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2024-10-29 19:42:56After thinking for a long time and gathering all the courage I had within myself I decided to tell Ren about what was happening to me, and by neglecting all the 'what if' coming to my mind. I turned to face him, all this while he was sitting beside me with a gentle look on his face waiting patiently for me to say something without uttering a single word. He, out of pure concern, asked me if I was ready to share my problems with him, which I replied to simply by nodding my head.
Later, I told him about the incident and the thing related to the voices which I was able to hear around me just by looking in someone eyes. He for a split of second was shocked but quickly changed his expression into an understanding one.He took out his handkerchief from his pocket and wiped my tears. Then, he cupped my face with his hand gently and said, 'Stupid, do you even know how much worried I was. I was thinking that I did something wrong and that you are upset over it. I thought that you are never going to talk to me again but surely I was not going to let that happen. Not talking to you is out of topic. You can share your every secret with me without worrying about how I will react. You should always remember that even if no one is by your side, you will always find me.'
I was not even able to react properly before he pulled me into a tight but warm hug. It has been years since that incident and true to his words he is still by my side, sticking closely to me. But it is hard to believe that once a chubby fat boy suddenly turns into a handsome hunk with the height of 185cm. Sometimes I am ashamed to stand by his side because I am just 152cm and the students of my class call me ugly, I can't blame blame them though, I myself believe it. But I really don't give much thoughts about it as I cannot change it. I study in a normal school neither too high class nor too disreputable. My parents don't live with me, they are in my hometown working everyday so that I can get education and achieve something in my life.I live in a small apartment and after school I work in a convenient store because I can't always depend on my parents for money as I know it is hard for them too. Life is tough but I am not someone who will kneel before life and be controlled by it.Today is as boring as any other day, infront of the board is a middle aged fat man who is teaching us chemistry, more like just dictating the text book. I'm sitting at the corner most seat of the class at the last bench and because of me Ren is also sitting at the last bench. He is concentrated as always, unlike me, and even diligently joting everything in his notebook. The seat in front of me is empty as no one wants to sit near me. So, a girl whose name is Lia ,is sitting after that seat. I really can't concentrate on chemistry class so I start dozing off.
Suddenly the doors of the classroom opens and our class teacher Ms Mathew, who is an elegant but stingy lady comes with a boy who is wearing the same school uniform, as ours, following her right behind. All the girls were mesmerized by his spendiferousness and were staring at him like a pack of wolves staring at its prey. The boys were just looking at him with envious eyes. They might really be taking him as an another competitor.All have different expressions on their faces, excluding me and Ren. When I looked at Ren, he was just checking his notes and not giving a damn about his surrounding.
The class teacher starts to speak, 'Attention all the students! A new student has just transferred to our school so I request you all to make friend with him and treat him politely.' She turned to her side to face the new student and said, 'You can now introduce yourself.' The transferred student cast a glance at every student and started to move towards me. Suddenly, the classroom went silent and their eyes fixed on the transferred student, like a magnet, as he walked and sat on the empty bench in front of me. Ms Mathew just sighed and mumbled 'What a brat'.
Every student was still looking at him when suddenly he slammed the desk and glared at them and said, 'What? Is the text written on my face or do you guys want me to teach you instead of the teacher!' Damn what a short tempered guy but can't blame him, anyone would get irritated if all the eyes were glued on you.
Ms Mathew spoke again, "His name is Shaun and he will study with you all from now on." After saying this she slightly nodded to our chemistry teacher and left. All the students busied themselves with their work. I cast a glance at the transferred student's back and thought "Handsome guy with a jerky attitude" while scribbling on my notebook.When I raised my eyes to look at the teacher, I found the transferred student staring at me with a smirk on his face. Our eyes met for a split of seconds and he turned his head towards the teacher.
Did I just spoke my mind subconsciously? But I don't have the time to think about what's done because now I have a feeling of beyond terrified. Should I be afraid of that evil smirk on his face? or about his secret which I just learned about by mistake?
