a person which he/she tries to bury deep inside their heart because once it’s out it can turn their life upside down. But what if you have the ability to hear these secrets? This obviously sounds impossible and weird but believe me I do have the ability to hear a person’s secret just by looking into his/her eyes. For some people this ability may sound as a boon but try putting yourself in my shoes, to be able to hear all those weird and even scary secrets of people who have innocent faces. For me this is the worst curse of my life I’ve ever received, I never wanted ‘this’ ability even in my wildest dreams.Let’s start with introducing myself, My name is Kazumi ,a high school student ,poor in studies and to make my life
After thinking for a long time and gathering all the courage I had within myself I decided to tell Ren about what was happening to me, and by neglecting all the 'what if' coming to my mind. I turned to face him, all this while he was sitting beside me with a gentle look on his face waiting patiently for me to say something without uttering a single word. He, out of pure concern, asked me if I was ready to share my problems with him, which I replied to simply by nodding my head.Later, I told him about the incident and the thing related to the voices which I was able to hear around me just by looking in someone eyes. He for a split of second was shocked but quickly changed his expression into an understanding one.He took out his handkerchief from his pocket and wiped my tears. Then, he cupped my face with his hand gently and said, 'Stupid, do you even know how much worried I was. I was thinking that I did something wrong and that you are upset over it. I thought that you are n
(Kazumi’s POV)I just could not even believe what I just heard and I don't have the guts to share it with Ren. Di-Did Shaun really..? I started feeling uffocated out of nowhere, I can't breath and I want to get out of here. I raised my hand to get the attention of the teacher and excused myself to go to the bathroom. I tried to walk as casually as possible.Only after I was out of the classroom, I ran towards the bathroom without even caring about my surrounding and the whispers among the students who were at the hallway.After I got settled inside the cubicle and locked it, I lost the strength to even support myself and fell to my knees,mumbling MURDER!! Shaun murdered his father? His own biological father? I don't know the reason behind it but how can someone just murder his father with his own hands and just roam around freely and not have a slight guilt about it. I tried to calm myself down and took deep breathes a few times before standing up and walking out
(Kazumi’s POV)Just when I was starting to think that the day could not get any worst, HE appeared out of thin air. He, who doesn't spare anyone and always have several ways to torture a person physically as well as mentally. He was looking straight into my eyes with his grey piercing eyes which sent a shiver down my spine. I was shaking uncontrollably. He is my school bully and his name is Caesar. I don't know why but he started bullying me all of a sudden when we were in middle school. Yes, I and Caesar are classmates since middle school days and he is bullying me since middle school. Ren doesn't know about this because I don't want him to get into trouble because of me. I have only one true friend and I want to treasure him wholeheartedly. I know Ren will try to fight him in order to protect me but... but he is the only heir of his family who will inherit his family business and I don't want his name get stained for a no one like me.Caesar showed a wick
Shaun's POVIt's really difficult for me to digest every single happenings of today. I mean, I never, in my wildest dreams thought that a person like me would come across such a situation. Although, the beginning of this day was quite good. It was the first time for me to have a proper conversation with Kazumi, if one could consider it to be one. Well now that I am talking about it, I regret not asking him about why was he panting and trembling like a leaf on a windy day. Now, I am confident something bad must have been happened with him or maybe with someone else which he saw, unintentionally. I don't know whom to consider lucky, Kazumi, whom I saved when he was on the brink of death or Ren, who would have probably considered himself a sinner for life long, if something might have happened to Kazumi. I myself have no idea why I decided to check on Kazumi and even going to the extent, to follow him to his room.But what's the worst part of all this drama is that the pe
To admit that some people literally have no conscience is not technically the same as saying that some human beings are evil but it is disturbingly close, this was the first thought that came into Ren's mind as he opened Kazumi's apartment door and saw him lying on the floor unconsciously, but as he got a little close he started getting the fresh smell of blood and a weird smell of something which could possibly be flesh. It kicked his guts and made him nauseous. But instead of running out of the room to get some fresh air, he ran towards Kazumi while pushing all the negative thoughts at the back of his head that the smell might be of something else or it might be coming from the piece of, what appears to be an animal whose skin was shredded and that Kazumi might have got dizzy because of loads of work and studies. But his all excuses to himself were proven misguiding as he turned the unconscious body of his beloved who was bathing in his own blood. The floor was also covered in cri
Kazumi's POVI could feel my stomach twisting and turning as I reminisced that dreadful scene, that smell of fresh blood. Even though I didn't saw the victims face but I'm more than sure that he was in pain and probably was praying to god to save him. Should I go back? But I think the boy must have taken his last breath till now as when I ran from the attacker I didn't saw him move even an inch although I never turned to check. I was still in my own world when suddenly somebody placed his hands on my shoulders, I was seriously frightened out of my wits, I thought THAT man caught me. The thought of lying and dying on my own blood was making the hair behind the neck to spike. I slowly and mousily turned to face the caller while tightly closing both my eyes.For a moment or so, I didn't opened the curtains of my eyes, neither the other person said anything. Then, he must not be the killer.....right? As if he was the killer he might have done something to me till now. I ga