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Kazumi reached his apartment and fell on his stomach on the bed. He didn't even bother to clean himself up or apply ointment on his wounds. He fell into deep slumber the moment his body touched the hard surface of the bed.The apartment was old, shabby and messy but clean. He choose the apartment only because it was available under his budget and was close to his school. He was dreaming and reminiscing about the good old days when he used to live with his parents in his hometown and was a carefree child without having anything to worry about. But everything just shattered when he came to know about the secret, which his parents were hiding from him from his childhood. The secret which also led him to leave his peaceful life in the hometown and move to the hell, well to the concrete jungle, where no one know anything beyond money and not even a single soul will make friends with you unless you are rich and match their standards. He still distinctively recall that day when he c
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Kazumi's POVFew days later, when I was sure that the bruise were lighter than the other day I decided to go to the school. I put on the hoodie over my head which covered my eyes but my eyes were already curtained by my bangs. Ren nags me alot about how I always try to cover my face for it not to be not seen by others but I just cannot think out of the possibilities about how people are going to mock me about my looks.I locked the door of my apartment and started to march towards my school. I really hate mornings and all the hustle and bustle of different people around the streets. If I am asked about the place which makes me comfortable and at home I would, without any hesitation, reply The Countryside. When I reached the school, Ren was already waiting for me at the entrance of the school. He really looked like a model even without doing anything. He noticed me and waved his hands which I replied with a broad smile. I approached him and together we sta
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Shaun's POVMy new school really sucks and the students here are just as weird as the school is, from my first day till now, or maybe my first day of the school was more worst than now. I vividly remember how the girls were drooling when they saw me and the fury in the eyes of the boys. Well, I couldn't care less about it, the only thought running in my mind at that time was to punch them. I don't like to be the center of attraction but I do admit that I am indeed handsome or that's what all the people around me say. After the teacher, who brought me into this weird place, was over with her babbling ,she asked me to introduce myself. Introducing myself ?Is it a joke? Should I laugh? I internally rolled my eyes and again took a look at all the weirdos sitting in their seats. I don't think I need to waste my precious time by introducing myself to these mediocre people, so I stated to move towards the second last bench which was empty. Even after I was settled in my seat, every ey
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Shaun's POVIt's really difficult for me to digest every single happenings of today. I mean, I never, in my wildest dreams thought that a person like me would come across such a situation. Although, the beginning of this day was quite good. It was the first time for me to have a proper conversation with Kazumi, if one could consider it to be one. Well now that I am talking about it, I regret not asking him about why was he panting and trembling like a leaf on a windy day. Now, I am confident something bad must have been happened with him or maybe with someone else which he saw, unintentionally. I don't know whom to consider lucky, Kazumi, whom I saved when he was on the brink of death or Ren, who would have probably considered himself a sinner for life long, if something might have happened to Kazumi. I myself have no idea why I decided to check on Kazumi and even going to the extent, to follow him to his room.But what's the worst part of all this drama is that the pe
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Ren's POVThe first time I kissed him I was hooked. Just one short kiss and I was addicted. I knew then, that no one else could ever make me feel such an electric spark. The instant I drew back from his lips and looked into his perfect eyes, I knew I would follow him to the end of the earth. Everything inside me was telling me to go cross the limit and just ravish him at that very moment. I felt like there was fire within my bones, like my soul has returned to where it belonged, like every part of me that come from a dead star is alive again. I felt like I was reborn again, not as someone who wants to wait patiently for him to come to me but to snatch him from this hideous world who doesn't know his worth.I tried my best to convince him even though I should have confess my feelings for him first but I think I need to clean up the mess first so that he can also come to me without any worries or fears about the future of the relationship. I hugged him for god knows know
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Kazumi’s POVIt is such a deadly curse that when we want the time to pass more swiftly it passes with the speed of a turtle, HELLA SLOW. The walk from the alley to the apartment felt like 200 decades even though in reality it was just 2-3 minutes. Neither of us spoke as we were too awkward to do so. The question ‘Why he abruptly kissed me?’ kept on surfacing on my brain but due to the awkwardness I didn’t got the chance to ask him…. Phew, thank god I didn’t got the chance. He stood at the mouth of the apartment till I was gone. I got inside the apartment and bid him farewell before disappearing in one of the corners of the apartment but to be true I took a sneak peek from the corner, and saw him running just after seeing me off. I really wanted to laugh, I mean if he is that much embarrassed why did he even do that? What was he even thinking? Could he possibly be into…..? Snap out from your dreams Kazumi, he would never
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Shaun's POVIn this modern world every individual wants to tackle the other for various reasons. It can be for fun, for revenge, for the other person's sins and many more. I don't harbour any feeling of revenge neither do I wanted to be a god in front of others eyes, the reason why I want to break the bond between Kazumi and Ren is because........ it causes itchiness in my eyes. Does my answer sound lunatic? Of course not. What I observed in these few days is that Ren is totally a chicken hearted guy and Kazumi..... he is... he is somewhat different from other. If one sees him through my eyes, he is someone who release some kind of soothing aura, warm and calming. I don't know who's that new guy in that picture but I don't think he is someone with whom I can get associated easily, I mean it's what I just assumed from his way of walking and the mannerism he was talking to Kazumi.Kazumi and the unknown guy were still walking in front of me, they were laughing blis
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Kazumi's POVWhy does things like this happens with me, when I don't want to see someone, why does he suddenly stands before my eyes? Ren was smiling for some reason, which he only does when he is with me I mean a real smile. He must be very ecstatic to get married. I hate the fact that after seeing me his smile faded away or maybe he tried to hide it, so that I will be unable to figure out or even doubt him for anything. It's the first time that I wanted to express the gratitude to Shaun till the moment he enrolled in this school. If not for him, I might have thought that Ren sees me as a friend. No not as a friend. Best friend, who have each others secrets deep inside their hearts. I should have known who I am or where I belong to, I'm just a poor boy, who won't be able to provide him with any benefit. Maybe he thought that I might be incompetent to even know about his marriage let alone be attending it.I don't know what to call it. He asked, "Kazu, What happ-..." w
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I discovered true happiness the day he walked into my life but I will be more happy when he don’t have a choice to walk out of it. The time spent with him seems to pass more swiftly than usual. I was very relieved when Shaun left us alone, but I was kind of sad too as I was not able to see Kazumi’s reaction when I unintentionally said those jealousy filled words. In some corner of my mind I thought maybe,…just maybe he may don’t want to spend time with me alone. I can’t put my feeling into words when I saw him acting normal, but I expected some kind of reaction from him, I mean something like being shy and all. Ahhhh… I want to hold him so bad. How can a person be so cute. God!! He is so cruel, my little heart has to bear all his cuteness. Poor me.We talked about our old memories and bid our farewell but even though I parted with him, his each expression was crystal clear before my eyes. I don’t think I will be able to sleep tonigh
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Kazumi’s POVI think meeting Caesar like that was not so bad, I mean I was really sorry for his situation but it made him open up his feelings to someone. If one doesn’t tell his inner feeling to someone whom he trust or just consider trustworthy, then the person will just jammed up his feelings inside him and which will turn him a living puppet, who is controlled by his mind and not every time our mind can take right decisions. The day when I and Caesar first went to school together, many things happened which seemed quite suspicious for me, but it also made me realize something… Shaun is taller than Ren. I know it is ridiculous of me to say such nonsensical thing in mid of something serious but it was really surprising for me. I saw them standing oppositely before too but that time I didn’t notice much, plus the fact that I never really saw someone taller than Ren, there might be many taller person’s, but I never saw them. Shaun’s height