Ren's POVThe first time I kissed him I was hooked. Just one short kiss and I was addicted. I knew then, that no one else could ever make me feel such an electric spark. The instant I drew back from his lips and looked into his perfect eyes, I knew I would follow him to the end of the earth. Everything inside me was telling me to go cross the limit and just ravish him at that very moment. I felt like there was fire within my bones, like my soul has returned to where it belonged, like every part of me that come from a dead star is alive again. I felt like I was reborn again, not as someone who wants to wait patiently for him to come to me but to snatch him from this hideous world who doesn't know his worth.I tried my best to convince him even though I should have confess my feelings for him first but I think I need to clean up the mess first so that he can also come to me without any worries or fears about the future of the relationship. I hugged him for god knows know
Kazumi’s POVIt is such a deadly curse that when we want the time to pass more swiftly it passes with the speed of a turtle, HELLA SLOW. The walk from the alley to the apartment felt like 200 decades even though in reality it was just 2-3 minutes. Neither of us spoke as we were too awkward to do so. The question ‘Why he abruptly kissed me?’ kept on surfacing on my brain but due to the awkwardness I didn’t got the chance to ask him…. Phew, thank god I didn’t got the chance. He stood at the mouth of the apartment till I was gone. I got inside the apartment and bid him farewell before disappearing in one of the corners of the apartment but to be true I took a sneak peek from the corner, and saw him running just after seeing me off. I really wanted to laugh, I mean if he is that much embarrassed why did he even do that? What was he even thinking? Could he possibly be into…..? Snap out from your dreams Kazumi, he would never
Shaun's POVIn this modern world every individual wants to tackle the other for various reasons. It can be for fun, for revenge, for the other person's sins and many more. I don't harbour any feeling of revenge neither do I wanted to be a god in front of others eyes, the reason why I want to break the bond between Kazumi and Ren is because........ it causes itchiness in my eyes. Does my answer sound lunatic? Of course not. What I observed in these few days is that Ren is totally a chicken hearted guy and Kazumi..... he is... he is somewhat different from other. If one sees him through my eyes, he is someone who release some kind of soothing aura, warm and calming. I don't know who's that new guy in that picture but I don't think he is someone with whom I can get associated easily, I mean it's what I just assumed from his way of walking and the mannerism he was talking to Kazumi.Kazumi and the unknown guy were still walking in front of me, they were laughing blis
Kazumi's POVWhy does things like this happens with me, when I don't want to see someone, why does he suddenly stands before my eyes? Ren was smiling for some reason, which he only does when he is with me I mean a real smile. He must be very ecstatic to get married. I hate the fact that after seeing me his smile faded away or maybe he tried to hide it, so that I will be unable to figure out or even doubt him for anything. It's the first time that I wanted to express the gratitude to Shaun till the moment he enrolled in this school. If not for him, I might have thought that Ren sees me as a friend. No not as a friend. Best friend, who have each others secrets deep inside their hearts. I should have known who I am or where I belong to, I'm just a poor boy, who won't be able to provide him with any benefit. Maybe he thought that I might be incompetent to even know about his marriage let alone be attending it.I don't know what to call it. He asked, "Kazu, What happ-..." w
I discovered true happiness the day he walked into my life but I will be more happy when he don’t have a choice to walk out of it. The time spent with him seems to pass more swiftly than usual. I was very relieved when Shaun left us alone, but I was kind of sad too as I was not able to see Kazumi’s reaction when I unintentionally said those jealousy filled words. In some corner of my mind I thought maybe,…just maybe he may don’t want to spend time with me alone. I can’t put my feeling into words when I saw him acting normal, but I expected some kind of reaction from him, I mean something like being shy and all. Ahhhh… I want to hold him so bad. How can a person be so cute. God!! He is so cruel, my little heart has to bear all his cuteness. Poor me.We talked about our old memories and bid our farewell but even though I parted with him, his each expression was crystal clear before my eyes. I don’t think I will be able to sleep tonigh
Kazumi’s POVI think meeting Caesar like that was not so bad, I mean I was really sorry for his situation but it made him open up his feelings to someone. If one doesn’t tell his inner feeling to someone whom he trust or just consider trustworthy, then the person will just jammed up his feelings inside him and which will turn him a living puppet, who is controlled by his mind and not every time our mind can take right decisions. The day when I and Caesar first went to school together, many things happened which seemed quite suspicious for me, but it also made me realize something… Shaun is taller than Ren. I know it is ridiculous of me to say such nonsensical thing in mid of something serious but it was really surprising for me. I saw them standing oppositely before too but that time I didn’t notice much, plus the fact that I never really saw someone taller than Ren, there might be many taller person’s, but I never saw them. Shaun’s height